he is sweet
Chapter 32
Jiang Yiliu threw the half-eaten bucket to his younger brother, went over to sit on the sofa next to You Bei, and asked nervously, "What does that guy want you for?"
You Bei didn't hide it from him, and told Qiumang's plan.
Jiang Yiliu was stunned for a moment, and asked, "Shall we agree to cooperate? I don't think he is a good person."
You Bei sneered, and asked, "Are we like good people?"
Jiang Yiliu: "..."
Brother Bei deserves to be Brother Bei, what he said is very reasonable!
Jiang Yiliu thought about it again, wondering why he had the idea that "Qiu Mang is not a good person" just now.
Qiumang is certainly not a good person, but he and Brother Bei are also gangsters.
Could it be the sequelae of being forced to do homework by Chen Qinian?
Ah, Chen Qinian.
Thinking of this demonic concubine who brought disaster to the country, Jiang Yiliu said hesitantly, "Brother Bei, what about Chen Qinian?"
You Bei glanced at him, quickly looked away, and said coldly: "From now on, I will sever ties with him."
Jiang Yiliu took a few glances at his brother Bei, but hesitated to speak.
This was a kind of intuition, Jiang Yiliu had an intuition that the Yaofei would not let it go, and his brother Bei did not sever ties with the Yaofei so easily.
But at the same time, Jiang Yiliu intuitively felt that Brother Bei would easily beat him up if he said such words, so he shut up.
Youbei has no father or mother, and no one can control him if he plays truant, but Jiang Yiliu is different. If he plays truant, his teacher can make his parents slap him to death with just a phone call.
So Jiang Yiliu still had to go to school to dawdle.
Oh, Qiumang has transferred from another school.
Jiang Yiliu ignored him, lowered his head and continued to read the manga.
After school, Jiang Yiliu stuffed the comic books into his schoolbag and walked out of the classroom with the schoolbag.Suddenly, Jiang Yiliu stopped and looked at the person waiting for him vigilantly: "Fuck, what do you want to do? Brother Bei didn't come to school."
This person is Chen Qinian.
He said: "I know he didn't come to school, I came to see you."
Jiang Yiliu became even more vigilant: "It's useless for you to look for me, I won't betray Brother Bei." He looked around, and seeing that everyone around him was looking at Chen Qinian, he frowned and said, "Don't talk here, go there."
Jiang Yiliu took Chen Qinian to a secluded corner, thought about it, "tsk", and said, "Chen Qinian, can you let Brother Bei go? He doesn't like men at all. It's disgusting for straight men to be pestered by gays." I didn't want to say it so directly, but you are going too far, you call it sexual harassment."
Jiang Yiliu didn't want to speak so harshly, but his brother Bei's attitude was obvious, he just didn't want to drag Chen Qinian, so he had to help his brother Bei solve this matter.Only a sharp knife can cut through the mess, and Chen Qinian will retreat when he knows the difficulty.This is good for Chen Qinian and brother Bei.
Chen Qinian was silent for a while, and said, "He likes me."
Jiang Yiliu took a deep breath and tried his best to put on a bully face: "Where do you have the confidence that he likes you? Take a pee and take a picture."
Chen Qinian looked into his eyes: "You know he likes me."
Jiang Yiliu: "..."
I don't want to know!
Even if you know it, you can't say you know it!
I hate how confident you are!
Jiang Yiliu rolled his eyes and insisted on denying it: "You know what, are you fucking hot?"
Chen Qinian didn't continue to entangle with him whether he knew or not, he just said: "You hope You Bei is happy, do you see him happy these days?"
Happy fart, I think he is going to be drunk.Jiang Yiliu stiffened his neck and said, "It's because you stalked him so hard that he's unhappy."
"Was he happy before?" Chen Qinian asked.
Jiang Yiliu was speechless: "None of your business?"
"We agreed to help You Bei to be happy." Chen Qinian said.
Jiang Yiliu was helpless, he sighed: "The problem now is that Brother Bei is not happy!"
"He is happy with me, I can feel it." Chen Qinian said persistently.
Jiang Yiliu scratched his head angrily: "I think you're crazy! What's your name? Are you paranoid?"
Chen Qinian said, "I'm just stating the facts, Jiang Yiliu, you know very clearly what I'm talking about is the truth."
Jiang Yiliu knew it, he knew it better than anyone else!
God damn it, since Chen Qinian had a brain problem and pestered Brother Bei, Brother Bei has changed a lot. The family looks like a home, and his usual expression is much softer. Jiang Yiliu is not blind, so he can see it.As for those funny text messages, every time Jiang Yiliu was speechless, he actually laughed.He has never seen this side of You Bei before. You Bei is loyal and heroic, but he is not so childish and lively.
If you use a hypocritical description, the world of Youbei in the past was black and white, but after Chen Qinian broke into Youbei's life, the world of Youbei became colorful.
But what can he do, Brother Bei doesn't want to drag Chen Qinian down!
Jiang Yiliu pondered for a moment, sighed and sighed, and finally said helplessly: "Chen Qinian, it is impossible for you and Brother Bei. Brother Bei is a stammer and a bastard. After today, I don't know if there will be tomorrow. You are a schoolmaster, family The conditions are also very good, completely different from the path we will take in the future. Brother Bei is with you, what will your family think of Brother Bei? Are you saying he is ungrateful or wolf-hearted?"
The few words Jiang Yiliu said came from his true feelings.If he didn't want to accept it, he had to accept the fact that his brother Bei also had that kind of intention towards Chen Qinian.However, Brother Bei is unwilling to drag Chen Qinian into the water.
Jiang Yiliu also knew You Bei's concerns.
From anyone's point of view, You Bei and Chen Qinian are not from the same world.
Chen Qinian is completely a model top student, the kind of perfect good student who doesn't even have eccentricities, good personality, and even a good background. Except for Jiang Yiliu and the others who used to pick bones from eggs, Chen Qinian can't pick anything from top to bottom. Other stabs come.
But traveling to the north is different.
In Jiang Yiliu's heart, traveling to the north is of course the best, but he also knows that according to the common people's opinion, his brother Bei is just a hooligan who can't be avoided, he still stutters, his parents are a scandal, and his family has no money. , may get rich overnight, even if you get rich, you will be a nouveau riche, and it is even more likely that you will die tragically on the street every minute.
He could understand why You Bei wanted to avoid Chen Qinian.
If it's just for fun, if you don't care about it, maybe you won't escape.It just happened to be true, that's why I wanted to escape even more.For the good of Chen Qinian.
Others would not laugh at You Bei, they would only say that You Bei had the ability to get Chen Qinian.And these people will use another standard for Chen Qinian, they will laugh at Chen Qinian for getting together with people like You Bei.
When people face the same thing, they will be treated differently.
Jiang Yiliu wiped his face and was about to leave when Chen Qinian spoke.
"So I'm helping him study, he will not be a gangster in the future, he is no different from others." Chen Qinian said, "As for my family, I know, and I am sure to persuade them to accept it."
Chen Qinian came out with his family once in his previous life, and he knew it well.Although his family members were shocked and disagreed, they were not the kind of family who refused to accept it, and they would eventually try to accept it.Later, it was only because Cui Lie threw a bigger bomb.After all, Chen Qinian's family can understand and respect homosexuality, but absolutely cannot accept incest.
And this time Chen Qinian came out to You Bei, and he felt that his family would accept it more easily than last time.His family grew up watching You Bei, and they didn't dislike You Bei's stuttering. At most, it would be embarrassing for a while.
Jiang Yiliu said helplessly, "Why should I say no to you—"
Chen Qinian interrupted Jiang Yiliu: "I will not give up You Bei."
