Dagami is seriously ill [Quick Transmigration]
Chapter 135 [Give me a reason to forget 1
This is not a trivial matter. Once the school intervenes, it will become a major event, especially because of Yang Ruichen's behavior for no reason. After being beaten, he had to report to the school. In addition, Yan Zhi was seriously injured. Yang Ruichen was ordered not to live in the school again, and the demerit penalty has not been settled for the time being.
"You look good, does the wound still hurt? Would you like Auntie to call a nurse for you?"
"Your beauty, are you hungry? Would you like Auntie to buy you something to eat?"
"You look good, everything is boring, do you want Auntie to turn on the TV for you?"
"You look good..."
Yan Zhi looked at the luxurious hospital suite he was living in and found it very mysterious. Yang Ruichen, the orphan his grandson promised, had both parents overnight!Still have mines to inherit the kind!And Yang Ruichen didn't even tell him when he came back, and kept it from him!This man is really hopeless!
He lay in the hospital for a few days, and this beautiful aunt stayed with him for a few days, cooked him delicious food, and chatted with him. Of course, all he talked about was Yang Ruichen, talking about the things he did when he was a child, and also talking about Yang Ruichen's illness. question.
Speaking of this, he has a headache, not to mention Yang Ruichen's background, now Yang Ruichen's problem is the big one.
Yang Ruichen's situation was more serious than he had imagined, and now the disease was coming to him, just because he said a few words to his roommate, he beat him up, if it continued like this in the future, it would be over.
"Auntie, I'm not hungry." He doesn't have the appetite to eat now, his stomach hurts badly, but luckily his kidneys are fine QAQ.
Mrs. Yang looked at the young man lying on the bed, her face was still so pale that it made people feel distressed: "I'm sorry, little man, Ruichen didn't do it on purpose."
She also didn't expect Yang Ruichen to become like this. She thought that this multiple personality is at most different personalities, but now it doesn't seem to be the case.This child can be calm to everyone, but he can't control it when he sees his appearance. The current situation is indeed not suitable for staying in school, so as not to be stimulated and then conflict with other students.In addition, Yang Ruichen was unwilling to let the couple get close, so he couldn't take care of them in daily life.This time the school ordered Yang Ruichen not to stay at the school, so they could take him home.
Yan Zhi looked at the beautiful Yang Ruichen's mother beside him, but Yang Ruichen didn't know where to go, and was inexplicably depressed.
This time it is rare to enjoy the high-level treatment of a single ward. There is no old man who always irritates him, and there is a beautiful aunt who is here to accompany him. However, Yang Ruichen's shrunken tortoise was here yesterday with red eyes. I accompanied him today but I didn't see anyone.
Feeling very uncomfortable, I suddenly thought of what the old man next to the bed said last time.
What kind of family affection is like walking on thin water.
"I know he didn't do it on purpose, I'm just worried that he will take advantage of it." Yan Zhi looked at the ceiling and sighed: "I didn't blame him."
No matter how much he wanted to blame Yang Ruichen, the most he could do was give him a beating, otherwise what else could he do, Yang Ruichen was his family, so he couldn't just leave him alone.
Mrs. Yang seemed to be moved by the young man in front of her. She knew the existence of good looks and the meaning of good looks to her son in just a few days. It is the untouchable redemption in Yang Ruichen's heart.It was also because of things that hurt her appearance that her son came to chat with them, and she was willing to tell them the pain in her heart, so she came to be a lobbyist.
"You should be aware of Ruichen's current situation. Auntie is afraid that he will keep his thoughts in his heart. In addition, we finally found this child. It is inevitable that we will feel scared when we encounter such a situation. Auntie hopes you can help he."
"Then does he accept you now?" Yan Zhi is more curious about this point, after all, can his parents Yang Ruichen, who has not seen him for so many years, accept it?
Mrs. Yang's expression froze when she heard this, and she shook her head in discomfort: "This child's heart is too difficult to walk in."
"That's right." Yan Zhi looked at the ceiling thoughtfully: "I think he has no other friends except me since he was a child, and he is not interested in anything. He is so bored with an old man."
It's not that they are all interested, how can I say, at least he is one of them?
