Grumpy male concubine dressed as a villain

Shen Yuan only felt like a hundred needles falling down from his heart, and he didn't know if it was painful. Tears unconsciously overflowed from his eyes and dripped into the coffee cup in front of him, causing faint ripples.

And Shen Yanzhi's next words made him feel even more distressed.

It turned out that the painful past was far more than that.

After the end of the tenth world, Shen Yuan was full of guilt after knowing the truth, and refused to forgive himself no matter what.

When they go through the General Administration to select talents, the first thing is to test their thoughts. Those with hatred in their hearts cannot be retained, and those with evil thoughts cannot be retained.Therefore, Shen Yuan should have no evil thoughts.

Maybe it was because he was too young and impulsive at that time, and he never knew what pain was like, so he blamed everything on the present Shen Yanzhi, that is, his Zhiling.

He thought that all the mistakes were because he was too smart. If he didn't have the shrewd mind to shake the world, wouldn't all the tragedies happen?

So, he used the technology in his hand to split his soul into two, and left the culprit Zhiling in this world.

And he himself, with his brainless other half, transferred to another world and has survived until now.

Because in his time and space, human souls or thoughts can be mobilized at will, and their technology also lies in this.So even if his soul is divided into two, it will not have much influence, even if he becomes less intelligent, he will not be worse than those people in the world they created.

"That's me?" Shen Yuan's voice trembled, "That's why Wei Shu set up this trap to save me, and wanted to take me back? Then why doesn't he have any memory? And...why did you recover your memory? , still chose to be with Mo Lingcheng back then? What happened to all this?"

"Things are far more cruel than you imagined." Shen Yanzhi smiled wryly, "You may not know how much Ash loves you. In order to let you not doubt the authenticity of this mission, he not only wrote your past into a book with his own hands. , released in your world. He also restored this world again."

"No." Shen Yuan interjected, "Isn't Yin Zhan the author of that book?"

Shen Yanzhi snorted lightly: "Your thinking is really naive, no wonder you have no brains. Since the world you created is just a program, he naturally has a way to do it."

Just as Shen Yuan wanted to refute, he thought of something, and his heart tightened: "You mean that everything in that world is fake? My parents, my family and friends, are all fake?"

Shen Yanzhi raised his eyelids, looked at him and said, "Yes. Everything in that world is fake, and it's all the programs you set up. In order to punish yourself and prevent yourself from living a peaceful life, you don't want to live in this world all your life. You will have a smooth life. At the age of 15, your mother will die in front of your eyes. At the age of 20, your family will go bankrupt, and your father will commit suicide by jumping off the building. In the next five years, you will work hard for the debts of your family, until the time before your 25th birthday. One day, you end this life in a plane crash. Then you move on to the next world and start another cycle of torturing yourself."

Shen Yuan didn't expect that everything turned out to be like this, did he hate himself that much at that time?

But for him now, there is nothing more cherished than Wei Shu.

Maybe he can understand himself at that time, maybe he can't understand, because after all, in his view, he is now a separate individual, never an appendage of anyone.

"You are really selfish. You never thought about what Ash would think if he knew all this, and how much he would feel distressed after knowing all this. After all, he never blamed you."

Shen Yanzhi's words seemed to be addressed to Shen Yuan, but also seemed to be mocking himself.

Shen Yuan lowered his head, tightly held the coffee cup in his hand, and said after a while: "And then?"

"He didn't know that you were divided into two. He always thought that you were still the shrewd you. In order to prevent you from doubting the authenticity of this world-saving mission and bring you back smoothly, he had to arouse the hatred in his body. But how should I hate my true love?"

As Shen Yanzhi said, he raised his sleeves and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes: "So he closed his memory, entered this world, and used the method of repeatedly experiencing the previous events to arouse the hatred in his heart. Ten times, before You traveled to the past, and the ruthless Wei Shu who was facing you was the one I killed ten times in exchange for him! Do you know how much my heart ached when I learned about all this? ?”

"Every time I reincarnate, I will lose my memory, and so will he. He will slowly accumulate these hatreds to make himself stronger, and I will become more and more afraid of him, so every time he comes out, I My thoughts will involuntarily shrink back. After seeing him for the first time, my thoughts have slowly awakened. In the later stage, I couldn't control it. When I was crazy, I only had one thought, and I wanted to kill Mo Lingcheng. "

"So I lied to you about everything before. Can you understand me?"

After that, Shen Yan's tone became softer and softer, obviously he had vented, and he felt quite relieved.

Shen Yuan raised his eyes and smiled: "Well, you also said that you are me, if you can't understand yourself, then who else can understand?"