Jiang Yiliu was stunned.
Chen Qinian's expression was very serious, and could even be described as "pious".
He repeated word by word: "Jiang Yiliu, I will never give up You Bei again."
No matter whether You Bei accepts it or not, no matter how difficult the road is, he will never give up You Bei again.
Because, You Bei never gave up on him.
Chen Qinian said: "You Bei doesn't have to go back, he can hide, you don't have to tell me where he is, I'll just ask others, and look for him one by one near the school. If You Bei has the ability, go to other places and get to know him Everyone cut off contact, otherwise I will definitely find him. Even if he cut off contact with you, as long as he is alive and has not canceled his account, I can find him. If I let You Bei live alone sadly, I will I won't be called Chen Qinian, I will take your surname."
Jiang Yiliu: "..."
Jiang Yiliu couldn't speak, he was shocked, and also frightened.
He had never seen Chen Qi Nian like this before.
Chen Qinian is a very gentle person. In the past, even if he was joking or angry, he could always maintain his innate demeanor, like a piece of carefully polished jade, without any sharp edges that would hurt others.
And the Chen Qinian at this moment is by no means that piece of moist jade, but a stubborn stone, his brows and eyes are full of determination and even sharpness.
Jiang Yiliu was silent for a long time, and said in a desperate struggle, "Brother Bei, he doesn't want to drag you down..."
"There is no one in this world who loves me more than him. If this is a drag on me, then am I going to die alone?" Chen Qinian asked.
Jiang Yiliu added: "You only like him because he likes you?"
"No."
"Then what do you like about him?" Jiang Yiliu asked.
Chen Qinian was silent for a moment.
Jiang Yiliu scratched the corners of his brows, thinking that he could finally end the topic: "Look——"
Chen Qinian's face turned red just looking at it.
Jiang Yiliu: "..."
Chen Qinian looked away with flickering eyes, swallowed, and licked his lips.
Jiang Yiliu:?
Chen Qinian's voice was much softer, and he said, "You Bei kissed me."
Jiang Yiliu: "..."
Chen Qinian continued: "We almost—you know."
Jiang Yiliu: "..." I don't understand!
Chen Qinian's face became more and more red, and he said dryly, "You Bei took the initiative."
Jiang Yiliu: "..."
Chen Qinian's face was ready to smear: "That's how I confirmed that he likes me. As for why I like him, there are too many reasons, and many of them don't know how to tell you. Let's just say this, I'll just——" will remember it.”
Chen Qinian was not lying to Jiang Yiliu.
During these days with You Bei, he always thought of the drunken night before his rebirth, and the more he thought about it, the more shy he became, and the more he thought about it, the more restless he became.He is a normal man and has a normal reaction to intimate contact, especially when he thinks that that person is You Bei, the more he thinks about it...
Whether it was then or now, why did You Bei like me so much?Chen Qinian asked himself this question countless times.
At first, Chen Qinian was still puzzled when he asked this question, but afterward, he was no longer puzzled, and he became directly shy.The more he thought about this question, the more shy he became: Why does You Bei like me so much?You Bei likes me so much.You Bei likes me.You Bei likes me so much.
Every time he thought about it, Chen Qinian would mortify himself to death.
My skin is really getting thicker.he thought so.
Jiang Yiliu: "..."
Hold.
Fuck blah blah blah blah.
Brother Bei, you can't do this, can you? ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
Did you take the initiative to take advantage of others after doing it for a long time? ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
I misread you! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
You want to run after taking advantage? ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
No way ⑧? ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
Brother Bei, are you such a scumbag emotionally? ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
I don't even have the face to speak for you! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
You're fucking hiding the most important part, aren't you? ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
I can't help you anymore, I stand by Chen Qinian.
Jiang Yiliu lost his mind again.
You Bei has been sleeping in an Internet cafe for the past few days, and helps the boss to watch the scene by the way.
He made an appointment with Jiang Yiliu today, and when Jiang Yiliu came over from school, he would meet with Qiu Mang for a meal and talk about gambling.
You Bei looked at the time and guessed that Jiang Yiliu was coming soon, so he exited the game, turned off the computer, and went to the bathroom to run water.
After putting in the water, he washed his hands, but his hands were still wet. As soon as he raised his head, he froze, and instinctively wanted to turn around and run away.
Hold on!
indifferent!
You Bei warned himself in his heart.
Chen Qinian stood at the bathroom door, stared at You Bei for a while, and asked calmly, "Can I go back?"
You Bei shook his head: "Who told you that it's here?"
"I sleep at home by myself, and I have nightmares every day, and I am afraid." Chen Qinian said.
You Bei said coldly: "Then, go back to your own house and live there."
"Cui Lie sleeps at my house, I have nowhere to sleep." Chen Qinian said.
You Bei: "Never mind, it's my business."
Chen Qinian said: "Then I will follow you, and I will go wherever you go."
You Bei said with a dark face, "No."
"It's none of your business." Chen Qinian said.
You Bei: "Follow me!"
Chen Qinian: "You didn't build the road."
You Bei clenched his fists, very fiercely: "Believe it or not, I'll beat you up?"
Chen Qinian took a step towards him.
You Bei subconsciously took a step back.
Chen Qinian: "..."
That's it, are you still scaring me?It looks like you are afraid of being beaten by me!
You Bei also quickly realized that his reaction was not right, so he stood there stiffly and didn't move back, staring at Chen Qinian with a stiff body, his face was as cold as ice, and his heart was flustered.
You Bei: What should I do? What should I do? If he comes over again, will I really beat him up? I'm not mad!
You Bei: I pretended to beat him up to scare him.
You Bei: What if it didn't scare him?
You Bei: Why don't you come and kill me with a thunderbolt!
Seeing that You Bei was not moving, Chen Qinian took another two steps towards him, stopped in front of him, raised his face slightly, and closed his eyes.
You Bei: "..."
He panicked even more.
The light in the bathroom was very dim, flickering on Chen Qinian's face, but You Bei couldn't notice anything more, his gaze hesitated and was attracted by Chen Qinian's lips.
Is this the fucking posture of being beaten?
This fucking is—is it a kissing gesture? !
You Bei frantically swiped the screen in his heart, his hands clenched tighter and tighter, and his back was sweating.
He felt that he couldn't control himself anymore, he wanted to hold the back of Chen Qinian's head and kiss him vigorously, Chen Qinian couldn't run away even if he wanted to.
He had dreamed of kissing Chen Qinian, most of the time he was forcing him, Chen Qinian couldn't help himself, as if he wanted to cry, and looked at him with watery eyes.
In the dream, he didn't care about that, and continued to kiss Chen Qinian viciously, even thinking it wasn't enough, he bit, sucked, pinched Chen Qinian's chin, forced Chen Qinian to open his mouth to accept his invasion, bullied Chen Qinian hard, Until Chen Qinian cried.
Chen Qinian used to love himself so much, but in the end, he only wanted to bully him, defile him, and humiliate him.
"..."
Thinking of this, You Bei's body trembled.
He didn't want to face such a disgusting self, he hated himself who was salivating at Chen Qinian like a toad who wanted to eat swan meat like this, it was too disgusting.
Chen Qinian closed his eyes for a long time, and suddenly heard the faint sound of the wind, he quickly reached out and grabbed You Bei's wrist who was about to run away: "Didn't you say you want to beat me? Why are you running? Let you beat me up."
You Bei: "..."
I'll fucking beat myself up, okay? !Let you beat me up, okay?Can you let me go after the beating is over? !
"let go!"
