Reborn with the wealthy president
Chapter 73
What you say in bed doesn't seem to be taken seriously, because this is the time when pheromones are most effective and can make people confused.The first day of estrus is the time when the concentration of pheromones is the highest, and it is also the day when Omega consumes the most energy. Yunqiu's whole body seems to be set on fire, and she feels very sad because of the thirst that seems to be addicted to her body.It was the feeling of being completely dominated by desire and losing oneself, which made Yunqiu feel a little panicked.As long as Xiao Wenshui leaves him a little bit, he can cry immediately, and he has signs of hysteria, just like when a drug addict is locked in a cage and has an attack.
His hormone levels are still not very good, one of the best examples is the loss of emotional control during the estrus.However, in the past six months, under Xiao Wenshui's pheromone impregnation and company, he has recovered a lot, but there is a little sign of relapse due to the special situation during the estrus period.
He doesn't hide his emotions, just like what he has been doing for the past 18 years, he yells out when he feels comfortable, and wriggles and scratches Xiao Wenshui's back when he feels uncomfortable. , noticing that Xiao Wenshui's back was wet, he withdrew his hand, there were faint red marks on his fingertips, not sweat.
In the darkness, Yunqiu couldn't see clearly, he was taken aback for a moment, and even the exhausted, nightmare-like longing dissipated, he stopped and stared blankly at his fingertips, wanting to ask him what was going on, but As soon as he opened his mouth, he found that his voice was already hoarse—it was called hoarse, and he only uttered a few breathy sounds vaguely: "Your back..."
He knew that his movements were heavy, Xiao Wenshui used to laugh at him as a little tiger, and he would scratch his back with many scars, many bloody spots, which slowly scabbed over.The more painful it was to be scratched, the more aggressive Xiao Wenshui's movements became.In the past, it was a love affair between two people, so Xiao Wenshui had a reason to "punish" him—even though Yunqiu didn't have this awareness, he still vaguely noticed that Xiao Wenshui seemed to have a little SM tendency in this regard, even though he didn't know it. It will hurt him very much, and he won't use any weird tools, but he is extremely pursuing the dominant position in this matter, and he insists on Yunqiu's absolute obedience to him, surrender to him, stern and cold looks, but not scary at all.And Yunqiu thinks this is very interesting, and he cooperates very much every time, he is so obedient, he can say what he wants, and he can do what he wants.Occasionally hurt him, and Yunqiu pretended to cry a few times, and he would come over to comfort him.
Xiao Wenshui didn't answer him, he stretched out his hand and directly grabbed his wrist, pressed it on the top of his head, and continued the previous action dully.Yunqiu's thoughts cleared up for a moment, and he was soon led into the drowsy mist again.It was only later that Xiao Wenshui let go of his hand, and he also subconsciously stopped hugging Xiao Wenshui's back, but chose to grab the bed sheet.
Xiao Wenshui discovered this, forcibly grabbed his hands out of the deep bed sheet, and gently opened his fingers one by one, letting him hug him and make him fit himself completely.
The two rolled around on the bed, saying everything, baby, sweetheart, Xiao Wenshui said it, and Yunqiu called him by his name, not Big Brother, but called him "Xiao Wenshui" .
One sound after another, Xiao Wenshui, Xiao Wenshui, when the passion was strong, her husband also called out, and said all kinds of coquettish, crying and hurting words.The intimacy and ambiguity during the skin-to-skin date gave Yunqiu unprecedented boldness. He also saw it in Xiao Wenshui's slightly distracted eyes. He was the same as him, ignoring the past and the pain they had. The dewy lovers whose souls are compatible only know to ask for each other.
Does it still hurt?It doesn't hurt, husband.That husband will make you hurt a little bit, okay?Hold on a little bit, okay?
Okay, but you have to call me baby.
Don't move, I can't take it anymore, don't move... Breathe in, Yunqiu, breathe in.
The turmoil on the bed made people dizzy, it was all black, only each other's eyes were bright.Yun Qiu said these words half-awake, and felt that this moment seemed to return to their past, even if it was just a few nights, just this moment, as if he really loved him, as if they had never been separated.And Xiao Wenshui seemed to be more involved in the drama than him, and more crazy. He bit the yellow peach flesh, and put half a mouthful of the sweet and cold fruit into Yunqiu's mouth.The quilt had already slipped under, and the two of them felt hot, so they turned on the fan, and the old fan was buzzing above their heads. Yunqiu couldn't see the outline of the fan blade clearly in the dark, and was only vaguely worried that it might fall off.There are broken glass and messy paper on the ground, you have to jump and walk over it.
He even thought he would get pregnant, but Xiao Wenshui only kept his mind on the issue of condoms. Every time they interrupted, Xiao Wenshui got up to change the condom, and then fed Yunqiu something .
This kind of vain sweetness reached its peak on the second night. Yunqiu was shivering as if he had been electrified by Xiao Wenshui. Ask the water's calm and cold eyes.
He asked him very carefully: "Do you like me?" This sentence was said with the aftertaste of sexual intercourse, it sounded like a very common coquettish sentence, Xiao Wenshui probably wouldn't care about it.
Xiao Wenshui said, "Okay."
Yun Qiu felt that he was encouraged, and the joy in his heart surged up like sweet and warm honey. He hugged his shoulders again, and asked him very obediently: "Then you don't want me, okay?" ? Let’s stop quarreling, big brother, I want to live with you, and we will raise Xiao Xiaolang together.”
