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During dinner, Cui Lie still didn't come back, which made Chen Qinian's grandpa and grandma very worried.

"Xiao Lie won't be blocked again, right?" Grandma Chen looked at You Bei, "This kid won't come home late without saying anything."

You Bei didn't speak.

Chen Qinian hadn't told the elders what happened in school today, he was a little embarrassed.

Grandpa Chen frowned: "Xiao Nian, you can say whatever you want, your face can't hide anything."

Chen Qinian: "..." My rebirth has been hidden for a long time!

He took a deep breath, and then said, "Cui Lie..."

Don't know where to start.

Grandpa and grandma looked at each other and asked, "What's wrong with him? Tell me what happened, don't hesitate."

Seeing that Chen Qinian was in a dilemma, You Bei was about to speak for him, but was stopped immediately: "Xiao Bei, let me speak."

Chen Qinian took another deep breath and said, "Cui Lie has mental problems."

Grandpa and Grandma: "..."

Chen Qinian didn't know how to describe Cui Lie's state. In his opinion, this was not the mental state of a normal person.

"Today, some slides suddenly appeared in the school." Chen Qinian thought about it and said, "There are some things about Cui Lie."

……

Chen Qinian briefly talked about the things in the slideshow, and he was also confused when he saw the second elder.

After a while, grandma asked, "Who posted it? Is it real or fake?"

"I don't know who posted it." Chen Qinian said with a guilty conscience, "But it should be true, there are videos."

The two elders looked at each other in dismay: "Xiao Lie...it doesn't look like it. Isn't it possible to edit the video now?"

Chen Qinian was brought up by the elders, and his temperament just followed them. Chen Qinian thought, if he hadn't been reborn, if he hadn't experienced being deceived and entrapped by Cui Lie, he would probably be the same as the elders. from.

But he couldn't tell the inside story, he could only say vaguely: "The video doesn't look like an edit, and Cui Lie's attitude seems to be tacit."

Grandpa said: "It won't be because of this that he won't come back?"

The news came so suddenly, Grandpa still hadn't recovered from his senses, and subconsciously said, "Why did you let him go home from school alone when such a big thing happened? We're not afraid that something will happen to him on the way."

Grandma also said: "Go out and look for it?"

The two of them still couldn't get rid of the impression of the well-behaved and introverted Cui Lie on weekdays, and their first reaction was to worry.

Chen Qinian felt that nothing would happen to Cui Lie himself, and he was afraid that Cui Lie would do something to others.

You Bei didn't care about Cui Lie at all, he felt that Cui Lie's matter delayed everyone's dinner, because of this matter, grandparents were not in the mood to eat, Chen Qinian naturally wouldn't rush to eat, so You Bei also sat Accompanied by one side.

At this time, the phone rang.

Grandma hurried to answer the phone, said a few words, and her face turned pale.

Grandma hung up the phone, frowned, and said, "Go to the hospital, Xiaolie...he committed suicide by jumping into the river."

Chen Qinian: Is it acting again?

You Bei: Fuck, he is really mentally ill.

Chen Qinian hurriedly got up and said, "You Bei and I will go, you and Grandpa don't run away."

"What's the use of you two children." Grandma sighed, "We are also worried at home, and we can't sleep, let's go, let's go together."

The four hurried out of the alley and stopped the car to go to the hospital. On the way, grandma called Chen Qinian's father to tell them about it.

After hanging up the phone, grandma saw that Chen Qinian looked at her with some hesitation, so she explained: "Your father brought him back, so don't hide it from him."

Chen Qinian nodded and sighed instinctively, but he didn't know what he was sighing.

He sat in the middle of the back seat, grandpa sat in the co-driver, grandma sat on the right side of the back seat, and You Bei sat on the left side. Seeing that Chen Qinian was unhappy, he boldly hugged his shoulders and gently squeezed him to comfort him.

Grandma saw it, but she didn't care. Instead, she comforted Chen Qinian and said, "Don't worry, the hospital said he was rescued in time. A boat just happened to come over and saw it. They quickly caught it. It's no big deal."

I'm not worried about this, Cui Lie definitely won't really "suicide" and die... Forget it, I don't know what I'm thinking right now.Distraught, Chen Qinian leaned on You Bei's shoulder.

You Bei's back stiffened, and he tried his best to look at grandma and grandpa with his small eyes, signaling to Chen Qinian that this was going too far.

Chen Qinian didn't have the energy to pay attention to You Bei's small eyes at this time, he leaned on himself, closed his eyes and took deep breaths repeatedly to calm down.

Fortunately, grandpa and grandma were sincere and didn't think much about it.

Chen Qinian's father flew back at one o'clock in the morning, and hurried to the ward, ignoring the other people in the ward, before going to the bed, he shouted hoarsely: "Xiao Lie, are you okay?!"