Chen Qinian said, "Not loose."
You Bei frowned: "You are annoying!"
Chen Qinian said: "Annoying is annoying, I just won't let you go."
You Bei has nothing to do with him, he can't really beat him, after much deliberation, he put his heart to one side and said, "Okay."
Chen Qinian looked at him.
You Bei said: "You promise, my conditions, I will go with you."
Chen Qinian laughed at first, and then became a little wary: "What conditions?"
You Bei said, "Let go first."
Chen Qinian hesitated for a moment, then let go of his hand, with a puzzled expression on his face.
You Bei took a deep breath quietly, put his hand on the belt, hesitated for a while, stopped here without continuing to move.
You Bei looked at Chen Qinian coldly and said, "I know, what I mean?"
Chen Qinian: "..."
Chen Qinian's expression was somewhat complicated and subtle: "I don't really understand."
Understand even if you don’t understand, because I can’t speak!You Bei shouted in his heart, his face was still cold: "I'll give you three seconds to choose. If you can't choose, just get out."
Chen Qinian's face quickly turned red.
If it were him back then, maybe he would not understand it for a while, but now he is a social person after all, and he can understand something even if he doesn't understand it.
He knew better that You Bei was deliberately scaring himself like this.
But what to do...
Chen Qinian pulled his own pants nervously with his fingers.
You Bei was more nervous than Chen Qinian, for fear that Chen Qinian would be completely drunk and really squat on the ground.He was already prepared, if Chen Qinian made any unconscious moves, he would not care about other things, and immediately ran out, as fast as he could, and as far as he could.
The two looked at each other nervously for a while, and Chen Qinian took another small step in front of You Bei.
You Bei has decided to rush out!
Chen Qinian spoke a second before he rushed out the door.
Chen Qinian said: "We still have to proceed step by step."
You Bei: "..." Huh?
Chen Qinian's face burned badly, and he said, "You haven't even kissed me yet." At least for a while?
Youbei used to let go of similar harsh words before. At that time, Chen Qinian could see Youbei's bluff, and because Youbei would never dare to come to the truth, he took up the conversation and deliberately teased him, but in fact, Chen Qinian still had a certain degree of above in his bones. Conservative thinking, at least, hold hands and kiss on a date first, cultivate the atmosphere, and then advance step by step...
You Bei: "..." Should you say such things at a time like this? !what's on your mind?You wake up!
Chen Qinian was shorter than You Bei, and he raised his face again, his clear eyes focused on You Bei, nervous and full of trust.
You Bei saw himself like an idiot in these eyes.
"I--"
Just as Chen Qinian was about to continue talking, You Bei's face turned cold, and he reached out to him in an instant.Chen Qinian didn't even have time to react, and You Bei had already pulled up a large school uniform jacket and covered his head tightly, then the back of his head was pinned down, and the whole person was forced into You Bei's arms, buried His face was locked and he couldn't move.
"Brother Bei? What are you doing here—"
"Fuck!"
When Chen Qinian heard the voices of two strange boys, he was surprised at first, then he laughed and whistled playfully, very frivolously.
"Get lost." You Bei said coldly.
"I'm sorry, Brother Bei," the two of them looked at each other tacitly and laughed. They gestured cheaply and said as they stepped back, "Excuse me, let's go, you continue."
The two retreated outside the door, and Chen Qinian could still hear them laughing and discussing.
"Brother Bei can play."
"I envy you to find one too."
……
Chen Qinian wanted to break free when he couldn't hear other people's voices, but he was still held down by You Bei.
"You Bei?" Chen Qinian called him in a low voice.
You Bei whispered: "Don't talk, I'll take you out, so you can be bored for a while."
When he said this, You Bei's voice was much gentler, maybe because Chen Qinian couldn't see, maybe he was worried that Chen Qinian would be unhappy, maybe it was self-blame that covered Chen Qinian's head, and he was afraid that he would be uncomfortable.
Chen Qinian nodded obediently.
You Bei continued to cover his head with his school uniform, hugged his shoulders tightly, and walked out to protect him.
Fortunately, the restroom and the lobby of the Internet cafe are separated by the aisle, so going out all the way will not attract too much attention. Occasionally, when bumping into a few people, they all showed an expression of "I understand" and thought they knew it very well, and they didn't say much except joking.
Sudden "blindness" is hard to get used to, and the subconscious will have a sense of fear, let alone walking in an unfamiliar environment.
But Chen Qinian didn't feel any discomfort at all.
Because You Bei was beside him, holding his shoulder.
That hand was strong and firm, which made Chen Qinian feel safe.
You Bei took Chen Qinian to a secluded place where there was no one outside, looked around, then reluctantly let go of Chen Qinian's shoulders, and said, "There is no one here, go back by yourself. Don't look for me again—"
Chen Qinian hugged You Bei with his backhand, and continued to bury his face in his arms.
You Bei: "..."
Are you not bored?
Chen Qinian continued to hug You Bei with his clothes on, without speaking for a long time.
You Bei didn't know what to say.
It seems that it should be said: Let go, get out.
But You Bei couldn't tell.
At this moment, You Bei had already forgotten how to say human words. Isn't the mouth used for eating, but also for talking?amazing.
After a while, Chen Qinian said, "You come back with me."
Only then did You Bei regain his voice and said, "No—"
"I'm so sleepy, I want to sleep." Chen Qinian said in a muffled voice, "I'm not lying to you, I've been having nightmares every day when you're not here, and I haven't slept well."
The nightmare contained everything, all kinds of strange things, Chen Qinian could only distract his attention by frantically brushing up questions in the middle of the night.
But when You Bei lived with him, he rarely did this.Even if I have nightmares, I'm not that scared.Because You Bei is his protector, as long as You Bei is around, there is nothing to be afraid of.This idea has already penetrated into Chen Qinian's bone marrow.
You Bei: "..."
He couldn't bear Chen Qinian showing weakness like this.
He had no way to refuse Chen Qinian, let alone such an aggrieved and uncomfortable Chen Qinian.
But if he doesn't draw a clear line with Chen Qinian, Chen Qinian will encounter more grievances and uncomfortable things in the future.
The two stood like this for a while, and You Bei finally said, "Let's go."
Chen Qinian stood still.
You Bei repeated: "It has nothing to do with me. This is your business."
Chen Qinian still stood still.
You Bei waited for a while, but couldn't wait any longer. He was afraid that Chen Qinian would be suffocated to death, so he raised his hand and pulled the school uniform covering Chen Qinian's head away, only to see Chen Qinian leaning against his arms with his eyes closed, breathing steadily. Eyes, like... sleeping?
You Bei called him with some hesitation: "Chen Qinian?"
Chen Qinian mumbled vaguely after a long time: "I'm sleepy."
You Bei: "..."
You can't sleep standing up like this, can you? !
"In the past few days, I haven't eaten much, and I can't eat." Chen Qinian continued to mutter in a vague voice, "I'm so angry with you."
You Bei: "..." Everything is blamed on me, I am a big villain.
Chen Qinian added: "I also thought of you."
You Bei: "..."
"I panic when you're not by my side." Chen Qinian said.
You Bei couldn't help asking: "What happened, what happened? Why are you panicking?"
Chen Qinian hesitated to speak.
A lot of things happened, and now I can change those things, but I'm afraid there are some things I can't change.
I'm afraid that I can't change the fate of You Bei and Jiang Yiliu.
Even if the matter between himself and Cui Lie would not happen, and You Bei would not have an accident because of killing Cui Lie, according to what his high school classmates said at that time, You Bei would not have a good life.
Chen Qinian was afraid that he would lose You Bei again.