Xiao Wenshui asked him hoarsely, "Aren't you angry when I treated you like that?"
At this moment, Yunqiu had already forgotten all about the past.His words were like a bucket of cold water poured down his head, which made him recover a little bit of consciousness.He thought of his dislike for him again, dumped him in the rain, and repeated his bad behavior again and again, and felt that a gap in his heart was cracked, honey water poured in, and he felt sore from being stuffy.
He just froze for a moment, then quickly buried his face in his arms, as if he was still talking nonsense in a half-dream, he said in a low voice: "If you apologize to me, I won't be angry..."
He begged Xiao Wenshui not to see it, and begged Xiao Wenshui to be as unconscious as he was, so that he could agree to his words.The squeamish child doesn't come back for glory and wealth, he doesn't come back for the Golden House Paradise, he learns to live alone, make money alone, and take a puppy alone, slowly getting through loneliness, but he will only be in this matter back down.A young man like a stubborn donkey backed down for the first time.
The flowers that open to the sun are willing to return to the corner of the forest.
But Xiao Wenshui didn't answer him, he grabbed him and changed his position, pressed Yunqiu on the bed, buried his face in the pillow, spinning around, couldn't hear his voice, just panting and crying.
After a long time, he heard him say: "I can't, Yunqiu."
At the same time, Yun Qiu seemed to be emptied of breath at that moment, he relaxed tiredly from the intense affair, and was then supported by Xiao Wenshui holding his waist.
Yun Qiu buried her face in the pillow, and said in a muffled voice, "Then from now on I... really won't be with you again."
At that moment, severe pain hit my heart, and my throat choked and hurt, almost suffocating the dominant person.
How long ago, a boy holding a little bear walked into the study barefoot.He was at work, and he walked around as he would any other afternoon, then sat down next to him and watched him work intently.
If he draws, he can't understand, and when he deals with company affairs, he can't understand even more.Yunqiu only likes to watch him sign documents, and Xiao Wenshui's handwriting is very good. He finds it very interesting to sign in such a smooth and smooth way, and the wonderfully stretched style of the font.And stamping is even more fun, this is the only thing Yunqiu is allowed to participate in his life, when he clicks, Yunqiu looks solemn, as if he is accomplishing some great event for him.
On that day, out of the blue, Yunqiu learned a sentence from a cartoon and told him solemnly: "Big brother, we are number one in the world and the best."
He said, "Well, I see."
In the dimly lit room, Xiao Wenshui said, "I know."
Yunqiu stopped talking.He has no strength. Although the heat of the estrus period has not passed, his physical functions can no longer hold on.He fell into a deep sleep.
When he woke up again, Yunqiu seemed to have forgotten about it. He still followed Xiao Wenshui's rhythm very cooperatively, but his voice was hoarse, so he didn't say anything anymore, just quietly, a little shyly Lying in his arms.
Xiao Wenshui also fell asleep once on the way, and when he woke up, he saw Yunqiu opening a can of fruit.
He wasn't very good at using a can opener, and he didn't use the right force. After several attempts, he couldn't pry off the iron sheet because his fingers were weak, so he put it down and stared blankly for a while.
Two days have passed.
The scorching heat of the body is still continuing, but there is already a faint tendency to collapse.Yunqiu's estrus this time should be the same as last time, three days.
Xiao Wenshui sat up from behind him, stretched his hand over his shoulder, and opened the can with a light twist.It's still yellow peaches. There is only this kind of sweet and greasy canned fruit in the dilapidated small shopping mall. It always tastes like rust and preservatives, but it is still very sweet.
The two ate a can of canned food and drank a little light salt water to supplement the salt.During this gap, they took turns to take a bath. It was very strange. Although they had been honest for two days and two nights, they still took a bath separately. Reality.There were bruises under his neck that were purple and red. Yun Qiu didn't remember if he made it himself, but he didn't ask.
At noon on the third day, Yunqiu's estrus period ended.
Both of them were exhausted and fell asleep without thinking about anything.Yunqiu has recently developed a biological clock, waking up at [-]:[-] a.m. every day. When he woke up in the early morning, he found Xiao Wenshui was in a deep sleep, so he didn't call him.
Yunqiu ordered takeaway, it was for two people, he ate one first, and then put the other into the refrigerator after cooling down.At noon, he opened the door and entered the bedroom, only to find that Xiao Wenshui was still sleeping.
The curtains were still not opened, and the air was stuffy and stagnant, with a hot breath and the smell of each other's bodies.Yunqiu cleaned up and changed the sheets and quilt lightly—he carefully pulled out the sheets.Just like before, he never felt that Xiao Wenshui had a shallow sleep, and he always slept very deeply when he was with him.Once Yunqiu painted on Xiao Wenshui's face, but he didn't even notice.
However, there were also times when Xiao Wenshui pretended to be asleep and cleaned him up when he got up.
In the afternoon, when Yunqiu discovered that Xiao Wenshui was still sleeping, he finally noticed something was wrong.
Xiao Wenshui seemed to have a fever.
Yunqiu himself is a professional fever householder, bought a thermometer at home, gave Xiao Wen a measure of water, and it was indeed a fever.
The temperature is not high, and the fever is not serious, but it seems that the mind is not so clear.Yun Qiu wiped water on his lips, and worried that something would happen if he fell asleep like this, so he hesitated to call 120.