Because of Yang Ruichen's possessiveness like crazy, and now it's because his roommate made a little joke with him and made things like this, now it's all right, I really don't have to go back to school, it's too embarrassing.
"Ruichen treats you differently." Mrs. Yang sighed: "The Yang family finally found him as a single seedling, and they must bring them home, so I very much hope that you can help auntie with this. Busy, Auntie knows that something is wrong, but I can't help it, this child doesn't listen to anyone, but you."
Yan Zhi is stunned, want to take Yang Ruichen away?
"Auntie, do you want to take Yang Ruichen away?"
What will he do?
Mrs. Yang looked at the surprise on Yan Zhi's face and naturally understood what he was thinking: "Don't worry, Auntie will pick you up together. After all, your grandparents have taken care of Ruichen for so long. We are very grateful. You Don't worry, we are behind you."
"Where is that going?"
"Go north."
Yang Ruichen's mother's words were still spinning in Yan Zhi's mind after she left. Do you want to leave here and go to the north?
He sighed and felt a little irritable. He didn't want to leave this place at all. Of course, he didn't think about it now. Yang Ruichen's problem hadn't been resolved yet.
I turned my head and wanted to change my posture, but when I turned my head, I found a figure walking around under the door of the ward, because I could only lie on my side, I just put my hands under my face and looked at the direction of the door without moving up.
Oh, it turned out to be a turtle at the door.
Then he would like to see how long the guy at the door can hold back before coming in.
He hasn't given him a formal statement since he finished the operation. He should have figured it out now. Isn't it enough for Yang Ruichen to understand something because he was injured?
In the end, he was really dumbfounded, and he just watched the figure hovering at the door, sometimes standing and sometimes walking around, but he didn't come in, hesitation almost slipped into the ward from under the door and he didn't come in.
Yan Zhi couldn't bear it anymore, and finally let out a pitiful cry:
"It hurts, is there anyone..."
Why don't you come in like this?
The door was pushed open abruptly, and it turned out to be Yang Ruichen, that shrinking turtle.
"Where does it hurt? Do you want me to call the nurse?" Yang Ruichen hurriedly opened the door and walked to Yanzhi's bedside when he heard the sound, but when he walked into Yanzhi's bedside, he was expressionless to Yanzhi's face and didn't say anything. It didn't have the weakness shown in the voice just now, but it looked like it was about to start to settle accounts.
When his expression froze, he knew it was because of his appearance.
"I just came in, aren't you dizzy from shaking outside?"
"You saw it." Yang Ruichen was silent for a while before speaking.
His face was so speechless that he really wanted to punch this man's head off: "Can such an adult still not see it? Do you think I'm blind? What are you doing standing outside?"
Yang Ruichen knew that Yan Zhi hadn't been sleeping well these days, so he didn't dare to show up all the time for fear of Yan Zhi's anger, so he sat silently on the chair beside Yan Zhi's bed and said:
"I'm afraid you're in a bad mood, so I dare not come in. Does the wound hurt?"
His eyes fell on Yan Zhi's abdomen, as if he could feel the pain of bleeding through his clothes, his heart hurts so much, Yan Zhi must have hurt more than him.He bent down to twist the corner of the quilt for someone, and held on to the corner of the quilt without letting go.
"I'm in a bad mood if you don't come in. Don't you know that I'm bored staying here? It doesn't hurt much now." Yan Zhi looked at Yang Ruichen who was close at hand, and clasped his neck with one hand to make people face each other My own eyes: "I ask you, did I put pressure on you?"
Yang Ruichen was a little surprised by Yan Zhi's actions, but he didn't refuse, but felt a little happy in his heart, because he likes Yan Zhi to be close to him: "What pressure?"
As he spoke, he held Yan Zhi's hand and turned his head to kiss the back of the person's hand.
Appearance: ...
Silently withdrew his hand, coughed and said: "I said that I like you too, did it put pressure on you, otherwise why did you stare at me more closely after that, you see Zhang Zijun I was hurt, and have you apologized to anyone?"
"Well, I'm sorry, I was wrong." Yang Ruichen sat on the chair beside Yan Zhi's bed, stretched out his hand to hold Yan Zhi's hand and continued: "It's actually not pressure, it's my fault for not controlling myself, I think my jealousy is no longer I'm alone, but it's a reaction of so many people in my body. I don't like people touching you, and they don't like it. So when I see someone close to you or even slightly close to you, I can't stand it. I know this It's not right, but I can't help it, sorry for hurting you."
