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March 2016, City G.

Xu Nian dreamed about the day when she met Gu Rong for the first time - she was nineteen at the time, just a freshman, and she attended a birthday swimsuit party held by her roommate Shen Wan in the Nanshan Villa. I don't know, I can only sit by the pool and watch.

The party was very lively, from the afternoon to the dark, she swam twice in the pool, but was hit by someone when she was about to go ashore, she staggered and fell into the water, after falling into the water, she was not like the TV show, she could struggle Standing up abruptly, there seemed to be an invisible wall pressing down on her body, her mind was blank, and her hands were scratching vigorously.

At this moment, her waist tightened suddenly, and a force pulled her up. She subconsciously hugged the man, and her body was tightly pressed against him.

That person was Gu Rong, and she took her to the pool.

The shock was still there, but Xu Nian didn't dare to let go. Instead, she hugged her tighter and tighter, like vines climbing a wall. She was afraid that she would die if she let go. Slowly, when she calmed down, she first I felt two groups of soft, firm and smooth long legs, and the powerful forearm around the waist...

At the age of 19, which is sensitive and restless, a small movement can induce the crazy secretion of hormones and dopamine, making inadvertent become indelible, deeply rooted in the bottom of my heart, adding a strong touch to youth.

This stroke was so powerful that it failed to fade after a year, but became more and more gorgeous, dormant restlessly, and urgently needed to break through the shackles.

The dream gradually became absurd and uncontrollable. The white and soft bed was entwined with warmth and moistness. The tide was flooding unceasingly, and the dryness spread everywhere, gradually swallowing up the reason bit by bit, and pulling the two into the abyss of sinking .

The wildfire jumped on the skin, from the red lips to the white neck, and then down, towards the taboo, the fire became bigger and bigger, and the two of them were about to be swallowed completely... Deep in the love, the red and yellow tongue suddenly Jumping fiercely, rushing straight to the top of the head, Xu Nian couldn't see the other person's face clearly, only vaguely saw the faint mole on Gu Rong's earlobe.

……

Then she woke up.

Her whole body was thin and sticky with sweat, her palms were sweaty, and the bed was full of heat. She felt sticky and uncomfortable, probably because she hadn't escaped from her dream, and she just stared blankly at the yellow and old wooden ceiling.

I forgot to close the window before going to bed last night, the warm wind blows in, the books on the table rattle and flip, two withered magnolias hang limply on the edge of the window sill, the old-fashioned wall clock points to 07:30, the sun just climbed up The blue sky.

This Saturday, there is no need for class, Xu Nian waited for a long time, and finally sat up, the scene in the dream just now was blurred, but the feeling of soaking into the bones lingered for a long time, perhaps because of shame, she squeezed her teeth tightly. Lips frowned, revealing a look of self-loathing, and at the same time, the tips of the ears were quietly stained crimson.

After all, I'm only 20 years old, and I can't let go of some things after all, which is normal.

After she calmed down, she casually found a light gray sportswear and went to the bathroom to take a shower. She only wore a pure white tight-fitting short vest and underwear of the same color to sleep. The girl in her prime was already fully developed, with a slender waist and long arms and legs. The curves of the figure are uneven, the two curves of the chest are full and round, the whole body is full of vigor and vitality, and there is a little bit of maturity.

The water temperature was a bit high, and it took a long time to adjust it to the right temperature. She raised her head to face the water and flushed her face, then wiped it carelessly, barely shaking off her charming thoughts. The hot water slid down her smooth back and flowed to the drain. I turned around at the sink, washed briefly for a few minutes, dried my body, put on my clothes and pants, tidied up, and went downstairs to make breakfast.

She is the only one living in this old red brick house, the surroundings are empty, the furniture and decoration are very old-fashioned, very 90s decoration style, solid wood square table, bare wires on the wall, each room is simple A single incandescent lamp, the kitchen is next to the living room, facing the courtyard dam, the inside is quite spacious and clean, a [-]-meter-high courtyard wall is built around the courtyard dam, two magnolia trees are planted near the house, and the left and right of the wall are low In the center of the yard is a tall jujube tree, and on the other side of the gate, the luxuriant crimson bougainvillea is in full bloom, a small part of the branches climb over the wall, and clusters of flowers hang down the brown branches in the yard. above the wall.

The house was left to Xu Nian by her grandmother two years ago.

Xu's parents divorced more than ten years ago. Xu's father dumped Xu Nian to Xu's mother on the condition that he would leave the house. Xu's mother dumped her to her own mother. The couple remarried within a year Xu Nian seldom had contact with them, so he was not familiar with them, but because he was used to being taken care of by his grandmother, he didn't feel sad.

Xu's mother, who has a new family, can't afford to take care of Xu Nian too much. She comes here once in a while, makes phone calls, and pays some living expenses every month, three hundred for a few years, five hundred for a few years, and this amount is still the same until Xu Nian goes to university. .

Grandma knew Xu's mother too well, and was too worried about Xu Nian, so when she was dying, she left all the property under her name to her granddaughter, not even giving it to her. It just means that she no longer has such "concern" with this daughter who is not close to her.