While he was still hesitating, Xiao Wenshui woke up by himself.Seeing him sitting by the bed, she seemed a little surprised. She didn't know where he was today, so she asked him softly and with some hesitation: "Yunqiu?"
Yunqiu said shyly, "You have a fever, do you want to eat something? I'll go buy you porridge. If you have a fever, you can't eat too much food with strong flavors."
Xiao Wenshui said, "It's okay."
He got up and put on his clothes, looking like he was about to get out of bed, but just as he stood still, the tip of his nose became hot, and the blood rolled down like uncontrollable running water, dripping onto the clean floor.The floor of Yunqiu's rented house was made of white tiles, which was shocking at first glance.
Yunqiu opened his eyes wide, and before he could react, Xiao Wenshui softly apologized, then walked quickly to the bathroom.
He was very strange, instead of using the washstand outside the bathroom, he turned on the shower in the bathroom, and the sound of water flow disappeared after a long time.
Xiao Wenshui stayed inside for 10 to [-] minutes, while Yunqiu didn't check the time outside, only felt that the time was very, very long and passed very slowly.He remembered that he had encountered Xiao Wenshui's nosebleed a few months ago, and that time the bleeding did not stop for a long, long time.
Yunqiu was at a loss, and only remembered that Xiao Wenshui hadn't eaten yet, so he reopened the takeout order.
He still has a balance of 300 yuan in his account—the salary advanced to him by the cake shop owner before was used by him to pay the tuition fee for the next semester and the latest batch of materials, paints, and painting reference books.Thousands of dollars will soon be spent.
It is better for people with a fever to eat light porridge. Yunqiu found a five-star porridge shop with high reviews, and found the "Patient Health Congee" series written on their menu.The best seller was shark bone wolfberry porridge, a bowl cost 120 yuan, Yunqiu gritted his teeth and bought it.
However, he soon felt that a bowl of porridge was not enough to fill him up.Xiao Wen didn’t have anything he liked when he was level, only things he didn’t like—Yunqiu searched and searched for him, and bought him two drawers of king crab roe buns for delivery, one for 30 yuan, and two drawers with shipping and packaging fees , and hundreds more.
A takeaway meal cost Yunqiu two hundred and two yuan, and now he only has 70 yuan left on him, and his salary for the next month has already been paid in advance.
Yun Qiu just calculated silently in his heart, if he still has 70 yuan, he can still buy two handfuls of dried noodles, some vegetables and meat, enough to last for a month.I just hope that there will be no more money-paying projects in the school for the time being, otherwise he will have to use the money that Wen Cunrui lent him.
When Xiao Wen came out of the wash, the takeaway had just arrived.
Yunqiu put all the food on the table, poured a big glass of warm water for Xiao Wenshui, and said, "Let's eat something."
Xiao Wenshui looked at the things on the table. It was obvious that it was too much for one person, but not enough for two—he asked, "What about you?"
Yunqiu pointed to the previous takeaway box that had been thrown away: "I've eaten it."
Xiao Wenshui then sat down to eat.
His nosebleed had been stopped, but his face was still frighteningly pale, and his whole body seemed to have a vain and exhausted appearance.There was a smell of medicine on his body, a sudden extra smell of medicine, but Yunqiu smelled it again, and suspected that it was the smell of traditional Chinese medicine in the health porridge.
Xiao Wenshui still ate very slowly. He took two bites of a small steamed bun and two drinks of a spoonful of porridge.
Yun Qiu sat on the sofa opposite him, didn't know what to say, but just looked down and swiped his phone in embarrassment.
The estrus period is over, but Yunqiu can't issue this order to chase away guests.
Xiao Wenshui had a fever, and he had just helped him through this most difficult time, so he shouldn't be seeing off guests at this time.
There is nothing interesting about the phone, only the doctor's daily teasing and Wen Cunrui's real filming on the set. There are a few messages on his social platform, all of which are reposted by Luo Yan @他拍竞赛, and occasionally there are free open classes for art classes.
Yunqiu played with the phone for a while, but felt that there was nothing interesting to do, so he put it down, and naturally touched the drawing book and pen again.
It has become a habit for him to practice drawing. Yun Qiu unconsciously drew on it with a pencil, and quickly outlined the outline of a human face, handsome and upright, indifferent and silent.
He was halfway through writing when he suddenly realized who he was drawing.The image on the painting overlapped with the image of the person in front of him—but Xiao Wenshui didn't notice it, he just bowed his head and drank the porridge.His eyelashes are very long, but they do not appear weak and delicate, but instead deepen the outline of those indifferent eyes.The brow bone is very straight, and even the brow has become sharp.He is a person worthy of painting, Yunqiu once stared obsessively at Xiao Wenshui's face, and felt that the faces of all the people in the world were incomparable.
I feel the same way now.
He was just drawing in silence, and from time to time he took a careful look at Xiao Wenshui.
Suddenly, Xiao Wenshui's voice broke the silence, and he asked him, "Are you still used to painting now?"
Yunqiu put down his pen, his eyes stopped on the drawing paper, without looking at him, hesitantly said: "Yes."
Xiao Wenshui fell silent, and continued to drink porridge.
After a while, I asked him again: "Is there anything you want to sell? I am holding a youth art exhibition and auction recently. If you want to..."
Yunqiu interrupted him, and said in a low voice: "My painting is not good-looking." After finishing speaking, he added a word of anxiety, "Thank you."
"I think your sketches and colors are already very good. I saw you drew a still life picture yesterday. It's very beautiful. Can you give it to me?" Xiao Wenshui asked, smiling again, in a joking tone, "You draw Just me, or draw me."
