[Naruto] [Gaara] Sand and Thorn Bird

"Gara, actually you don't want to die."

Kazuki looked at him and said calmly.

Although she couldn't fully understand Gaara's thoughts at the moment, she could know a thing or two after seeing his reaction in the illusion world just now and his pale face now.

I don't want to die, but I don't want to live like before.

Are there some things that you still don't want to face?

Gaara gasped slightly, but said nothing.

fetters...

For myself, it is simply impossible.

Because what I bring to others is nothing but hatred and fear.

Originally thought that killing everyone except himself was the meaning of his existence.I originally thought that those people appeared to prove their existence.I thought the world was so beautiful.

However, Naruto Uzumaki, the Konoha ninja with blond hair like a desert and blue eyes like a clear sky, and Hinjuriki who experienced similar feelings to himself, completely denied all of this and walked a completely different path from himself.

himself, but still struggling in the dark.

I... am very envious.

It turned out that it was envy.

He finally understood.

It turned out that he envied the deep bond between Rock Lee's master and apprentice, envied Sasuke Uchiha for someone who would do his best for him, and also envied Naruto for galloping on a bright road.

People like myself who have killed countless people and turned themselves into darkness... can they also get those things, such fetters?

Just now when Akiki stood still in front of him and slowly raised his hand, he heard the sound of wind and sand blowing her sleeves which were too big.

At that time, the body still involuntarily wants to resist, whether it is out of ninja instinct or its own will.

I don't want to die.

envious.

Because of envy, I also want to try to establish bonds with others like Naruto.

but……

Think of the figures who died tragically under the sand.

The sins I have committed are so deep.

Like Aki who is going to kill himself now, it is to avenge his brother.

There are many, many others like her.

However, you must not die like this!

With a past full of faults, and a future that ends abruptly.

Yes, it was a mistake.Lots and lots of mistakes, irreparable mistakes.

I don't want to escape anymore, and I know that I can't atone for my sin.

However, even so...

Yashamaru, I don't want to love only myself.It was so lonely and painful.

I want to try and start a new life.

Just like Uzumaki Naruto.

Suddenly there was a warm touch on the forehead, like a feather brushing lightly, crisp and numb.He was shocked to find that Akiki standing in front of him raised his hand and was gently stroking the position of his forehead.

That 'love' word.

She frowned slightly, feeling the small bumps from her fingers.The bright red word 'Love' is like blood coagulated on that piece.

The forehead is an extremely sensitive place.It must be a pain in the ass to get tattooed stroke by stroke in that place.

Just thinking about it made her feel terrible.

Looking at Gaara behind his hands, he seemed to be completely stunned, with a very weird expression on his face.

A gust of wind and sand blew past, and Gaara's face changed slightly as if he had just woken up from a dream. He stepped back, and Akiki's hand was suddenly empty.The wind continued to blow, rolling up sand and stones half a person's height.When the wind and sand passed, Gaara had disappeared.

After standing there for a long time, he put down his hand, and a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

She looked around, and saw that the dark forest of consolation steles was deserted and chilling.

Really, to leave a girl alone here...

However, even if you go back to Sain, it will be just an empty and dark room.

So, are you going back to Konoha?

She raised her eyes and looked at the deep and distant night sky.

It seemed that he didn't want to go back so early.

I haven't figured out what happened to my brother, and I haven't fully figured out what happened to Gaara... Even now, I can't even communicate with him normally.

"I'm sorry, brother, I may...can't avenge you."

Both her brother and Gaara appeared in her life at the same time.It is also what Naruto said, the important person, the one to protect.

Akiki sat down beside the monument, bent his body and hugged his knees, leaning his head against the cold tombstone, looking very pitiful.

Only this time, no brother will come to find him and take him home.

Sure enough, I still have to stay by my brother's side, so I can feel more at ease.Even if it's just a tombstone.

"I know you won't blame me."

"Naruto is right. Since there have been sacrifices, I should protect those who are still alive... Brother, you can understand, right."

Look at the ever-changing night sky from time to time, and look at the endless black desert.Akiki pulled up his collar to cover half of his face, his voice became smaller and smaller, and finally turned into a low whisper.

"Hmm...but I'm a little bit separated now. You saw it."

"It will always be fine... One day, I will overcome this hurdle..."