He knows that his problems are getting more and more serious, but he really can't control them, because with his good looks in front of him, there will be uncontrollable things that will be discovered, and he also knows that as long as other people in his body don't leave him, such a situation will It's getting worse because he's jealous of those personalities.
He felt more and more regretful about his good-looking eyes. At that time, he promised his grandma to take good care of his good-looking, but in the end he hurt his good-looking.It seemed that his coming back this time was not as easy as he had imagined. He thought he would be able to solve it, but he didn't expect that he would fall into another whirlpool.
"Didn't I say that I won't leave, so don't be afraid, the more you are afraid that they will get closer to you, you will be irritated by them." Yan Zhi didn't mean to scold Yang Ruichen anymore, he only wanted Yang Ruichen now It can be changed back to the way it was before, even if you don't talk much: "Brother, you agreed to protect me, not to hurt me. I really only have you in this world. Shouldn't you be stronger?"
He naturally hoped that Yang Ruichen would get better, and he would not leave because of Yang Ruichen's problems. He couldn't do without Yang Ruichen, because he really only had Yang Ruichen left in this world.
What's more, this person has different meanings to him. It's the elder brother who protected him and indulged him when he was young, and now it's Yang Ruichen who loves him. He doesn't want to leave.
Yang Ruichen's heart softened when he saw Yan Zhi's eyes, his beautiful eyes were full of grievances, yes, why did he let Yan Zhi feel wronged again.Looking at the cheeks that have lost a lot of face value, he took good care of them at first, and finally his face looked fleshy, and now it has thinned back.
All because of him.
"I'm sorry." He put his forehead on the back of Yan Zhi's hand and gradually tightened his hands, looking a little at a loss: "I shouldn't make you afraid, I should protect you."
He seemed to see himself standing in front of the operation again, looking at the dazzling red light that was always on. He was silent and did not speak, but his mentality had collapsed. He said that he would ask Yan Zhi for help when he came back, but it made Yan Zhi feel uncomfortable. Why? so.
He has been having nightmares for the past few nights, dreaming that they are blaming him for hurting his appearance and why he didn't protect his appearance.
The pent-up boredom in his chest can't find an outlet, he can only spin around in his chest, getting more and more swollen, the more he wants to vent, the more he can't find it, he's like a sphere hitting a wall forever but can't stop, unless he's stuck burst.Therefore, the more he is like this, the clearer Lin Luo's voice in his mind is, repeating the sentence that love is possession all the time.
He knew it was wrong, but there seemed to be no turning back.He couldn't bear to be approached by people with his good looks, especially in crowded places, and he had already tried his best to bear it.But they can't resist the personality charm of Yan Zhi, that is, many people like to be with Yan Zhi, he is jealous, he is jealous, he wants to hide his appearance, and he can't control himself at all.
"Anyway, you don't have a chance to go back to school, so you plan to stay with your parents or... what?" Yan Zhi touched Yang Ruichen's cheek with their hands.
"You can stay with me, let's go home, okay?" Yang Ruichen asked cautiously. He hoped that Yan Zhi could accompany him. Of course, he also had his own selfish intentions. How do the students in the dormitory fight.
The more I thought about it, the more I felt that it was impossible.
This guy knows it must be the case, this guy will definitely drag himself into the water: "It's impossible to go back to the town, and grandpa and grandma's home is a bit far from the school, why don't you go to your parents' house."
In fact, Yang Ruichen's current situation should be better if there are more people in the family, especially during the month when he was suspended from school, he can only go home at night, and Yang Ruichen always needs someone to watch him during the day.Even if it seems that Yang Ruichen may be okay now, who knows what this guy will do if no one is around, it's hard to say.
"As long as you accompany me, you can go anywhere." Yang Ruichen's eyes were filled with endless affection, and the strong expression of love did not look like an underage guy at all.
He looked away awkwardly, this would really make him feel embarrassed between the elders, but he didn't hate it, it was just because Yang Ruichen's expression was always so direct and very sophisticated, obviously neither of them had grown up yet, This guy is terribly mature.