He suddenly became serious, in the same tone he used to coax him, and said in a low voice, "My birthday...my birthday is coming soon, can you give me one, okay?"
In fact, it is almost here, there are still six or seven months.
Yunqiu learned art for him and wanted to present him with a painting on his birthday next year.This surprise was over when he learned about it. The last time Yunqiu told him personally, it seemed to have built an unattainable dream.
He used to work so hard for him, but he missed the breath on his body, missed the moment of knowing all his thoughts, and didn't wake up until the end.
Yunqiu liked him, he knew it all along, but Yunqiu left so simply and neatly, he was so heartless that he didn't take anything away, nor left anything behind.
He left him with nothing.This little morning glory grew in the dark, even carefully concealing its own breath, and finally disappeared in his blurred dream.
The room was very quiet, even Xiao Xiaolang fell asleep, lying motionless on the corner of the sofa, only shaking his ears from time to time.The air is dull.
Xiao Wenshui adjusted his breathing, and still looked at him with a smile, but the smile was about to be unstoppable, as if it was going to gradually fade with the voice, "Anything is fine, you can send me a picture...you can ?"
Yun Qiu didn't speak. Before his warm request, he looked at the picture book in his hand with some embarrassment, and then looked at him.
He said: "This is my homework and I have to give it to the teacher."
He put away the drawing book, as if he thought it was impolite to do so, Yun Qiu lowered his head, and added cautiously: "My paintings are too ugly, so I don't want them."
Xiao Wenshui didn't insist.
After he finished his meal, he seemed to be a little less energetic. Yunqiu asked him if he wanted to go to the hospital, and Xiao Wenshui said, "Let me borrow your bed again, I'll sleep for a while."
Yunqiu said yes.
Xiao Wenshui entered the room, while Yunqiu continued to stay in the living room.
From noon to dusk, and then to night, the air cools down slowly, and after opening the window, the charming atmosphere in the room has dissipated.
Xiao Wenshui didn't sleep deeply, but intermittently, because Yunqiu's breath left in the room was also intermittent.He knew he had a fever, and when he was about to ignore it, his bones began to ache again.
He took out those few small pills and swallowed them into his mouth again. The salt water was tasteless in his mouth, and the aftertaste was slightly bitter.
That medicine also has the effect of calming the nerves, Xiao Wenshui fell asleep quickly and deeply this time, and it was already midnight when he woke up.
There was no one around, and the living room lights were still on.
Xiao Wenshui was a little suspicious that Yun Qiu was sleeping on the sofa in the living room, and when he gently opened the door to look outside, he found that Yun Qiu was still awake.At two o'clock in the morning, with his back to him, he was concentrating on his homework.The room was so quiet that the rustle of writing could be heard.
If he works so hard, he must really, really want to be admitted to Xingda University.
And in this effort, is there also a desire to escape from him?
At that moment, it was as if a silent light and shadow cut the two of them apart.Yunqiu will have a bright future, and will have a wonderful life in which "Xiao Wenshui" will no longer appear in the future, but he will stay in a dark corner until he dies away.
That feeling came again, it was an irrepressible longing, he wanted to pluck this flower and drag it back into the darkness, to die together, to rot together, to perish together, this is uncontrollable and vicious Flame is his only ambition so far.
Xiao Wenshui knew that he couldn't stay any longer, he picked up the jacket he had when he came over, coughed lightly, and when Yunqiu turned to look at him, he said softly: "I'm going first, the company has an emergency. "
Yun Qiu felt a little embarrassed: "I, I'll see you off."
Xiao Wenshui refused, he said flatly: "It's too late, it's cold outside, and I have someone to pick me up."
Yunqiu said "oh", then sat back silently, not knowing what to say.He has improved in dealing with people, but he didn't know that most people would say politely at this time, "That's so embarrassing", "Then I won't give it away, pay attention to safety", he just kept silent and looked up at him. One glance, then continue to lower your head and do your homework.
Xiao Wenshui pushed the door and went out.
As soon as the order was issued, the driver rushed to him immediately. He waited downstairs for 2 minutes before the familiar car stopped.
Regardless of it being late at night, he called Susan directly: "I need you to come over and bring the platelets."
Susan was obviously still asleep, and asked him very energetically: "What's the matter? Is there a new injury? Didn't I tell you to take care of it, and now any small injury is very troublesome to deal with?"
"I know, it won't be like this next time." Xiao Wenshui said, "Omega scratched me."
There was a moment of silence.
Susan said: "Or, tell him about the disease. I have contacted his doctor, and now Yunqiu is no different from his peers, he has grown up."
"No." Xiao Wenshui said, "This is the only thing you can't tell him."
"Do you really want to be a lover, Old Xiao? Are you afraid that he will be sad?" Susan still said with a slight mocking tone, "If I were you, I wish he knew about your illness so that we could restore the old one. To put it bluntly, it's all like this, you Can’t make the choice for him. Doesn’t he have the right to choose the sadness of being abandoned by you, and the sadness of sending you on the road? I thought you had grown up recently, but why are you still so arbitrary in business?”
Xiao Wenshui still insisted: "No, this matter is really not acceptable. I am not assertive."
"That's the only thing he hasn't grown up ... I don't know how to explain it to him," he said.
