Who is the heroine?

The world is noisy.

Lu Yun gradually lost his mind amidst the noise like electric current.There are a few ornamental pine trees planted in the distance, clusters of crowns are like clouds, a small fluorescent green firefly, like the trembling lighted magic on someone's wand, hovers over the crown of the pine trees.Slowly, the green that symbolizes magic gradually imprinted on her mind and heart, allowing her to see the dark reality clearly in a moment of confusion.

Guan Yue, or Guan Yi's "brother sister", showed all the inconceivable features of this dark world in an instant. She didn't understand why Guan Yi did this. Pushed into the abyss?

Maybe he knew, but he didn't care at all.

Or maybe, that was his purpose.

That noisy world is like a rising tide in the sea, the waves pushed the waves, and they climbed up to her ankles unremittingly. She heard Guan Yi's introduction, and she imitated Guan Yue's indifference—no one was aware of it. He realized that if it was the real Guan Yue, he would not have introduced her at all.

Lu Yun held Guan Xi's hand and watched the strangers praise and introduce themselves to her with kind smiles. In the atmosphere that gradually became embarrassing because of her silence, she showed a haughty and tired expression: "... …I want to go home."

"..." Guan Yi frowned, and stretched out his hand towards her, but Lu Yun took a step back without hesitation, avoiding his hand.She was still holding Guan Xi's hand, so the chain-like connection between the two was clearly reflected in Guan Yi's eyes.

His eyes flicked lightly as if brushing a feather off his shoulders, flashed away from Guan Xi's face, then turned to look at Lu Yun, his lips and teeth slightly parted.

Lu Yun thought that he was going to add fuel to the flames and say something—she even had a premonition that if it wasn't for Guan Yi playing the role of their taciturn elder brother, he might say something that made her very uncomfortable without any restraint, but Fortunately, Guan Yi still knows which is more important.

"In that case, you all go back first." He said this, not looking at Lu Yun's slightly widened eyes due to astonishment, but looking at Guan Xi, who said this sentence to Guan Xi.

Guan Xi squeezed Lu Yun's hand, and replied obediently: "Okay."

Lu Yun frowned and stared at Guan Yi, as if wanting to know what this man was going to do.His eyes, which were like a deep pool, revealed a certain mystery and profoundness when he fell silent.

She followed Guan Xi, and the two walked towards the exit one after the other. Jiang Yu wanted to join them, but was stopped by Guan Yi, who looked at each other with a group of equally unlucky friends with a bitter face.

Lu Yun couldn't help turning her head while walking, trying to observe Guan Yi's expression.At the moment when the light and shadow intersected, she seemed to see a Guan Yi-style smile, with a strong calculation.

Maybe it was an illusion, the light of the fireflies was gradually submerged by the darkness, those existences in her world were like background boards, no matter whether they were fat or thin adults who were all set in one template, or Jiang Yu's The friends she was too lazy to remember also disappeared into the darkness.

She held Guan Xi's hand with her backhand, as if holding the only undecided coordinate point in this world, and stood side by side with her: "That's Guan Yi."

"Yes," Guan Xi answered her, and quickly pinned the long hair behind her ears, "You are very powerful, and you were able to find out so quickly." Should it be said that they are really brothers and sisters who are related by blood?She added secretly in her heart, with a hint of subtle emotion.

"Really?" Lu Yun didn't notice it. Instead, he cocked his tail a little because of this praise, "It seems a bit powerful? The two of us who were present must have discovered it."

"Yeah." Guan Xi nodded, and began to explain Lu Yun's doubts, "Ever since the eldest brother and the second brother have grown up, they rarely play this kind of swap game. Today, there is an emergency, and the second brother is probably asked to replace him... ..." She involuntarily began to think about the recent events in her mind, guessing what could make the second brother play Guan Yue willingly, "However, when the two of them exchanged in the past, it was always because of something need."

"But why did he say that in front of so many people?" Lu Yun asked, "...I don't understand."

"Because the second brother wants you to come back." Guan Xi said.

Lu Yun didn't understand even more: "Come back? I'm already back."

"But your heart is still in the Lu family, isn't it?" Guan Xi asked back, "Don't you call the Lu family every night?"

"..." Lu Yun was stunned for a moment, "...But I, no, I, can't ask me to just sever ties with my relatives."

"'Relatives'," Guan Xi grasped the word keenly, "They are your relatives, so what about the Guan family?"

Lu Yun was at a loss for words: "The Guan family...are also relatives."

Guan Xi was silent for a while: "...he wants you to be a member of the Guan family, to be truly tied to the Guan family, not like you are now. I can understand him." She said, "And, now I think, Maybe he's right."