"Then talk about your appearance, we live together, you can't leave me."
"Oh, I got it, I got it—"
……
I was caught off guard and was kissed again.
Yan Zhi immediately became angry, and raised his hand to cover Yang Ruichen's face: "Don't push yourself too hard, my wound is still hard evidence, you have a probation period with me!!"
Ya again and again.
"Okay." Yang Ruichen straightened up silently and didn't dare to make any small movements, but he still looked at Yan Zhi reluctantly in his eyes, and looked aggrieved.
Yan Zhi: "..." Why does he feel that he is always so soft-hearted, that he is the one who is being taken advantage of, and he feels pity for Yang Ruichen?
Don't turn your face away if you don't see it, you won't soften your heart if you don't see it.The psychiatrist also said that when you should be ruthless, you should be more ruthless. Yang Ruichen's problem must be solved.
"Yan Zhi, I like you."
Suddenly, I felt a burst of warmth in my ears, and this sentence came to my ears, and I was taken aback.
"I really, really like you."
Yang Ruichen clasped his hands on his knees, and looked at the side face of Yan Zhi's eyes gradually turning red. The fear in his heart deepened as he liked the face more and more. It was because the more he liked it, the more he was afraid of losing it. He felt that the whole world They will compete with him for his appearance, so he wants to drive away all the people who are close to his appearance.
"I like you so much that I'm scared..."
"What if one day I really lose you..."
The voice in the ear was hoarse and low, and the trembling voice seemed to be able to truly feel the fear.
When he said this, he seemed to be able to predict that if one day he really couldn't control his emotions, he would really leave Yan Zhi so angry, then he would really be completely finished.
This person is too important to him. His salvation is his sunshine. Without his good looks, he would not be where he is today. Maybe in ten years he will become a young eagle that has not yet learned to fly, fly out of the window, and then fall to the cliff to die in the abyss.
He is jealous of the people around Yan Zhi, and he doesn't want anyone to get close to Yan Zhi. This feeling is because he wants to possess it.He also knew that this was wrong, but when he saw such a scene, his jealousy became hot, and he lost control for a while and did something wrong.
What should I do now to make myself feel better, that is, leave school, leave crowded places, maybe he will feel better if he doesn't see anyone touching him.He doesn't want to hurt his appearance because of other reasons, he can't do this anymore.
Get it under control.
Yan Zhi's heart was shocked, he turned to look at Yang Ruichen, and saw this man's red eyes showing fear, he pulled Yang Ruichen's hand softly:
"No, what are you doing again? Didn't I tell you that I'm here? Don't always try to cause trouble for yourself. If I say I won't leave, I won't leave. Do you hear me?"
"Yan Zhi, if one day I really go crazy, you have to remember to go."
"what?"
"Because I like you so much, I am afraid that I will hurt you unintentionally. In order to prevent you from being hurt again, you remember to run away, you know?"
Yan Zhi met Yang Ruichen's eyes, those amber eyes were tightly covered by moisture, but the uneasiness revealed inside was clear.
"Don't talk nonsense, you won't be crazy." Swallowing his saliva and clenched Yang Ruichen's hand, this guy was thinking about something wildly again: "It's not as serious as you think, don't put pressure on yourself, I'll be right next to you You are always thinking about something around you, don't think about it."
Yang Ruichen twitched the corners of his lips, the curve of the corners of his lips was so bitter that everyone who watched felt stuffed and uncomfortable.
"I'm serious, if I'm crazy, you remember to run."
Maybe he will really break down in the end, but there is nothing wrong with his appearance, so he hopes that his appearance can be good, and then let go.
"Ah bah, you are not crazy, don't create pressure on yourself like this!"
"Yan Zhi, I like you so much, obviously I shouldn't hurt you at all, but I can't control my behavior recently, so I'm very afraid that I will hurt you unintentionally. I don't want to see you get hurt, I don't want to..." Yang Ruichen touched Yan Zhi's face uncomfortablely: "I really don't want to, I'm too scared."
Yan Zhi was silent for a while, and then said: "Yang Ruichen, did you know what regret is because you were cruel to you?"
After this sentence, neither of them spoke again.
He looked at Yang Ruichen's silent expression, and now he understands that Yang Ruichen is really a person who doesn't hit the south wall and doesn't look back.
