The night was getting dark, Ruan Qing was standing by the window, in the night sky, but not a single star could be seen, even the moonlight was very light.When it came into the eyes, there was only an extremely dark night sky.

After coming back, Ruan Qing maintained the schedule she had cultivated since she was a child, and almost never went to bed late. Even on the night when she met Gu Yushi in the hospital, she only went to bed ten minutes later than usual. .

But today, nearly two hours have passed since Ruan Qing's usual sleep time.

Brother's words disturbed Ruan Qing's already turbulent emotions due to Gu Yu, and it was difficult to calm down.

It also made Ruan Qing understand that she can't, she can't do this anymore, pretending to escape calmly.

Even though Ruan Qing let the emotions that had been diluted pour out on the day when she met Gu Yu, after that moment, those emotions have been suppressed in her heart all the time.

Ruan Qing never wanted to think about it.

As the night wind blew, Ruan Qing's eyelashes drooped slightly, and she gently closed her eyes.

Scenes and scenes in those mission worlds slowly emerged in Ruan Qing's mind clearly and firmly, and flowed naturally like a stream.

Gu Yu... Xie Chanyi... Letitia... Luo Yanzhou... Ning Shu... Shao Ling... ..Xie Dusheng......

And in the last world, the delicate and beautiful girl who seemed weak and pitiful.

In the end, it turned into Gu Yu's current appearance.

A line of tears slid down his cheeks.Ruan Weiwei's closed eyes slowly opened, the dark eyes were like water mist, and they were as clear as washed.

Ruan pursed his lips lightly, without making a sound.Tears flowed down from his eyes uninterruptedly, and a tinge of red appeared at the end of his eyes.

The emotions in her clear eyes were complicated and unspeakable.It seems to contain sadness, pain, and a slight grievance, as well as emotions that are difficult to explain in words.

It's not that I haven't been moved.

Even, Ruan Qing had vaguely guessed that the person she saved in different worlds was the same person after the simple reminder from the system after leaving the third world.

So, Ruan Qing, who downplayed her feelings, indulged herself a little bit. She was moved by Ning Shu and Shao Ling, but in fact, before that, she was also moved by Xie Chanyi, and even by Li Dixie. Ya, it's not entirely emotionless either.

It's just that, at the beginning, Ruan Qing was naive and ignorant about feelings. She didn't know that she was tempted. Later, even though she knew her feelings clearly, she never wanted to show them.

Because, she wants to go home.

Although Ruan Qing didn't know Gu Yu's specific identity at that time, only from the system's ambiguous words when it involved specific situations, Ruan Qing could easily deduce that Gu Yu's identity was above the system.

Such a person, and Ruan Qing, should actually be people from two worlds, or even more distant.

It wasn't until the late stage of Xie Dusheng's achievement of crossing the catastrophe that he had all the memories.Ruan Qing finally learned from the system that her mission was to get Gu Yu's soul fragments out of the mission world successfully.

It's just that only Ruan Qing knows that even if she has guessed and indulged a little, she can never see them as the same person in her heart.

But they are indeed the same person.

And Xie Dusheng's words, the scene of her death also left almost indelible scars in Ruan Qing's heart.

Ruan Qing's face was pale, her fingers were cold.

Xie Dusheng's smile was not a smile, but his voice was filled with sadness and weeping, as if at this moment, Ruan Qing heard clearly again: "Master, are you here to save me, or are you here to save me? ...."

"The one who killed you?" Ruan Qing closed her eyes and softly completed what Xie Dusheng hadn't said.

Why didn't you go on in the end?Because Xie Dusheng was reluctant.

Ruan Qing knows.But she is not softhearted.

Ruan Qing also always thought that she didn't mind the experience in those worlds.After all, it's just a task.

But now, Ruan Qing understands that she doesn't mind, she is not as noble as she imagined, it's just because of downplaying her feelings that she can calmly tell Gu Yu in the last world that the relationship between them is just It's just a deal.

In fact, there is nothing wrong with this sentence.

However, after all those weakened emotions returned, even if Ruan Qing's reason is clear, in those worlds, some of the things that Gu Yu did to her were not worth one-tenth of what the original body had done to Gu Yu.

She is innocent, but isn't Gu Yu innocent?

It just happened that Ruan Qing became the person who hurt Gu Yu, but it happened that Gu Yu fell in love with the enemy who had Ruan Qing's soul.

But why did Gu Yu give up revenge?

But emotionally, when she was treated like that, Ruan Qing was not without aggrieved, sad, or angry.Otherwise, she would not cut her wrist with her nails before leaving the world, just to make Shao Ling regret it.

Ruan Qing's eyelashes quivered slightly, tears rolled down, and her eyes were filled with rare blankness.

......

Gu Yu came to Ruan's house regularly to check Ruan Qing's physical condition according to the previous daily time.

When she came, Ruan Qing was already sitting on the sofa in the living room.

Only Ruan Qing was alone.

Gu Yu was taken aback for a moment, but didn't ask.

The Ruan family had already prepared a medical room on the second floor, which was fully equipped, and every day, Gu Yu also checked Ruan Qing's physical condition in this medical room.

After the examination, seeing Ruan Qing's pale face, Gu Yu finally couldn't help asking: "Why didn't you sleep well last night?"

Her gentle voice was not dissatisfaction, but pity.

Gu Yu, who thought he couldn't get an answer, heard Ruan Qing say, "Because of you."

These three words are no less than a thunderbolt to Gu Yu.Because this meant that her Ruan Ruan finally stopped avoiding everything that had happened.

Without waiting for Gu Yu to speak, Ruan Qing had already said the next sentence: "Gu Yu, let's talk."

"Okay." Gu Yu's eyes were gentle, and he whispered, "Ruan Ruan, I have been waiting for this day for a long time. Even though it is only three months now, every day is like a year."

Seeing Gu Yu like this, Ruan Qing was in a daze, and her tone was soft.

She said, "Gu Yu, you really look like Xie Chanyi."

"Don't Ruan Ruan like it?" Gu Yu's voice was gentle, with a trace of grievance in his voice, "I thought Ruan Ruan would like it."

"I like it." Ruan said lightly, "But, this is not you."

And Xie Chanyi, even at the moment of the worst injury, never showed a trace of weakness.

Ruan Qing stretched out her index finger and pressed it against Gu Yu's lips that were about to open.

"Whether it is now or in the last world, you are always beautiful and weak to the point of being pitiful, because I have never hated... or even rejoiced Xie Chanyi, so you are gentle, because I pity the memory loss Gu Yu when you were young, Luo Yanzhou when you were still young, Shao Ling when you were ignorant, so you are weak."

"Because you know, I like your appearance the most." Ruan Qing's lips curved slightly, but her black eyes were clear, but upon closer inspection, it was not difficult to see the softness hidden in those eyes.

Gu Yu looked at her tenderly, with uncontrollable affection and obsession in his eyes.

Ruan Qing's low and clear words were heard next to his ears: "So, you have hidden your strength and your paranoia, but what exists, still exists."

It was clear that Ruan Ruan broke through the disguise, but Gu Yu's heart was soft, and there seemed to be stars in her eyes.

Her Ruan Ruan...

Gu Yu lightly licked Ruan Qing's index finger on her lips, his eyes were soft and his voice was slightly hoarse: "Ruan Ruan is right."

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