animal lover

Jiang Yenan didn't know how to cook, so he went downstairs to get the takeaway.

This is a three-story bungalow, and Muyan is located in the attic of the house.He heard a sound from downstairs, like an iron door being pulled open, Mu Yan raised her head, and suddenly shouted out the window for help.

He kept yelling, jumped off the bed, the chains grabbed his ankles, he yelled, and fell to the ground.

Jiang Yenan took the takeaway, and the rider gestured towards him. Jiang Yenan glanced at the words on his badge and nodded.

He took two portions of curry rice and went to the attic, opened the door, put the takeaway on the table, walked to Muyan, looked down at Muyan, and said to him: "The rider is a deaf-mute, come out now." It’s not easy to work, I will write a good review to him later.”

Muyan shivered, Jiang Yenan knelt down, held up his calf, stroked it lightly, and asked, "It's all worn out, does it hurt?"

Mu Yan said nothing, Jiang Yenan said: "Then change it to another place."

The chain around the ankle was tied around Muyan's neck.

Mu Yan looked at the chain stretching out from her neck, and said nothing.

Jiang Yenan seemed very satisfied with what he was doing now, he took the curry rice over, lifted the lid, and fed it to his mouth with a spoon.

"Open your mouth."

Muyan bit her lip, but still opened her mouth.The curry tasted very strong, and the rice was wrapped in eggs. After a few mouthfuls, he felt uncomfortable in his stomach. He covered his mouth and pushed Jiang Yenan away, lying on his side on the bed and vomited it out.

He coughed and said he didn't want to eat.

Jiang Yenan didn't care about this, he handed over a glass of water, he took a sip, and his body was held in Jiang Yenan's arms.

With his back against his hard chest, he was fed another mouthful.

Muyan showed distress, he said weakly: "I really can't eat."

"I have to eat, for your child." Jiang Yenan reached out and pressed Muyan's thin belly, and said, "Don't you want a child? Eat more to have a child."

"Are you... Are you taking revenge on me? Use this reason to take revenge on me."

"That's how you understand?" Jiang Yenan asked him back, his breathing was right next to Muyan's ear, the feeling of palpitation and numbness before became another kind of nausea like a reptile moving around his body.

Muyan lowered her head, and Jiang Yenan's slender neck appeared before Jiang Yenan's eyes. His voice weakened, and he said softly, "I said that I don't love you anymore, that was just angry words. If you are angry because of this, I will ..."

Jiang Yenan interrupted him, put his hand on Muyan's shoulder, and tightened it inch by inch, he said: "I know this is your angry words, you just don't know how to walk with me, want to Leaving, even I don't know how to get along with myself, I'm a terrible person."

"Teacher Jiang..." Muyan felt as if her heart had been hollowed out when she heard his words, and Feng whimpered inside.

Jiang Yenan lowered his head, rubbing the tip of his nose lightly on Muyan's shoulder and neck, he said softly: "But just because I know it's angry words, I will be even more angry. I don't love you anymore, how can I say such words casually, It's going to hurt."

That night, whether it was drugs or pain, they were together, and what connected them was the meager love and the entangled pain.

The medicine made Jiang Yenan sensitive and violent, he pulled the chain around Muyan's neck, pulling in and out.

Muyan's waist was about to break, and she kept crying.

Muyan said sorry to him, as if she felt that after the unilateral sadism ended, she would be able to pay off the wrong emotional value he had brought to Jiang Yenan.

Unfortunately, he was wrong.

It is impossible for Jiang Yenan to get better again, and he will never return to the former ZY who is indifferent to everything and stays away from the crowd.

These days, Jiang Yenan is learning how to cook.

Flipping through the recipes, I struggled to figure out how much a little is.The cooked food was either salty or tasteless, Jiang Yenan threw away everything cooked in the pot, went out from the kitchen, and even kicked the kitchen door.

Muyan was lying upstairs with the doors open. The house is old and the sound insulation is not good.He heard a few "bangs" from downstairs, turned over, his soft hair was intertwined around his neck, and the chains on his neck made soft noises with his movements.

More than an hour later, Jiang Yenan came up with a bowl of lumpy gnocchi.

On top of the noodles were scattered chopped green onions and a few thick chunks of beef that I don't know if they were raw or cooked. Muyan glanced sideways and didn't move.Jiang Yenan stood beside him, as if he was embarrassed to force Muyan to eat his bowl of noodles.

He pursed his lips and said in a low voice, "Eat..."

"Don't eat." Mu Yan spoke faster than him, and Jiang Yenan shut up.

He went downstairs, passed the kitchen, failed the bowl a dozen times, redid it a dozen times, cooked beef noodles for almost two hours, and dumped it into the trash can.

This kind of unbearable thing is like him, no matter how well he disguises himself, how much he looks like a person, as long as he touches him and sees through him, no one will want him anymore.

They didn't sleep together at night, Muyan was in the room looking at the moon outside the window, Jiang Yenan leaned against his door, curled up like a dog, pulled a blanket and fell asleep.

He's not good at taking care of himself, before and now.

The moonlight tonight is beautiful, and the moon reminds him of when he and Jiang Yenan were in Finland.

Lying in Jiang Yenan's arms, he asked Jiang Yenan how much he loved him.

Jiang Yenan asked him if he knew what a moonquake was?

He was actually half-knowledgeable at the time, and his brain was dazzled by love.But now he really understands that even though there is only one door between him and Jiang Yenan, it seems like they are separated by thousands of kilometers, and he doesn't know the shock in his heart.

Looking away from the moon, Mu Yan looked at the door, there was always light shining through the cracks in that door, he stared blankly, and then heard a faint cry outside the door.

Muyan was still counting the days at first, but gradually he couldn't tell the difference between day and night.

Life became very monotonous, he was confined here, and the only person he came into contact with was Jiang Yenan.

But apart from Jiang Yenan becoming excited after taking the medicine, he was very quiet and didn't like to talk.

Occasionally he would cook some porridge for Muyan to eat.

Muyan doesn't dare to stop eating now, the millet is boiled until it becomes mushy, and it's very hot.He drank the porridge slowly, raised his eyes to Jiang Yenan who was motionless in front, and asked, "Why don't you eat?"

Jiang Yenan was stunned, as if he didn't expect him to talk to him, stayed for a few seconds, and said, "I've already eaten."

He had indeed eaten it, and after a few mouthfuls of rice porridge, he felt full.

Muyan finished a bowl of porridge, he pushed the bowl aside, and looked sideways at Jiang Yenan.

Jiang Yenan's side profile was still pretty, because he was thinner, like a cold male model in a fashion magazine.He was tidying up the dishes, Mu Yan looked at his smooth and gentle eyebrows, and felt a little loose in his heart, he couldn't help but ask, "When will you let me go?"

Jiang Yenan's hand paused, he looked at Muyan, the light in his eyes was suppressed, and there was a faint sarcasm, "I said, I won't let you go."