It is a typical loss to know regret.
Obviously he is by your side, why is he unwilling to change.
How much pain would it take for Yang Ruichen to fully understand and feel the reality of his existence.
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"You look good, does the wound still hurt? Would you like Auntie to call a nurse for you?"
"Your beauty, are you hungry? Would you like Auntie to buy you something to eat?"
"You look good, everything is boring, do you want Auntie to turn on the TV for you?"
"You look good..."
Yan Zhi looked at the luxurious hospital suite he was living in and found it very mysterious. Yang Ruichen, the orphan his grandson promised, had both parents overnight!Still have mines to inherit the kind!And Yang Ruichen didn't even tell him when he came back, and kept it from him!This man is really hopeless!
He lay in the hospital for a few days, and this beautiful aunt stayed with him for a few days, cooked him delicious food, and chatted with him. Of course, all he talked about was Yang Ruichen, talking about the things he did when he was a child, and also talking about Yang Ruichen's illness. question.
Speaking of this, he has a headache, not to mention Yang Ruichen's background, now Yang Ruichen's problem is the big one.
Yang Ruichen's situation was more serious than he had imagined, and now the disease was coming to him, just because he said a few words to his roommate, he beat him up, if it continued like this in the future, it would be over.
"Auntie, I'm not hungry." He doesn't have the appetite to eat now, his stomach hurts badly, but luckily his kidneys are fine QAQ.
Mrs. Yang looked at the young man lying on the bed, her face was still so pale that it made people feel distressed: "I'm sorry, little man, Ruichen didn't do it on purpose."
She also didn't expect Yang Ruichen to become like this. She thought that this multiple personality is at most different personalities, but now it doesn't seem to be the case.This child can be calm to everyone, but he can't control it when he sees his appearance. The current situation is indeed not suitable for staying in school, so as not to be stimulated and then conflict with other students.In addition, Yang Ruichen was unwilling to let the couple get close, so he couldn't take care of them in daily life.This time the school ordered Yang Ruichen not to stay at the school, so they could take him home.
Yan Zhi looked at the beautiful Yang Ruichen's mother beside him, but Yang Ruichen didn't know where to go, and was inexplicably depressed.
This time it is rare to enjoy the high-level treatment of a single ward. There is no old man who always irritates him, and there is a beautiful aunt who is here to accompany him. However, Yang Ruichen's shrunken tortoise was here yesterday with red eyes. I accompanied him today but I didn't see anyone.
Feeling very uncomfortable, I suddenly thought of what the old man next to the bed said last time.
What kind of family affection is like walking on thin water.
"I know he didn't do it on purpose, I'm just worried that he will take advantage of it." Yan Zhi looked at the ceiling and sighed: "I didn't blame him."
No matter how much he wanted to blame Yang Ruichen, the most he could do was give him a beating, otherwise what else could he do, Yang Ruichen was his family, so he couldn't just leave him alone.
Mrs. Yang seemed to be moved by the young man in front of her. She knew the existence of good looks and the meaning of good looks to her son in just a few days. It is the untouchable redemption in Yang Ruichen's heart.It was also because of things that hurt her appearance that her son came to chat with them, and she was willing to tell them the pain in her heart, so she came to be a lobbyist.
"You should be aware of Ruichen's current situation. Auntie is afraid that he will keep his thoughts in his heart. In addition, we finally found this child. It is inevitable that we will feel scared when we encounter such a situation. Auntie hopes you can help he."
"Then does he accept you now?" Yan Zhi is more curious about this point, after all, can his parents Yang Ruichen, who has not seen him for so many years, accept it?
Mrs. Yang's expression froze when she heard this, and she shook her head in discomfort: "This child's heart is too difficult to walk in."
"That's right." Yan Zhi looked at the ceiling thoughtfully: "I think he has no other friends except me since he was a child, and he is not interested in anything. He is so bored with an old man."
It's not that they are all interested, how can I say, at least he is one of them?
Because of Yang Ruichen's possessiveness like crazy, and now it's because his roommate made a little joke with him and made things like this, now it's all right, I really don't have to go back to school, it's too embarrassing.
