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In fact, he didn't want to show weakness in front of Muyan, he always felt that all his pain was his own fault.A person should be punished for doing something wrong. He is already very lucky to be able to meet Muyan and Cancan.

He was helped to the room by Muyan, his body touched the bed, and he wanted to get up again, but was pushed back by Muyan.

The window was not tightened, and the rain wet the table by the window and the notebook on the table. The book was blown open by the wind, and the pages were all covered with water.Muyan hurried to close the window, and wiped the water stains on the paper with his sleeve, staring at the blurred handwriting in a daze.

"Muyan..." Jiang Yenan muttered to himself, Muyan quickly closed the book, he turned to look at Jiang Yenan, wiped the raindrops from the tip of his nose, and walked towards Jiang Yenan.

Muyan stretched out her hand, and gently placed the back of her hand on Jiang Yenan's forehead, it was very hot.

"You have a fever."

Mu Yan was startled, she supported Jiang Yenan's shoulder and said to him, "I'll take you to the hospital."

Jiang Yenan held his wrist, closed his eyes, the trembling eyelashes cast a dark blue under the eyelids, pale face, looking at the high cheekbones after losing weight, he shook his head in pain and said, "I don't want to go to the hospital."

"Jiang Yenan has a fever, he must go to the hospital."

Muyan wanted to drag him up, but Jiang Yenan said, "I'll just sleep, let me sleep for a while."

Jiang Yenan coughed several times after saying this, he curled up on his side, trembling all over, Muyan stroked his back with his hands, trying to make his breath more smooth.

"I'll get you a glass of water." Muyan said this and was about to leave, but Jiang Yenan's wrist was firmly grasped, he couldn't move, his eyes fell on Jiang Yenan's face.Jiang Yenan opened his eyes, his dark pupils were like mist, he said: "Muyan, don't go.",

The wind and rain outside the window were so heavy, and the room was so dark without the lights on, Jiang Yenan's voice seemed to come from a long, long time ago, that snowy day, that piece of blood red, Jiang Yenan lay there clutching his heart, He also whispered weakly like this, he said: "Muyan, don't go, please don't leave me."

Mu Yan's footsteps paused, and then his vision was turned upside down, and he was dragged onto the bed.

Jiang Yenan's hot breath fell on his ear, he called Jiang Yenan, and the next second, a kiss fell on his lips.

That kiss almost deprived him of his breath, he seemed to be sucked into a mass of magma, his whole body was hot, and his spine was melting step by step.

He thought he would struggle, but every organ in his body surrendered, he couldn't even move a finger, and he let Jiang Yenan kiss him.It was as if another person had been squeezed into his body, secretly pulling out pieces of glass from his heart slowly.

"Muyan, I love you, I really love you."

Jiang Yenan's face was next to Muyan's, and they turned into two leaves that fell from a tree, growing on a branch, falling in autumn, and the north wind separated them, and one leaf fell into the mud , A leaf fell into the creek.

It is not easy to meet again. After several wind and rain, the gurgling water poured into the soil, and the fragmented life was considered complete.

"Jiang Yenan, let's get up obediently, drink water, take medicine and go to the hospital, okay? Your body is very hot, I'm really scared..."

"What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid you will die."

"Without you, I would have died long ago."

Jiang Yenan's voice became lower and lower, Muyan bit her lip, and he suddenly pushed Jiang Yenan away forcefully.Jiang Yenan fell on the side of the bed, the big bed creaked, Mu Yan knelt beside Jiang Yenan, he looked down at Jiang Yenan, tears fell from his eyes and fell on Jiang Yenan's face.

Just like Jiang Yenan kissed him just now, his trembling lips pressed against him.

Jiang Yenan smelled of the perfume he gave him, the woody perfume, the deep cold fragrance, fermented in the rain.

The bed they lay together became a small boat and an island again, with the Milky Way around them, and every star revolved around them.

Muyan went to boil hot water, he asked Jiang Yenan where the medicine was, Jiang Yenan shrank under the quilt, and pointed to the drawer under the TV cabinet.

He opened the drawer, took out the medicine box inside, and opened the lid, which was full of medicine.

Most of them were psychotropic drugs. Muyan looked at the words on the package, there were Prozac, alprazolam, fluoxetine... He scrolled down again and found the antipyretics. It was very fresh, so he took two pills for Jiang Yenan to eat.

"After taking this medicine, I will feel sleepy, and then I will sweat better."

Muyan asked him to drink the remaining half glass of water, and said to him, "I'll cook some porridge for you, you can eat some later."

Jiang Yenan blinked, pulled the quilt over his chin, and said sullenly, "There is no rice at home."

Muyan opened her eyes wide, a little surprised, "No rice? Then what do you usually eat?"

"Take out or eat out."

Jiang Yenan buried his face in the quilt, the antipyretic medicine seemed to be gradually getting better, he felt a little sleepy, leaning against the pillow, and said drowsily: "Muyan, I don't eat, can you sleep with me? "

Mu Yan closed her eyes, he couldn't help poking Jiang Yenan's exposed red cheeks with his fingers, and said, "Don't push yourself too far."

