animal lover

"Marilyn, take good care of him."

When Meng Lu walked to the door with Cancan, Jiang Yenan suddenly made a sound.

Meng Lu's face froze, he turned his head angrily and said, "Why are you also calling me by my name?"

Jiang Yenan coughed and waved to them, Cancan looked at them curiously, "What Marilyn?"

Meng Lula opened the door and walked straight out, Cancan had no choice but to keep up, and waved to Teacher Jiang at the door before leaving.

Meng Lu refused to tell Cancan what the name meant, but Cancan herself knew how to play with her mobile phone, so she searched the Internet while sitting in Meng Lu's car.A charming female star popped up on the webpage. Looking at the name, Cancan raised her head and sighed, "Teacher Meng, so you are such a Meng Lu."

Meng Lu really never imagined that one day he would be ridiculed by a child. He gritted his teeth and told Jiang Yenan a hundred times in his heart.

It was almost evening, and the setting sun faded into a light orange layer, and the nurse came to take his temperature.

"Today's bottles of medicine are finished, and there will be another day tomorrow. If the fever is still low, it's best to let the doctor take a look."

Jiang Yenan nodded, the nurse took a look at the thermometer and let out a sigh of relief, "Fortunately, the temperature has dropped a bit."

The nurse reminded a few more words, Jiang Yenan is a regular visitor here, everyone is familiar with it.Jiang Yenan came here three years ago, and worked as a composition teacher there, he would have a fever every now and then, but the low-grade fever was fine, and he became dizzy for a few days before passing.What I am most afraid of is a high fever, which seems to burn my skull, but it still does not go down after taking medicine.

He is not in good health, and because he is taking psychological medicine, he will have some side effects.

Last year, he suffered from anorexia for three months. He was so thin that he couldn't stand upright.

He is covered in scars, and anyone who sees it will feel distressed.

It's not that the people around him haven't told him to treat himself well, but he just can't treat himself well.He lived like a walking dead, and it seemed that he could offset the pain in his heart.

The nurse left the room, Jiang Yenan got off the bed, stepped on his slippers and walked to the window.

He put his fingers on the glass, and his translucent fingertips were stained with the setting sun. He rubbed his fingers against the window, and his thoughts slowly returned to six years ago.

He actually understood Muyan, it was because he didn't do well.

He is no longer the person Muyan likes, and his heart is broken.

Most of the time, what he does is not controlled by his brain, and he himself knows that it is wrong to do so, but he just can't help it.

So when he saw Muyan's knife, he didn't dodge it, but took the initiative to get close to it.

He also wanted to kill himself.

He was lying on the ground, and when he saw the open door, Mu Yan walked out.

Snowflakes fell on Muyan one by one, his panicked back, bare heels, and blood all over the place.

Will he be cold?

On such a cold day, he just walked out like this.

Jiang Yenan let out a painful breath, the pain drove out the demonic obstacles in his heart, he suddenly realized that if he died, what would Muyan do?

The person who was wrong was himself, and Muyan should not have to bear the consequences.

The mobile phone was dropped on the ground, the screen was all broken, but it was still usable.

There was a hole in his body, he clutched the hole, felt the warmth and moisture on his palm, he suddenly laughed.

His biological mother once said that he was a cold-blooded animal, but now, his blood is not cold, but hot.

He is also a person.

He asked Xuzhou to come over. The editor in charge of everything saw him like this. For the first time, instead of pressing him for the manuscript, he cried and asked him what was wrong.

He stopped Xuzhou from calling the police or calling an ambulance, and he couldn't see anyone in this state.

He, too, had been hurt non-stop, long ago.Those guests who came to see his mother would kick him away because they didn't like him.There are also perverts who are not interested in half-aged mistresses, and especially like slender teenagers like him.

It's not easy for him to survive. Now that he has grown up, he feels that his life is very hard. He knows whether he is serious or not. He will not die, at least not now.

He asked Xuzhou to take bandages and medicine, and hemostasis to stop the bleeding.Such a deep wound seemed like it was going to break his heart, but he didn't seem to feel the pain, and he didn't even wrinkle his eyebrows.

Xuzhou kept asking him what was wrong, but he didn't say anything.

After that, he has been recovering from his injuries in Xiding, but he was too sick to recover.

The police have also contacted him. The exit record is not difficult to obtain, but the difficult thing is how to disappear in Xiding.

His health was not good, and he refused to go to the hospital for treatment, so he asked Xuzhou to get medicine for him.

One day, Xuzhou came back and angrily told him that he saw Muyan in the obstetrics and gynecology department.

Xuzhou asked him if Muyan knew about his situation, and said that Muyan must be married and a child was about to be born.

In a person's life, there will be several important moments, life and death, love and continuation.

There seemed to be a bell ringing in his ear, one after another, hitting his eardrum.