How to explain it?The grotesque rebirth and illness, even he himself does not know where the death leads, whether this time will be favored by fate again.If he can't understand it himself, how can he explain it to a group of innocent teenagers?The petunia in him insisted that death would not be the end of everything, but just an uncomfortable new beginning.
He whispered: "If I die, Yunqiu will die with me."
So he couldn't tell him, the only two things were death and love, and he wouldn't confess until he died.
His hormone levels are still not very good, one of the best examples is the loss of emotional control during the estrus.However, in the past six months, under Xiao Wenshui's pheromone impregnation and company, he has recovered a lot, but there is a little sign of relapse due to the special situation during the estrus period.
He doesn't hide his emotions, just like what he has been doing for the past 18 years, he yells out when he feels comfortable, and wriggles and scratches Xiao Wenshui's back when he feels uncomfortable. , noticing that Xiao Wenshui's back was wet, he withdrew his hand, there were faint red marks on his fingertips, not sweat.
In the darkness, Yunqiu couldn't see clearly, he was taken aback for a moment, and even the exhausted, nightmare-like longing dissipated, he stopped and stared blankly at his fingertips, wanting to ask him what was going on, but As soon as he opened his mouth, he found that his voice was already hoarse—it was called hoarse, and he only uttered a few breathy sounds vaguely: "Your back..."
He knew that his movements were heavy, Xiao Wenshui used to laugh at him as a little tiger, and he would scratch his back with many scars, many bloody spots, which slowly scabbed over.The more painful it was to be scratched, the more aggressive Xiao Wenshui's movements became.In the past, it was a love affair between two people, so Xiao Wenshui had a reason to "punish" him—even though Yunqiu didn't have this awareness, he still vaguely noticed that Xiao Wenshui seemed to have a little SM tendency in this regard, even though he didn't know it. It will hurt him very much, and he won't use any weird tools, but he is extremely pursuing the dominant position in this matter, and he insists on Yunqiu's absolute obedience to him, surrender to him, stern and cold looks, but not scary at all.And Yunqiu thinks this is very interesting, and he cooperates very much every time, he is so obedient, he can say what he wants, and he can do what he wants.Occasionally hurt him, and Yunqiu pretended to cry a few times, and he would come over to comfort him.
Xiao Wenshui didn't answer him, he stretched out his hand and directly grabbed his wrist, pressed it on the top of his head, and continued the previous action dully.Yunqiu's thoughts cleared up for a moment, and he was soon led into the drowsy mist again.It was only later that Xiao Wenshui let go of his hand, and he also subconsciously stopped hugging Xiao Wenshui's back, but chose to grab the bed sheet.
Xiao Wenshui discovered this, forcibly grabbed his hands out of the deep bed sheet, and gently opened his fingers one by one, letting him hug him and make him fit himself completely.
The two rolled around on the bed, saying everything, baby, sweetheart, Xiao Wenshui said it, and Yunqiu called him by his name, not Big Brother, but called him "Xiao Wenshui" .
One sound after another, Xiao Wenshui, Xiao Wenshui, when the passion was strong, her husband also called out, and said all kinds of coquettish, crying and hurting words.The intimacy and ambiguity during the skin-to-skin date gave Yunqiu unprecedented boldness. He also saw it in Xiao Wenshui's slightly distracted eyes. He was the same as him, ignoring the past and the pain they had. The dewy lovers whose souls are compatible only know to ask for each other.
Does it still hurt?It doesn't hurt, husband.That husband will make you hurt a little bit, okay?Hold on a little bit, okay?
Okay, but you have to call me baby.
Don't move, I can't take it anymore, don't move... Breathe in, Yunqiu, breathe in.
The turmoil on the bed made people dizzy, it was all black, only each other's eyes were bright.Yun Qiu said these words half-awake, and felt that this moment seemed to return to their past, even if it was just a few nights, just this moment, as if he really loved him, as if they had never been separated.And Xiao Wenshui seemed to be more involved in the drama than him, and more crazy. He bit the yellow peach flesh, and put half a mouthful of the sweet and cold fruit into Yunqiu's mouth.The quilt had already slipped under, and the two of them felt hot, so they turned on the fan, and the old fan was buzzing above their heads. Yunqiu couldn't see the outline of the fan blade clearly in the dark, and was only vaguely worried that it might fall off.There are broken glass and messy paper on the ground, you have to jump and walk over it.
He even thought he would get pregnant, but Xiao Wenshui only kept his mind on the issue of condoms. Every time they interrupted, Xiao Wenshui got up to change the condom, and then fed Yunqiu something .
This kind of vain sweetness reached its peak on the second night. Yunqiu was shivering as if he had been electrified by Xiao Wenshui. Ask the water's calm and cold eyes.
He asked him very carefully: "Do you like me?" This sentence was said with the aftertaste of sexual intercourse, it sounded like a very common coquettish sentence, Xiao Wenshui probably wouldn't care about it.
Xiao Wenshui said, "Okay."
Yun Qiu felt that he was encouraged, and the joy in his heart surged up like sweet and warm honey. He hugged his shoulders again, and asked him very obediently: "Then you don't want me, okay?" ? Let’s stop quarreling, big brother, I want to live with you, and we will raise Xiao Xiaolang together.”
Xiao Wenshui asked him hoarsely, "Aren't you angry when I treated you like that?"
At this moment, Yunqiu had already forgotten all about the past.His words were like a bucket of cold water poured down his head, which made him recover a little bit of consciousness.He thought of his dislike for him again, dumped him in the rain, and repeated his bad behavior again and again, and felt that a gap in his heart was cracked, honey water poured in, and he felt sore from being stuffy.
