Yan Zhi clutched the window sill tightly, the ghost knew what mood he was in just now, the roar just now made his emotions not calm down.

Seeing Mr. Yang bursting into tears when he turned his head towards him, his heart seemed to be severely twisted, and his sore eyes were swollen.

He didn't know how the personality conflict would hurt Yang Chenchen, but he didn't want to see the current state.If he was a step late, would his hand hit it, and relieve the pain by venting.

Fortunately, Yang Chenchen was still able to stop.

"Where did it hit?" he asked.

He turned on the light on the balcony, so that it could more or less shine into the room. He looked at Yang Chenchen, who was kneeling in front of the full-length mirror, his face was full of tears, and his eyes were red and bloodshot. Make a big man cry like this.

Although he didn't see how Yang Chenchen was struggling with his own personality, the noise was loud, and it was obvious that he was relieving his mental pain by bumping into it.

"I'm fine." Yang Chenchen twitched his lips and tried to look good: "Why are you here? Did I wake you up?"

He could still feel the pain coming from his head one after another. It wasn't a dream just now, but this time he could feel their existence more clearly. If it wasn't for his good looks, he might have collapsed again.

But he didn't want Yan Zhi to know, he didn't want Yan Zhi to be frightened by him, and he didn't want Yan Zhi to know that he was sick. There were many people living in his mind.

"Does it hurt?" Yan Zhi asked again.

"I don't hurt."

"Just say it hurts. I'm your boyfriend. Why don't you say it? Then who else do you have to tell? Why do you have to endure it?" Yan Zhi stood outside the window and yelled at people. He didn't understand why he didn't say it when he felt uncomfortable. , even if you are afraid of hurting yourself, but at least you can help and do something.

He just doesn't want Yang Chenchen to keep everything in his heart. He really hopes that Mr. Yang in this world can be more brave, and if he realizes that he has a mental problem, tell him. He will definitely not stand idly by.

If there is no Lin Luo in this world, what he wants to save is to make Yang Chenchen look directly at his own problems?

Yang Chenchen was taken aback by Yan Zhi's yelling, and seeing Yan Zhi was very angry, as if he was about to jump in and beat himself in the next second.Facing the good-looking eyes, some people's eyes are a little flooded.

——If it hurts, just say it hurts, why don’t you say I’m your boyfriend, then who do you have to tell, why bear it?

Is the beauty because he cried?Do you feel sorry for yourself?

These words seemed to soothe his discomfort just now, and he tried his best to pull out a smile to make himself look better:

"Beauty, I don't hurt, really."

Yan Zhi knows that this guy must be duplicity, and he can laugh while crying, thinking that he is showing off.He didn't argue with others about this issue anymore, he had to ask where the key was.

"Where did you lose your key?"

Yang Chenchen shook his head: "I don't know, I forgot." He had already lost the key when he felt something was wrong tonight, but he forgot where he threw it.

"Stupid." Yan Zhi put his hands on the edge of the window sill and jumped into the room.

Yang Chenchen was so frightened that he got up immediately. Fortunately, the room was small, so he could just hug Yan Zhi when he rushed over.

Yan Zhi was taken aback by his actions, and was almost knocked down by someone, and then he saw someone hugging his legs and said angrily: "Your brain is flooded, right? I'll jump off and you'll do it again." What!"

Then he knelt down and held up Yang Chenchen's face to see if he was hurt, but when he touched the tears, he didn't know what this man did to him just now, crying like that.

"I'm afraid you'll fall." Yang Chenchen hugged him tightly: "You see me like this again, don't be afraid."

Yan Zhi used his sleeve to wipe the tears on the face of the person, and there may be snot, a little disgusted:

"It's not embarrassing for an old man to cry like this."

Even though Yan Zhi's tone was not very good, it made Yang Chenchen's mood gradually calm down. He wiped his tears and snot while looking at Yan Zhi fiercely, and his eyes were red when he saw people, which was a bit unpleasant.

"Scared you?"

Yan Zhi saw the redness and swelling on Yang Chenchen's forehead, and thought that this guy must have hit the floor just now, the fire in his heart could not be extinguished:

"It's scary if you lock yourself in, okay? I'm really afraid of you. Even if you sleepwalk, you can't hurt yourself."

The forehead is swollen and scary.

He got up to turn on the light, to see if he was still hurt.At the same time, I'm also glad that he ran fast, otherwise this guy would have punched the mirror just now, and he was terrified.

"Don't go!" Yang Chenchen hugged the man tightly into his arms, and hugged the man face to face with his legs pinching Yan Zhi's waist: "Don't go!"

"...I'm just going to turn on a light."

"Don't go, I'm afraid."

"What are you afraid of? I'm here." Yan Zhi felt Yang Chenchen trembling, and leaned his head on his shoulder and patted him lightly.

It's all good anyway, I breathed a sigh of relief.

It's fine without the gore.

"Did you hear anything just now?" Yang Chenchen put Yan Zhi on his lap, then rested his head on Yan Zhi's chest and asked sullenly.

"Hear yourself talking to yourself."

Yang Chenchen raised his head nervously: "Did you hear that! What did I say!"