Shen Yanzhi snorted lightly, and walked back to his seat: "Do you know when I really opened my memory?"

Shen Yuan murmured: "Palace banquet?"

Shen Yanzhi nodded: "Yes, the time I really opened up my memory was that day at the royal palace banquet. Ashu's kiss woke me up. To be honest, when we were still together, this kind of usual kiss really It won't make my heart fluctuate, but that kiss gave me a sweet taste."

Shen Yuan said mercilessly: "He is mine."

Shen Yanzhi sneered: "I am you. Why are you still jealous of yourself?"

Shen Yuan scratched his head: "Although you are talking about such a thing, you always feel that there is something strange. You said the nutrient solution before, can it make us become one?"

"Smart. It seems that this thing is really useful, but it makes your brain a lot smarter."

Shen Yuan couldn't help giving him a blank look: "Laozi is also a top student after all, how stupid is he?"

"Indeed, your brains are enough for ordinary humans." Shen Yanzhi sneered.

Shen Yuannian thought that he was the same as him, and he didn't have the same knowledge as him, so he asked, "What's going on with Lu Ding Ding Literature City?"

"Don't worry, you will know this sooner or later, there is one thing you need to do right now."

"what?"

"Save Ash."

Shen Yanzhi's expression was serious for a moment, and Shen Yuan also straightened his expression: "Save Ashu?"

Shen Yanzhi nodded slightly: "Didn't you ask what we want to do? We let you travel back in time just because we found that we couldn't wake up Ash. We thought it was his obsession, so we let you travel to the past, trying to Let him kill you with his own hands to wake him up, but now it is not only useless, but also caused him to faint once. Although we have cleared this memory from everyone's mind, this action will hurt his soul Added a few points."

Shen Yuan suddenly stood up: "You said Ashu passed out?"

Shen Yanzhi nodded: "We don't know why, it's probably because the repeated attacks of hatred have made his soul extremely weak, and he subconsciously feels that he is a person from this world, and with your Coming here makes his world rich and colorful. He thinks that you should also like this place, so he doesn’t want to remember the past. But you must never let him stay here. If he stays here, he may never come back Go. For now, the only way is to let him make some changes."

Shen Yuan was stunned for a moment, then said in a moment: "Tell me, what should I do."

Shen Yanzhi thought it over and said: "You have to let him know that you may leave him at any time, you have to let him know that you are not willing to stay here, you have to let him know that he is not omnipotent. But... you have to think clearly, If you do this, maybe he will hate you, maybe you will be tortured, but as long as you get through this period of time, you will be bright."

Shen Yuan did not hesitate at all: "I will."

"Okay, the first thing you have to do is to become one with me. Also, I have stopped A Luo in the time and space outside now, you must go to participate in today's hunting, although all this is just the beginning."

The Royal Hunting Ground is held on a peak in Yuzhou.

This hunt is related to the honor of the two countries, not only the princes and princes participated, but also many civil servants and generals.

At this time, Shen Yuan was wearing a majestic light-colored riding outfit, sitting astride the horse's back, his long black hair stood up high, revealing his handsome face.

With long eyebrows like mountains, peach eyes, nose bridge like a peak, and peach lips lightly curled up, with indescribable confidence, coupled with fair skin, the whole person looks a little dazzling under the high sun at noon.

Wei Shu glanced at him from time to time, but thinking of the quarrel last night, he was still angry and refused to give in.

It's the same when entering the forest, just follow behind him silently, without making a sound or disturbing.

It wasn't until he watched his archery skills that he had never shown in front of him in this world from a distance, and easily shot a cunning fox, that he couldn't help frowning and lost his mind.

When he raised his eyes, apart from the attendants who picked up the prey for him, there was no figure of him in front of him.

Wei Shu followed the horse's hoof prints to find it, but the arrival of spring made the once barren forest luxuriant, and Wei Shu searched for a long time but couldn't find it.

Among them, halfway through the journey, he also met the emperor.

Originally the two armies hunted, the emperors of the two countries would not participate, but Bai Lixuan was enthroned at a young age, and at this time he was just past the age of the weak crown, young and vigorous, naturally he refused to go with Wei Yan, and had already accompanied the ministers to hunt went.

Wei Shu exchanged a few words with Wei Yan, and was about to leave with an excuse, but suddenly he heard the sound of panicked horseshoes, followed by the eunuch's sharp voice: "Come here, there are assassins! The Emperor Dayan has been assassinated!"

Then someone said: "Crown Princess, you shot the assassin!"