Cui Lie has been awake for a long time, but he has been sleepy and didn't say anything. When he saw Father Chen at this time, his eyes, which had been red for a long time, finally shed tears, like a poor little girl who had been wronged and finally saw the only person she could rely on. animal.

It was rare for Father Chen to be so dependent and needed by others. In a moment of excitement, he hugged him and gently stroked his head: "Don't be afraid, uncle is here, ah."

Grandpa and grandma are getting old, but they don't want to leave the three children behind in the hospital, so they stayed with them in the ward all the time. They were just persuaded by Chen Qinian to sleep on the sofa beside them, when they were disturbed by the noise. Woke up, yawned, and whispered: "Chen Ming."

It was only then that Chen Ming realized that there were other people in the ward. While still patting Cui Lie on the back, he said to his parents: "Dad, Mom, it's too late. You should get a room in a nearby hotel to rest." He turned to Chen Qinian Said, "Xiao Nian, you and Xiao Bei take your grandparents to open a room, you two should go to rest too, you have to go to school tomorrow."

Chen Qinian had been watching his every move since he came into the ward, when he called out at this moment, he answered "Yes" almost silently after a few seconds delay.

Chen Ming didn't pay attention to his son's expression, after finishing the arrangement, he turned his head to comfort Cui Lie who was still sobbing in a low voice.

The relationship between Chen Qinian and his parents is not very deep. Since he was very young, his parents have been away all the year round, but when they came back, they treated him with a gentle attitude. They are loving fathers and mothers, but Chen Qinian and them always seem to be separated. wearing something.

Back then, Chen Qinian didn't know what was wrong, until after Cui Lie's incident happened, Chen Qinian got drunk and was taken away by You Bei. In the hotel, You Bei kissed him, hugged him, coaxed him, and he cried for most of the night .

Chen Qinian also couldn't figure out why he suddenly couldn't restrain the desire to cry at that time. He had never done that before, even after what happened to Cui Lie, he was almost numb all the time, most of the time The only feeling I have is "ah, I'm so unlucky, what's wrong with Cui Lie, and I didn't offend him" This is an almost irrelevant bystander's perspective.

Until that moment just now, when he looked at his father and Cui Lie, he suddenly figured it out.

It's because, before You Bei, no one had ever hugged him to coax him when he was wronged.

Chen Qinian has been a standard child from other people's family since he was a child. He is lively, outgoing, cheerful, friendly and smart. His parents are proud of him. His grandparents often say: We don't care about him. He is just a little adult, he can take good care of himself, and he can also take good care of others.

This statement is not an exaggeration.

Because of this, all his excellence has become a matter of course.

He is Chen Qinian, so it is normal for him to take the No.1 exam.

He is Chen Qinian, so it is normal for him to be the monitor.

He is Chen Qinian, so if he falls while walking, he won’t cry or make trouble, but he gets up and pats his knees with a face that doesn’t matter. normal.

So no matter what setbacks he encounters, such as failing in sports, or failing to practice the piano, his parents will not criticize him, neither criticize nor comfort him, let him figure out how to figure it out, anyway, he will definitely be able to make a plan to overcome it difficulty.Because, he is Chen Qinian.

After what happened to Cui Lie, his grandparents were so angry that they were hospitalized, and Chen Qinian's parents also quarreled every day, but they only reached a consensus on one thing: Chen Qinian has enough ability to heal himself.

Chen Qinian has been treated like this by everyone for more than 20 years, and he believes it.

He also felt that he could heal himself.

But the moment You Bei hugged him, kissed him, and coaxed him, he suddenly felt wronged like never before.

For the first time, Chen Qinian knew what it was like to be wronged.

That is, someone told him that he doesn't have to be perfect Chen Qinian, he can also ignore the three sevens and twenty ones after something happens, cry first, and coax him, otherwise he will continue to cry.

And now, his father is coaxing Cui Lie like this.

Chen Qinian thought that his father didn't know how to coax the child by nature.

The result is not ah.

He had never seen his father like this before. He was not polite and distant, but gentle and close to the bone.

He suddenly thought inappropriately, back then, his father was very different from Cui Lie and his mother, right?

After all, my mother is a very independent and excellent person. Many people say that Chen Qinian inherited these advantages from her.

"Young year?"

Chen Qinian suddenly came back to his senses, looked at his grandmother who was calling him worriedly, and subconsciously said, "Okay, Xiaobei, let's go first."

With that said, he went to help the old man, and You Bei also helped.

The four of them took a rest in two rooms in a hotel near the hospital.

Although the grandparents didn't eat dinner, they said they were not in the mood, not hungry, and just wanted to rest. Chen Qinian didn't force them.