He just froze for a moment, then quickly buried his face in his arms, as if he was still talking nonsense in a half-dream, he said in a low voice: "If you apologize to me, I won't be angry..."
He begged Xiao Wenshui not to see it, and begged Xiao Wenshui to be as unconscious as he was, so that he could agree to his words.The squeamish child doesn't come back for glory and wealth, he doesn't come back for the Golden House Paradise, he learns to live alone, make money alone, and take a puppy alone, slowly getting through loneliness, but he will only be in this matter back down.A young man like a stubborn donkey backed down for the first time.
The flowers that open to the sun are willing to return to the corner of the forest.
But Xiao Wenshui didn't answer him, he grabbed him and changed his position, pressed Yunqiu on the bed, buried his face in the pillow, spinning around, couldn't hear his voice, just panting and crying.
After a long time, he heard him say: "I can't, Yunqiu."
At the same time, Yun Qiu seemed to be emptied of breath at that moment, he relaxed tiredly from the intense affair, and was then supported by Xiao Wenshui holding his waist.
Yun Qiu buried her face in the pillow, and said in a muffled voice, "Then from now on I... really won't be with you again."
At that moment, severe pain hit my heart, and my throat choked and hurt, almost suffocating the dominant person.
How long ago, a boy holding a little bear walked into the study barefoot.He was at work, and he walked around as he would any other afternoon, then sat down next to him and watched him work intently.
If he draws, he can't understand, and when he deals with company affairs, he can't understand even more.Yunqiu only likes to watch him sign documents, and Xiao Wenshui's handwriting is very good. He finds it very interesting to sign in such a smooth and smooth way, and the wonderfully stretched style of the font.And stamping is even more fun, this is the only thing Yunqiu is allowed to participate in his life, when he clicks, Yunqiu looks solemn, as if he is accomplishing some great event for him.
On that day, out of the blue, Yunqiu learned a sentence from a cartoon and told him solemnly: "Big brother, we are number one in the world and the best."
He said, "Well, I see."
In the dimly lit room, Xiao Wenshui said, "I know."
Yunqiu stopped talking.He has no strength. Although the heat of the estrus period has not passed, his physical functions can no longer hold on.He fell into a deep sleep.
When he woke up again, Yunqiu seemed to have forgotten about it. He still followed Xiao Wenshui's rhythm very cooperatively, but his voice was hoarse, so he didn't say anything anymore, just quietly, a little shyly Lying in his arms.
Xiao Wenshui also fell asleep once on the way, and when he woke up, he saw Yunqiu opening a can of fruit.
He wasn't very good at using a can opener, and he didn't use the right force. After several attempts, he couldn't pry off the iron sheet because his fingers were weak, so he put it down and stared blankly for a while.
Two days have passed.
The scorching heat of the body is still continuing, but there is already a faint tendency to collapse.Yunqiu's estrus this time should be the same as last time, three days.
Xiao Wenshui sat up from behind him, stretched his hand over his shoulder, and opened the can with a light twist.It's still yellow peaches. There is only this kind of sweet and greasy canned fruit in the dilapidated small shopping mall. It always tastes like rust and preservatives, but it is still very sweet.
The two ate a can of canned food and drank a little light salt water to supplement the salt.During this gap, they took turns to take a bath. It was very strange. Although they had been honest for two days and two nights, they still took a bath separately. Reality.There were bruises under his neck that were purple and red. Yun Qiu didn't remember if he made it himself, but he didn't ask.
At noon on the third day, Yunqiu's estrus period ended.
Both of them were exhausted and fell asleep without thinking about anything.Yunqiu has recently developed a biological clock, waking up at [-]:[-] a.m. every day. When he woke up in the early morning, he found Xiao Wenshui was in a deep sleep, so he didn't call him.
Yunqiu ordered takeaway, it was for two people, he ate one first, and then put the other into the refrigerator after cooling down.At noon, he opened the door and entered the bedroom, only to find that Xiao Wenshui was still sleeping.
The curtains were still not opened, and the air was stuffy and stagnant, with a hot breath and the smell of each other's bodies.Yunqiu cleaned up and changed the sheets and quilt lightly—he carefully pulled out the sheets.Just like before, he never felt that Xiao Wenshui had a shallow sleep, and he always slept very deeply when he was with him.Once Yunqiu painted on Xiao Wenshui's face, but he didn't even notice.
However, there were also times when Xiao Wenshui pretended to be asleep and cleaned him up when he got up.
In the afternoon, when Yunqiu discovered that Xiao Wenshui was still sleeping, he finally noticed something was wrong.
Xiao Wenshui seemed to have a fever.
Yunqiu himself is a professional fever householder, bought a thermometer at home, gave Xiao Wen a measure of water, and it was indeed a fever.
The temperature is not high, and the fever is not serious, but it seems that the mind is not so clear.Yun Qiu wiped water on his lips, and worried that something would happen if he fell asleep like this, so he hesitated to call 120.
While he was still hesitating, Xiao Wenshui woke up by himself.Seeing him sitting by the bed, she seemed a little surprised. She didn't know where he was today, so she asked him softly and with some hesitation: "Yunqiu?"
Yunqiu said shyly, "You have a fever, do you want to eat something? I'll go buy you porridge. If you have a fever, you can't eat too much food with strong flavors."
Xiao Wenshui said, "It's okay."
