[Comprehensive Entertainment] Reincarnation reality show

The day after the game is the routine rehearsal day for the players.

"Morning, Sally." Adam maintained his usual relaxed and handsome smile. He didn't look like a steady middle-aged man, but more like a cynical young man, but he didn't have the frivolous and impetuousness of a real young man. He has a certain kind of charisma, and maybe that's one of the reasons audiences love him no matter how many seasons the show has passed.

"Morning, Adam." Yili had already gotten used to Adam's charm, and so did her friends.

If at first the girls were still excited to meet Adam, Christina and Blake - yes, the last mentor was so sadly forgotten, because Farrell was not what they admired This type of man, although there are really a lot of people who like Farrell, here, I have to mourn for Farrell's ultra-low popularity among girls-but after several weeks of close contact After that, there is no novelty.

After all, their mentors are simply yearning and curious about stars, and they have no extra personal feelings.After all, the four mentors are all married and married women, especially the former, so even if the girls occasionally joke with each other with the mentors, they will actually pay special attention to keeping a certain distance, which is also for each other A kind of respect.

"Before you know it, this season is coming to an end." Adam said with emotion.

"Yeah." Yili also felt the same, but she and Adam's feelings should not be exactly the same. What Adam felt was another season, and what Yili felt was their season, "However, Adam, you should get used to it. After all, you have witnessed too many seasons and too many players.” As mentors and players, their relationship is not equal, just like teachers and students in school, students will remember every teacher who taught them , Even if you can't say the teacher's name, at least remember the teacher's face, but it is often difficult for teachers to remember every student they have taught. This is a very simple fact.

"Indeed." Adam didn't deny it, but said with rare warmth, "but each of you is different to me, maybe I can't remember each of you, but I still love each of you People are proud. I think, for anyone, being able to come to this competition and stand on this stage represents the victory over thousands of opponents in the audition. This is absolutely amazing. Not to mention Said, some of you can go all the way to the end of the game and give the audience an amazing performance, like you, like Bertha, like Nadia.

And even for girls like Grace who left first, their outstanding performance in the game will not be easily forgotten by me and the audience.In fact, I think that even after many seasons, we will still remember you, Bertha, and other players in this competition. Especially you, Sally, believe me, you will definitely be the winner of this competition. A legend, the audience will always remember you, I have such a hunch. "

"Thank you, Adam." Yili was also a little embarrassed to be praised by her mentor in private, but she did not show too much humility, because, "I hope to be worthy of what the fans have done for me. This season, they really I have done a lot for me, and I want to use the final results to prove that their efforts are worthwhile. Of course, there is also you, Adam, I want to prove that you picked the right person, I hope I can do it for myself and for you , can bring the ultimate victory to my most lovely fans." This is not an official formal speech like on stage, but Yili's inner voice.

"You can do it, no doubt about it." Adam was confident in Eli - and who wasn't?Now that the competition has come to this day, no player is more qualified than Sally to say such words. Everyone can see Sally's absolute advantage in this season, which is the best testimony of her step by step, even the strictest audience Neither can deny this.

"Thank you." Yili smiled and did not continue.It is enough to say the victory declaration once, and more, you have to explain it with your own actions and results, that is the most powerful proof.

"Then, let's get back to our preparations." Adam also understood Yili's thoughts. In fact, in his opinion, Sally always gave him the same feeling. She seemed humble and never ostentatious about her victory. But there is a kind of stubborn pride in her heart. This kind of pride makes her reluctant to say anything more, but wants to use the results to prove everything. Of course, she also has such strength-for some players, if there is Yili Today's achievements have long been in the air, and she doesn't know where she is, but Sally has always been extraordinarily calm. It is this calmness that makes Adam think highly of her.

"Okay." Yili nodded cooperatively.

"However, before we start, I want to say one thing." Adam thought for a while and said seriously.

"What?" Yili was a little surprised. Adam seldom emphasized anything so solemnly, especially when they were rehearsing, but it was Adam's rare seriousness that made Yili uncontrollably serious.

"The finals this time are different from the previous ones." Adam dropped a bombshell as soon as he opened his mouth. Before Yili could ask any questions, Adam explained, "In the past, the voice finals were the same as every live broadcast match. The competition will be played on the same day, and the results will be announced next week, but this time, perhaps because of the new season, the program group has also introduced a new competition mode. On the night of the finals, the final champion will be selected according to the votes of the audience. There’s no longer a full week of voting, but just two short hours of the show.”

