[Naruto] [Gaara] Sand and Thorn Bird

I am Kawashima Sawa.

I was born in a small village on the border between the land of wind and the land of rivers.

The so-called small village is a place where they obviously did not participate in anything, but in the end it was the place where those people sacrificed innocently as a result of the conflict of interests.

Every country does not want itself to be reduced to a battlefield. The result of the see-saw is to burn the flames of war on the border.

The most profound scene in my memory is that my family members are walking with their luggage on their backs and holding my hand, and the background is the firelight soaring into the sky.

I spent 12 years of my life like this until I was 13 when I met a teenager.

His name is Yuanchuan Qiaomu.

***

In that war, my village was reduced to ruins, and all villagers were killed.

The moment before the shimmering Kunai pierced me, the man fell down, and behind him stood a young man wearing a sand shield, Yuanchuan Qiaomu.

He is really good looking.

Handsome, handsome, and gentle.It's just that he always feels a little indifferent and alienated, as if he keeps a distance from you inadvertently.Like broken snow, it will dissipate as soon as it touches him.

It's my illusion.Looking at his gentle and shallow smile, I thought to myself.

In the later conversation, I knew that they were the ninjas of Sand Hidden, who happened to pass by here on a mission.

What is a ninja?Biting the dry food they gave me, I asked.

They looked at each other, as if they didn't know how to answer my question, and seemed surprised that I didn't know what a ninja was.

Of course I know.

Ninjas are those who set off a bloody storm and destroy one village after another, and walk away indifferently among the corpses and rivers of blood in the fields.

But ninjas also have gentle smiling boys like Genkawa Arbor.

So, I'm confused.

I know you may not want to, but being a ninja at least gives you the ability to protect yourself.On the day before leaving, Yuanchuan Qiaomu handed me a book, the Junior Ninja Rules.Then they waved and left.

I clenched my fist, then let go.

Still haven't been able to say the words to let them take me with them.

But I am determined to become a ninja.

***

I found a local old man who was said to be very powerful and asked him to teach me ninjutsu.He is a very weird person. Needless to say, he deliberately made things difficult and tortured him, but he finally accepted me.After a period of time, when I had a certain ability, I said goodbye to my master and rushed to Shayin Village.

The master is supportive, he said that Sha Yin will have more masters.And my expectations are much more than that.

I can meet him and tell him that I am a ninja too.

want to see him.

The guards in Sand Yin are much stricter than I imagined, and the hearts of the people here are as cold and ruthless as that strange stone.

A gust of dry sand blows by, and I feel like I'm dying of thirst.

There is a red-haired child in front of you.

"Hey, do you have any water? I'm dying of thirst." I had to go up and talk to him.This is definitely the biggest regret in my life.

He looked up at me, and that look startled me.

The gloomy, cruel, and bloodthirsty eyes, as well as the boundless loneliness and the despair and world-weariness after being completely hurt.

There is also a bright red 'love' tattoo on the forehead.

will be killed.This is my first reaction.

He glanced at me and left.

What a stinking and cold kid.

But I don't have the heart to argue with him. Without water, I'm really going to die of thirst.

Another gust of wind mixed with sand blew by.

In the rolling yellow sand that captivated my vision, a kettle rolled towards me.

That was a lifesaver!I grabbed the water bottle and poured it into my mouth.

At the end, I waved to the little red figure in the corner.

Thanks.

***

How ironic that I actually said thank you to my enemy.

I finally found out the whereabouts of Yuanchuan Qiaomu.

Sand hidden ninja told me deadpan, he was killed.

was killed?By who?

Here.He pointed to a small red figure not far away.it's him.

He is a monster, Sand Hidden's weapon of war, a guardian crane with one tail and Jinchuriki.

It was he who rolled up the war.I thought of the fires all over the sky in the village.

He was the one who killed Yuanchuan Qiaomu.I think of the boy's gentle and handsome smile.