He got up and put on his clothes, looking like he was about to get out of bed, but just as he stood still, the tip of his nose became hot, and the blood rolled down like uncontrollable running water, dripping onto the clean floor.The floor of Yunqiu's rented house was made of white tiles, which was shocking at first glance.
Yunqiu opened his eyes wide, and before he could react, Xiao Wenshui softly apologized, then walked quickly to the bathroom.
He was very strange, instead of using the washstand outside the bathroom, he turned on the shower in the bathroom, and the sound of water flow disappeared after a long time.
Xiao Wenshui stayed inside for 10 to [-] minutes, while Yunqiu didn't check the time outside, only felt that the time was very, very long and passed very slowly.He remembered that he had encountered Xiao Wenshui's nosebleed a few months ago, and that time the bleeding did not stop for a long, long time.
Yunqiu was at a loss, and only remembered that Xiao Wenshui hadn't eaten yet, so he reopened the takeout order.
He still has a balance of 300 yuan in his account—the salary advanced to him by the cake shop owner before was used by him to pay the tuition fee for the next semester and the latest batch of materials, paints, and painting reference books.Thousands of dollars will soon be spent.
It is better for people with a fever to eat light porridge. Yunqiu found a five-star porridge shop with high reviews, and found the "Patient Health Congee" series written on their menu.The best seller was shark bone wolfberry porridge, a bowl cost 120 yuan, Yunqiu gritted his teeth and bought it.
However, he soon felt that a bowl of porridge was not enough to fill him up.Xiao Wen didn’t have anything he liked when he was level, only things he didn’t like—Yunqiu searched and searched for him, and bought him two drawers of king crab roe buns for delivery, one for 30 yuan, and two drawers with shipping and packaging fees , and hundreds more.
A takeaway meal cost Yunqiu two hundred and two yuan, and now he only has 70 yuan left on him, and his salary for the next month has already been paid in advance.
Yun Qiu just calculated silently in his heart, if he still has 70 yuan, he can still buy two handfuls of dried noodles, some vegetables and meat, enough to last for a month.I just hope that there will be no more money-paying projects in the school for the time being, otherwise he will have to use the money that Wen Cunrui lent him.
When Xiao Wen came out of the wash, the takeaway had just arrived.
Yunqiu put all the food on the table, poured a big glass of warm water for Xiao Wenshui, and said, "Let's eat something."
Xiao Wenshui looked at the things on the table. It was obvious that it was too much for one person, but not enough for two—he asked, "What about you?"
Yunqiu pointed to the previous takeaway box that had been thrown away: "I've eaten it."
Xiao Wenshui then sat down to eat.
His nosebleed had been stopped, but his face was still frighteningly pale, and his whole body seemed to have a vain and exhausted appearance.There was a smell of medicine on his body, a sudden extra smell of medicine, but Yunqiu smelled it again, and suspected that it was the smell of traditional Chinese medicine in the health porridge.
Xiao Wenshui still ate very slowly. He took two bites of a small steamed bun and two drinks of a spoonful of porridge.
Yun Qiu sat on the sofa opposite him, didn't know what to say, but just looked down and swiped his phone in embarrassment.
The estrus period is over, but Yunqiu can't issue this order to chase away guests.
Xiao Wenshui had a fever, and he had just helped him through this most difficult time, so he shouldn't be seeing off guests at this time.
There is nothing interesting about the phone, only the doctor's daily teasing and Wen Cunrui's real filming on the set. There are a few messages on his social platform, all of which are reposted by Luo Yan @他拍竞赛, and occasionally there are free open classes for art classes.
Yunqiu played with the phone for a while, but felt that there was nothing interesting to do, so he put it down, and naturally touched the drawing book and pen again.
It has become a habit for him to practice drawing. Yun Qiu unconsciously drew on it with a pencil, and quickly outlined the outline of a human face, handsome and upright, indifferent and silent.
He was halfway through writing when he suddenly realized who he was drawing.The image on the painting overlapped with the image of the person in front of him—but Xiao Wenshui didn't notice it, he just bowed his head and drank the porridge.His eyelashes are very long, but they do not appear weak and delicate, but instead deepen the outline of those indifferent eyes.The brow bone is very straight, and even the brow has become sharp.He is a person worthy of painting, Yunqiu once stared obsessively at Xiao Wenshui's face, and felt that the faces of all the people in the world were incomparable.
I feel the same way now.
He was just drawing in silence, and from time to time he took a careful look at Xiao Wenshui.
Suddenly, Xiao Wenshui's voice broke the silence, and he asked him, "Are you still used to painting now?"
Yunqiu put down his pen, his eyes stopped on the drawing paper, without looking at him, hesitantly said: "Yes."
Xiao Wenshui fell silent, and continued to drink porridge.
After a while, I asked him again: "Is there anything you want to sell? I am holding a youth art exhibition and auction recently. If you want to..."
Yunqiu interrupted him, and said in a low voice: "My painting is not good-looking." After finishing speaking, he added a word of anxiety, "Thank you."
"I think your sketches and colors are already very good. I saw you drew a still life picture yesterday. It's very beautiful. Can you give it to me?" Xiao Wenshui asked, smiling again, in a joking tone, "You draw Just me, or draw me."
He suddenly became serious, in the same tone he used to coax him, and said in a low voice, "My birthday...my birthday is coming soon, can you give me one, okay?"
In fact, it is almost here, there are still six or seven months.
