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"Muyan?" Fang Miao looked at Muyan suspiciously, Jiang Yenan looked at her, his eyes fell on the beautiful face.

Muyan said to Fang Miao, "I'll go over."

Jiang Yenan stared at them, pursed his lips, turned around and walked to the corner first.

Mu Yan followed behind him, and the two of them walked to the end of the corridor.Jiang Yenan stood at the window, his hair was blown tousled by the wind, he tucked the drooping hair from his eyebrows behind his ears.

Mu Yan asked him, "What do you want to tell me?"

Jiang Yenan felt that he hadn't seen Muyan for a long time, but in fact, he had had one before.

He looked at Muyan almost greedily, his Adam's apple was floating up and down, he hesitated to speak, and said to Muyan: "Cancan has a kind of congenital adrenal hyperplasia, which will make his secondary sexual characteristics, growth and development slow. There are very serious effects on metabolism."

Muyan opened his eyes wide, he looked at Jiang Yenan in astonishment, showing an expression of disbelief, he murmured: "Impossible, I take him for a physical examination every year, his body has always been very healthy."

Jiang Yenan closed his eyes, he didn't want to admit it, and he didn't want to face it, but the truth was in front of him.The things he had tried so desperately to escape weighed on him again.

He lowered his voice and told Muyan, "The doctor said it was caused by a gene defect, a group of autosomal recessive genetic diseases caused by the congenital deficiency of multiple steroid hormone synthetase enzymes in the adrenal cortex."

Muyan shook his head, he grabbed Jiang Yenan's arm first, leaned his body over, gritted his teeth, and tensed his jaw, he said: "Stop talking about this, I don't understand either, I asked You, what else did the doctor say, can this disease be controlled?"

Jiang Yenan raised his hand tentatively, and put his palm on Muyan's back. He let out a long and slow sigh in his heart, and then said, "Yes, it can be controlled after treatment."

The long-absent hug ended slowly in forbearance and restraint.

Jiang Yenan let go of Muyan, and even pushed her gently.Muyan came back to her senses, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with his fingers, Jiang Yenan said, "Cancan will be fine."

Cancan didn't expect that he would be hospitalized just after being hit by a basketball. When he woke up, he saw Muyan's red eyes again. Cancan called his father, and Muyan immediately grabbed his hand.

Cancan looked at him and asked in confusion, "Dad, what's wrong with you?"

Mu Yan was a little excited, he shook his head, "It's okay, Dad is fine."

Jiang Yenan stood at the door, the school teachers and Mu Yan's colleagues had left first, now they are the only ones left in the room.Jiang Yenan tapped on the door lightly with his fingers, Muyan and Cancan looked at him at the same time, Jiang Yenan came in with a takeaway, "Eat something."

"Teacher Jiang." The father and son subconsciously pronounced the same address when they saw Jiang Yenan.Mu Yan was taken aback for a moment, then lowered her head.Cancan looked at his father, then at Jiang Yenan.

Jiang Yenan buys what Muyan likes to eat, and Cancan's taste is similar to that of Muyan.Muyan pulled down the small board on the hospital bed, sat beside Cancan, took a mouthful of rice and shrimps with a small spoon, and handed it to Cancan's mouth.

"Ms. Jiang, you come over to eat too." Cancan took a sip of her rice, patting the empty seat beside her, and mumbled.

Muyan asked him to swallow the food in his mouth before talking, Cancan swallowed it in small mouthfuls, and asked for water after eating.

Jiang Yenan handed him the juice from the store, but Muyan stopped him. Muyan took the juice from his hand and said to Jiang Yenan, "You can't give him a drink."

Jiang Yenan heard Muyan's words, turned his head to look at Cancan, and said solemnly: "You can't drink."

Cancan's little face drooped immediately, and Jiang Yenan felt like he was falling to the ground like a wrinkled little tiger, he reached out and rubbed Cancan's curly hair, "After you finish eating, I'll take you out Buy fresh-squeezed juice."

"You'll spoil him like this." Muyan said something, Jiang Yenan raised his head to look at him, then silently lowered his head.

Cancan grabbed Jiang Yenan's arm and whispered, "It's okay, let's go quietly."

Muyan didn't know when Cancan was in the same camp with Jiang Yenan again.

They had dinner, Jiang Yenan was packing up the trash and was going to throw it away, Mu Yan stopped him and said to him: "Come on, you've been busy all day."

Muyan took the garbage bag and walked out, Jiang Yenan sat down again, Cancan stretched out his hand towards him, Jiang Yenan looked at him, and heard the child ask in a low voice: "Mr. Jiang, am I suffering from a very bad disease?" ?”

Jiang Yenan remained silent, Cancan lowered her head, and said in a muffled tone, "I don't want to make Dad sad, if I ask him, he will definitely say it's all right."

Jiang Yenan put his arms around his shoulders, and put Cancan in his arms. He actually wanted to tell Cancan that it's fine.But then I thought that maybe Cancan was more scared than them, and it wasn't a good decision not to tell him, to hide his illness.