"Ruichen treats you differently." Mrs. Yang sighed: "The Yang family finally found him as a single seedling, and they must bring them home, so I very much hope that you can help auntie with this. Busy, Auntie knows that something is wrong, but I can't help it, this child doesn't listen to anyone, but you."
Yan Zhi is stunned, want to take Yang Ruichen away?
"Auntie, do you want to take Yang Ruichen away?"
What will he do?
Mrs. Yang looked at the surprise on Yan Zhi's face and naturally understood what he was thinking: "Don't worry, Auntie will pick you up together. After all, your grandparents have taken care of Ruichen for so long. We are very grateful. You Don't worry, we are behind you."
"Where is that going?"
"Go north."
Yang Ruichen's mother's words were still spinning in Yan Zhi's mind after she left. Do you want to leave here and go to the north?
He sighed and felt a little irritable. He didn't want to leave this place at all. Of course, he didn't think about it now. Yang Ruichen's problem hadn't been resolved yet.
I turned my head and wanted to change my posture, but when I turned my head, I found a figure walking around under the door of the ward, because I could only lie on my side, I just put my hands under my face and looked at the direction of the door without moving up.
Oh, it turned out to be a turtle at the door.
Then he would like to see how long the guy at the door can hold back before coming in.
He hasn't given him a formal statement since he finished the operation. He should have figured it out now. Isn't it enough for Yang Ruichen to understand something because he was injured?
In the end, he was really dumbfounded, and he just watched the figure hovering at the door, sometimes standing and sometimes walking around, but he didn't come in, hesitation almost slipped into the ward from under the door and he didn't come in.
Yan Zhi couldn't bear it anymore, and finally let out a pitiful cry:
"It hurts, is there anyone..."
Why don't you come in like this?
The door was pushed open abruptly, and it turned out to be Yang Ruichen, that shrinking turtle.
"Where does it hurt? Do you want me to call the nurse?" Yang Ruichen hurriedly opened the door and walked to Yanzhi's bedside when he heard the sound, but when he walked into Yanzhi's bedside, he was expressionless to Yanzhi's face and didn't say anything. It didn't have the weakness shown in the voice just now, but it looked like it was about to start to settle accounts.
When his expression froze, he knew it was because of his appearance.
"I just came in, aren't you dizzy from shaking outside?"
"You saw it." Yang Ruichen was silent for a while before speaking.
His face was so speechless that he really wanted to punch this man's head off: "Can such an adult still not see it? Do you think I'm blind? What are you doing standing outside?"
Yang Ruichen knew that Yan Zhi hadn't been sleeping well these days, so he didn't dare to show up all the time for fear of Yan Zhi's anger, so he sat silently on the chair beside Yan Zhi's bed and said:
"I'm afraid you're in a bad mood, so I dare not come in. Does the wound hurt?"
His eyes fell on Yan Zhi's abdomen, as if he could feel the pain of bleeding through his clothes, his heart hurts so much, Yan Zhi must have hurt more than him.He bent down to twist the corner of the quilt for someone, and held on to the corner of the quilt without letting go.
"I'm in a bad mood if you don't come in. Don't you know that I'm bored staying here? It doesn't hurt much now." Yan Zhi looked at Yang Ruichen who was close at hand, and clasped his neck with one hand to make people face each other My own eyes: "I ask you, did I put pressure on you?"
Yang Ruichen was a little surprised by Yan Zhi's actions, but he didn't refuse, but felt a little happy in his heart, because he likes Yan Zhi to be close to him: "What pressure?"
As he spoke, he held Yan Zhi's hand and turned his head to kiss the back of the person's hand.
Appearance: ...
Silently withdrew his hand, coughed and said: "I said that I like you too, did it put pressure on you, otherwise why did you stare at me more closely after that, you see Zhang Zijun I was hurt, and have you apologized to anyone?"
"Well, I'm sorry, I was wrong." Yang Ruichen sat on the chair beside Yan Zhi's bed, stretched out his hand to hold Yan Zhi's hand and continued: "It's actually not pressure, it's my fault for not controlling myself, I think my jealousy is no longer I'm alone, but it's a reaction of so many people in my body. I don't like people touching you, and they don't like it. So when I see someone close to you or even slightly close to you, I can't stand it. I know this It's not right, but I can't help it, sorry for hurting you."