As soon as he felt insecure, he was even afraid of Cui Lie, who is not dangerous now, and he couldn't say that he was afraid of Cui Lie, but he just didn't feel safe, and without You Bei, he just didn't feel at ease in his heart.
Thinking of this, Chen Qinian hugged You Bei even tighter, closed his eyes and didn't speak.
You Bei had no way to force him to let go, so he had to wait for a while, and waited and waited until Chen Qinian finally let go of him automatically: "It's okay, go back."
Chen Qinian's voice was nasal, which was not normal.
You Bei looked at Chen Qinian's face again, and he was also a little abnormal.I was in the bathroom just now, the light was too dim, I couldn't see it, and then I was covered by the clothes all the time, only now did I see that Chen Qinian's face was a little pale, and he looked very haggard.
You Bei hesitated, and asked, "Do you feel uncomfortable?"
Chen Qinian shook his head: "It's just sleepy."
But when You Bei thought about it, Chen Qinian had neither had a good rest nor eaten a good meal these days, so he was definitely not feeling well.
Chen Qinian is different from rough people like them, his body can't stand it, Chen Qinian must be held in the palm of his hand, he is so delicate, and he deserves to be so delicate.
Thinking of this, You Bei became even more anxious, and he couldn't say anything, so he could only frown and say, "It's what you deserve."
Chen Qinian didn't speak, turned around with his head down and just took a step away, he didn't pay attention to something in his heart, tripped with his left foot and almost hit the street.Fortunately, Chen Qinian's reaction was also quick, and he quickly stood up.
It's embarrassing to fall on the ground.Chen Qinian thought to himself.
But in You Bei's eyes, this is not the case.
Chen Qinian's arm was suddenly pulled by You Bei, and before he had time to ask what he was doing, his eyes went dark, and he flew into the air.
Chen Qinian was taken aback.
You Bei covered Chen Qinian's head with his clothes again, one hand went under Chen Qinian's arm, the other hand went around Chen Qinian's back knee, and hugged him vigorously.
"Sleep for a while." You Bei's voice was very soft, deep and gentle, "I'll take you back home."
You Bei held Chen Qinian in his arms and walked out of the alley. He happened to meet the owner of the Internet cafe driving back. He was startled when he saw this, and looked more curiously at the person whose head was covered and held in his arms by You Bei, and asked, "Who is it?" ?”
You Bei didn't answer the question, but just said, "Let me borrow your car."
The boss nodded and put the keys on the roof of the car: "Okay. I still have something to do, let's talk about it later."
After finishing speaking, the boss hurried into the Internet cafe.
You Bei went over to get the key, opened the door of the passenger seat first, put Chen Qinian in carefully, closed the door softly, went around and sat in the driver's seat, closed the door, and was about to fasten Chen Qinian's seat belt, but saw that Chen Qinian had already pulled it on. He took off his coat, looked at him with only his eyes exposed, and asked, "Do you have a driver's license?"
"..." You Bei said coldly, "No."
The two were silent for a few seconds, and You Bei said, "But I can drive."
Chen Qinian smiled: "I know, you must be driving well."
You Bei sneered, ignored him, and drove on his own.
Chen Qinian looked at him for a while and said, "Do you know how I guessed it?"
You Bei: "I don't know."
Chen Qinian narrowed his eyes with a smile, and said, "Because if you didn't drive very well, you wouldn't let me ride in your car."
You Bei: "..."
"You still don't admit that you like me." Chen Qinian himself felt that this sentence was about to become his mantra.
You Bei ignored him and concentrated on driving.
Chen Qinian continued to babble: "It's okay to admit that you like me? We will be together sooner or later, why waste time."
You Bei: "..."
What happened to Chen Qinian? !Why is he like this all of a sudden?Is it too much pressure to study?
You Bei pondered tangledly.
"However, if you want to enjoy the feeling of being chased by me, that's fine." Chen Qinian said to himself.
You Bei: "..."
Chen Qinian said: "Just don't run away anymore. You just have to pretend that you don't accept me firmly. Remember, just pretend, don't get too involved in the drama. In fact, you and I both know in private that we are a couple."
You Bei: "..." I don't know!You don't know either!How come we suddenly know something that didn't happen and couldn't happen?You must be talking nonsense because you haven't had a good rest.
Chen Qinian leaned on the back of the car seat and watched You Bei drive silently. After watching for a while, he saw You Bei suddenly pull the car to the side of the road and stop, and turned his head to meet him.
Then, You Bei leaned over and came towards him.
Chen Qinian closed his eyes very proactively.
You Bei froze for a few seconds: "..."
He wanted to touch Chen Qinian's forehead, because he seriously doubted whether Chen Qinian's mind was confused due to his physical discomfort because he didn't eat well and didn't sleep well.
But he didn't do that in the end, he just pulled off his seat belt and fastened it on Chen Qinian, then sat back, drove the car back to the road, and concentrated on driving without looking sideways.
Chen Qinian quietly opened one eye to look at You Bei's handsome side face, his face was hot, but he insisted on finishing his lines: "You think I talk too much, you can shut my mouth."
"..." You Bei was silent for a while, and said unbearably, "It's almost time, third year of high school. Don't read those messy novels, or TV dramas."
Today's novels and TV shows will teach bad guys!
You Bei gritted his teeth and vented his anger.
"I didn't watch it." Chen Qinian muttered.
You Bei resolutely stopped talking to him.
Chen Qinian saw that he didn't speak any more, so he leaned on the back of the chair and continued to look at his side face in a daze.Looking at it, Chen Qinian fell into a drowsy sleep.
You Bei parked the car on the parking space near his home, and turned his head to look at Chen Qinian who was sleeping soundly with his eyes closed.
He hesitated.
Chen Qinian slept soundly, he didn't want to wake him up.
But near home, if he carried Chen Qinian back home and was seen by neighbors or Chen Qinian's family members, how would he explain it?Even if two people have been very close since they were young, such a behavior would be suspicious, right?
Then—then wait for Chen Qinian to wake up.
You Bei made this decision, tucked Chen Qinian's coat over his body, and sent Jiang Yiliu a text message, asking him to inform Qiu Mang that he had something to do today, and we can talk about it another day.
After You Bei sent the text message, he put down his phone, and couldn't help but look at Chen Qinian who was at the side again.
His gaze wandered down from Chen Qinian's forehead, very greedy, nostalgic, and gentle, slowly and carefully looking at every part of Chen Qinian's face: eyebrows, eyes, eyelashes, nose, mouth...
You Bei's eyes finally fell on Chen Qinian's lips, and he didn't move away for a long time.
He swallowed a mouthful of saliva with difficulty, and his Adam's apple slid up and down a few times.
In the dream, it was sweet, sweeter than anything You Bei had ever eaten.
You Bei stared at it for a long time, and gradually leaned over like a ghost, and stopped within a few centimeters of Chen Qinian's face, holding his breath, nervously observing whether Chen Qinian would suddenly wake up.
Chen Qinian's breathing was still very steady.
You Bei was slightly relieved, but his heart beat faster.
At such a close distance, he could hardly focus.
He could only rely on smell, smelling the fragrance emanating from Chen Qinian's skin.
Heart beat faster.
You Bei felt that he would suffocate.
Just a kiss, just a kiss, a little kiss.
You Bei told himself so.
But another voice said: You can't do this, don't touch Chen Qinian, you won't just kiss him, you will do more uncontrollable things.
But you can't do it.
Because that was Chen Qinian, and you were just wandering north.
The only thing you can do for him is to control yourself and not dirty him.