"This has both advantages and disadvantages for you." Seeing that Yili listened more attentively while being surprised, Adam also explained more seriously, "The advantage is that you don't have to wait for a week to know the result. I think it is for each of you. For me, the week after the game was very tough, and it might not be a bad thing to know the result sooner."

Yili deeply believes that she has participated in too many reality show competitions, and she knows the pain of waiting for the result. Sometimes, even losing outright is better than waiting for a long time-of course, this is for other people For Yili, if she can win, she can wait a month, but the problem is, the result of the game often does not change because of time. At this time, what's the point of waiting?It's better to make a quick decision.

"But the downside is that the voting time is too short, the players' fans often don't have enough time to work hard, and passers-by can't react. This is a disadvantage for players with a large fan base and good popularity among passers-by." Speaking of this, Adam He glanced at Yi Li meaningfully. Obviously, he was implying that this was absolutely bad news for Yi Li.

"..." Yili also frowned slightly.First of all, she doesn't think that this is the program group deliberately targeting her. After all, the program planning of this kind of large-scale reality show has been decided long ago, and it is impossible to change it because of her alone. Besides, the program group has not sanctioned her For the program group, the popularity of a contestant is the popularity of the program. Her popularity is by no means a bad thing for the program group. In fact, the program group is more than happy to see her success.

However, this change has a real impact on her number of votes. Yili fully agrees with what Adam said. This will definitely do her more harm than good. In fact, as long as she can expand and secure her advantage, Yili doesn't care about waiting. A week - so what?What about torture?In this world, she has long been used to this feeling, or, for her, participating in such high-intensity reality show competitions again and again and forcing herself to burst into passion in the competition is the most tortured Things are over, only victory can make her feel better, because victory is the only hope.That being the case, the length of the waiting time is insignificant, and in this kind of reality show competition of the public voting nature, time can indeed be converted into a winning rate, which is the most important thing.

Thinking of this, Yili's mood also became depressed. She didn't understand why the show crew did this?

Maybe it's because this is the first season after SuperVoice's revision, and the show crew wants to gamble on the ratings at the end of the competition, so as to attract investment and attract advertisers for the next season's competition?This is not difficult to understand. After all, advertisers are all based on the ratings, and putting the finals together with the announcement of the results is undoubtedly a great stimulus to the ratings.Yili can fully imagine that the ratings of that night will definitely be the highest in the whole season, and the final report of the program group will be very good because of this.The average rating is important, but the highest rating is also an important indicator, isn't it?

But for a player like her, this is probably not a good thing.

The only consolation is that this is downright bad news for her, and for everyone else, too.However, even so, everyone is affected differently.According to Adam, there is no doubt that the larger the fan base and the better the popularity of the players, the greater the impact will be.

It is not an exaggeration to say that in terms of the number of fans and the favor of passers-by, Yili is definitely the best among all the contestants, so she is also the most affected.Now, Yili only hopes that she can perform well in the finals, and her fans can also perform well enough to extend their winning percentage to the end.

Before that, Yili didn't worry about anything. Today, if Yili said that she was worried about whether she could enter the finals, it was probably a lie, and the listeners would think she was hypocritical.At present, she has not performed abnormally, and the other players have not performed abnormally. Even if some instructors think that some players have performed abnormally, it is within the normal range and will not really change the game pattern.Therefore, even if the votes of the contestants fluctuate slightly, she may even lose the No.1 throne. This is not completely impossible, but she believes that everyone believes that with her popularity, it is still no problem to enter the final.

"So, Sally, the song selection this time is extremely important." Adam didn't just relay the words of the program group. In fact, before the official start of the finals, Ryan would inform the audience of this, most of the time in the next round. on the show.As a mentor, in addition to telling his players in advance, Adam is also responsible for thinking about countermeasures for his players.

"I understand." Yili nodded cautiously. After recovering from the bad news, Yili was also thinking about what she should do.She has no ability to change the game mechanism of the final, but she has the ability to respond from her own perspective.Since everything is revealed that night, that night becomes crucial.How can we get as many votes as possible in just two hours?Yili believes that this is the problem that all mentors and players will face this week.

