Dagami is seriously ill [Quick Transmigration]

In a certain ward, I saw a young man in a hospital gown standing by the window, his originally indifferent eyes flashed a gleam of light for some unknown reason.

The corners of the lips are slightly raised.

"Did you think of something happy?"

Yang Ruichen turned his head to look at the gentle voice of the psychiatrist sitting not far away, and lowered his head with a smile:

"Well, I think of someone I like."

"What kind of person is that?"

The psychiatrist continued to wait patiently. She had been observing the child for half a month, and she found that the only way for Yang Ruichen to ease his emotions was to mention the person he liked, and when he mentioned it, he would become gentle A lot, and there will be no resistance.

The child has refused to receive treatment since the discovery of the illness, but at least she has found a breakthrough, which is the person Yang Ruichen said she likes.

Multiple personality disorder is undoubtedly a very difficult field. Each personality that appears has an independent consciousness, and the time of appearance is uncertain, and the personality is also uncertain. Although most of the time there is a master personality, but when the master personality consciousness is weak Other personalities will emerge.In particular, Yang Ruichen's situation is very special. His multiple personality disorder is because he once shared a room with a patient with multiple disorders.

Lin Luo is also a patient with multiple personality disorder. She once killed someone, but she was not sentenced because of mental illness and only came out after a few years in prison.This case has passed for many years, but it has left a deep impact on Lin Luo, that is, she killed the man she once loved, that is, Yang Ruichen's grandfather. In the end, the two separated because of the disparity in status, but Lin Luo held a grudge because of this. In his heart, he was crazy about love, and when he had a very extreme idea, he killed people, and finally took the young Yang Ruichen away.

Lin Luo's madness is not just that she cannot kill because of love, but the thoughts that came into her mind after killing. She has tried hypnotherapy for Yang Ruichen these days, but every time she would stop midway, because of her fierce resistance Hypnosis had to be discontinued.

But from Yang Ruichen's broken words, it can be known that every personality of this Lin Luo is a murderer, and every day there will be a different role for Yang Ruichen to perform the murder, because there is no way for the treatment to continue because of fear and struggle, but she just starts from the broken body. From the words, one could hear how frightened Yang Ruichen, who was still young at the time, would be.

This made the situation even more difficult, because Yang Ruichen would go to see Lin Luo who was in the next bed every day, and the resentment in his heart would make him lose control of his emotions, so no one of their meetings could calm down, including Lin Luo.Lin Luo is a person with a sense of conquest, she seems to be trying to get what she wants from Yang Ruichen, and Yang Ruichen will not let this person go.

In the end, both people will be stimulated by each other's suggestive words at the same time, and other personalities will come out at this time.

The scene got out of control very horribly, and it was because of Yang Ruichen's out of control for the first time that she took over the boy.

As for Lin Luo, the attending physician has already explained his physical condition, because there are not many days left to live to make people leave emotionally, so let her do her best to appease Yang Ruichen's emotions and try not to let him see Lin Luo.

So every day she was chatting with Yang Ruichen, trying to talk about some happy things with people, that is, slowly discovering the first personality.

He looked down at a person recorded in the notebook:

——Yang Rui, a personality very similar to the main character, aged 17, studying in the second year of high school.

This is the first personality she discovered in half a month. It was one morning, and what was strange was that they were still chatting about today's weather, but Yang Ruichen suddenly stood up and said that she was going out. She asked what she was doing, Yang Ruichen said that he was going to work part-time to earn money to support his sick mother at home.

That's why she asked your name, and the first personality appeared.

It's called Yang Rui, a personality very similar to the main character, although similar but much darker than Yang Ruichen's.

"The person I like is a boy who is sunny and cheerful and can smile every day, because I understand that being happy is such a simple thing. I run away now to prevent him from knowing what I am going to do. I feel that I am He is a terrible and terrible person. My heart has been rotten for a long time. I was afraid that this kind of self would scare him, so I chose to leave. I hope that I can be different when I go back, at least let go of my hatred for Lin Luo, become better."

Yang Ruichen looked at himself on the window and thought of his appearance, he hadn't seen him for a long time.However, he didn't expect everything to become like this, and he seemed to put himself in trouble.

"Why do you want to run away? Wouldn't it make you happier to have him by your side?"

Yang Ruichen shook his head: "I don't want him to know the existence of the old lady. He shouldn't know these things. I just want to make him happy."

"Then did you tell him what you originally wanted to do here?"

"I only said briefly that I was here to solve the previous problems, but I didn't explain what I was going to do." Yang Ruichen couldn't help but grabbed the window sill: "I don't want him to know that I'm here to torture the old lady, I want to watch her die, That's the only way I can feel safe around me. But..."

It was not as simple as he imagined, the old woman left too deep marks in his heart, even he planted himself in it.He still felt that Lin Luo was staring at him all the time, knowing that Lin Luo was lying on the hospital bed and it was impossible to get off, but he still felt that Lin Luo was staring at him.

