The cold noodle teacher in the entertainment industry, please come on

Beckoning Yin Bai to get closer to him, touching Yin Bai's face, the dean said with satisfaction, "Seeing you like this, I feel relieved."

"Well, I'm doing well." Yin Bai leaned down on the dean's lap, feeling very tired.

"Actually, when you were young, you were not as cold as you are now. You talked and laughed, sang and danced, and flew around every corner of the orphanage like a butterfly every day." The Yin Bai from childhood.

Yeah?So I was like that when I was a child?How did it become like this?

Lying on the dean's lap, Yin Bai really couldn't figure out why she had become this character. Anyway, she had been like this since she could remember.

"Later, a bad thing happened, and you gradually became what you are now. At that time, you were still young, so you probably don't remember it."

"What exactly happened?" Yin Bainana asked.

"There was a couple who wanted to adopt you. During that time, you were so happy that you couldn't hide your smile. However, in the last few days of the formalities, the woman became pregnant."

It turned out to be like this, Yin Bai understood, since they are all pregnant, of course they don't need to adopt themselves.

Now she understands that couple very well, but this matter may be something that she cannot understand to her young self.

The dean gently stroked Yin Bai's head, she knew that her time was running out, "For the rest of my life, I have nothing, and I have everything."

Yin Bai quietly lay on the dean's lap and acted as a listener. At this time, she didn't need to do anything.

"I have no parents, no lover, no children. Although I don't have any of these important things in life, I still have a lot"

"A lot of people asked me if I didn't regret it. I gave my whole life to the orphanage. I don't regret it at all. Although I have no parents, no lover and no children, they can't say that I have no relatives. I am the person with the most relatives in the world." , all the children are my relatives. Watching you grow up one by one and live on your own, that is my happiest thing!"

"Do you know why your name is Yin Bai?"

"do not know"

This is a question that Yin Bai has never thought about. The name, maybe it has meaning, or maybe it is just a random name, these are not important to Yin Bai.

"'Yin' is the hundredth of a hundred family names, and you are called Yin Bai because you are the hundredth child in the orphanage."

It turns out that the two words Yin Bai contain so much, it seems that they can't be treated casually in the future, she never thought that Yin Bai has such a meaning.

"You are the one I am least worried about, and the one I am most worried about"

"You know exactly what you want, you will analyze the future situation according to the current conditions, and then choose the most suitable one"

"However, you don't have what you want. You must not have figured out what you want to do after graduation." Yin Bai nodded

The dean smiled, "I knew it would be like this"

"Many people have said to me that you will be a great person when you grow up. They say you are smart and sensible enough. Every time I hear people say this, I just smile."

"Later, one day your aunt Ji was in my office, looking at your trophies and certificates, she also said that you grew up to be a very successful person."

"I said no, because you never thought about it that way, at least at the time, I said, you may grow up to be rich and secure as a humble person."

"Your Aunt Ji doesn't understand why I said that. She said that with your intelligence, you will be very successful in the future, but I think I know you better."

"So many trophies, you never took a look at them, and you didn't show how proud or happy you were when you gave them to me"

"Because your heart is not there at all, you don't go to the competition for that honor, that trophy, that glory, you go for the prize money"

"That's why I put all the trophies with me after I came back, and I didn't even take a look at them, because you don't care about those things at all."

"All the hard work you do is to live a safe and worry-free life in the future, right?"

Yin Bai nodded, as if he really thought so, to be able to live on his own, this is the purpose of his efforts.

So she really doesn't understand the word dream, because she seems to have never had it.

"Life is only once, don't let yourself regret it! This is what I want to say to you"

"Well, I remember." Yin Bai nodded. The dean said a lot today, and he still needs to digest it to understand. "

"Also, be nice to yourself, women can help themselves independently, but don't let yourself be isolated and helpless"

"Don't wrong yourself, it's okay to be soft sometimes"

"Well, I know"

Yin Bai didn't want the dean to continue talking. This kind of content made Yin Bai feel scared, especially after going to the doctor's office, "I'm tired, take a rest"

Putting down the bed, covering the director with a quilt, Yin Bai walked out of the ward.

Walking out of the ward very calmly, without even a tear, Yin Bai didn't want to be like that in front of the dean, she wanted to face it with a very normal and natural attitude, and I believe the dean would not want to see herself crying.

Sitting on a bench in the hospital corridor, with her head bowed on her knees, Yin Bai's mind skipped many scenes like a movie. She didn't know what she was thinking, but just followed her heart, and whatever came to her mind counted.

After the conversation of studying abroad, this was the first time that Yin Bai and the dean were together alone. In fact, since childhood, Yin Bai and the dean really didn’t talk much, but no one can replace the dean in Yin Bai’s heart. Location.

When hearing what Aunt Ji said on the phone, Yin Bai froze in place as if struck by lightning. She didn't know what she remembered at that moment, but now she doesn't know anymore.

I just remember that I seemed to be crying. I don’t remember the last time I cried. It wasn’t crying, it was just crying, because before I could react, the tears had already acted first.

Last night, I sat all night and thought a lot, but I didn't seem to remember what I was thinking about.

These two days are like a dream, making Yin Bai not feel down-to-earth at all, and the whole person feels light and light.

I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know what I'm thinking, I don't know how I should face it.

It would be great if it was really a dream, but everything in front of her reminded her that it really happened.

Tap~~~Tap~~~Tap~~~

Tears dripped on the floor and gradually formed a small puddle of water. In this noisy hospital, there was no sound at all.