"So, what song are you going to sing in the final?" Adam asked.

""Titanium"." Yili had already made a decision in her heart, as Adam said, the best solution is to make a fuss about the song selection, which is also the change that the contestants are most capable of making, "In fact, The song I originally prepared was Whitney's "Iwill always love you", which is a very touching song, and it also has a lot of room for interpretation, which is very memorable and especially suitable for repeated recollection." So, if the voting time is For a week, this song is the best choice, "However, in terms of live explosiveness and appeal, maybe "titanium" is better, the feeling that makes people excited and can't help but want to dance with it, I I think the singing atmosphere will be better."

This song by Whitney was originally Yili's first choice, but under the change of the final mechanism, Yili had to give up it, which made Yili a little uncomfortable, but Yili knew that this is the competition, and she always It's not perfect, it's not always perfect.

Fortunately, Yili will always prepare planb, planc and even more, even if Adam said that the song "Titanium" will not work, Yili still has room for replacement, which is also one of Yili's preparations for this competition , The song list she prepared in advance covered far the repertoire required for the competition, even two or three times more, enough for her to deal with all the competitions and even post-competition performances.

"Yes, indeed." Adam nodded in agreement with Yili's choice. The song "titanium" is completely different from "writing'sthewall", "thousandyears", "halo" and so on that Yili sang in recent competitions. If we say that the latter incorporates elements of soul and blues into pop music, the former is more of an electronic style.

However, it is not that Yili has never tried this style of music. Yili has also performed such explosive songs as "firework" and "try", and has received unanimous praise from her instructors, but Yili has not followed up in this regard. Keep experimenting, but find a style that really belongs to her.This is why Adam is not worried about Yili's choice. Yili's past performance has given him enough confidence.

"However, you really like Whitney." After confirming that Yili's song selection was okay, Adam felt a lot more relaxed, "I remember that you have sung her songs more than once in the competition. "

"Yes." Yili admitted frankly, there is nothing embarrassing about it, no matter how long Whitney passed away, people will never forget her voice, and Yili is just one of them, "If MJ is my music The enlightener, Whitney is my goddess of music. Every song of hers is so classic and beautiful. Every time I listen to it, I have a different feeling. The only regret is that she left too early , there are too few works left.”

As Adam said, "ihave nothing" that Yili sang before is one of Whitney's masterpieces, and "whenibelieve" is a chorus of Whitney and Mariah Carey. It can be said that in all of Yili's competitions Among them, these are also her two most satisfying performances.

"That's such a pity, you can't sing her song in the final." Adam sighed softly.

"Yes." This is also where Yili feels very regretful. She really hopes to use Whitney's song to win the final victory, but in the face of reality, she still has to give in after all.

"However, you can sing this song in the thank you show later." Adam quickly gave a plan, "You know, there was a result show after the final, but now the final result is announced that night, and the result show is It will become a thank you show. The program group intends to invite some popular contestants who were eliminated before the finals, and let you perform a performance of gratitude and feedback. Maybe, you can sing this song at that time. You make up for some small regrets."

"Thank you, Adam." Yili's eyes lit up, she was concentrating on the finals, and she didn't think about what happened after the game, but Adam was always so caring, and he always tried his best to think about the players he cared about, and for the other players. It was really touching to offer advice and give his advice at any time.

"It's nothing." Adam shrugged happily, "Then, let's start today's practice."

***

It was nearing noon, and the three of Adam's team plus Rachel were eating outside as usual.

Because of Grace's departure, Rachel's mood was particularly low. Even though she tried her best to act nonchalantly and didn't want other friends to worry about her, how could Yili and the others not see it? Rachel even had her favorite dish on the plate The steak and pasta were barely moved, which is pretty telling.

As we all know, Rachel didn't have a good life in the past, and she has been struggling financially, which has also developed her frugal habit-even if she encounters food that she doesn't like, she will try her best to finish it, let alone she has always liked it. Got the steak.You know, this kind of daily cooking for many people is considered a luxury when she is most difficult.So Rachel has never been more or less picky eaters like those girls who have been loved by their families since they were young. She will only swallow all the joys and sorrows, reminisce silently, or endure silently.

