Reality and Games of Ancient Swords

Ji Yan wants to leave, no one can stop her.

Before leaving, when he came to Baili Tusu, Ji Yan raised his hand to touch his face, and said, "Xiaoxi, from now on, you can only walk this road alone, sister can't accompany you anymore." Said When she got here, she looked at Feng Qingxue and the others behind Baili Tusu again, smiled faintly, and said, "Actually, it doesn't matter if you don't have sister to accompany you..." No matter what difficulties and dangers you encounter, Baili Li Tusu will not be alone.

"Sister." Baili Tusu raised his hand to cover Ji Yan's hand that was caressing his face, Baili Tusu looked a little surprised. "Sister, where are you going back? Back to Tianyong City?"

Ji Yan shook her head and said, "Go back to Ji's mansion, go back to my own home." Ever since she met Baili Tusu, she seldom went back to Qinglong Town, and Liu Yuqi stayed at that home alone. "Tianyong City, I won't go back for the time being..." The direction of this world is beyond her control. She cares about Prince Changqin, if she doesn't care, she won't deal with Shen Ye and avenge him for him.But today's Ouyang Shaogong, she can't change, even if she wants to change, the way of heaven will not allow her to do anything recklessly.

The moment she regained her memory, she suddenly understood many things.

Now, there is only one person left to give her an affirmative answer.

Withdrawing her hand, Ji Yan looked at the young man in front of her, recalling the past between her and him in her memory, and suddenly felt that it was not unreasonable for her who lost her past memory to admit her mistakes.In fact, Baili Tusu is indeed a bit like Prince Changqin, like the life of Prince Changqin, Li Yue's life, but Li Yue is more taciturn and less eloquent than him.

When Xiangling heard that Ji Yan was about to leave, she became a little anxious, she hurriedly said, "Sister Yan, Xiangling is going with you!"

Fang Lansheng refused to listen to this, and said, "Hey! Wait, Xiangling, you want to go too? You, aren't you looking for your mother? You, you left with Miss Yan, How can I find your mother?"

Xiangling said: "Follow Sister Yan and you can find your mother!!" Then, she stepped forward to come to Ji Yan, reached out and grabbed Ji Yan's arm, shook it slightly, and said, "Sister Yan, Xiang Bell will go with you, okay?"

Looking at the young little fox demon in front of him, Ji Yan stretched out his hand and patted her on the head, saying: "Xiangling, follow Xiaoxi, Sister Yan, I am going back, not wandering around, you will not be able to find you if you follow me Mother, follow Xiaoxi, follow everyone, maybe you still have a chance to find clues to your mother."

Xiangling pursed her mouth, and slowly let go of her hands.

Fang Lansheng came to Xiangling and said, "Xiangling, Miss Ji is just going home. If you miss her, we can go and see her." After speaking, he looked at Ji Yan and said, "Say, yes No? Miss Ji."

Ji Yan nodded and said: "Yes, if you miss me, you can find me in Ji's Mansion in Qinglong Town." She should go back and stay at her home in this world.

The prince Changqin, Ouyang Shaogong... Fate will not let him go after all, and his half-soul Baili Tusu.This life is the end of Prince Changqin, and no one can change it, even she probably can't.

But Ji Yan would not be reconciled, not reconciled to his life ending like that.

What a cruel thing to be unwilling to do.

When passing by Ouyang Shaogong, Ji Yan only used the voice that the other party and himself could hear, and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, the prince plays the piano."

All she could say were these seven words.

She was very happy that he didn't die, but the road ahead... was something she didn't want to see.

Whether it is Baili Tusu or Ouyang Shaogong, one is the child she watched grow up, and the other is the person she has been obsessed with and even chose to fall in love with after she lost her memory. independent individual.She doesn't want to hurt anyone, and she doesn't want to be on anyone's side.

With Ouyang Shaogong's persistence, is reasoning useful?If it was useful, there would be no future Ouyang Shaogong.

As for Baili Tusu, what could she do?At least for now, she couldn't do anything for the two of them.

She was going to meet someone, and after confirming one thing, she had to think about it for a while before she could really figure out how to solve the insoluble confusion in her heart.

Didn't look at Ouyang Shaogong, just said those seven words when passing him.

Ouyang Shaogong didn't look at her either, but when she passed by, the hand that was about to hold her was slowly put back to his side.

Xie Yi watched Ji Yan's leaving back, slowly closed his eyes, and said to Hongyu: "If possible, I would rather she is the carefree A Yan who didn't think about everything."

A trace of sadness flashed in Hongyu's eyes, Ji Yan just now reminded her of Ji Yan when she lost the prince Changqin hundreds of years ago.At that time, although she did not personally witness the scene of Prince Changqin being killed in front of Ji Yan, she clearly understood the pain in her heart.Otherwise, with Ji Yan's temperament, it is impossible to rush to Liuyue City alone to deal with Shen Ye.

"Actually, the moment she woke up back then, I knew there would be today. Losing her memory doesn't mean those things didn't happen. Sister Ji is a person who keeps her thoughts to herself. Carefree, but I know that she hides a lot of things in her heart, many things she doesn't want to tell us."

Baili Tusu cupped his hands towards Hongyu and Xie Yi, and asked, "Can you two tell me something about Elder Sister?" Baili Tusu didn't know many things about Ji Yan.Just now, listening to the conversation between Ji Yan and Xie Yi, Baili Tusu realized that he seemed to know little about Ji Yan.

Ji Yan's expression just now was an expression Baili Tusu had never seen before.

Vicissitudes and sadness...and exhaustion.