After settling down grandparents, Chen Qinian and You Bei returned to their room.Chen Qinian had just entered, inserted the room card, and before the lights came on, he heard the door close behind him, and he was hugged by You Bei from behind.

Chen Qinian was startled, turned his face to the side and asked, "Xiao Bei?"

You Bei held him in his arms with two long arms, rubbed his face affectionately, and occasionally pecked him.

Chen Qinian's neck was itchy because of him, and he couldn't help but said, "Xiaobei, you look like a big dog."

"Woof!" You Bei yelled in a low voice, and also made a whimper sound like a big dog threatening the enemy.

Chen Qinian: "..."

"I am the one who protects you, big dog." You Bei said while biting his ear.

Chen Qinian: "..." Did you drink fake wine again today?

The two were so sticky in the porch for a while, You Bei simply hugged Chen Qinian.

Chen Qinian put his arms around his neck, and the two continued to kiss.

While kissing him, You Bei carried him to the room, put him on the bed and kissed his forehead.

Chen Qinian still hugged his neck and looked up at him: "Drinking fake wine again?"

"No." You Bei sat on the edge of the bed, looked down at him, stroked his cheek with his big hand, and said in a low voice, "You seem to need me very much."

Chen Qinian laughed at him: "Narcissism!"

"It's not narcissism." You Bei said, "You look sad. When you are sad, when you are hugged, you will be happy."

Chen Qinian murmured, "You speak as if you are very experienced."

You Bei said, "I am, very experienced."

"Who do you have this experience with?" Chen Qinian asked in shock, "Jiang Yiliu?"

You Bei: I have this kind of experience with him, am I out of my mind? Is there a time when a fool can be sad? Is it when he can’t break my record with the dance machine? Then what’s the point of talking to him? Give him five yuan to buy it He ate an ice cream like Erha Chinese New Year!

"For you." You Bei said, "I only hug you."

Chen Qinian was not convinced: "It's just this one time, where's your experience?"

"There have been many times." You Bei said, "In kindergarten, I secretly gave green peppers to me, and the teacher found out that she watched you for a week and finished eating green peppers."

Chen Qinian: "..." Is there such a thing?I love green peppers very much now!

You Bei continued: "Elementary school, you once forgot to bring your homework. The group leader, I like you, secretly, without writing your name, and was discovered by the teacher. The teacher criticized you, the group leader. You are very So sad, so guilty."

Chen Qinian: "Who is the leader of the group?" Is there a crush who is so infatuated with me in the first grade of elementary school?There is a kind of secret pride that came late but came after all.

You Bei said, "Me."

Chen Qinian: "..."

So I have only one crush, you?I'm starting to suspect that you made it up.

You Bei continued: "After the physical education class, you forgot to wear a red scarf, was caught, deducted, class, one point."

Chen Qinian: "..."

Chen Qinian couldn't help but asked, "Are these things real? How come I don't remember them?"

"It's all very small things. It's been so long, you don't remember, it's normal." You Bei said.

Chen Qinian teased him: "Then how do you remember? Or did you make it up?"

You Bei shook his head and said, "I remember everything about you, big or small."

Chen Qinian: "..."

Because, apart from you, there is nothing else worth remembering about my childhood.You Bei thought to himself.

He only remembered that he was isolated and bullied by other children at that time, but he didn't quite remember who they were. They were all people with vague backgrounds, and he didn't even bother to recall their names.

Only Chen Qinian is clear, colorful and alive.

It has also become a proof of his own existence.

You Bei's eyes were full of tenderness, he gently stroked Chen Qinian's cheek with the back of his finger, slowly approached, rubbed the tip of his nose against Chen Qinian's, and then bit his lips again.

He wanted to eat Chen Qinian, but he couldn't bear it, so he had to bite and lick more.

……

While Chen Qinian was taking a shower, You Bei ran to the 24-hour supermarket next to the hotel to buy two sets of oden and two sets of laundry, then hurried back to the room and passed one set in through the crack of the door.

It was probably caused by the heat from the bath. When Chen Qinian came out, his face was pink in white, and his eyes were moist, as if they had added a layer of soft light compared to usual.

Seeing You Bei eating, he asked, "Is that how you go shopping?"

You Bei glanced at him, quickly avoided his eyes, lowered his head and stuffed food into his mouth, not knowing what he was eating, and said in a muffled voice, "Yeah."

"Go and take a shower." Chen Qinian said.

You Bei put down the bamboo stick, got up mechanically, and took the clothes to take a shower.

Chen Qinian sat there and finished another bowl of Kanto cooking, looked at the quiet bathroom, and began to worry about it again: "You haven't started washing yet? You have to go to school tomorrow, what time is it? "

You Bei, who has been sitting on the toilet seat and covering his face: Oh...

The author has something to say: life is not easy, sigh sweetly.