Jiang Yenan poked his hand out from under the quilt, tentatively hooking Muyan's waist.Almost without much effort, he put the person on the bed, he opened his arms, and hugged Muyan from behind.

Even though he lost a lot of weight, his frame is still bigger than Muyan.He wrapped Muyan in his arms, buried his face in Muyan's shoulder, took a deep breath, and said in a low voice, "You smell so good."

Muyan's throat moved slightly, his heart beat hopelessly fast, and he spoke tremblingly, telling Jiang Yenan not to move.Jiang Yenan opened his mouth and licked it lightly.

Muyan shook, Jiang Yenan tightened his hands, begging Muyan, "I'm so sleepy, don't move, okay?"

Muyan didn't say a word, he restrained his breathing, raised his hand to press his heart.

After a long time, he heard the even breathing of the people behind him, and Jiang Yenan really fell asleep.

Mu Yan froze and didn't dare to move, half of her body gradually went numb, he couldn't hold on, and heard Jiang Yenan's steady breath, almost giving up on himself, he slowly relaxed his body, leaning against Jiang Yenan's arms middle.

The rain kept tearing and falling in a long and continuous way.Listening to the sound of rain, Muyan's consciousness gradually became blurred, her eyelids slowly closed, and she gradually fell into a deep sleep.

When he woke up, it was already dark.After the cold weather, the days were much shorter, and it was raining again, the sky was gray, and the room was even more dim.

He didn't know when his sleeping position changed from leaning against Jiang Yenan's chest to facing him. When he opened his eyes, he saw Jiang Yenan's enlarged face.The slightly curly hair fell on the eyebrows a few times, wondering if he would feel uncomfortable, Muyan raised her hand and gently brushed his hair away.The hair on the forehead was brushed aside, but Mu Yan's hand did not retract, and the pulp of her fingers gently rubbed along the eyebrows.

Muyan thinks that Jiang Yenan has not changed, he is still the same as before, he never cares about his hair when he sleeps, he presses it carelessly, and every time he wakes up it is a messy pile.He stroked Jiang Yenan's eyebrows, then moved down the straight bridge of the nose, and put his fingers on Jiang Yenan's lips.

The sleeping person was finally awakened by him, he frowned and opened his eyes, saw Muyan, leaned over in a daze, hugged Muyan, and buried his face in the socket of his shoulder.

"Do you still have a fever?" Muyan moved with difficulty, stretched out a hand to touch his forehead, and found that the temperature was much lower than before.

Jiang Yenan rubbed his face against his hand, Muyan was startled, and immediately shrank back.His earlobes were red, he avoided Jiang Yenan's sight, opened his mouth, and asked in a low voice, "What are you doing?"

Jiang Yenan might not have woken up yet, he leaned over in a daze, his body moved slowly, and his whole body almost suppressed Muyan.

Muyan was a little out of breath, his body was hot, he struggled a few times, his back was sweating, and finally gave up.He looked at Jiang Yenan helplessly, stroked his messy hair with his hands, and said, "You hurt me."

"Does it hurt even in dreams?" Jiang Yenan touched his face and rubbed him affectionately.

Muyan laughed angrily at his words, pinched Jiang Yenan's face, and said to him: "This is not a dream, you really hurt me."

There was a pinch on his face, a dull pain.Jiang Yenan's eyelids slowly opened, staring at Muyan in a daze.He opened his mouth, his Adam's apple fluttered, and immediately got up, he knelt beside the bed, and said to Muyan, "I'm sorry, I... I thought it was a dream."

Mu Yan sat up half supported, he pursed his lips, and said to Jiang Yenan, "Can you turn on the light?"

Jiang Yenan said yes, and immediately got up and turned on the light.The room was lit up, and the misty orange light hit Muyan's face, Jiang Yenan looked at him blankly, he swallowed his saliva, raised his hand hesitantly, his fingers touched Muyan's cheek, warm The skin made him withdraw his hand immediately.

"it is true?"

Jiang Yenan looked at him and muttered to himself.Then he tentatively stretched out his hand, but Muyan grabbed his palm.

Muyan's sight divided his left chest, and he could clearly see how many times the heart beat, how many times it trembled, shivered, and tightened within a minute.

Mu Yan told him that this was not a dream, he took Jiang Yenan's hand and put it on his heart, he said: "Listen to my heartbeat, I beat as fast as you."

Jiang Yenan looked at him in disbelief, he might start to believe that this was not a dream, because even in his dream, Muyan would never say such things to him.

His chaotic brain gradually woke up, he leaned over carefully, and pressed against Muyan's chest.

The sound of "thumping" heartbeat pierced into his eardrums, and he knelt there, not daring to move.

Mu Yan hugged him and said to him, "Because I have you in my heart, I dance faster."