In contrast, of course, Yili and the others felt sorry for Grace. They all believed that Grace was completely capable and should be one of the top six contestants. Just leave early.But their regret cannot be compared with Rachel's deep disappointment. After all, the latter is the best friend who is inseparable from Grace and talks about everything. Yili and the others are just ordinary good friends who have a good relationship with Grace That's all.

But it's not that Yili can't understand Rachel's feelings. In fact, in antm, when Kate was eliminated, Yili's mood was extremely gloomy, but she always remembered that it was an important match for her, so she could Re-strengthening herself, and more importantly, she has a clear target for revenge, which allows her to get over the pain of her friend's departure more quickly.

So, thinking about it differently, if it was Bertha who walked in the last round, I am afraid that Yili's heart will be much heavier now.Considering that after the result show the day before yesterday was yesterday's top six match, in such a short period of adjustment time, Rachel still performed well in such a fierce competition, which is not easy.

"Well, this creamy vegetable soup tastes great, you guys have a try." In the somewhat dull dining atmosphere, Bertha, who was never good at enlivening the atmosphere, rarely took the initiative to speak up, hoping to make her friends happy.

"Thank you, I'll give it a try." Rachel tried her best to raise the corners of her mouth, and took a sip of the milky white soup in front of her with a spoon. Judging by the worried eyes, he must have concealed it poorly.No, Rachel, I can't go on like this anymore, it's rare to have good friends who care about me so much, how can I let them worry about you like this again!Rachel warned herself like this, and put a spoonful of warm vegetable soup into her mouth. The rich and sweet soup quickly flowed into her stomach along with the esophagus, making her heart seem to warm up.

"It's really delicious." Rachel raised her head and said to Bertha with a smile.

This time, her smile looked much more real.

"Right." Bertha also breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, and her face became happier, "By the way, the steak here seems to be good, I want to try your medium rare, can I?" She deliberately said to Rui Qiu made a coquettish request. Well, generally speaking, she made such weird requests to Sally. Every time her request was met, Bertha would be very happy.

"Of course, share half with you?" Rachel is of course not necessary, and Bertha's natural and intimate attitude made her feel a lot better when she lost her friend in the game. Yes, she has other good friends. They have to cheer themselves up!

"Well, that seems too much? Or, let's change it? I'll give you half of mine, mine is half-rare, okay?" Bertha cleverly came up with a more thoughtful approach.

"No, half is enough for me." Rachel smiled lightly and shook her head. Following the conversation with her friend, she seemed to feel more relaxed, as if she could gradually forget the reality of Grace's departure.

Actually, even if Grace leaves the game, it won't affect their friendship, will it?They have already made an appointment. After the competition, she will come to Hollywood to develop, to see if she can find her own opportunities, such as signing with a real agency or something, even if it is a small company, if it is not possible, she can also Continue to find some similar jobs as before. Although it is a bit hard, it can still make a living, and then continue to look for opportunities while working.

At that time, Grace will try her best to settle down here. She has skills and contacts. Although they are limited and most of them are in Colombia, it can help her get a chance to stay in the United States. At that time, They can rent a house together and work hard for their future together.

Grandparents should also support themselves.Rachel thought quietly.

"Is it really enough?" Bertha didn't agree as Rachel imagined, but said straightforwardly, "You usually eat a lot, so it's definitely not enough." Bertha said in a serious and troubled tone After worrying about it, she realized that it didn't seem very good to say this, and she couldn't help but feel a little annoyed. She looked at Rachel cautiously, hoping that her little friend would not be angry.

"Puchi." Yi Li didn't know if Rachel was angry, but Yi Li knew that she was amused.Although I feel sorry for Rachel for thinking this way, Yili really thinks that Bertha is so cute. Is this natural stupid or natural black?Yili thought amusedly, it should be the latter, there is no subjective malice at all, but it gave others a knowing blow.

"Pfft." Nadia next to her couldn't help laughing.

"..." Rachel was also stunned. For a moment, she suspected that she had heard it wrong, but seeing the reactions of Sally and Nadia, she knew that she had heard it right, "Bertha!" Even if it was the truth, You can't just say that!Rachel was a little embarrassed and a little angry, but the strange, gloomy feeling a moment ago disappeared unconsciously.

"I'm sorry, I was wrong!" Bertha immediately apologized, her hands clasped together looking extremely sincere.