After the village was baptized by war, I became an orphan with no relatives. I didn't know if I could survive, and I didn't know what I should live for.Until I met Yuanchuan Qiaomu, following him became the meaning of my life.

But now, it was all destroyed by this monster.

The monster stood alone in the middle of the street, and everyone who looked at him was full of malice, a hostility that could not be concealed no matter how frightened he was.

He just stood there expressionless.

Then looked at me.

I don't know if it's my illusion, but I saw a trace of helpless longing in the expressionless stiff face and stagnant eyes.

What are you longing for?

Maybe it was a sliver of comfort, maybe it was just the kind look I gave him after drinking the water.

Stop dreaming, the guy who killed Yuanchuan Qiaomu and took away the meaning of my existence!

I pulled out Kunai and rushed towards him.

The result, of course, was that I failed.His eyes became even colder.

Later, I stayed in Sand Yin and became a ninja of Sand Yin.

Killing this monster will become my new meaning of existence.

***

In the past few years, I have not been idle.

A life without purpose makes me miserable.I numb my nerves with booze and depravity.

When I was awake, except hating that monster, I investigated everything about Genchuan Qiaomu.

He is an extremely powerful character of Sain.If he is still alive, it is not certain that he can become Fengying.

He has a younger sister, Minagawa Kashigi, who moved to Konoha with her parents about half a year ago because she was afraid of that monster.

Leaving Yuanchuan Qiaomu alone in Sand Yin.

Hmph, what a cowardly guy.

His younger sister seems to have a good relationship with that monster.This made me a little curious.

But Yuanchuan Qiaomu actually didn't want his sister to come into contact with that monster.This is understandable.

But her sister was so stupid for insisting on it.

This actually made Yuanchuan Qiaomu very helpless and entangled.He wanted to protect her, but he couldn't bear to forcefully separate her from his friends.And he had no prejudice against that monster.I attribute this to his inherent kindness, not becoming as hard and indifferent as others in Sand Yin, and also because he had experienced the scene of the birth of the monster outside the ward.

The search that followed surprised me even more.

I found a thick stack of letters written by Minamoto Kashiki to that monster.I didn't take it apart, guessing it's all insignificant.But it was Mr. Qiao Mu who intercepted these letters.From the time when Ximu moved to being killed by Shuhe, in the past six months, not a single letter has been missed.

There is only one reason I can think of, and the only one.

Brother Qiao Mu didn't want his sister to come into contact with that monster.

Then I will protect his wish.

Later, I discovered the secret of kapok.Knowing the deepest pain in Mrs. Qiao Mu's heart.

It probably goes back several years, to the time when monsters were not born, and neither was Akigi.Young and ignorant, he took her out to play because of Kapok's request. As a result, Kapok was selected by the fourth Kazekage who was looking for a suitable container.Shouhe's too powerful force devoured the little girl mercilessly. Facing the half-complete body that killed and brutalized, neither human nor beast, the young Lord Qiao Mu did what a normal person would do. He regretted his actions for a lifetime.

He escaped from kapok.

Failed experimental subjects were naturally erased.Kazekage finally decided to seal Shukaku onto his own unborn child.Seeing this, I don't know whether to call him crazy or too conscientious.More than a year later, the arrival of Yuanchuan Akiki, the pain of the Yuanchuan family was healed a little.

He likes freedom most.

***

Six years have passed since I came to Sand Hidden Village and saw that monster.

That monster was very tenacious, six years of assassination failed to kill him, but he killed all those ninjas.

I'm not involved, I'm not that stupid.

There is definitely a way to completely defeat him.

After the monster came back from Konoha's Chunin exam, it seemed that something had changed.

He learned to suppress his emotions, stopped killing people indiscriminately, and even greatly reduced the chance of Shou He going berserk, and finally disappeared completely.

He would just sit alone on the high platform, not knowing what he was thinking.

It was frightening that I observed this monster so carefully.