Listening to Jiang Yenan's words, Cancan's face dimmed a little bit, he held Jiang Yenan's hand, and asked, "Will I become weird?"

Jiang Yenan felt as if he saw himself in Cancan.

Am I weird?

In this case, he had asked himself countless times.He knew that he was abnormal, but what to do, no one would care about him, not even himself.

Jiang Yenan's heart seemed to be easily tilted aside by a small shovel, and the strength in his hand increased. He grasped Cancan's hand tightly, and said to the child: "What do you think of yourself in your heart? That's what you'll become. It's just a blip, like your dad said, and you'll be fine in a while, don't worry."

Cancan looked at him, and suddenly said, "Mr. Jiang, give me a hug."

Jiang Yenan was dumbfounded, he subconsciously said: "I don't..."

Cancan had wrapped her arms around his waist and plunged into his arms.

Jiang Yenan's heart was beating very fast, and he didn't know if there would really be a certain connection between father and son. Cancan wanted to get close to Jiang Yenan, no matter what happened in the middle, it was not because of Jiang Yenan's story, he Just simply want to get close to Jiang Yenan.

He curled up in Jiang Yenan's arms, listening to the almost same ups and downs of his own heartbeat, he closed his eyes, like a small animal picked up home, rubbing his furry head lightly.

When Muyan came back after throwing out the trash, she saw them embracing each other.He froze for a few seconds, and an indescribable emotion pressed against his chest.He felt a little bored, Muyan turned around and leaned against the door.

Jiang Yenan waited for a long time but did not see Muyan come back. After Cancan fell asleep, he came out of the room and saw Muyan at the door.

Jiang Yenan was taken aback, and then asked, "How long have you been squatting here?"

Muyan didn't look up, his voice was a little hoarse, Jiang Yenan heard him say: "Cancan likes you very much, will you tell him, are you his father?"

Jiang Yenan frowned slowly, he walked over and pulled Muyan up.

Muyan's wrist was held in his hand, and with a light tug, she stood up. Jiang Yenan stepped forward, pinched his chin and lifted it up, with a deep voice, "What are you worried about? I won't put Cancan was taken away from you."

Muyan squatted for too long, her calf was numb, she stood up and staggered and fell into Jiang Yenan's arms.He turned his head away and bit his lower lip. His skin was very white, and the color of his lips was like a ripe peach because of the few bites.

Jiang Yenan stared at his lips in a daze, what Muyan said, he listened to a few words, he was a little absent-minded, his eyes flickered, most of them fell on Muyan's face.

He is still as beautiful as before, and when he talks, there seems to be light in his eyes.

"Jiang Yenan? Are you listening to me?" Muyan frowned, and stretched out her hand to pull Jiang Yenan away. He leaned against the wall, and Jiang Yenan looked down at him.

"What?" Jiang Yenan came back to his senses, he looked at Muyan blankly like a student who had deserted and was caught by the teacher.

Muyan sighed, and thanked him.

Jiang Yenan asked: "Why do you say thank you?"

"Because you said this to Cancan for me, I really can't talk to him myself." Muyan sniffed, showing an ugly smile, "I seem to be crying all the time recently, I'm really scared Something will happen to him."

For so many years, only Cancan has been by Muyan's side.

Muyan couldn't imagine what her life would be like without Cancan, maybe the sky would fall down.

Jiang Yenan listened to his suppressed crying, he gently patted Muyan's back.

What is a child to a parent?He had never liked children, had been, and probably still was.But when the child became Cancan, his dislikes seemed to be replaced by another emotion.

He became like Muyan, afraid that Cancan would get sick, and he didn't want to see any uncomfortable expression on Cancan's face.

In the next few days, Jiang Yenan would always come to the hospital to accompany Cancan, and now Cancan has to hang water every day.When Muyan was going to the dance classroom, Jiang Yenan was with Cancan in the hospital.Jiang Yenan would tell stories to Cancan, and sometimes Cancan would let him take her out to play, and asked Jiang Yenan to buy herself a cup of milk tea, and then laughed with satisfaction.

Cancan realized that Jiang Yenan was different from some ordinary adults, he would treat himself as a person who could think.If there is anything, I will ask him first, ask Cancan if he wants to do it, if he wants to eat it, or ask him directly, what is he going to do?

After he hung up the water, he said that he wanted to go out to eat, Jiang Yenan threw the phone to him directly, and asked him to find a place to eat on it.He saw a noodle restaurant near the hospital in the website recommendation, and Cancan pointed to the address above, saying that he wanted to go to this place.

Jiang Yenan agreed without even looking at it.Cancan used to ask Muyan to take her out to eat, and Muyan always had to look at it for a long time, from the dishes to the reviews, and also had to check the cleanliness of the store, for fear of accidents.