Xie Yi sighed: "If we want to talk about this matter, we have to start from hundreds of years ago..." What happened hundreds of years ago is also a scar for Xie Yi.This scar remained on my heart, and although it healed, it never got better.When it was uncovered again, it was still bloody.

Baili Tusu and the others were shocked when Xie Yi slowly told about the events hundreds of years ago.It was very painful for Xie Yi to bring up the old matter again.The events of hundreds of years ago are vivid in my mind, as if they happened yesterday.Ji Yan's "painful killer" to him and the final letting go, and the series of events that happened after she broke into Liuyue City alone for the prince Changqin's battle with Shen Ye and so on, all made Baili Tusu Waiting for others to sigh.

Ouyang Shaogong listened to Xie Yi narrate what happened hundreds of years ago, a chill came from behind his back.What Xie Yi said, he didn't know at all.However, hundreds of years ago, he did cross his soul on a cat.As for how he died later, he thought about it carefully, but he didn't have the slightest impression.

It's strange to say that during those hundreds of years, he lived in a muddle, and he didn't have many memories.Only the memory of Xun Fang is exceptionally clear, and in the previous life, when he was Dongfang Qing, there were memory fragments.Was it someone who did it, or was it because of the soul crossing?Ouyang Shaogong unexpectedly also appeared confused at this time.

Obviously, people who should not be forgotten, but have no memory at all.

How did that happen?

Ji Yan came to Huamanlou, and when she found Jinniang, Jinniang was sitting in the building playing the piano.Seeing Ji Yan woke up, there was a hint of joy in his eyes. "You girl finally woke up, and you were in a coma for three days, you scared me to death!" There was a trace of anger in her tone.

Coming to the seat opposite Jinniang and sitting down, Ji Yan carefully looked at this woman who was already quite old.

Being stared at by Ji Yan like that, Jin Niang felt strange for no reason, but she didn't find anything wrong with Ji Yan, and said: "What's wrong with you today? Looking at me like that? Is there something on my mother's face?" Dare to jump out The entire Huamanlou with the word "laoniang" is Jinniang. As the boss of Huamanlou, she has always been fearless, just like she was when she was young and frivolous.

"I'm going back." She said softly.

"Go back?" Jin Niang was puzzled and asked, "Where do you go back?"

Ji Yan said: "I'm going back to Qinglong Town."

Jinniang was surprised and said, "Are you not going with Mr. Baili?"

Ji Yan said: "It doesn't matter if Xiaoxi doesn't have me, besides, he has so many friends around him."

Jinniang said: "But isn't he...?" About knowing what Jinniang wanted to say, Ji Yan said directly: "He is not, I found the wrong person."

"What? He, isn't he??" Jinniang was surprised. "You, didn't you say that Mr. Baili is him? Why isn't it now?"

Ji Yan said: "I was wrong, because of a misunderstanding, I found the wrong person. However, although I found the wrong person, I also found the real him."

"who is it?"

Ji Yan did not answer Jinniang, but asked indifferently: "Jinniang, let me ask you, what is love? What is liking?"

Jin Niang was a little confused by Ji Yan's nonsensical question, and she didn't react for a while.

"You said, when a person is attached to another person for thousands of years, everything is for him alone. So, is it love? Or is it just because of attachment? Because of a habit?"

Jin Niang looked at her and replied: "I don't know if that is love, but I know that being so attached to a person is definitely not just a habit. If you like someone and love someone, you will put the other person first. No matter what the other person does You will pay attention to him in everything. If he is happy, you will be happy. If he is unhappy, you will be unhappy. If he is hurt, you will try your best to protect him. But if he has someone else, You will also be sad, but when you are sad, you are happy for him, because he is happy..." As he spoke, Jinniang's sadness was also aroused.

When Dongfang Qing married Ji Yan back then, he actually hurt Jinniang, the girl who had just fallen in love with him.

"I envy you very much, because he chose you." Jinniang said, lowering her head and gently stroking the piano. "I was jealous of you at that time. I would think about my badness and your goodness. But after a long time, I gradually understood why he chose you. In fact, there is no reason, just like you That's all."

Ji Yan stared at Jinniang, and inadvertently flashed through her mind hundreds of years ago when Changqin was a cat and lived with her.

Taking back the gaze that fell on Jinniang, Ji Yan raised his head to look at the beam above his head.

Perhaps my attachment to him had changed at that time.

During the thousands of years in the empty red realm, she had only one thought, which was to leave the red realm to find him.

When this idea changed, even she didn't know.

Ji Yan hopes that Ouyang Shaogong can let go of that attachment, but he also understands why he is so persistent.If it was her, she might be crazier than Ouyang Shaogong.So, she can't accuse him of anything.But what was wrong with Baili Tusu?That child is just a part of the destiny, inexplicably shouldering the fate of the six relatives belonging to the prince Changqin.

In fact, the moment she woke up, Ji Yan really wanted to ask him if he really wanted to live in Changan with Xun Fang I?Hundreds of years ago when he was a little black cat, they agreed that they would always be together no matter what life they lived.Is the agreement no longer counted?If it still counts, would he, who lost his past memory like her, still be willing to keep the promise he made with her?

The more you think about it, the more confused your mind becomes, and the more you think about it, the more painful your heart will become.Ji Yan covered his eyes with his hands, and large pieces of transparent liquid overflowed from between his fingers.

Those questions cannot be asked, because now he is Ouyang Shaogong.

Ouyang Shaogong who loves Xunfang deeply and is attached to Xunfang.

Ji Yan didn't want him to become Ouyang Shaogong, but fate still made her miss him, made him not remember her, made him follow the track of this world, and embarked on his original destiny...

"It would be great if I didn't remember..."