But, well, well, it's all to avenge Master Qiao Mu.

By chance, I overheard a conversation between him and his older brother Kankuro, and I finally realized what he was thinking.

He wants to be recognized, to share his joys and sorrows with others, and even to establish a bond.

To be honest, I was a little surprised at the time. Sharing my feelings with others should be a very common thing in life.Can he use a well-thought-out academic face to discuss this issue?

In the end I can only attribute it to the fact that he had very little contact with other people.

How stupid.

A plan is slowly forming in my mind...

Thanks to another person who came, Minagawa Kashiki.

He would give up Konoha's comfortable life and come to Sand Hidden.

If you have to say it, she is not bad in strength, and her head is also bright.But under the brilliance of Mrs. Qiao Mu, she really couldn't be more ordinary.

Sure enough, as Master Qiao Mu said, she cared about that monster very much.

What a headache, and because the monster was injured, if Mr. Qiao Mu knew, he would definitely feel distressed, even though he is no longer here.

Forget it, just treat her.

Mrs. Qiao Mu doesn't want her to contact that monster, so I will stop her.

Unexpectedly, she found her in the bar, and learned to threaten in a clever way.At that moment, I was shaken by the bond between her and that monster.

Humph, two little monsters.

"The person who doesn't want you to come into contact with Sandaki Gaara is your brother."

But she remained firm.

Well, since you insist on that...

I met Matsui Jiro.

In fact, his eyes are annoying to me.

However, no matter how different two people are, as long as there is hatred, they can come together.

Let's just say it's a gangster.hehe.

***

The plan was executed successfully.

To be honest, such a juicy and cute little girl, I would also like it.The more Shapu Wogailuo cares about her, and the more attached to the warmth she gives, the more painful and uncomfortable he feels in his heart at this moment.

That's why, I stopped blocking the contact between the two of them.

I was standing next to Matsui Jiro, who was manipulating the girl, saying the words that we had planned before, and absolutely every word would stab Gaara Sataki in the heart.

Because considering that if the monster loses control of his emotions, the appearance of Shouhe will definitely bring disaster to the village. After all, it is the place where I have been sheltered for many years. I still told the plan to the elder Chaozong, who was in power at the time. The fox actually understood my intention immediately and agreed decisively.

Elder Chaozong is more ruthless than imagined.

This is what I thought after I came out of the elders' room.

Everything is going according to plan.

But I was not as excited as I imagined.

Seeing that monster's heartbroken and in pain, I didn't feel the pleasure after revenge.

I don't feel anything!

Even a few times, I wanted to say to Matsui Jiro, and also to myself, stop.

That monster, even so, still clenched its teeth to suppress the restless tailed beast...

His face was extremely pale, and blood was bleeding from his lips.With clenched fists, the veins on his hands almost burst.

Matsui Jiro next to him was suddenly taken aback.

what happened?

The chakra line is pulled/out.

He spreads two kinds of chakra lines.One is to control the inside of the body. This kind of chakra line is completely integrated with the body of the person concerned, and cannot be cut off. As a result of forcibly pulling it out, the person concerned almost died.There is only one way to remove it. The puppeteer actively stops performing the spell, and the chakra thread will automatically flow into the body of the subject without any effect; the other is to control the outside of the body, this chakra thread is only attached to the surface of the body to control Body movements can be cut off without any impact on the body of the person involved.

Isn't she your childhood sweetheart? You can actually do something to her.I wanted to ask, but didn't.

Matsui Jiro is also a cruel person.

In other words, someone who is completely overwhelmed by hatred.

This is confirmed when he is seen rushing desperately towards the thorns.

***

The moment Mr. Qiao Mu appeared again, I lost all reason.

He is colder than before.

The coldness made my heart tremble.

I want to save Yuanchuan Kashiki, no matter what the cost.

Fortunately, I succeeded, and Mr. Qiao Mu was not so angry at last.

