The cold noodle teacher in the entertainment industry, please come on

Today, for the first time, she was so sincerely envious of someone!

Just when Jin Yalin was talking about her mother...

She really likes Jin Yalin, she likes her like a younger sister, like Haohao.

What's more, Jin Yalin is so kind to her, maybe because of her sensitivity, she knows who is kind to her!

Ever since she was young, Yin Bai told herself countless times that one can live a good life alone, one can also have happiness, and she is no worse than others!

After coming to Korea, she felt even more so, she can afford her own tuition and living expenses, and she can live without the intervention of others!

Now she feels even more so, she is a person and not a person!

She has a brother, a sister, Aunt Ji, Professor Jin, Hao Hao, and friends...

But when Jin Yalin talked about her mother, at that moment, she felt that no amount of people could fill the vacant position!

She always felt that she didn't care, and she didn't mind telling others that she was an orphan, but she just realized that she would still be envious, yes!Just envy!

When Jin Yalin talked about how she got along with her family, for the first time in Yin Bai's life, she wanted to make people shut up!

She really wanted Jin Yalin to stop, she really wanted her to stop talking!

She held back, reason told her not to do that!That's not what she should have said!

If you can't shut up the person who said it, then tell yourself not to listen, and don't let it take it to heart!

But she really couldn't help but not to listen. She couldn't help but want to hear and know about the family life that she hadn't experienced.

She controlled her mouth and didn't say anything to stop her, but she didn't control her ears to listen, and she didn't control her heart......

It turned out to be like that, children with parents grow up like that...

Yin Bai's hand holding the chopsticks has turned white, and she is trying her best to make herself look normal.

Jin Yalin just wanted to tell Yin Bai that the atmosphere in their family is very good, her mother is very skilled and gentle, and her father is not very serious. When she acted like a baby with him, her father's eyes were doting, and her brother would fight with her. Noisy, but at critical moments, he will protect himself and love himself.

Therefore, if she is the only one left in the dormitory next time, Jin Yalin hopes that she can go home with her, and her family will definitely welcome her!

Under the dim light of the street lights, Yin Bai kept moving forward on the skateboard...

Her eyes were a little bloodshot, not sure if it was from staying up late and insomnia, or from other reasons that only she knew.

When she was young, she was the same as all orphans. She thought about why they abandoned her, and hated them for abandoning her...

It is even more self-deceiving thinking that they are not abandoned, but they accidentally lost themselves, they must also miss themselves very much, and are working hard to find themselves!

One day, they will find themselves, and they will have their own home!No need to envy the children whose parents are waiting outside the kindergarten, because you will also have parents waiting for you after school.

However, reality slapped herself again and again, waking up her unrealistic fantasy!

Aunt Ji was waiting for me at the school gate, Aunt Ji has always been...

Every birthday, I always remind myself again and again, that damned fact!

June 6th, Yin Bai's birthday, the real birthday!

Unlike most children in the orphanage, their birthdays are usually the day they arrive at the orphanage, because they don't know when they were born.

But Yin Bai's is not, because she was abandoned in the hospital when she was born, she has an accurate birthday.

Should be happy?No, she's not happy at all! ! ! ! !

When she grows up, she no longer deceives herself so much, and no longer longs for the warmth that is impossible to have. All she can do is to live hard and live well.

hate it?There should be some!She is not the Virgin, how could she not hate at all!

The road without cars is simply a paradise for skateboarders, and Yin Bai didn't know where he slipped.

In the dark morning, on an endless road, she is only accompanied by shadows and street lamps. If there are no street lamps, I am afraid there will be no shadows!

Finally... Yin Bai let herself stop, she knew that if she allowed herself to think like this, something would happen!

Picking up the skateboard in one hand, she began to walk back the same way slowly, fortunately she is not a road idiot!

When I came out today, I originally wanted to calm myself down, don't think about what I have and what I don't, but I didn't expect that I thought about it more deeply...

Yin Bai let himself calm down and think about something else, such as those irregular lines this afternoon...

When you have something on your mind, try not to go to a particularly quiet place alone, if you don't think it through, it will only get worse!

After waiting for a while, he gradually calmed down, Yin Bai stepped on the skateboard again and rushed to the dormitory.

When he returned to the gate of the community, Yin Bai looked at his watch. It was already 6 o'clock, and he had been out for three hours!

Yin Bai thought, it was already 6 o'clock anyway, so he might as well go back after running!

But, I'm really tired, I haven't slept all night, I'm walking and skateboarding, my legs are as heavy as lead, and it takes a lot of effort to take a step.

Yin Bai thought while running, she has to eat a lot today, she must not be afraid of getting fat!

In fact, Yin Bai is not fat-prone, plus she insists on exercising and consumes so much every day, she is really not fat, and she can even be said to be a little thin.

She can eat whatever she wants!Even the teacher of the trainees said that she doesn't need to lose weight, just keep it like this.

Because of this, Li Xingyan, who has a fat-prone physique, has expressed envy countless times. The key is that she doesn't like sports. Apart from dancing, Yin Bai has never seen her move!

Opening the door of the dormitory, Yin Bai gently put down the skateboard and walked to the living room.

His face was already calm, except for a trace of tiredness, nothing could be seen.

"Girl~~~" Jin Yalin's voice came from the bedroom, "You're back from running?"

"En! I'm back!" Yin Bai nodded, went back to the bedroom and opened the closet to get a set of clothes.

"It's time to get up!" Yin Bai patted Jin Yalin's head, "I'm going to take a shower first, get up quickly!"

"Oh, I got it!" Jin Yalin covered her head with the quilt and beat the bed a few times.

"Gunis aren't human at all!"

"How can people get up so early in winter!"

"How warm and comfortable the bed is!"

"How can anyone resist the magic of the bed!!!"

Jin Yalin muttered while struggling to stand up from the bed.

The author has something to say:

Today is 520 of the lunar calendar, although no one will pass this 520

But I live!I pass every year!

Happy birthday to myself! ! !

That's right, seven seconds is a person with a lunar birthday

I hope the people I love and the people who love me are all well! ! !

PS: There is no one who is in a hurry to wish myself a happy birthday!

No one is in a hurry to send me blessings, only myself came, and I feel sad~~~