animal lover

Everyone must have suffered from insomnia that night, and Mu Yan was tossing and turning in bed.The window in the room was not closed, the slightly cold wind blew into the room, the curtains swayed slightly, Mu Yan covered her head with the quilt, thinking of what she said in the garage.

He wailed softly in his heart, covered his face and rolled in the quilt, and said such a thing, I don't know what Jiang Yenan would think.

Mu Yan suddenly felt dry mouth, she lifted the quilt and sat up from the bed.There was no water in the cup on the bedside table, Muyan picked up the cup and walked towards the kitchen, poured a glass of cold water and drank it all in one go.

After drinking cold water, the dryness in her heart subsided a lot, Mu Yan poured another glass of water, took the mug and walked to the room.Passing by Cancan's room, he gently opened the door, walked into the room, stood beside Cancan, and covered him with the kicked-off quilt.

He went back to the room and lay on the bed. As soon as he closed his eyes, there was a train running around in his head, and he still couldn't fall asleep.Mu Yan sat up abruptly, turned on the light, and took out the book in the bedside table.

It was the book he bought in the bookstore last time. After reading a part, it was put in the drawer. He always remembered that this book was in this place, but...he just didn't want to open it.

The lights in the room were turned on in the dark night, the twilight sea was pushed onto the beach by the wind, Jiang Yenan was lying on the sand, looking at the lit window, his eyelashes fluttered slightly.

Every time he couldn't sleep, he would come to this beach, where he could see the window of Mu Yan, and guarded it all night.

The lamp was on from midnight to five o'clock in the morning, and Muyan finished reading the whole book.After reading it again, he found that he still liked the book written by Jiang Yenan very much. He leaned on the pillow and lost his mind, thought for a long time, got up from the bed, and walked to the window.

The sky was already hazy and bright, and half of the sunrise was on the sea, with light golden waves beating against the shore, and on the empty beach, a person was sitting there, Mu Yan was stunned.

He didn't know what he was thinking at the time, maybe his impulse was greater than his reason, so he just didn't care about anything and rushed out of the house.As the elevator descended floor by floor, his heart tightened inch by inch, he ran out of the apartment building, and finally... finally stood behind Jiang Yenan.

Restrained panting, desperately trying to calm down her heartbeat, Muyan looked at Jiang Yenan's back and slowly approached.

Jiang Yenan sat on the beach and looked at the horizon, his face was wrapped in that layer of red light, his hair was a little messy, and some grains of sand could still be seen at the ends of his hair.Because she had lost a lot of weight, her cheeks were tightened under her raised cheekbones. The brown sweater was loosely worn on her body, and the sleeves were half-lengthened.Muyan felt as if she was seeing him for the first time, and he was also like that at that time, with an indifferent expression and didn't care about anything.

Muyan walked forward, her shoes stepped on the sand and made a small sound.Jiang Yenan heard the movement, turned his head to look, glanced casually, and then froze.

He looked at Muyan dumbly, opened his mouth, recovered after a few seconds, his expression became timid, and he said, "Muyan? I...I didn't mean to be here."

Mu Yan originally hated Jiang Yenan so much, he hated him, but at this moment, seeing the helplessness on Jiang Yenan's face, he suddenly felt uncomfortable in his heart.He walked up to Jiang Yenan's side, raised his hand and lightly put it on the shoulder where the bones could be touched, and said: "The sunrise here is beautiful, I used to come here when I couldn't sleep."

Jiang Yenan didn't expect that he would not blame himself, he was a little dazed, and heard him say again: "I thought about it, can you give me your new book? I have also been your editor before, and my family's publishing house is still there. , After you finish writing, I can help you make a book."

The waves crashed against the rocks, the sky gradually became brighter, and that light was refracted into Jiang Yenan's eyes, he looked at Muyan dully, slowly digesting his words.

He felt that his throat was blocked by very sour lemon juice, he couldn't speak, and what he swallowed was sour.He changed from astonishment to surprise, but the emotion of disbelief was still the majority, and he was dumbfounded for a few minutes.

Finally Muyan frowned impatiently and called his name.Jiang Yenan woke up like a dream, he clenched his fists, put the back of his hand against the corner of his mouth, looked at Muyan cautiously and expectantly, and asked in a low voice: "Really?"

Mu Yan felt her nose sore, she hurriedly turned her head away, and said, "Yeah."

"Muyan, I'm so happy."

The waves came layer by layer, the cool wind blew past the ears, and most of the birds in the forest flew away. Jiang Yenan's face was full of joy, and he seemed to have come out of the darkness.

If it was before, Muyan would rush over, hugging his Teacher Jiang, plunge her head into Jiang Yenan's arms, smile and say you look good, then raise her head and ask him for a kiss.

But this is not the past, it is the present after a few years, the coldest snowfall in Xiding.

They sat on the beach, looking at each other, when the atmosphere became silent, it was Jiang Yenan who spoke first, he hesitated and asked, "Muyan, can I give you a hug?"

Muyan stared at him blankly, Jiang Yenan's fingers were tugging at the cuffs, his hair was messed up by the wind, his eyelashes were rubbed black under his eyes, and his beautiful eyes shone with a hesitant light.

Does a good-looking person make people tremble no matter what, Muyan felt that her heart was put into the oven, Jiang Yenan called his name, and then the word "Muyan" was roasted burnt.

He held his breath, trying to hide his palpitations without panting.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Jiang Yenan lowered his head in a desolate manner, and said, "I'm sorry."

As soon as the words fell, Muyan shouted: "Be careful."