The author has something to say: Scheming Chen Qinian: Do you want to kiss or not?It's hard to pretend to sleep, my eyelids want to tremble.
You Bei didn't hide it from him, and told Qiumang's plan.
Jiang Yiliu was stunned for a moment, and asked, "Shall we agree to cooperate? I don't think he is a good person."
You Bei sneered, and asked, "Are we like good people?"
Jiang Yiliu: "..."
Brother Bei deserves to be Brother Bei, what he said is very reasonable!
Jiang Yiliu thought about it again, wondering why he had the idea that "Qiu Mang is not a good person" just now.
Qiumang is certainly not a good person, but he and Brother Bei are also gangsters.
Could it be the sequelae of being forced to do homework by Chen Qinian?
Ah, Chen Qinian.
Thinking of this demonic concubine who brought disaster to the country, Jiang Yiliu said hesitantly, "Brother Bei, what about Chen Qinian?"
You Bei glanced at him, quickly looked away, and said coldly: "From now on, I will sever ties with him."
Jiang Yiliu took a few glances at his brother Bei, but hesitated to speak.
This was a kind of intuition, Jiang Yiliu had an intuition that the Yaofei would not let it go, and his brother Bei did not sever ties with the Yaofei so easily.
But at the same time, Jiang Yiliu intuitively felt that Brother Bei would easily beat him up if he said such words, so he shut up.
Youbei has no father or mother, and no one can control him if he plays truant, but Jiang Yiliu is different. If he plays truant, his teacher can make his parents slap him to death with just a phone call.
So Jiang Yiliu still had to go to school to dawdle.
Oh, Qiumang has transferred from another school.
Jiang Yiliu ignored him, lowered his head and continued to read the manga.
After school, Jiang Yiliu stuffed the comic books into his schoolbag and walked out of the classroom with the schoolbag.Suddenly, Jiang Yiliu stopped and looked at the person waiting for him vigilantly: "Fuck, what do you want to do? Brother Bei didn't come to school."
This person is Chen Qinian.
He said: "I know he didn't come to school, I came to see you."
Jiang Yiliu became even more vigilant: "It's useless for you to look for me, I won't betray Brother Bei." He looked around, and seeing that everyone around him was looking at Chen Qinian, he frowned and said, "Don't talk here, go there."
Jiang Yiliu took Chen Qinian to a secluded corner, thought about it, "tsk", and said, "Chen Qinian, can you let Brother Bei go? He doesn't like men at all. It's disgusting for straight men to be pestered by gays." I didn't want to say it so directly, but you are going too far, you call it sexual harassment."
Jiang Yiliu didn't want to speak so harshly, but his brother Bei's attitude was obvious, he just didn't want to drag Chen Qinian, so he had to help his brother Bei solve this matter.Only a sharp knife can cut through the mess, and Chen Qinian will retreat when he knows the difficulty.This is good for Chen Qinian and brother Bei.
Chen Qinian was silent for a while, and said, "He likes me."
Jiang Yiliu took a deep breath and tried his best to put on a bully face: "Where do you have the confidence that he likes you? Take a pee and take a picture."
Chen Qinian looked into his eyes: "You know he likes me."
Jiang Yiliu: "..."
I don't want to know!
Even if you know it, you can't say you know it!
I hate how confident you are!
Jiang Yiliu rolled his eyes and insisted on denying it: "You know what, are you fucking hot?"
Chen Qinian didn't continue to entangle with him whether he knew or not, he just said: "You hope You Bei is happy, do you see him happy these days?"
Happy fart, I think he is going to be drunk.Jiang Yiliu stiffened his neck and said, "It's because you stalked him so hard that he's unhappy."
"Was he happy before?" Chen Qinian asked.
Jiang Yiliu was speechless: "None of your business?"
"We agreed to help You Bei to be happy." Chen Qinian said.
Jiang Yiliu was helpless, he sighed: "The problem now is that Brother Bei is not happy!"
"He is happy with me, I can feel it." Chen Qinian said persistently.
Jiang Yiliu scratched his head angrily: "I think you're crazy! What's your name? Are you paranoid?"
Chen Qinian said, "I'm just stating the facts, Jiang Yiliu, you know very clearly what I'm talking about is the truth."
Jiang Yiliu knew it, he knew it better than anyone else!
God damn it, since Chen Qinian had a brain problem and pestered Brother Bei, Brother Bei has changed a lot. The family looks like a home, and his usual expression is much softer. Jiang Yiliu is not blind, so he can see it.As for those funny text messages, every time Jiang Yiliu was speechless, he actually laughed.He has never seen this side of You Bei before. You Bei is loyal and heroic, but he is not so childish and lively.
If you use a hypocritical description, the world of Youbei in the past was black and white, but after Chen Qinian broke into Youbei's life, the world of Youbei became colorful.
But what can he do, Brother Bei doesn't want to drag Chen Qinian down!
Jiang Yiliu pondered for a moment, sighed and sighed, and finally said helplessly: "Chen Qinian, it is impossible for you and Brother Bei. Brother Bei is a stammer and a bastard. After today, I don't know if there will be tomorrow. You are a schoolmaster, family The conditions are also very good, completely different from the path we will take in the future. Brother Bei is with you, what will your family think of Brother Bei? Are you saying he is ungrateful or wolf-hearted?"
The few words Jiang Yiliu said came from his true feelings.If he didn't want to accept it, he had to accept the fact that his brother Bei also had that kind of intention towards Chen Qinian.However, Brother Bei is unwilling to drag Chen Qinian into the water.
Jiang Yiliu also knew You Bei's concerns.
From anyone's point of view, You Bei and Chen Qinian are not from the same world.
Chen Qinian is completely a model top student, the kind of perfect good student who doesn't even have eccentricities, good personality, and even a good background. Except for Jiang Yiliu and the others who used to pick bones from eggs, Chen Qinian can't pick anything from top to bottom. Other stabs come.
But traveling to the north is different.
In Jiang Yiliu's heart, traveling to the north is of course the best, but he also knows that according to the common people's opinion, his brother Bei is just a hooligan who can't be avoided, he still stutters, his parents are a scandal, and his family has no money. , may get rich overnight, even if you get rich, you will be a nouveau riche, and it is even more likely that you will die tragically on the street every minute.
He could understand why You Bei wanted to avoid Chen Qinian.
If it's just for fun, if you don't care about it, maybe you won't escape.It just happened to be true, that's why I wanted to escape even more.For the good of Chen Qinian.
Others would not laugh at You Bei, they would only say that You Bei had the ability to get Chen Qinian.And these people will use another standard for Chen Qinian, they will laugh at Chen Qinian for getting together with people like You Bei.
When people face the same thing, they will be treated differently.
Jiang Yiliu wiped his face and was about to leave when Chen Qinian spoke.
"So I'm helping him study, he will not be a gangster in the future, he is no different from others." Chen Qinian said, "As for my family, I know, and I am sure to persuade them to accept it."
Chen Qinian came out with his family once in his previous life, and he knew it well.Although his family members were shocked and disagreed, they were not the kind of family who refused to accept it, and they would eventually try to accept it.Later, it was only because Cui Lie threw a bigger bomb.After all, Chen Qinian's family can understand and respect homosexuality, but absolutely cannot accept incest.
And this time Chen Qinian came out to You Bei, and he felt that his family would accept it more easily than last time.His family grew up watching You Bei, and they didn't dislike You Bei's stuttering. At most, it would be embarrassing for a while.
Jiang Yiliu said helplessly, "Why should I say no to you—"
Chen Qinian interrupted Jiang Yiliu: "I will not give up You Bei."
Jiang Yiliu was stunned.