Fear permeates him every day, and he can't let his appearance know.

The psychiatrist watched his uneasy emotions begin to appear, so he gently guided him: "Let's talk about something happy, do you plan to return to him after you solve it?"

"Well, we agreed to meet in high school in two months." Yang Ruichen thought of the agreement with Yan Zhi, which was obviously something worth looking forward to, but anxiety still lingered in his heart.

He can feel it himself. Ever since he lost control once in the old woman's ward that day, he found that something was wrong with him. Many times he forgot what he was doing in the last second, and he couldn't remember why he was here. This uncontrollable feeling made him lose his senses.

So when the psychiatrist appeared in front of him, he felt that he was finished, just like the time when he came out of the orphanage and went to the hospital when he was a child, he didn't want to admit such a fact.

He was ill, very ill.

So now I am even more afraid that I will not be able to go back, especially because there is still an old woman living next door, and the matter between him and her has not been resolved, and it is precisely because of this that he has an untie knot.So every day I worry about what to do with his agreement with Yan Zhi, and whether he will not be able to go back.

He wanted to go back, he wanted his appearance very much, very much, he had never missed someone so much, as if everything he saw in the ward would remind him of his appearance.

But he can't leave, because the matter between him and the old woman has not been resolved, and he is even more afraid of going out and hurting other people, what can he do.

He didn't know what to do with himself, he wanted to get better, but everything was developing in a bad direction uncontrollably.

"Ruichen, I know you are very confused now, and I also know that you hate the old lady who hurt you very much, but these will not be the decisive factors affecting your future. How to solve these things that have happened is up to you Expectations for the future, what kind of future do you want, what kind of person do you want to become. You have said before that you are here to solve the problem, but now you are in trouble before the problem is solved, you Did you forget that someone is waiting for you? Do you think he has been waiting for you?"

The street lights outside the inpatient department have been turned on, and a long road is illuminated by the street lights, which looks very much like his way home, as if the end is his home. When you look up, you will see the face on the window sill on the second floor facing He beckoned.

"Then what should I do."

He really wanted to look good, he really wanted to, as if the soreness in his chest was due to his lack of good looks, and even oxygen entering his body became unbearable.He really had enough of the days without good looks, but why is Lin Luo still not dead, why he just can't get out.

"Let's work together to get the bad stuff out, shall we?"

"I don't think I can forget it, I can only cover it up, let me forget what I can't forget." Hearing what the doctor said, Yang Ruichen's expression turned cold, and he turned his head to the wall, because the old woman was next door.

Every day he was looking forward to that person's death soon, why didn't he die, why was he still alive, it was this person who made him lose his face.

"You have to forget that your memory has capacity. You have to store good things, such as the person you like, the memories between you, and don't let bad things affect you. You also have to remember to keep the appointment, otherwise He will go."

"I'll go..." Yang Ruichen's eyes flashed with panic.

Will the beauty go away?

"Waiting is lonely. No one wants to wait forever. When disappointment comes to your heart, you may need to spend a lot of energy to recover. Are you sure you want to do this?"

"Do not want to."

"Then trust me."

Yang Ruichen looked up at the psychiatrist with confusion in his eyes: "I feel like I'm so engulfed by hatred that I don't have any motivation. Can I really go out?"

"Okay, everything is still in time."

Yang Ruichen felt that he had really changed at this moment. He really wanted to look good, but now he couldn't go back because he had a problem.

What he had avoided for so long had finally come.

This time he really can't escape, he has to completely uncover the bloody past.

In order to be able to go back and see the beauty.

So the next day the psychiatrist arranged for Yang Ruichen to meet Lin Luo, the old lady next door. He originally wanted to avoid contact, but in order to open Yang Ruichen's heart, there is no problem in meeting if necessary as long as there is no dispute.

Because the old lady's physical function is completely disabled, she can only rely on the ventilator to maintain her breathing, and she doesn't have much time to wake up. Today happened to be when she was awake.

And today's character is Lin Luo, a young girl immersed in her first love.

"I like Yang Rui, I like him very much. I have been pestering him all the time when I was studying, but he is so indifferent, and I didn't appreciate it when I helped him several times. Before his mother was sick and hospitalized, I helped him, but he still didn't pay attention Over me, in the end...it was I who took advantage of helping his mother find a ward to get someone to give me extra lessons, so that I had the opportunity to stay close to him. "

The vicissitudes of life and slow voice of the old man told stories that did not exist. The eyes that were covered by drooping eyelids can still see the light in the eyes. It is the love for the sweetheart, which is sincere but crazy.

"It turns out that you have been pestering me." Yang Ruichen said after a long time.

Psychologist:"……"

Lin Jie: "..."