"Did you sleepwalk just now?" Yan Zhi was a little curious about what kind of state Mr. Yang would be in just now, he didn't understand personality conflicts.

"I like to call it sleepwalking."

"why?"

"Because this word is still gentle, but it is not, it is an abyss. It will trap me in a dream, like being locked in a cage, I can't go, there are many people outside looking at me, and I will also Condemning the wrong things I have done, trying to put me in the spotlight and magnify my mistakes infinitely, I feel ashamed."

"Who condemned you?" Yan Zhi squeezed his shoulders to try to relax.

There are personality conflicts in this world, which means that they may also appear in the future world. This is a beginning.

The main personality and sub-personality began to have contact.

"Someone just like me."

"When did it start?" Yan Zhi felt that it was necessary to ask the question since when did it start, because patients with mental illness are usually diseases induced by huge stimulation.

So was Yang Chenchen talking to those personalities just now?

Maybe he can find something here, such as how to eliminate this personality.

Yang Chenchen felt very safe holding Yan Zhi. From the moment Yan Zhi appeared outside the window, he felt that he was saved, and there was no sound in his mind.

Yan Zhi asked him when it started, and smiled sadly: "It started when I was in the orphanage. Didn't I tell you that I have been with an old woman all the time, that is her."

"What did she do?"

"It made me crazy, not only that, I was just as crazy as her." Yang Chenchen still can't forget that the old lady was not role-playing with him, but had a split personality.

He thought it was a nice story, and thought the old lady played it really well, but he didn't know that this was the beginning of a nightmare, which finally dragged him into the abyss.

Yan Zhi's heart skipped a beat, he lifted Yang Chenchen's shoulders for people to look at him: "No, you're not crazy, you're just troubled."

It seems that the struggle with personality just now has caused people to have a bad psychology, and they must not collapse.

"I think I'm really crazy, you know why I think I'm crazy, because I feel like I'm doing a lot of things that I want to do but haven't done. How did I go to high school when I was in an orphanage , How could I have been a pastry chef, how could I have studied Peking Opera, it is impossible."

Yan Zhi: "..." Damn, this is amazing, it seems that everyone knows what happened before, does this mean that the personality Yang Chenchen who was with him before knows each other?

"I think it's a dream, but recently they appear more and more frequently, because of your appearance they come again."

"Again?" Yan Zhi noticed the word "again": "Has it appeared before?"

Why haven't I heard about it from other Mr. Yang before, or is this the case since Yang Chenchen?

"There they were, when I saw the little boy knocking on the glass outside the window."

When Yan Zhi heard the boy knocking on the glass, he became confused again. Seriously, has he ever met Mr. Yang? Is there a possibility that he has met Mr. Yang.

But now is not the time for him to worry about this, the main thing is to calm Yang Chenchen's emotions.

"So are they gone now?"

"Well, they disappeared, they will disappear when you come."

"why?"

"Because they're afraid of scaring you." Yang Chenchen said softly, holding his face in his arms, "I was really going crazy just now, but luckily you showed up, you don't know that feeling, it's like a group of people are pulling your nerves, no Stopping and dragging with condemnation."

"What did they say about you?"

"They said I bullied you."

Yan Zhi frowned: "Do they have names?"

"They have names." Mentioning this Yang Chenchen raised his head and looked at his appearance, he was very scared and said, "Don't you think it's scary? They all have names."

"Tell me one, let me listen and see if I recognize you."

"Yang Chen."

When Yan Zhi heard this familiar name, his heart suddenly ignited a fire, hehe said: "Ah, Yang Chen, the name is a villain, I don't know it."

Hammer Yang Chen's head off! !

"Why are you so angry?" Yang Chenchen asked suspiciously.

"This name makes people very angry." Yan Zhi was furious when he thought of what happened in that world: "Your name is Yang Chenchen, and one more minister is different."

"Then what do you think of me?"

Yan Zhi lowered his head and met Yang Chenchen's expectant eyes. He cried because of it just now. His eyes were moist and looked quite cute:

"Although you sometimes have a bad temper, it's good to say what you have to say, and you should be like this in the future. Don't hold it in your heart."

He would rather Mr. Yang speak out than hold it in his heart to compete with himself.

"Then I'm fine, right?"

"Well, good." Yan Zhi patted Yang Chenchen's head: "So you don't have to be afraid of other people comparing you, they can't compare with you, you must be better than them."

Compared with the previous three worlds, Yang Chenchen is indeed the cutest.

"Do you think I'm mentally ill?"

"You have no problem." Yan Zhi slowed down his tone and comforted: "You have to believe that you have no problem, and you are not afraid of anything. Only in this way will troubles come to you. Also, am I here, you What are you afraid of?"

Yang Chenchen's nose was sore, he raised his head and kissed his face, and then said: "I will do better than them, I will not make you cry, and I will not abandon you."

Yan Zhi lowered her head to rest on his forehead, and looked at Yang Chenchen's own reflection in his eyes close at hand:

"You will get better and better, you have to be fearless, because I am behind you, you know?"