I found him and told him how important he was to me.

He just shook his head slightly.

Kawashima Sawa, you shouldn't be like this.You are an excellent medical ninja, the meaning of your existence in this world should not be just for me.

Rejection is reasonable.

In fact, Mrs. Qiao Mu still blames me in her heart for causing her sister to suffer such serious injuries.

Why am I so stupid? It's not that I don't understand the significance of Haruka Minamoto to Mr. Qiao Mu.

But it doesn't matter, as long as you're alive.

I saw Akigi, she was very happy because of her brother's return.

After surviving this catastrophe, she seemed to be a different person, she seemed to be smarter, and she seemed to be calmer, her eyes began to become deeper, she had a feeling of seeing through everything in a trance, and occasionally said something that I couldn't understand if.In addition, it turned out to be vicious.

As a medical ninja, I can't explain her change.

I went to her house to take care of her, not because I had any other thoughts about Master Qiao Mu, but just to make up for something, even though Master Qiao Mu didn't need it.

She was still as alert as ever, unexpectedly standing between me and Master Qiao Mu.

Only for her, Master Qiao Mu will shed that iceberg appearance and become gentle.

I envy you so much.

Envy you can get his love.

……

She was also as dull as ever.

She really can't see Sandfall Gaara's thoughts on her?

Sataki Gaara's eyes are obviously different from those of others. It lacks the indifference and alienation of being a Kazekage, but more calm and affectionate, with a feeling of "I would like to protect you at all costs".

Only when facing her, would he take off Fengying's appearance, and occasionally act like the way a boy who is ignorant at this age should look like.

Oh, in fact, nothing has changed, the same paralyzed face.

In fact, Sataki Gaara should have had such feelings for Genkawa Kashiki a long time ago.I suddenly remembered the eyes that the red-haired kid looked at me when he was pushed out a long time ago, the eyes longing for love.

It just means that he is also slowly growing up and maturing, gradually turning his dependence on and attachment to his only partner into longing and love.It's just that although this stupid kid is aware of it, he still doesn't quite understand it. Just look at the blankness in his eyes when he looks at Akigi.

Huh?When did I change his name too?

Well, forget it.

It stands to reason that Minagawa Kashiki, who was not stupid at first, but whose IQ and EQ have suddenly increased recently, should have realized it a long time ago.After thinking about it, I suddenly understood.

——This child is pretending to be stupid and avoiding intentionally or unintentionally.

Although I don't know why, I am also happy to see this result.Although I don't know if Mr. Qiao Mu is satisfied with Sataki Gaara's brother-in-law, but from my point of view, it's good to let Sataki Gaara occasionally touch his nose.

Men, it's too easy to get and don't cherish it.

***

The scariest thing is not having nothing, but losing it after getting it.

I only found out after it happened.

At that time, I was ordered to study medical technology in Konoha.

Regarding the death of Yuanchuan Qiaomu, Yuanchuan Xiaomu and I were calm beyond imagination.

Maybe it's because I wished to see him once.It is a gift from God to me that he can appear again.

It is also possible that the grief has become too great for us to express.

The snow that Mr. Qiao Mu fell did not actually cause any harm to the villagers, but only caused them to temporarily have the illusion of pain.

He is such a person.

Since then, Minagawa Kashiki has disappeared.

It is said that Master Qiao Mu gave her all his strength before he died.

Akatsuki's change, the outbreak of the ninja war... If she is there, she will definitely be a great force for the ninja alliance.

Kazekage didn't look for her, but was busy with the village affairs with a paralyzed face that couldn't see any expression, running between the five major countries, preparing for the upcoming ninja war.Several times, I saw his blond sister rushing into the office: "Gaara, I've figured it out, this time I must bring Akiki back!" 'Every time, Kazekage said lightly, 'Temari, calm down, and send this document to Konoha first. 'Sent away.