Chen Qinian's expression was very serious, and could even be described as "pious".
He repeated word by word: "Jiang Yiliu, I will never give up You Bei again."
No matter whether You Bei accepts it or not, no matter how difficult the road is, he will never give up You Bei again.
Because, You Bei never gave up on him.
Chen Qinian said: "You Bei doesn't have to go back, he can hide, you don't have to tell me where he is, I'll just ask others, and look for him one by one near the school. If You Bei has the ability, go to other places and get to know him Everyone cut off contact, otherwise I will definitely find him. Even if he cut off contact with you, as long as he is alive and has not canceled his account, I can find him. If I let You Bei live alone sadly, I will I won't be called Chen Qinian, I will take your surname."
Jiang Yiliu: "..."
Jiang Yiliu couldn't speak, he was shocked, and also frightened.
He had never seen Chen Qi Nian like this before.
Chen Qinian is a very gentle person. In the past, even if he was joking or angry, he could always maintain his innate demeanor, like a piece of carefully polished jade, without any sharp edges that would hurt others.
And the Chen Qinian at this moment is by no means that piece of moist jade, but a stubborn stone, his brows and eyes are full of determination and even sharpness.
Jiang Yiliu was silent for a long time, and said in a desperate struggle, "Brother Bei, he doesn't want to drag you down..."
"There is no one in this world who loves me more than him. If this is a drag on me, then am I going to die alone?" Chen Qinian asked.
Jiang Yiliu added: "You only like him because he likes you?"
"No."
"Then what do you like about him?" Jiang Yiliu asked.
Chen Qinian was silent for a moment.
Jiang Yiliu scratched the corners of his brows, thinking that he could finally end the topic: "Look——"
Chen Qinian's face turned red just looking at it.
Jiang Yiliu: "..."
Chen Qinian looked away with flickering eyes, swallowed, and licked his lips.
Jiang Yiliu:?
Chen Qinian's voice was much softer, and he said, "You Bei kissed me."
Jiang Yiliu: "..."
Chen Qinian continued: "We almost—you know."
Jiang Yiliu: "..." I don't understand!
Chen Qinian's face became more and more red, and he said dryly, "You Bei took the initiative."
Jiang Yiliu: "..."
Chen Qinian's face was ready to smear: "That's how I confirmed that he likes me. As for why I like him, there are too many reasons, and many of them don't know how to tell you. Let's just say this, I'll just——" will remember it.”
Chen Qinian was not lying to Jiang Yiliu.
During these days with You Bei, he always thought of the drunken night before his rebirth, and the more he thought about it, the more shy he became, and the more he thought about it, the more restless he became.He is a normal man and has a normal reaction to intimate contact, especially when he thinks that that person is You Bei, the more he thinks about it...
Whether it was then or now, why did You Bei like me so much?Chen Qinian asked himself this question countless times.
At first, Chen Qinian was still puzzled when he asked this question, but afterward, he was no longer puzzled, and he became directly shy.The more he thought about this question, the more shy he became: Why does You Bei like me so much?You Bei likes me so much.You Bei likes me.You Bei likes me so much.
Every time he thought about it, Chen Qinian would mortify himself to death.
My skin is really getting thicker.he thought so.
Jiang Yiliu: "..."
Hold.
Fuck blah blah blah blah.
Brother Bei, you can't do this, can you? ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
Did you take the initiative to take advantage of others after doing it for a long time? ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
I misread you! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
You want to run after taking advantage? ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
No way ⑧? ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
Brother Bei, are you such a scumbag emotionally? ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
I don't even have the face to speak for you! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
You're fucking hiding the most important part, aren't you? ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
I can't help you anymore, I stand by Chen Qinian.
Jiang Yiliu lost his mind again.
You Bei has been sleeping in an Internet cafe for the past few days, and helps the boss to watch the scene by the way.
He made an appointment with Jiang Yiliu today, and when Jiang Yiliu came over from school, he would meet with Qiu Mang for a meal and talk about gambling.
You Bei looked at the time and guessed that Jiang Yiliu was coming soon, so he exited the game, turned off the computer, and went to the bathroom to run water.
After putting in the water, he washed his hands, but his hands were still wet. As soon as he raised his head, he froze, and instinctively wanted to turn around and run away.
Hold on!
indifferent!
You Bei warned himself in his heart.
Chen Qinian stood at the bathroom door, stared at You Bei for a while, and asked calmly, "Can I go back?"
You Bei shook his head: "Who told you that it's here?"
"I sleep at home by myself, and I have nightmares every day, and I am afraid." Chen Qinian said.
You Bei said coldly: "Then, go back to your own house and live there."
"Cui Lie sleeps at my house, I have nowhere to sleep." Chen Qinian said.
You Bei: "Never mind, it's my business."
Chen Qinian said: "Then I will follow you, and I will go wherever you go."
You Bei said with a dark face, "No."
"It's none of your business." Chen Qinian said.
You Bei: "Follow me!"
Chen Qinian: "You didn't build the road."
You Bei clenched his fists, very fiercely: "Believe it or not, I'll beat you up?"
Chen Qinian took a step towards him.
You Bei subconsciously took a step back.
Chen Qinian: "..."
That's it, are you still scaring me?It looks like you are afraid of being beaten by me!
You Bei also quickly realized that his reaction was not right, so he stood there stiffly and didn't move back, staring at Chen Qinian with a stiff body, his face was as cold as ice, and his heart was flustered.
You Bei: What should I do? What should I do? If he comes over again, will I really beat him up? I'm not mad!
You Bei: I pretended to beat him up to scare him.
You Bei: What if it didn't scare him?
You Bei: Why don't you come and kill me with a thunderbolt!
Seeing that You Bei was not moving, Chen Qinian took another two steps towards him, stopped in front of him, raised his face slightly, and closed his eyes.
You Bei: "..."
He panicked even more.
The light in the bathroom was very dim, flickering on Chen Qinian's face, but You Bei couldn't notice anything more, his gaze hesitated and was attracted by Chen Qinian's lips.
Is this the fucking posture of being beaten?
This fucking is—is it a kissing gesture? !
You Bei frantically swiped the screen in his heart, his hands clenched tighter and tighter, and his back was sweating.
He felt that he couldn't control himself anymore, he wanted to hold the back of Chen Qinian's head and kiss him vigorously, Chen Qinian couldn't run away even if he wanted to.
He had dreamed of kissing Chen Qinian, most of the time he was forcing him, Chen Qinian couldn't help himself, as if he wanted to cry, and looked at him with watery eyes.
In the dream, he didn't care about that, and continued to kiss Chen Qinian viciously, even thinking it wasn't enough, he bit, sucked, pinched Chen Qinian's chin, forced Chen Qinian to open his mouth to accept his invasion, bullied Chen Qinian hard, Until Chen Qinian cried.
Chen Qinian used to love himself so much, but in the end, he only wanted to bully him, defile him, and humiliate him.
"..."
Thinking of this, You Bei's body trembled.
He didn't want to face such a disgusting self, he hated himself who was salivating at Chen Qinian like a toad who wanted to eat swan meat like this, it was too disgusting.
Chen Qinian closed his eyes for a long time, and suddenly heard the faint sound of the wind, he quickly reached out and grabbed You Bei's wrist who was about to run away: "Didn't you say you want to beat me? Why are you running? Let you beat me up."
You Bei: "..."
I'll fucking beat myself up, okay? !Let you beat me up, okay?Can you let me go after the beating is over? !
"let go!"
Chen Qinian said, "Not loose."
You Bei frowned: "You are annoying!"