Yunqiu learned art for him and wanted to present him with a painting on his birthday next year.This surprise was over when he learned about it. The last time Yunqiu told him personally, it seemed to have built an unattainable dream.
He used to work so hard for him, but he missed the breath on his body, missed the moment of knowing all his thoughts, and didn't wake up until the end.
Yunqiu liked him, he knew it all along, but Yunqiu left so simply and neatly, he was so heartless that he didn't take anything away, nor left anything behind.
He left him with nothing.This little morning glory grew in the dark, even carefully concealing its own breath, and finally disappeared in his blurred dream.
The room was very quiet, even Xiao Xiaolang fell asleep, lying motionless on the corner of the sofa, only shaking his ears from time to time.The air is dull.
Xiao Wenshui adjusted his breathing, and still looked at him with a smile, but the smile was about to be unstoppable, as if it was going to gradually fade with the voice, "Anything is fine, you can send me a picture...you can ?"
Yun Qiu didn't speak. Before his warm request, he looked at the picture book in his hand with some embarrassment, and then looked at him.
He said: "This is my homework and I have to give it to the teacher."
He put away the drawing book, as if he thought it was impolite to do so, Yun Qiu lowered his head, and added cautiously: "My paintings are too ugly, so I don't want them."
Xiao Wenshui didn't insist.
After he finished his meal, he seemed to be a little less energetic. Yunqiu asked him if he wanted to go to the hospital, and Xiao Wenshui said, "Let me borrow your bed again, I'll sleep for a while."
Yunqiu said yes.
Xiao Wenshui entered the room, while Yunqiu continued to stay in the living room.
From noon to dusk, and then to night, the air cools down slowly, and after opening the window, the charming atmosphere in the room has dissipated.
Xiao Wenshui didn't sleep deeply, but intermittently, because Yunqiu's breath left in the room was also intermittent.He knew he had a fever, and when he was about to ignore it, his bones began to ache again.
He took out those few small pills and swallowed them into his mouth again. The salt water was tasteless in his mouth, and the aftertaste was slightly bitter.
That medicine also has the effect of calming the nerves, Xiao Wenshui fell asleep quickly and deeply this time, and it was already midnight when he woke up.
There was no one around, and the living room lights were still on.
Xiao Wenshui was a little suspicious that Yun Qiu was sleeping on the sofa in the living room, and when he gently opened the door to look outside, he found that Yun Qiu was still awake.At two o'clock in the morning, with his back to him, he was concentrating on his homework.The room was so quiet that the rustle of writing could be heard.
If he works so hard, he must really, really want to be admitted to Xingda University.
And in this effort, is there also a desire to escape from him?
At that moment, it was as if a silent light and shadow cut the two of them apart.Yunqiu will have a bright future, and will have a wonderful life in which "Xiao Wenshui" will no longer appear in the future, but he will stay in a dark corner until he dies away.
That feeling came again, it was an irrepressible longing, he wanted to pluck this flower and drag it back into the darkness, to die together, to rot together, to perish together, this is uncontrollable and vicious Flame is his only ambition so far.
Xiao Wenshui knew that he couldn't stay any longer, he picked up the jacket he had when he came over, coughed lightly, and when Yunqiu turned to look at him, he said softly: "I'm going first, the company has an emergency. "
Yun Qiu felt a little embarrassed: "I, I'll see you off."
Xiao Wenshui refused, he said flatly: "It's too late, it's cold outside, and I have someone to pick me up."
Yunqiu said "oh", then sat back silently, not knowing what to say.He has improved in dealing with people, but he didn't know that most people would say politely at this time, "That's so embarrassing", "Then I won't give it away, pay attention to safety", he just kept silent and looked up at him. One glance, then continue to lower your head and do your homework.
Xiao Wenshui pushed the door and went out.
As soon as the order was issued, the driver rushed to him immediately. He waited downstairs for 2 minutes before the familiar car stopped.
Regardless of it being late at night, he called Susan directly: "I need you to come over and bring the platelets."
Susan was obviously still asleep, and asked him very energetically: "What's the matter? Is there a new injury? Didn't I tell you to take care of it, and now any small injury is very troublesome to deal with?"
"I know, it won't be like this next time." Xiao Wenshui said, "Omega scratched me."
There was a moment of silence.
Susan said: "Or, tell him about the disease. I have contacted his doctor, and now Yunqiu is no different from his peers, he has grown up."
"No." Xiao Wenshui said, "This is the only thing you can't tell him."
"Do you really want to be a lover, Old Xiao? Are you afraid that he will be sad?" Susan still said with a slight mocking tone, "If I were you, I wish he knew about your illness so that we could restore the old one. To put it bluntly, it's all like this, you Can’t make the choice for him. Doesn’t he have the right to choose the sadness of being abandoned by you, and the sadness of sending you on the road? I thought you had grown up recently, but why are you still so arbitrary in business?”
Xiao Wenshui still insisted: "No, this matter is really not acceptable. I am not assertive."
"That's the only thing he hasn't grown up ... I don't know how to explain it to him," he said.
How to explain it?The grotesque rebirth and illness, even he himself does not know where the death leads, whether this time will be favored by fate again.If he can't understand it himself, how can he explain it to a group of innocent teenagers?The petunia in him insisted that death would not be the end of everything, but just an uncomfortable new beginning.
He whispered: "If I die, Yunqiu will die with me."
So he couldn't tell him, the only two things were death and love, and he wouldn't confess until he died.
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