Kazekage's state is very strange, he is not a cold and heartless person, no matter what kind of feelings he has, he should not sit idly by his companions.But he is busy with the village and ninja, and it doesn't seem like he wants to avoid something. He is not such a person. While he is smart and calm, he is also calm enough to know how to face difficulties and feelings directly, and never escape, like him At the beginning, I didn't escape from such a miserable life path as myself.

And, he was really busy.

Since he took office, he has been doing his best for the village. Although some measures implemented by this inexperienced boy are still a little immature and idealistic, it has to be said that he has really made rapid progress.

So what is he like about Kashiki?

To be honest, after becoming Kazekage, I gradually didn't understand him.If you really want to say it, it seems that you are calmly and indifferently waiting for good or bad results.

What about Minagawa Kashiki?I know that she is not a cold and heartless person, but she really seems to have completely disappeared in this world, and has never appeared.

She might be worrying about something... something I don't know, and never will know.

But I still found her.

The Snow Peak of the Land of Water, the Alpine Ice and Snow Holy Land, the habitat of the snow leopard clan of psychic beasts.

When I saw her, she was sleeping, lying on a long crystal ice coffin.

The body of Yuanchuan Qiaomu was sealed in the ice coffin, intact, still as handsome and handsome as when I first saw him, with his eyes closed as if he was asleep.

Come on, you can't lie to yourself like this forever.I said.

When he gave up everything he had planned for a long time, the freedom he had finally obtained, just to save you, it was destined that his future would only be hell.

Don't worry about it.she said coldly.

I know that with her current ability, she can take my life with just a flick of a finger.And I have spent too much chakra in order to climb this snow peak.If I hadn't read the relevant records written by Mr. Qiao Mu before, I might not have been able to reach this place in my life.That's why when I stepped into this pure and clean world, a huge creature at the door glanced lazily at me and said, "Yo, the third person."

The first person, Yuanchuan Arbor.The second person is Minagawa Kashiki.

The fourth person, I actually hoped it would be Sandfall Gaara.

I am so stupid.

I put the agarwood box on the ice.

"The letters you wrote to Sataki Gaara during those six months were all with your brother."

I suddenly remembered that during the Fourth Ninja World War, I quietly approached Kazekage, and I saw him talking with Kazekage Kazeko:

【Your mother has always loved you deeply...】

【But at that time, when Yashamaru assassinated me...】

【I ordered Yashamaru to lie to you... If Yashamaru wants to hate, it's me, not you.After all, I was the one who sealed Shukaku inside his pregnant sister.I also arranged for the Yuanchuan family to move to Konoha, in order to take your only friend away from you, make forged letters, and create the illusion that she assassinated you, and you asked Yashamaru to help send the letter to Konoha , In fact, none of them were sent... All of this is for the sake of driving you into a desperate situation, whether the guarding crane runs away, it is also for the sake of the village...]

They talked a lot, and at the end, I saw them all shed tears.

After putting down the wooden box, I left without seeing her expression.

In fact, the pain in my heart is no less than hers.

***

Through this battle, I gradually understood the meaning of the medical ninjas Master Qiao Mu said.

I have saved many people.Seeing them embrace with their companions excitedly, cry with joy, and keep saying words of gratitude to me, my numb heart was gradually touched.

Of course, there were also people who were too seriously injured for me to treat. They slowly lost their temperature under my hands and finally died.I didn't want such a result to happen, and I wanted to work hard to improve myself.

When did I have such a stupid idea like that monster.

How boring.

However, Mr. Qiao Mu, the deepest obsession in my heart...is still you.

Master Tsunade of the Five Generations of Naruto has unparalleled medical skills, but in the third Ninja World War, her beloved still lost his life.

I am not the case.

I'm a medical ninja, but I can't save the person I love the most.

Master Qiao Mu.

I have a jug of wine, enough to comfort the wind and dust.I would like to hold the lamp with you to see the depth of the white clouds.

You... don't understand.

forever and ever……

don't understand...