Chen Qinian said: "Annoying is annoying, I just won't let you go."
You Bei has nothing to do with him, he can't really beat him, after much deliberation, he put his heart to one side and said, "Okay."
Chen Qinian looked at him.
You Bei said: "You promise, my conditions, I will go with you."
Chen Qinian laughed at first, and then became a little wary: "What conditions?"
You Bei said, "Let go first."
Chen Qinian hesitated for a moment, then let go of his hand, with a puzzled expression on his face.
You Bei took a deep breath quietly, put his hand on the belt, hesitated for a while, stopped here without continuing to move.
You Bei looked at Chen Qinian coldly and said, "I know, what I mean?"
Chen Qinian: "..."
Chen Qinian's expression was somewhat complicated and subtle: "I don't really understand."
Understand even if you don’t understand, because I can’t speak!You Bei shouted in his heart, his face was still cold: "I'll give you three seconds to choose. If you can't choose, just get out."
Chen Qinian's face quickly turned red.
If it were him back then, maybe he would not understand it for a while, but now he is a social person after all, and he can understand something even if he doesn't understand it.
He knew better that You Bei was deliberately scaring himself like this.
But what to do...
Chen Qinian pulled his own pants nervously with his fingers.
You Bei was more nervous than Chen Qinian, for fear that Chen Qinian would be completely drunk and really squat on the ground.He was already prepared, if Chen Qinian made any unconscious moves, he would not care about other things, and immediately ran out, as fast as he could, and as far as he could.
The two looked at each other nervously for a while, and Chen Qinian took another small step in front of You Bei.
You Bei has decided to rush out!
Chen Qinian spoke a second before he rushed out the door.
Chen Qinian said: "We still have to proceed step by step."
You Bei: "..." Huh?
Chen Qinian's face burned badly, and he said, "You haven't even kissed me yet." At least for a while?
Youbei used to let go of similar harsh words before. At that time, Chen Qinian could see Youbei's bluff, and because Youbei would never dare to come to the truth, he took up the conversation and deliberately teased him, but in fact, Chen Qinian still had a certain degree of above in his bones. Conservative thinking, at least, hold hands and kiss on a date first, cultivate the atmosphere, and then advance step by step...
You Bei: "..." Should you say such things at a time like this? !what's on your mind?You wake up!
Chen Qinian was shorter than You Bei, and he raised his face again, his clear eyes focused on You Bei, nervous and full of trust.
You Bei saw himself like an idiot in these eyes.
"I--"
Just as Chen Qinian was about to continue talking, You Bei's face turned cold, and he reached out to him in an instant.Chen Qinian didn't even have time to react, and You Bei had already pulled up a large school uniform jacket and covered his head tightly, then the back of his head was pinned down, and the whole person was forced into You Bei's arms, buried His face was locked and he couldn't move.
"Brother Bei? What are you doing here—"
"Fuck!"
When Chen Qinian heard the voices of two strange boys, he was surprised at first, then he laughed and whistled playfully, very frivolously.
"Get lost." You Bei said coldly.
"I'm sorry, Brother Bei," the two of them looked at each other tacitly and laughed. They gestured cheaply and said as they stepped back, "Excuse me, let's go, you continue."
The two retreated outside the door, and Chen Qinian could still hear them laughing and discussing.
"Brother Bei can play."
"I envy you to find one too."
……
Chen Qinian wanted to break free when he couldn't hear other people's voices, but he was still held down by You Bei.
"You Bei?" Chen Qinian called him in a low voice.
You Bei whispered: "Don't talk, I'll take you out, so you can be bored for a while."
When he said this, You Bei's voice was much gentler, maybe because Chen Qinian couldn't see, maybe he was worried that Chen Qinian would be unhappy, maybe it was self-blame that covered Chen Qinian's head, and he was afraid that he would be uncomfortable.
Chen Qinian nodded obediently.
You Bei continued to cover his head with his school uniform, hugged his shoulders tightly, and walked out to protect him.
Fortunately, the restroom and the lobby of the Internet cafe are separated by the aisle, so going out all the way will not attract too much attention. Occasionally, when bumping into a few people, they all showed an expression of "I understand" and thought they knew it very well, and they didn't say much except joking.
Sudden "blindness" is hard to get used to, and the subconscious will have a sense of fear, let alone walking in an unfamiliar environment.
But Chen Qinian didn't feel any discomfort at all.
Because You Bei was beside him, holding his shoulder.
That hand was strong and firm, which made Chen Qinian feel safe.
You Bei took Chen Qinian to a secluded place where there was no one outside, looked around, then reluctantly let go of Chen Qinian's shoulders, and said, "There is no one here, go back by yourself. Don't look for me again—"
Chen Qinian hugged You Bei with his backhand, and continued to bury his face in his arms.
You Bei: "..."
Are you not bored?
Chen Qinian continued to hug You Bei with his clothes on, without speaking for a long time.
You Bei didn't know what to say.
It seems that it should be said: Let go, get out.
But You Bei couldn't tell.
At this moment, You Bei had already forgotten how to say human words. Isn't the mouth used for eating, but also for talking?amazing.
After a while, Chen Qinian said, "You come back with me."
Only then did You Bei regain his voice and said, "No—"
"I'm so sleepy, I want to sleep." Chen Qinian said in a muffled voice, "I'm not lying to you, I've been having nightmares every day when you're not here, and I haven't slept well."
The nightmare contained everything, all kinds of strange things, Chen Qinian could only distract his attention by frantically brushing up questions in the middle of the night.
But when You Bei lived with him, he rarely did this.Even if I have nightmares, I'm not that scared.Because You Bei is his protector, as long as You Bei is around, there is nothing to be afraid of.This idea has already penetrated into Chen Qinian's bone marrow.
You Bei: "..."
He couldn't bear Chen Qinian showing weakness like this.
He had no way to refuse Chen Qinian, let alone such an aggrieved and uncomfortable Chen Qinian.
But if he doesn't draw a clear line with Chen Qinian, Chen Qinian will encounter more grievances and uncomfortable things in the future.
The two stood like this for a while, and You Bei finally said, "Let's go."
Chen Qinian stood still.
You Bei repeated: "It has nothing to do with me. This is your business."
Chen Qinian still stood still.
You Bei waited for a while, but couldn't wait any longer. He was afraid that Chen Qinian would be suffocated to death, so he raised his hand and pulled the school uniform covering Chen Qinian's head away, only to see Chen Qinian leaning against his arms with his eyes closed, breathing steadily. Eyes, like... sleeping?
You Bei called him with some hesitation: "Chen Qinian?"
Chen Qinian mumbled vaguely after a long time: "I'm sleepy."
You Bei: "..."
You can't sleep standing up like this, can you? !
"In the past few days, I haven't eaten much, and I can't eat." Chen Qinian continued to mutter in a vague voice, "I'm so angry with you."
You Bei: "..." Everything is blamed on me, I am a big villain.
Chen Qinian added: "I also thought of you."
You Bei: "..."
"I panic when you're not by my side." Chen Qinian said.
You Bei couldn't help asking: "What happened, what happened? Why are you panicking?"
Chen Qinian hesitated to speak.
A lot of things happened, and now I can change those things, but I'm afraid there are some things I can't change.
I'm afraid that I can't change the fate of You Bei and Jiang Yiliu.
Even if the matter between himself and Cui Lie would not happen, and You Bei would not have an accident because of killing Cui Lie, according to what his high school classmates said at that time, You Bei would not have a good life.
Chen Qinian was afraid that he would lose You Bei again.