Whether it is hell or abyss, no matter what kind of pain Mr. Yang has suffered to stimulate so many split personalities, he will help.

"Okay." Yang Chenchen leaned forward and kissed him again, but left quickly because he was afraid of being beaten by his appearance.

Seeing the situation, the appearance pulled the person back and kissed enough.

The moonlight shrouded the two sitting on the floor, and Yan Zhi sat on Mr. Yang's body, holding Mr. Yang's face condescendingly and kissing.

The kiss without any lust is gentle, soothing, as soft as the moonlight.

They have been in the virtual world for a long time, and more and more personalities appear, some are bad and some are good, but they are all changing because of the existence of one person.

Appearance has become an indelible existence in Mr. Yang's heart that he wants to cherish, so everything will get better and better.

Eliminate the bad side of personality and wake up the main personality, Mr. Yang.

"So Yang Chenchen, you have to learn to live well. There is not only negativity in the world. Opposite negativity, there is also optimism. Even if you have been hurt before, it is already in the past. If you are still obsessed with going back, you will only fall into Land of Chaos. This time you performed well, please keep it up."

Yang Chenchen couldn't understand what Yan Zhi said, but he knew that Yan Zhi was encouraging him, no matter what Yan Zhi meant, he knew that he should really go out.

The most important thing is to live and live with good looks.

He heard a 'chi' in his head, but it wasn't disdain, it was submission.

So he's going to keep making them submit to himself and do better.

— I won again.

He won again, like last time, but this time he thought he could keep winning.

"I'll get out."

Mr. Yang is in very good condition recently, not only in creation but also in life.

The reborn cheerfulness makes the whole person brighter, and the paintings he creates make people feel infinite hope. His unique painting style quickly made him popular in the gallery.

As long as a painting by Yang Chenchen is hung in the gallery, it can be bought in a very short time, so the boss gave Yang Chenchen enough time to sort out the paintings on display in the exhibition.

Just in this art exhibition, this once bleak star in the art world shines again.

Yang Chenchen's paintings were once again affirmed.

Yan Zhi was dumbfounded when he heard that all the paintings exhibited by Yang Chenchen were sold out, and they sold for a large sum.

"This is my savings card." Yang Chenchen gave all the money he received to Yan Zhi: "Here you are."

"It's all sold out, the real ones are fake!"

Yang Chenchen smiled when he saw people's disbelief, "Really, they're all sold out, thirty pieces."

He painted a lot of content in these [-] paintings. After that night, he felt as if his brain had suddenly opened up. He could not draw so frequently because of his appearance, because this person was by his side.But he can create in the space where the beauty is located, and the fields and lakesides they go to can make his inspiration burst.

There is also an oil painting of Yan Zhi standing outside the window, this time there is a positive one.

It was hung in the most obvious position in the gallery without being sold, and he did not hide it anymore, because he wanted everyone to see who the person who pulled him out of the abyss was.

Yan Zhi took the bank card tremblingly, as if feeling the weight inside, he looked at the person and gave a thumbs up: "Comrade, well done, you really did not disappoint me, let's go eat delicious food tonight !"

"Yes, but you can't eat tomatoes." Yang Chenchen sat beside Yan Zhi and hugged him sideways.

"I've endured it for so long and you still won't let me eat it?!" He stared at him dissatisfied with his appearance.

"The doctor said you'd better not eat it, it's not good for your blood."

"I said it's best to eat properly, at least you let me take a bite, that's fine!!!!" Yan Zhi pushed the person away angrily.

If you want to know how long he has been hungry, why not just eat one!

Yang Chenchen saw the man turned into anger from embarrassment, and scratched his nose in a funny way: "Then I'll give you a bite."

"What's left, don't waste it!"

"I eat."

"get out."

"Then I'll get into your heart."

"Speak less, great artist, if you don't speak, no one will regard you as dumb."

"Did I say something in your heart?"

"You can continue to slander." Yan Zhi kneaded Yang Chenchen's big face angrily, not polite at all.

Yang Chenchen was still in his willfulness, and then remembered one thing: "By the way, the doctor said that you can do some exercise appropriately. Let's go for a run starting tomorrow."

"Refused." Yan Zhi looked at the person with disdain: "What are you running for? Didn't you sleep well in the morning?"

What he hates the most is exercise, so let him get fat, it doesn't matter.

"Then how about we switch to swimming? The doctor said that swimming can exercise your body and is good for you."

"It's not that good, I can't even swim." Yan Zhi waved his hands in disgust and said, "Leave me alone."

"I can teach you."

Appearance: "...Isn't it good to draw your picture?"

"I have money now, don't worry."

Appearance: "..."

However, in the afternoon, Yan Zhi accidentally threw herself on the street in the bathroom, and her leg hit the bathroom steps. This time the swelling was much worse than the last time.

Yang Chenchen was so frightened that he rushed him to the hospital.

The author has something to say:

I also want to sail the boat for swimming.

By the way, Farewell My Concubine’s ship can’t be kept on Weibo for a long time. If it is discovered, I will be in trouble, so the cuties who haven’t had time to see it can private message Farewell My Concubine to take the Baiyun link. put it in.

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