"Because I'm your sister..."

The last whispers finally dissipated in the wind, and Akiki leaned against the tombstone and fell into a deep sleep.

Has it changed, that's okay.

Did you forget? It doesn't matter.

Then get to know him again and start creating new memories from scratch.

Aoki woke up abruptly.

It was almost dawn.The horizon of the sky has been dyed fish-belly white.

What will happen in a new day... everything is unknown.

She moved her sore body, and the sand on her body fell off with her movements.

Turning his head in surprise, he looked at the fine sand falling to the ground behind him.

It seems that there was a lot of wind and sand last night, and I actually fell asleep outside the village!

Too careless!

I was not buried alive, I didn't catch a cold, I wasn't attacked, and I'm lucky to wake up safe and sound.

If Mr. Shiranui knew that he was so confused, he would definitely teach himself a lesson.

Four generations of Fengying died.

Shayin Village has always been deserted, but it is still a little more lively in the early morning than at night.As soon as they stepped into the village, such discussions were heard endlessly.

Four generations of Kazekage... Luo sand?

Recalling that young man with a stern face and a serious expression.He is not a good father, but he is indeed a competent Kazekage.

do you died……

The chatter in the ears didn't seem to be much sadness.On the contrary, it's all about 'Then do you want to choose a new Kazekage? ''Will it affect the village mission? ' and the like.

Sand Hidden Village has always been so ruthless.Only think about the most sensible things and make the most rational decisions.

Sorrow or something, for them, is just a waste of time.

Akiki shook his head lightly, lifted the curtain and entered the roadside shop.

She didn't expect that she would meet this person here.

It makes sense to think about it.After all, this is the hidden sand village.

"...Akiki?" With a hesitant tone, the black-haired boy walked up to her and looked down at him.

Only the black pupils that were surging undercurrents gave Kashiki a vague impression of him: "Matsui Jiro?"

He had grown a lot taller and stronger, and his complexion was the color of autumn leaves that had been scorched by the sun.At the same time, there are also some more tenacity and fortitude of sand hidden ninjas.

It was finally recognized.Matsui Jiro breathed a sigh of relief and grinned: "It's me."

The two sat down at a table in the corner.

Matsui Jiro naturally filled the teacup in front of Kashiki with water, and said nonchalantly, "I just came back from a mission and was going to come here for breakfast, but unexpectedly I ran into you."

Looking at Jiro's childish face, he has calmed down a lot, and he should no longer be the kid who opened his mouth and said 'monster', and was about to explode when he saw Gaara.

"The fourth generation was killed. The village is now in a weak state, and many surrounding countries and ninja villages want to take advantage of it. The village is a bit chaotic now..." As he spoke, he glanced around and lowered his voice, "Why are you here? ?”

Akiki stared at the circles of ripples in the cup, and replied honestly: "It's about my brother." And about Gaara.

Jiro's hand on the table was clenched into a fist instantly, and pain appeared on his face: "Brother Qiao Mu's death... I am also very sorry."

She looked up and stared at Jiro's dark and deep pupils: "What happened in the village in the past few years?"

Jiro opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but finally closed it.Instead, there was a sarcasm mixed with a sad smile on the corner of his mouth, and his eyes were even darker and bottomless: "Akiki, do you want revenge?"

Akiki was taken aback.

——"Brother Qiao Mu, he was killed by Sandfall Gaara!"

She shook her head: "Gara is Gaara, Shuhe is Shuhe... don't confuse them."

"It's the same!" Jiro interrupted abruptly, his tone resolute, like a wild beast biting its prey, "You have no idea what happened in the past six years, how many people Gaara Sataki has killed! Even People in the same village... how many died under his hands! Gaara Shataki, he is simply a monster who kills without blinking an eye."

She was silent.

Sand Waterfall Gaara, Matsui Jiro always gritted his teeth when he mentioned this name, as if he couldn't say it otherwise.

"You don't believe me." The sarcasm on the corner of Jiro's mouth became wider, and finally he broke out into a sneer, "Sure enough, you still think about monsters so much. Anyway, I want to know what happened during this period... Come with me Bar."

The author has something to say:

The stupid author would like to ask Baby Meng, is it better to read with denser layout like this, or looser like before?

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According to Baby Meng's opinion, the typesetting is still changed to the original format.