He knows that his problems are getting more and more serious, but he really can't control them, because with his good looks in front of him, there will be uncontrollable things that will be discovered, and he also knows that as long as other people in his body don't leave him, such a situation will It's getting worse because he's jealous of those personalities.
He felt more and more regretful about his good-looking eyes. At that time, he promised his grandma to take good care of his good-looking, but in the end he hurt his good-looking.It seemed that his coming back this time was not as easy as he had imagined. He thought he would be able to solve it, but he didn't expect that he would fall into another whirlpool.
"Didn't I say that I won't leave, so don't be afraid, the more you are afraid that they will get closer to you, you will be irritated by them." Yan Zhi didn't mean to scold Yang Ruichen anymore, he only wanted Yang Ruichen now It can be changed back to the way it was before, even if you don't talk much: "Brother, you agreed to protect me, not to hurt me. I really only have you in this world. Shouldn't you be stronger?"
He naturally hoped that Yang Ruichen would get better, and he would not leave because of Yang Ruichen's problems. He couldn't do without Yang Ruichen, because he really only had Yang Ruichen left in this world.
What's more, this person has different meanings to him. It's the elder brother who protected him and indulged him when he was young, and now it's Yang Ruichen who loves him. He doesn't want to leave.
Yang Ruichen's heart softened when he saw Yan Zhi's eyes, his beautiful eyes were full of grievances, yes, why did he let Yan Zhi feel wronged again.Looking at the cheeks that have lost a lot of face value, he took good care of them at first, and finally his face looked fleshy, and now it has thinned back.
All because of him.
"I'm sorry." He put his forehead on the back of Yan Zhi's hand and gradually tightened his hands, looking a little at a loss: "I shouldn't make you afraid, I should protect you."
He seemed to see himself standing in front of the operation again, looking at the dazzling red light that was always on. He was silent and did not speak, but his mentality had collapsed. He said that he would ask Yan Zhi for help when he came back, but it made Yan Zhi feel uncomfortable. Why? so.
He has been having nightmares for the past few nights, dreaming that they are blaming him for hurting his appearance and why he didn't protect his appearance.
The pent-up boredom in his chest can't find an outlet, he can only spin around in his chest, getting more and more swollen, the more he wants to vent, the more he can't find it, he's like a sphere hitting a wall forever but can't stop, unless he's stuck burst.Therefore, the more he is like this, the clearer Lin Luo's voice in his mind is, repeating the sentence that love is possession all the time.
He knew it was wrong, but there seemed to be no turning back.He couldn't bear to be approached by people with his good looks, especially in crowded places, and he had already tried his best to bear it.But they can't resist the personality charm of Yan Zhi, that is, many people like to be with Yan Zhi, he is jealous, he is jealous, he wants to hide his appearance, and he can't control himself at all.
"Anyway, you don't have a chance to go back to school, so you plan to stay with your parents or... what?" Yan Zhi touched Yang Ruichen's cheek with their hands.
"You can stay with me, let's go home, okay?" Yang Ruichen asked cautiously. He hoped that Yan Zhi could accompany him. Of course, he also had his own selfish intentions. How do the students in the dormitory fight.
The more I thought about it, the more I felt that it was impossible.
This guy knows it must be the case, this guy will definitely drag himself into the water: "It's impossible to go back to the town, and grandpa and grandma's home is a bit far from the school, why don't you go to your parents' house."
In fact, Yang Ruichen's current situation should be better if there are more people in the family, especially during the month when he was suspended from school, he can only go home at night, and Yang Ruichen always needs someone to watch him during the day.Even if it seems that Yang Ruichen may be okay now, who knows what this guy will do if no one is around, it's hard to say.
"As long as you accompany me, you can go anywhere." Yang Ruichen's eyes were filled with endless affection, and the strong expression of love did not look like an underage guy at all.
He looked away awkwardly, this would really make him feel embarrassed between the elders, but he didn't hate it, it was just because Yang Ruichen's expression was always so direct and very sophisticated, obviously neither of them had grown up yet, This guy is terribly mature.
"Then talk about your appearance, we live together, you can't leave me."
"Oh, I got it, I got it—"
……
I was caught off guard and was kissed again.