"But what's the point of him doing this? I don't think so just because others think I'm from the Guan family—feelings are cultivated, not forced or faked, and I have nothing to do with them. familiar," Lu Yun said with a frown, "Even if you don't consider the daily, no, the pitiful meeting time every week, it's impossible for me to have any good impressions of them just because of this kind of behavior that is done regardless of my wishes. .”

"Lu Yun." She said, "This is my life, no, this is your life—the life that originally belonged to you. You're just not used to it now."

Lu Yun pursed her lips: "...I'm really not used to it, and I even feel that I will never get used to it. If my relatives and I maintain this kind of indifferent relationship, but we are required to get along with each other purely by blood. Establishing a deep relationship will only make me feel ridiculous. To me, this kind of person can only be called a familiar stranger."

"Then what if it's me?" Guan Xi asked back, she raised her head and looked at Lu Yun. Today's eyes are a icy lake, and the lake reflects the cold light of the cold stars in the vast sky.

"……what?"

"What if it's me? If, one day, I'm like this, I only have a little time to see you every week, and I'm running around every day because of things I have to do, and I'm bound by all force majeure and can't come back when you need it most. she asked, "will we become familiar strangers?"

Lu Yun was dumbfounded: "..."

She reacted for a long time before she opened her mouth and said, "How can this be the same?"

"Why is this different?" Guan Xi asked, she felt a little turmoil in her heart, a little unwilling, a little angry, and even a little inexplicable grievance.Yes, maybe she had thought of Lu Yun a long time ago, and now she still complains about the lack of family company due to occasional loneliness, but she knows that these are not their intentional actions, her relatives belong to her Yes, but it doesn't just belong to her.And this is life, an irresistible life.

She stared at Lu Yun, and she didn't know whether what she said was waking Lu Yun or herself: "Obviously they are all the same. The same setting, regardless of the identity of the object, this is exactly the same choice. Lu Yun , your parents are amazing people, and your older brothers didn’t get along with you out of personal wishes—there are too many helplessness in life, and no one can guarantee enough time to maintain relationships with others.”

Lu Yun was disturbed by this phone call. She always felt that something was wrong, but she was stunned by the text that Guan Xi slammed down for a while. She couldn't think of a rebuttal, so she could only interrupt it aggrievedly. : "How can this be the same," she said loudly, "You are Guan Xi!"

"..." Guan Xi was dumbfounded.

"Okay," Lu Yun seemed to be involved in the emotional vortex, and said angrily, "I admit that I am a eccentric, double-standard dog. But who doesn't have a preference? If you only see me once a week face, then I—”

She was stuck, thinking for a while and felt that if she only met her relationship once a week, she would not be able to really be the same as before. She deeply felt that she might still be very upset... so what can be done, she is really It's a little grudge, it's not what she thought, it's Lu Jin, the father, who taught her badly, but halfway through the sentence, she couldn't make such an abrupt turn, she glanced at Guan Xi's beautiful face in confusion , calmed down his grievance: "...Then I can only go to you and take the initiative to increase the number of times we meet."

Before Guan Xi could speak, Lu Yun cut it off immediately: "But! The same action can't be applied to Guan Yi Er San and the two well-known and unknown parents with the surname Guan. Don't think that it doesn't exist."

"Lu Yun..."

"Okay, stop talking," Lu Yun clasped his hands together, "You made me so angry and wronged that I don't even feel guilty at all. I don't want to talk to you anymore. I hope you can reflect on yourself." Saying that Then, she turned her head and strode forward, her hands behind her back, she looked like the head of the family.

Guan Xi sighed, stepped forward quickly, and followed behind Lu Yun.

Lu Yun maintained her stubbornness and didn't say a word to Guan Xi along the way.

About 200 meters away, she stopped suddenly.

"What's wrong?" Guan Xi asked her.

Lu Yun's expression was quite unpredictable: "..."

"Aren't you talking to me?" She asked, "Why didn't you move all of a sudden?"

Lu Yun reluctantly glanced at her, and continued to maintain his inscrutable expression: "...I haven't been coaxed yet. Sigh, talking to you now doesn't mean that I forgive you, it can only be regarded as a recess 10 minutes," she said cautiously, "you know."

Guan Xi wanted to laugh, but held back, and just nodded vigorously.

"...I just suddenly thought of a question," Lu Yun said in a solemn voice, "...We came here by taxi, right?"

Guan Xi nodded.

Looking at the crowded parking lot in front of him, Lu Yun realized with a heart that none of this had anything to do with the two of them.

"Then how should we go back?"

The author has something to say: maybe the update will be fixed at ten o'clock in the future.

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