He has always known about Muyan's whereabouts, knowing that he moved to another city, lived in an apartment near the sea, and gave birth to a son, a healthy and intelligent child.

He didn't dare to go forward anymore, he learned to watch from a distance, and learned to restrain himself.

He would come out early on a rainy day, put on a hat and mask, stand under the eaves to hide from the rain, and hand an umbrella to Muyan who came out of the dance classroom without an umbrella.Also in winter, I would walk a long cold night road to extinguish the wildfire in my heart, and finally I just stood far away on the beach, listening to the sea breeze, and watching the window from light to dark.

He knew that he was not normal, this kind of behavior was like crawling in the gutter, shameful and disgusting.

He also hopes that he can be better, but he has already tasted the taste of love, and it is really difficult to correct it.

Jiang Yenan stared at the red cloud, watching it gradually darken.The sky became a crawling snake, fragmented starlight bloomed on the surface of the snake, he lay down slowly in the darkness, curled up on the sofa.

How good it is to watch from afar.

He hugged his arms tightly, the bones on his shoulders supported his clothes, the heat seemed to be rising again, he closed his eyes, and a bright face slowly appeared in his head.

That was his baby, a healthy kid.

Muyan took Cancan home, and he made the dinner himself. Last night, Cancan said that she wanted to eat chicken curry.After Muyan delivered Cancan in the morning, he bought the ingredients, cut them up and cooked them for a while, and when it was time for class, he turned off the fire and hurried over.

Back home, Muyan turned on the fire, and cooked the chicken curry in the pot for another twenty minutes. The potatoes were almost boiled, and the onions were no longer visible.

"Father, the meal is ready."

Cancan went to the kitchen to help, but Muyan told him not to move because she was afraid that he might burn his hand.

"Let the rice simmer for a while."

As Muyan said, she went to get the bowl, and Cancan stood beside him, looking sideways at the pot.The curry inside has been cooked, the soup is boiling, and the lid of the pot flapped a few times.Cancan subconsciously wanted to take it, she stood on tiptoe, before her hand touched it, she was grabbed by Muyan.

"Don't do this, it's too dangerous."

Probably because she felt that her tone was too harsh, Muyan sighed, turned off the fire, and then held Cancan's hand, "You are still young, don't touch knives, pots and fire, these are easy to get hurt, you Dad will feel bad if he gets hurt, does Cancan want Dad to feel bad?"

Cancan shook her head again and again, Muyan hugged him, "Hey, Cancan go out and sit, I'll be out soon."

For dinner, he ate chicken curry rice and fruit salad. Cancan didn't like bananas, but he liked bananas with salad juice, so he ate several in a row.

During the meal, Cancan and Muyan said, "Father, it turns out that Teacher Meng Lu's nickname is Marilyn."

Mu Yan pursed her lips, swallowed the food in her mouth, and said with a smile, "Marilyn Monroe? Haha, this doesn't match his image."

Cancan digs the rice with a spoon to eat, Muyan sees that he only eats and does not eat chicken, so she asks him to pour some on the rice.

Cancan shook his head, took a mouthful of white rice, and swallowed a big mouthful of chicken curry, "The chicken curry made by Dad should be eaten alone." He shook his body while chewing, and said vaguely, "It's delicious."

Cancan has always been very active in eating, and she doesn't need him to supervise her. Muyan can feel happy every time she sees Cancan eating.

He poked a piece of apple with a fork and handed it to Cancan's mouth, and Cancan ate it in one bite, biting his teeth.He recently had a tooth change, and a few teeth on the side are missing, and he is a little slow to eat.

Muyan told him to bite more and eat slowly.After he swallowed it down, he said, "I received a notification from the head teacher that the school's autumn tour said that we would go to a farmhouse in the mountains for two days and one night."

"so nice!"

Cancan's eyes lit up, and Muyan nodded, "It's next Friday."

He happened to be the dance teacher of Cancan's head teacher's daughter, and everyone knew each other well, and the information exchange was quick.

"Tomorrow, Dad will take you to buy some snacks, eat them on the road, and share them with the children."

When Muyan said that, Cancan gave a cheer.

But after he called out, he felt something was wrong, scratching his hair, wondering: "But next Saturday is composition class, I..."

"It's okay, I will ask for leave for you and the teacher, they can understand."

After Muyan finished speaking, she scooped up some chicken curry for Cancan, "Eat some more, and I'll take you out for a walk after eating."

Muyan took Cancan out for a walk, and asked Cancan to take a bath when she came back.

The kid no longer needs his father to help him take a bath, so Muyan adjusted the water temperature for him, watched him take off his clothes and jump into the bathtub, and closed the door with a smile.

He made a small stool and sat in front of the bathroom door, listening to the sound of water inside, took out his mobile phone, and called the teacher of the interest class.

Marilyn's phone was busy, Muyan paused, and found another number that she left at the beginning, which should be Cancan's composition teacher's phone.

Without hesitation, Muyan dialed.