"..." Well, good friends have apologized so readily, and I can't be too stingy, Rachel thought, but felt a long-lost hunger in her stomach—she hadn't had any appetite for the past two days, Although in line with the idea of ​​not wasting, I finally finished eating all the food on the plate, but I always felt that I didn't get any taste, but I didn't feel hungry.But now that Bertha interrupted her, she seemed to have suddenly regained her appetite.

"Then, let's change it." Rachel said blushing, half of which seemed to be not enough for her, she thought with shame.

"..." On the side, Nadia finally failed, turned her face away, and laughed silently.

"Ahem." Yili pressed her fist against her lips to cover up the corners of her mouth that were always raised.It's not that she doesn't want to act calm, but who can bear this kind of sitcom-like scene!Anyway, Yili couldn't help it hahaha!

"Yeah." Bertha didn't think it was funny. In fact, she thought the conversation between herself and Rachel was quite normal, but she didn't know why Sally and Nadia acted so strangely. Go back and ask Sally. Well, Bertha thought as she carefully cut off the untouched half of her steak, and completed the exchange with Rachel.

Seeing the appearance of the two girls "you give me half, I'll give you half, we are good friends", Yili felt cute and happy, but no matter what, it would be great if Rachel cheered up up.

"Hey, someone loves me?" Bertha was enjoying the extra delicious steak exchanged with Rachel, while swiping her phone, eating and playing, it was a real joy—I don't know why, Bertha always I feel that the food on other people's plates is better than my own, especially what is on Sally's plate, no matter what it is, even carrots and the like that she hates to eat, seem to become delicious.

"Huh? What's the matter?" Yili asked casually—today, they are quite popular on the social network, and there are always people who love them for various reasons, but they can make Bai The person Sha reacted in this way should be someone she knew, or someone mentioned her in an important matter. Yili didn't pay much attention to it, after all, it's not uncommon.

"Hmm..." Bertha looked at her, but unconsciously frowned, she put down the knife and fork completely, picked up the phone with both hands, and carefully read the messages that might be strangers.

"Bertha?" Bertha's reaction was so abnormal that Yi Li couldn't help feeling worried.

"..." Bertha didn't seem to hear Yi Li's words, but water vapor gradually accumulated in her big blue eyes.

"Bertha?" Now, Yi Li was really worried, "What's wrong? Did someone say something ugly?"

This program has indeed brought them a lot of popularity. Many people really like them and support them, but there are also many people who don't like them for various reasons, and even utter bad words on their personal homepages. Some are completely out of thin air, malicious slander, but they can't be too fussy, so they can only try their best to ignore.To put it bluntly, Bertha also felt uncomfortable for those ugly words at first, but later, she gradually learned to pay attention to the messages of those who liked her, so, logically speaking, Bertha should not be hit That's right.

"Bertha?" In the voice of Yili's question, Bertha never responded—this is really abnormal. Usually, Bertha seems to have endless things to say to Yili, and she doesn't look like anyone else at all. The cold little fairy in her eyes is gone, but now, Bertha's hand holding the phone is getting tighter and tighter, even trembling slightly, but she doesn't answer as if she didn't hear Yi Li's words.

Finally, Yili couldn't take it anymore, she turned sideways, held Bertha's hands holding the phone with one hand, turned Bertha's phone towards her, and then looked at the densely packed text on the screen, There's also the occasional image of a green snake dotting it - definitely not a good sign on a social networking site.

Why are Bertha's hands so cold, Yi Li thought while frowning, while reading those words intently.

Looking at it, Yili's own heart sank.

—Bertha is not what you say!

——You say that Bertha is unsophisticated, arrogant and rude, I may believe this, but I absolutely do not believe that Bertha is sociable, with Bertha's character, she can't do things that follow others!

——Hehe, believe it or not, the facts are here!Others have hinted so clearly, you are just deceiving yourself, it is better to wake up early and recognize this girl clearly!

——Some people just look like angels, but actually do things that are dirtier than devils. I have seen this kind of people a lot. Don't tell me, have you ever encountered such a bitch in your life?

——Whether you believe it or not, anyway, I believe it. Mia has withdrawn from the competition now. What good does it do for her to lie and frame Bertha now?Could it be that there is some deep hatred between her and Bertha?Anyway, this time I stand Mia.