As soon as he felt insecure, he was even afraid of Cui Lie, who is not dangerous now, and he couldn't say that he was afraid of Cui Lie, but he just didn't feel safe, and without You Bei, he just didn't feel at ease in his heart.
Thinking of this, Chen Qinian hugged You Bei even tighter, closed his eyes and didn't speak.
You Bei had no way to force him to let go, so he had to wait for a while, and waited and waited until Chen Qinian finally let go of him automatically: "It's okay, go back."
Chen Qinian's voice was nasal, which was not normal.
You Bei looked at Chen Qinian's face again, and he was also a little abnormal.I was in the bathroom just now, the light was too dim, I couldn't see it, and then I was covered by the clothes all the time, only now did I see that Chen Qinian's face was a little pale, and he looked very haggard.
You Bei hesitated, and asked, "Do you feel uncomfortable?"
Chen Qinian shook his head: "It's just sleepy."
But when You Bei thought about it, Chen Qinian had neither had a good rest nor eaten a good meal these days, so he was definitely not feeling well.
Chen Qinian is different from rough people like them, his body can't stand it, Chen Qinian must be held in the palm of his hand, he is so delicate, and he deserves to be so delicate.
Thinking of this, You Bei became even more anxious, and he couldn't say anything, so he could only frown and say, "It's what you deserve."
Chen Qinian didn't speak, turned around with his head down and just took a step away, he didn't pay attention to something in his heart, tripped with his left foot and almost hit the street.Fortunately, Chen Qinian's reaction was also quick, and he quickly stood up.
It's embarrassing to fall on the ground.Chen Qinian thought to himself.
But in You Bei's eyes, this is not the case.
Chen Qinian's arm was suddenly pulled by You Bei, and before he had time to ask what he was doing, his eyes went dark, and he flew into the air.
Chen Qinian was taken aback.
You Bei covered Chen Qinian's head with his clothes again, one hand went under Chen Qinian's arm, the other hand went around Chen Qinian's back knee, and hugged him vigorously.
"Sleep for a while." You Bei's voice was very soft, deep and gentle, "I'll take you back home."
You Bei held Chen Qinian in his arms and walked out of the alley. He happened to meet the owner of the Internet cafe driving back. He was startled when he saw this, and looked more curiously at the person whose head was covered and held in his arms by You Bei, and asked, "Who is it?" ?”
You Bei didn't answer the question, but just said, "Let me borrow your car."
The boss nodded and put the keys on the roof of the car: "Okay. I still have something to do, let's talk about it later."
After finishing speaking, the boss hurried into the Internet cafe.
You Bei went over to get the key, opened the door of the passenger seat first, put Chen Qinian in carefully, closed the door softly, went around and sat in the driver's seat, closed the door, and was about to fasten Chen Qinian's seat belt, but saw that Chen Qinian had already pulled it on. He took off his coat, looked at him with only his eyes exposed, and asked, "Do you have a driver's license?"
"..." You Bei said coldly, "No."
The two were silent for a few seconds, and You Bei said, "But I can drive."
Chen Qinian smiled: "I know, you must be driving well."
You Bei sneered, ignored him, and drove on his own.
Chen Qinian looked at him for a while and said, "Do you know how I guessed it?"
You Bei: "I don't know."
Chen Qinian narrowed his eyes with a smile, and said, "Because if you didn't drive very well, you wouldn't let me ride in your car."
You Bei: "..."
"You still don't admit that you like me." Chen Qinian himself felt that this sentence was about to become his mantra.
You Bei ignored him and concentrated on driving.
Chen Qinian continued to babble: "It's okay to admit that you like me? We will be together sooner or later, why waste time."
You Bei: "..."
What happened to Chen Qinian? !Why is he like this all of a sudden?Is it too much pressure to study?
You Bei pondered tangledly.
"However, if you want to enjoy the feeling of being chased by me, that's fine." Chen Qinian said to himself.
You Bei: "..."
Chen Qinian said: "Just don't run away anymore. You just have to pretend that you don't accept me firmly. Remember, just pretend, don't get too involved in the drama. In fact, you and I both know in private that we are a couple."
You Bei: "..." I don't know!You don't know either!How come we suddenly know something that didn't happen and couldn't happen?You must be talking nonsense because you haven't had a good rest.
Chen Qinian leaned on the back of the car seat and watched You Bei drive silently. After watching for a while, he saw You Bei suddenly pull the car to the side of the road and stop, and turned his head to meet him.
Then, You Bei leaned over and came towards him.
Chen Qinian closed his eyes very proactively.
You Bei froze for a few seconds: "..."
He wanted to touch Chen Qinian's forehead, because he seriously doubted whether Chen Qinian's mind was confused due to his physical discomfort because he didn't eat well and didn't sleep well.
But he didn't do that in the end, he just pulled off his seat belt and fastened it on Chen Qinian, then sat back, drove the car back to the road, and concentrated on driving without looking sideways.
Chen Qinian quietly opened one eye to look at You Bei's handsome side face, his face was hot, but he insisted on finishing his lines: "You think I talk too much, you can shut my mouth."
"..." You Bei was silent for a while, and said unbearably, "It's almost time, third year of high school. Don't read those messy novels, or TV dramas."
Today's novels and TV shows will teach bad guys!
You Bei gritted his teeth and vented his anger.
"I didn't watch it." Chen Qinian muttered.
You Bei resolutely stopped talking to him.
Chen Qinian saw that he didn't speak any more, so he leaned on the back of the chair and continued to look at his side face in a daze.Looking at it, Chen Qinian fell into a drowsy sleep.
You Bei parked the car on the parking space near his home, and turned his head to look at Chen Qinian who was sleeping soundly with his eyes closed.
He hesitated.
Chen Qinian slept soundly, he didn't want to wake him up.
But near home, if he carried Chen Qinian back home and was seen by neighbors or Chen Qinian's family members, how would he explain it?Even if two people have been very close since they were young, such a behavior would be suspicious, right?
Then—then wait for Chen Qinian to wake up.
You Bei made this decision, tucked Chen Qinian's coat over his body, and sent Jiang Yiliu a text message, asking him to inform Qiu Mang that he had something to do today, and we can talk about it another day.
After You Bei sent the text message, he put down his phone, and couldn't help but look at Chen Qinian who was at the side again.
His gaze wandered down from Chen Qinian's forehead, very greedy, nostalgic, and gentle, slowly and carefully looking at every part of Chen Qinian's face: eyebrows, eyes, eyelashes, nose, mouth...
You Bei's eyes finally fell on Chen Qinian's lips, and he didn't move away for a long time.
He swallowed a mouthful of saliva with difficulty, and his Adam's apple slid up and down a few times.
In the dream, it was sweet, sweeter than anything You Bei had ever eaten.
You Bei stared at it for a long time, and gradually leaned over like a ghost, and stopped within a few centimeters of Chen Qinian's face, holding his breath, nervously observing whether Chen Qinian would suddenly wake up.
Chen Qinian's breathing was still very steady.
You Bei was slightly relieved, but his heart beat faster.
At such a close distance, he could hardly focus.
He could only rely on smell, smelling the fragrance emanating from Chen Qinian's skin.
Heart beat faster.
You Bei felt that he would suffocate.
Just a kiss, just a kiss, a little kiss.
You Bei told himself so.
But another voice said: You can't do this, don't touch Chen Qinian, you won't just kiss him, you will do more uncontrollable things.
But you can't do it.
Because that was Chen Qinian, and you were just wandering north.
The only thing you can do for him is to control yourself and not dirty him.
The author has something to say: Scheming Chen Qinian: Do you want to kiss or not?It's hard to pretend to sleep, my eyelids want to tremble.
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