The psychiatrist did not expect such a connection, which surprised her.Such a situation is simply unbelievable. The other personalities that appeared in these two people were actually acquainted. It is very likely that Yang Ruichen had multiple personalities very early on, but it was not obvious. After all, the adopted family was very warm.

In fact, there are very similar situations between these two people, and the same is true for Lin Luo. Such psychological problems must have been caused by inhuman treatment. The emergence of multiple personalities is an escape from major trauma. I have never encountered such a thing, and even if I have, it is not so bad. The characteristics of the personalities are to become the person they want to be, but they will not be the one who has been hurt.

The same is true for Yang Ruichen.

The psychiatrist has never encountered such a difficult patient, because there is a very strong connection between the two, not only in the relationship, but also in the personalities they split out.This will definitely not happen overnight. It is very likely that Yang Ruichen had such a situation when he was young. This is because a very important person suppressed him from breaking out.

She also understands why Yang Ruichen wants to temporarily separate from that important person to solve this problem, because as long as this problem is involved with that person, it cannot become a problem, and it will be distracted and eventually unable to be resolved.

Lin Jie was very shocked. This feeling is really hard to describe in words. He now knows that these are two mentally ill patients, especially both of them suffer from multiple personality disorder. When he faces a person, he doesn't feel it. He won't be surprised by his personalities, but it's shocking when these two people get together and talk with personalities that aren't theirs.

It's as if they live in a world with only the two of them, and the construction of their world and their role assignments are complete.

Turns out trauma can make people so sick.

Thinking about it this way makes him feel even more guilty, part of the reason why Yang Ruichen became what he is now is caused by him.

Lin Luo turned her head and stretched out her hand tremblingly, but she still couldn't get a look from Yang Ruichen, only heard her sigh, a long sigh:

"From the beginning to the end, I was the only one wishful thinking. I clearly know that you have someone you like, but I still have extravagant hopes in my heart to get a look from you, even if I can just look at me. I am too stupid."

Yang Ruichen leaned back on the chair with his arms folded indifferently. He looked at the old man on the hospital bed and said, "Have you finished talking? I'm going to work part-time now."

"You have no patience with anyone but your appearance. Why, I don't understand what is it about your appearance that attracts you and makes you like him so desperately."

The psychiatrist observed the expression on Yang Ruichen's face at this time. When mentioning his appearance, his emotions fluctuated violently, his breathing became short of breath, and his pupils shrank.

Yan value?

Write these two words on a piece of paper.

"It was he who saved me." Yang Ruichen clasped his hands on his knees, his knuckles turned white from the force of his hands, his eyes glowed slightly, as if thinking of something: "I can't live without him. "

At a certain moment in the pitch-black world, a voice suddenly broke in, as if breaking the shackles of confinement, giving him the courage to breathe.Maybe it didn't matter to others, but to him, it was a life-saving voice.

It seems that Yan Zhi's smile standing outside the window can still be seen in front of his eyes, and it is that moment that illuminates his whole world.

"But he didn't do anything. I have done so much for you, why do you always look at me!!!" Lin Luo became emotional, and the electrocardiogram fluctuated violently.

Lin Jie subconsciously wanted to stand up, but was stopped by the psychiatrist, who shook his head at him to signal not to act rashly.

"I didn't need him to do anything, the moment he saved me I was his."

The psychiatrist heard that Yang Ruichen's voice seemed to have become a little deeper, and only heard the person continue:

"I have had many dreams because of him, and it is these dreams that support me to live. I want to be his dessert chef, and watch him eat the things I make and show the most dazzling smile every day."

But the moment he finished saying this sentence, he changed again, the whole person seemed to be another person, and the transformation of the personalities could be seen from the tone, expression and eyes.

"I want to be his most loyal lover, and I will never leave him until death."

"I want to be his exclusive artist, and draw his most dazzling smile every day and hang it in my heart."

"I also want to be the most special vampire and give half of my life to him so we can be together forever."

"I don't need him to be someone, I just want to be who I am because of him."

The psychiatrist was shocked. In just a few minutes, she seemed to see Yang Ruichen's words in various tones, and felt that Yang Ruichen was very real when he said these words, as if she had done such a thing before. .

There are as many people as there are sentences here.

Although he is young, he hides such deep feelings, that person named Yan Zhi must be the one who untangles Yang Ruichen's knot, but the problem now is that Yang Ruichen doesn't really want that person to know his situation.

Yang Ruichen said as he lowered his head and spread his palms, looking at the clear lines on his palms: "I want to become the best Yang Ruichen, to protect the unique beauty in this world."

After speaking, he turned his eyes to the window, and suddenly he seemed to see Yan Zhi standing there smiling at him again.

The author has something to say:

Mr. Yang is working hard, he will get better, and Lin Luo is about to receive his lunch box, this guy is no longer important.

I am also working hard, must be sweet, because I also need to heal myself QAQ.