But Jiang Yenan is the complete opposite, Cancan has never met such a lazy adult as Jiang Yenan.

That store is not far from the hospital, and it takes about ten minutes to drive there. The specialty of the store is bullfrog noodles. Two people ordered two bowls, one big and one small sat together.Cancan held a small cup of chili sauce next to the table, "Mr. Jiang, do you eat spicy food?"

"I can't eat it. I sweat when I eat spicy food."

"Me too. When I eat a little bit of spicy food, my nose will sweat." Cancan put the small cup back and said with a smile, "Mr. Jiang, you are exactly the same as me."

Jiang Yenan said "Mmm", basically Cancan was talking between them, Jiang Yenan listened carefully, and then replied.

Two bowls of bullfrog noodles are served together, a layer of bullfrog is spread on the noodles, and a layer of golden soup is poured on top of the bullfrog meat.Jiang Yenan gave him two chopsticks, Cancan took a piece of noodle, and took a sip.Jiang Yenan lowered his head, eating noodles in exactly the same posture as Cancan.

The waiter brought over the kumquat and lemon that he ordered just now, and when he saw Cancan, he couldn't help but said to Jiang Yenan: "Sir, your child really looks like you."

Jiang Yenan's hand holding the chopsticks paused, Cancan raised his head and looked at Jiang Yenan.Jiang Yenan avoided his gaze and nodded to the waiter.

"Ms. Jiang, how did you and Dad meet?" Cancan asked suddenly after taking a bite of the bullfrog.

Jiang Yenan handed the cup to his hand, just at this moment, the mobile phone on the table rang, and it was Muyan calling.

Cancan was startled, and immediately looked at Jiang Yenan, and said to him, "Don't tell Dad that I drink juice."

Jiang Yenan nodded, let out a breath, sat up straight, connected the phone, turned on the speakerphone, and heard Muyan ask, "Where are you? I just arrived at the hospital, so I didn't see you."

"Come out to eat noodles."

"Eat out? What kind of store is it? Did you check the hygiene of this store before eating? Are the reviews good?" Muyan asked a series of questions, Jiang Yenan slightly opened his eyes and looked at Cancan.

Cancan spread her hands and shrugged her shoulders, Jiang Yenan swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and said to Muyan: "Do you want to come over? The bullfrog noodles in this store... are not bad."

"No, you can eat." Mu Yan paused, "Come back early."

After hanging up the phone, Cancan bit the straw, looked at Jiang Yenan with round eyes, "Isn't it, I said that every time Dad goes out to eat, it is very troublesome."

Jiang Yenan lowered his head, stared at the noodles in the bowl, picked up a few chopsticks, and said in a low voice, "He wasn't like this before."

"Before? How long ago?"

When Cancan asked, Jiang Yenan put down his chopsticks and leaned back in the chair, but he didn't answer.

Cancan has been on an IV for a few days, and her physical condition has improved a lot.When he returned to school on Monday, the teacher specially came over to ask him how he was feeling, and Cancan smiled and said everything was fine.

Nan Nan walked up to him, lay down on the table to look at him, and asked in a low voice, "Cancan, have you been sick these days?"

Cancan lowered her head and lightly touched Nannan's face with her fingers. He nodded and told him, "If you are seriously ill, you may die."

Nan Nan was startled, her eyes turned red all of a sudden.Seeing that he was about to cry, Cancan said slowly, "I'm lying to you, I'm in good health."

Nan Nan breathed a sigh of relief and held Cancan's hand, "I'm scared to death, you need to get better, if you don't come, no one will play with me."

"Got it." Cancan nodded.

The two children sat together, and Nan Nan asked Cancan if she would go to the hospital in the future, and Cancan said she would.Seeing Nan Nan's sad expression, he secretly told him, "Actually, there's nothing wrong with going to the hospital. Although it hurts to hang the water, but there is an uncle who loves me very much. Silly, I want Anything, he will buy it for me."

Cancan also lowered her head, leaning her two little heads together, and said to Nan Nan, "I like that uncle very much."

……

Jiang Yenan sneezed, he grabbed his sleeves and hid his hands in the cuffs.

Because it was a working day, there were not many people in the cafe. He sat by the window, lowered his head and took a fountain pen to write and draw in a small notebook.

Under the mind map is the setting of his new book. The inspiration that has been exhausted for several years has returned to his head this morning like spring returning to the earth.

He found a random coffee shop to sit down, asked the clerk for a notebook and a pen, and began to record it impatiently.

The latte on the table was already cold, and the more he wrote, the more excited he became.His teeth were biting the dead skin on his lips, and his pale face was red. He seemed to have found the feeling of writing a book for the first time. After completing a general outline and setting, he called Xuzhou.

Xu Zhou was stunned for several seconds when he first saw this number, he was a little uncertain, hesitantly said: "Ye Nan?"

Jiang Yenan's voice seemed to be able to penetrate everything, he suppressed his excitement and said to Xu Zhou: "I have a new story."