——Me too, I have always supported Sally and Nadia in the past, and it should be said that I am still the same now, but I hope that they can recognize Bertha's character and stop being deceived by her, she does not have them at all Imagine so naively, she is not a good girl!It's better for Sally and the others not to be with Bertha anymore, if that happens, I'll lose my fandom!

#￥%&*…

All kinds of offensive words filled Bertha's personal homepage.

Even if someone speaks for Bertha, there are fans who stand firmly on Bertha's side, believing that Bertha is definitely not as miserable as others say, and believes that Bertha is definitely a good girl who looks the same, but in the face of the sea of ​​accusations and abuse , Those justifications seemed so feeble and weak.

In the end what happened?Let Bertha's personal homepage become like this overnight?

Yili clearly remembers that when she went out to rehearse in the morning, Bertha was still happily scrolling through her Facebook—as an Internet-addicted girl, Bertha was almost addicted to her mobile phone all the time. Facebook ins Twitter, sometimes listening to music, sometimes watching some unimaginable gossip, just like the most ordinary little girl, but no matter what kind, Bertha behaves very normally, that is to say, Bertha’s homepage This change in wind direction on the road happened within the few hours of their practice.

Yili keenly captured the key word - Mia.

What does this have to do with Mia?They don't know that girl from Farrell's team at all, okay?Yili remembered that she was a bit squeamish, but also lively, lovely, enthusiastic and cheerful girl. Whether it was Yili herself or Bertha, they should have nothing to do with her.Did that girl say something that made Bertha's homepage a bloodbath?

"Bertha?" Yili recovered from her thoughts, only to realize that Bertha was already choking up.

Big tears could not stop rolling down from her eyes, and then she wiped them away obstinately and embarrassingly.

The big eyes that were always bright and clear were now completely confused, and there was an unnatural redness in the eye circles and the tip of the nose.

But she still continued to read stubbornly, seeing how others commented on her and abused her.

"Don't look at it, give it to me." Yi Li frowned, and directly pulled the phone out of Bertha's palm.

"I want to know why they said that about me!" Bertha did not listen to Yi Li's words, and looked at Yi Li stubbornly with her big eyes red from crying, but she didn't resist Yi Li's movements, still feeling uncomfortable. And a sensible look.

"Maybe they were deceived by some people's one-sided words." Yili gently pressed Bertha's shoulder and said softly, "Don't worry, we will figure out what's going on, I promise." Once, Kate was She was eliminated by others in front of her, but she couldn't do anything. Now, if someone wants to use the same method to deal with Bertha, Yili will never agree!

"...Well." Bertha still believed in Yi Li after all, maybe Sally said that just to comfort her, maybe Sally really wanted to do something for her, but faced with so many vicious words, even innocent Sally, who can't do it, probably can't change anything this time.Bertha felt extremely painful in her heart. She didn't know why those people who didn't know her at all said that about her. This was completely different from those black fans who cursed her. The latter was an absolute minority, but this time, there were so many Many strangers abused her and boycotted her for no reason...

Yi Li flipped through those comments with a sullen face, wanting to know how these people came here.

Bertha rested her forehead on her shoulder, just like what Yili said, she still can't bear those vicious abuses, and when she recovers, she will figure out what's going on, thinking this way, Bertha still felt uneasy, knowing that it was meaningless, but she couldn't stop her tears, and could only let out a patient sob from time to time.

"Sally, what's the matter?" Rachel and Nadia also noticed Bertha's abnormality for the first time, but when they saw Bertha burst into tears, they didn't know much about what happened. What to say, I can only see Yi Li comforting Bertha before she speaks out - to be honest, although Bertha is not the kind of girl who is so strong that she doesn't care about gossip, she doesn't shed tears because of little things Man, to make Bertha react so strongly, something must have happened!Both are aware of this.

"...You guys go to Bertha's homepage and have a look." Yili wanted to say, but for some reason, many people insulted Bertha online for no reason, but Bertha's mood is very restless now, and Yili was worried that saying so would hurt her. It made Bertha even more sad, so she simply let them see for themselves. Anyway, what happened is clear at a glance, and what needs to be done now is to find the source.

"Yeah." Rachel and Nadia looked at each other, each turned on their phones—

"sky!"

"How is this going?"

"Are those people crazy?"

Seeing the unsightly words on Bertha's homepage, neither of them could believe their eyes.

You know, even if Bertha wasn't that kind of person