The swelled waves did not reach their ankles, and Muyan walked up with Jiang Yenan in his arms.

Jiang Yenan put his arms around his waist, Muyan felt the problem of him approaching, her heart tightened, and she reflexively pushed him away.He raised his voice and looked at Jiang Yenan warily, "Don't touch me."

The sea water did not recede, Jiang Yenan stood in the icy water, his wet trouser legs stuck to his skin.

After a moment of excitement, Muyan's expression suddenly relaxed, her whole body trembled, she stared blankly at Jiang Yenan, he hugged your own arm, lowered her head and said in pain, "I'm sorry, I can't control myself."

"I should say I'm sorry." Jiang Yenan stood where he was, with the wind blowing his clothes, his body turned into a piece of white paper in the dawn, almost blending into the sky.

Muyan was in a trance, he was afraid and timid, at that moment, all the hatred and resentment were gently put down, he escaped from the foot of Wuzhi Mountain, ran to Jiang Yenan, opened his arms and hugged him in. arms.

He grabbed Jiang Yenan's clothes, lowered his head, biting his cheek sorely, and said: "Why... what are you going to do? We are already like this, why do you still show up, why don't you let go Me, why do you still treat me...so nice?"

When a person is excited to a peak, tears will really flow down involuntarily.Even though Muyan didn't want to cry, there was still nothing he could do.He rubbed his eyes vigorously, eyes wide open, tears hung on his chin, he looked at Jiang Yenan with hatred and helplessness.

What I hate is that I am obsessed with not regretting it, and what is helpless is that I don't know what to do with this relationship.

The way he cried was still the same as before, Jiang Yenan raised his hand and pressed on the left side of his chest, when the cold wind blew, it hurt very much there.

"I... I just want to see you."

When Mu Yan heard his words, she couldn't bear it any longer. He knelt on the sand, trembling all over. He looked at the shadow on the ground, and asked Jiang Yenan with a sob, "Then why did you do this to me?"

What he asked was clearly revealed in each other's hearts.

Jiang Yenan felt pain in his heart, he walked forward, waded through the icy sea water, walked up to Muyan, and slowly squatted down.

Jiang Yenan raised his hand and carefully brushed off Muyan's hair that was hanging on his eyelids, he said, "Muyan, let's get to know each other again."

Muyan raised her head, her tear-stained face became more vulnerable in the thin light.

Mu Yan shook her head and said, "I don't want it."

Instead of a kiss, Jiang Yenan's fingers gently touched his eyebrows, the corners of his eyes and his wrinkled nose.He hugged Muyan slowly, the person in his arms was a broken crystal, he didn't dare to use force.

He kissed Muyan in his heart, and yelled frantically in his heart that I love you, I love you so much, but his expression seemed to be as light as weight.His eyelashes trembled, his lips were tight, and with restraint, he repeated what he had just said, "Let's get to know each other again."

It's not that simple, how can such a thing be forgiven so easily.

Muyan's eyes were red and her breathing was short of breath. He wanted to say no, but his throat was blocked and he couldn't say anything. He lowered his head and rested his forehead on Jiang Yenan's shoulder.After a long time, Jiang Yenan heard him say: "Does it hurt when you get a chest tattoo?"

"It doesn't hurt."

"Liar." Mu Yan suddenly pushed him away, and stood up all of a sudden.

Jiang Yenan fell to the ground and looked at him blankly. Seeing that Muyan was about to leave, he became anxious and raised his voice, "You haven't answered me yet?"

"I didn't hear what you said clearly." Muyan walked quickly, and Jiang Yenan followed behind him.

"Get to know each other again, how about Muyan?" Hearing Jiang Yenan's low-pitched tone, Muyan walked in front, and couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth.

He pretended to be stupid all the way, Jiang Yenan followed him all the way to his apartment building, got on the elevator, Jiang Yenan stood next to Muyan, he prayed in a low voice.Muyan coughed and pulled his sleeve to remind him that someone else was in the elevator.

The uncle who came out for a walk early in the morning looked at them inexplicably, Jiang Yenan was not disturbed by the outside world, and his eyes fixed on Muyan.

Muyan got impatient with him, and said in a low voice, "Shut up."

Teacher Jiang shut up immediately.

After finally arriving at the grandpa’s floor, Muyan watched him go out, and then heard the old man mutter, "Young people nowadays, the world is really going downhill."

Mu Yan frowned, with a puzzled expression on her face.From the corner of the eye, he caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror of the elevator, and couldn't help being stunned.In the mirror, my eyes are red, my hair is messy, my clothes and pants are covered with sand, and my pants are more than half wet.He looked at Jiang Yenan again, and the other party looked similar to him, as if he had returned from exhausting his enthusiasm in the wild.

"This appearance must not be seen by Cancan."

Muyan pushed Jiang Yenan, Jiang Yenan reached out to wipe off the sand on his face, opened his mouth and said, "Are you getting to know each other again?"

Muyan looked at him not knowing whether to laugh or cry, "It's the first time I find you annoying."

Jiang Yenan blinked, at this time the elevator arrived, they got out of the elevator, Muyan pushed Jiang Yenan's waist to let him go faster.

Jiang Yenanbai grew two long legs, walked forward a few steps, and stood at the door.Muyan turned her back to the door, grabbed Jiang Yenan's arm, and quickly said, "I promise you."

Jiang Yenan's eyes lit up, and Muyan said again: "Cancan should still be sleeping now, please keep your voice low when we go in."

Jiang Yenan looked at the door, opened his mouth, and wanted to remind him, but Cancan asked, "Father, where have you been? Why is Uncle Jiang here?"