Half a year ago, she had a conversation with Xu Nian.

"Your uncle had an operation in the first half of the year, and your younger siblings are about to enter junior high school. Anian, can you be considerate of your mother?"

Xu Nian could guess what was going to happen next, and he didn't say a word from the beginning to the end.

"Didn't your grandma leave you [-] yuan..." She hesitated, her eyes dodged and she didn't dare to look up, maybe she felt embarrassed and guilty, and she didn't want to continue after saying this sentence. She always looks at men very badly. I picked up a piece of garbage, and then found someone who was a softie. I lived for most of my life but failed to show any color and transparency.

Seeing this appearance and hearing these words, Xu Nian felt a little uncomfortable, but only a little.

"Understood." She answered more decisively than Xu's mother, without complaining, without getting angry, and even without any ups and downs in her tone, like a real stranger.

However, the mother and daughter are indeed strangers. When grandma was alive, she could barely communicate with each other. After grandma was gone, this weak relationship was buried in the loess. no big deal.Life still has to go on, Xu Nian can't put a knife on her neck to force her, or do some useless behavior, she needs to plan for the future.

5 yuan is more than enough to persist until graduation, but if she wants to go to graduate school, it seems to be less. Apart from scholarships and part-time jobs, she thought of renting out a house, but renting out a house is not as easy as she imagined, and the rental news on the Internet did not splash any water , this area is located at the border of the old city, with inconvenient transportation, and its development lags far behind the other three districts. In addition, the rental requirements are relatively high - 2000 yuan a month, minimum rent of half a year, one deposit and one payment, shared with the owner, It is not surprising that no one cares.

The old city is the closest to the suburbs, and the rent generally ranges from several hundred to one thousand, and is generally rented out by a single room, and it is rare to rent out an entire house.

After making breakfast, she checked her mobile phone while eating, but still no one asked. She hesitated whether to lower the rent, tangled for a long time, and decided to wait and see for another two days.

It's been a cold spring recently, the temperature rises quickly during the day, but it's cold in the morning and evening, after eating, washing the dishes and cleaning up, Xu Nian puts on a fleece jacket and goes out by bicycle to the west district to be a tutor.

The streets in the old city are dilapidated, but the sanitation work is done well. This year, City G will apply for the title of "National Civilized City" from the higher authorities. It is delivered one by one.

Go through the winding and cramped alleys, ride along Yanfeng Avenue for 10 minutes, then turn left and enter the piled residential buildings, and you will come out to the bustling and prosperous West District, where there are many high-rise buildings, which contrast sharply with the old city behind.

The tutoring place is at the end of Chenghe Street, a white-collar gathering area. Xu Nian speeded up and arrived outside the community at [-]:[-], parked the car, greeted the guard and went in.

The tutoring starts at 09:30, and one class lasts for two hours, 50 yuan per hour. When she got downstairs, she was about to call her parents to ask them to come down and open the door, but they called first.

The other party's family went on a trip, and they forgot to inform her in a hurry when they left. They only remembered this when the car drove out of G city. After taking the money, Xu Nian in turn comforted the parents and was happy to be at ease.

After hanging up the phone, she slowly walked outside, thinking about what to buy on the way back, when she just walked out of the community, her phone rang.

Shen Wan called.

connected.The other person spoke first: "What are you doing, you haven't responded to your message, and you've gone to tutor?"

Xu Nian squatted down to unlock the phone with his head between his hands: "Well, but they are out on a trip, and there is no class this week."

There were two oohs over there: "By the way, has your house been rented out?"

"Not yet," Xu Nian said, "Maybe the price has been set high, wait a couple of days to see if it should be lowered appropriately."

Shen Wan was silent for a while, and said, "My aunt has returned to China and plans to rest in China for half a year."

Xu Nian was stunned for a moment.

"I'll stay in City G for the time being. She's been looking for a house recently, but she can't find one she's satisfied with. The suburbs are far away and the downtown area is busy. Isn't your house quite unique? I'll recommend it to her. You have a If you are free, she will come to see the house in the afternoon, I am in city B now, I sent you the phone number on WeChat, you can contact her yourself."

Xu Nian stood up, raised his hand to hold the phone, wanted to say something, but swallowed it again.

It was Shen Wan who explained deliberately, taking care of her self-esteem: "I don't know anyone, my aunt lives with you and my family is at ease, it's not like you don't know my aunt, she doesn't like to live at home and doesn't buy a house, she often runs around. My grandfather can’t come, there’s no way.”

Xu Nian hesitated, not knowing how to reply.

"Okay, that's the deal, you go home early and pack up, I have something to do here, so hang up first." After finishing speaking, Zhen immediately hung up.

Xu Nian stood still for a while, and then swiped the screen to open WeChat. She hesitated for a long time looking at the string of numbers, copied, added friends, sent requests, then put the phone in her pocket, and left Chenghe Street by bicycle.

Shen Wan's aunt is Gu Rong.