Yan Zhi immediately became angry, and raised his hand to cover Yang Ruichen's face: "Don't push yourself too hard, my wound is still hard evidence, you have a probation period with me!!"
Ya again and again.
"Okay." Yang Ruichen straightened up silently and didn't dare to make any small movements, but he still looked at Yan Zhi reluctantly in his eyes, and looked aggrieved.
Yan Zhi: "..." Why does he feel that he is always so soft-hearted, that he is the one who is being taken advantage of, and he feels pity for Yang Ruichen?
Don't turn your face away if you don't see it, you won't soften your heart if you don't see it.The psychiatrist also said that when you should be ruthless, you should be more ruthless. Yang Ruichen's problem must be solved.
"Yan Zhi, I like you."
Suddenly, I felt a burst of warmth in my ears, and this sentence came to my ears, and I was taken aback.
"I really, really like you."
Yang Ruichen clasped his hands on his knees, and looked at the side face of Yan Zhi's eyes gradually turning red. The fear in his heart deepened as he liked the face more and more. It was because the more he liked it, the more he was afraid of losing it. He felt that the whole world They will compete with him for his appearance, so he wants to drive away all the people who are close to his appearance.
"I like you so much that I'm scared..."
"What if one day I really lose you..."
The voice in the ear was hoarse and low, and the trembling voice seemed to be able to truly feel the fear.
When he said this, he seemed to be able to predict that if one day he really couldn't control his emotions, he would really leave Yan Zhi so angry, then he would really be completely finished.
This person is too important to him. His salvation is his sunshine. Without his good looks, he would not be where he is today. Maybe in ten years he will become a young eagle that has not yet learned to fly, fly out of the window, and then fall to the cliff to die in the abyss.
He is jealous of the people around Yan Zhi, and he doesn't want anyone to get close to Yan Zhi. This feeling is because he wants to possess it.He also knew that this was wrong, but when he saw such a scene, his jealousy became hot, and he lost control for a while and did something wrong.
What should I do now to make myself feel better, that is, leave school, leave crowded places, maybe he will feel better if he doesn't see anyone touching him.He doesn't want to hurt his appearance because of other reasons, he can't do this anymore.
Get it under control.
Yan Zhi's heart was shocked, he turned to look at Yang Ruichen, and saw this man's red eyes showing fear, he pulled Yang Ruichen's hand softly:
"No, what are you doing again? Didn't I tell you that I'm here? Don't always try to cause trouble for yourself. If I say I won't leave, I won't leave. Do you hear me?"
"Yan Zhi, if one day I really go crazy, you have to remember to go."
"what?"
"Because I like you so much, I am afraid that I will hurt you unintentionally. In order to prevent you from being hurt again, you remember to run away, you know?"
Yan Zhi met Yang Ruichen's eyes, those amber eyes were tightly covered by moisture, but the uneasiness revealed inside was clear.
"Don't talk nonsense, you won't be crazy." Swallowing his saliva and clenched Yang Ruichen's hand, this guy was thinking about something wildly again: "It's not as serious as you think, don't put pressure on yourself, I'll be right next to you You are always thinking about something around you, don't think about it."
Yang Ruichen twitched the corners of his lips, the curve of the corners of his lips was so bitter that everyone who watched felt stuffed and uncomfortable.
"I'm serious, if I'm crazy, you remember to run."
Maybe he will really break down in the end, but there is nothing wrong with his appearance, so he hopes that his appearance can be good, and then let go.
"Ah bah, you are not crazy, don't create pressure on yourself like this!"
"Yan Zhi, I like you so much, obviously I shouldn't hurt you at all, but I can't control my behavior recently, so I'm very afraid that I will hurt you unintentionally. I don't want to see you get hurt, I don't want to..." Yang Ruichen touched Yan Zhi's face uncomfortablely: "I really don't want to, I'm too scared."
Yan Zhi was silent for a while, and then said: "Yang Ruichen, did you know what regret is because you were cruel to you?"
After this sentence, neither of them spoke again.
He looked at Yang Ruichen's silent expression, and now he understands that Yang Ruichen is really a person who doesn't hit the south wall and doesn't look back.
It is a typical loss to know regret.
Obviously he is by your side, why is he unwilling to change.
How much pain would it take for Yang Ruichen to fully understand and feel the reality of his existence.
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