The princess has an unusual vision [Rebirth]

In normal times, with Ji Rufan's cleverness and wisdom, Chu Zhiyao's quick words would definitely attract her attention.But at that time, her whole emotion was immersed in the discomfort of the memories of her previous life, and it took her a lot of courage to be able to say this calmly, and there was almost no extra energy to carefully analyze Chu Zhiyao's performance.

There is no empathy in this world unless you have experienced it yourself.Chu Zhiyao saw the princess's expression and sadness, even if she didn't know every detail of it, it was enough for her to feel that the past must have brought a heavy blow to the princess.

The hand being held felt strong strength and warmth. Ji Rufan relied on this real feeling to remind himself repeatedly that now he was just recalling his past life, not reliving that nightmare himself.This experience can be said to be the darkest part of Ji Rufan's memory, but it can't be avoided, no matter how lightly she wants to go into battle in this life, she can't completely eliminate this darkness.

Because her greatest enemy in this life-Yuan Yiheng is still active, but she is carefully counterattacking step by step.He is afraid that the range is too large and he will scare the snake, and he is also afraid that he will not be able to succeed in revenge due to the limited information he has in his previous life.The heavy pressure made Ji Rufan often out of breath. If it wasn't for Princess Yu's status, if it wasn't for growing up in the palace since childhood, Ji Rufan might have been crushed by such torture.

"Princess, don't be afraid. If the memories are too tiring, you can rest for a while. We are not in a hurry, we will talk when you are ready." Chu Zhiyao could see the sweat on Ji Rufan's forehead with the naked eye, without reaching out, She can also know that the sweat is cold.

The cold sweat is the expression of Ji Rufan's cold heart.Since her rebirth, she has been constantly planning how to hinder the development of Yuan Yiheng's conspiracy, and also constantly imagining how to counterattack successfully.She originally thought that these embarrassing and depressing past events would not be repeated from her own mouth, because even she herself did not dare to recall them completely.

"Princess? Princess?" Seeing more and more pain accumulating in Ji Rufan's eyes, Chu Zhiyao anxiously called out to Ji Rufan.

"Chu Zhiyao, let me finish it. I just want to say this once, and I only want to tell you one person." Ji Rufan paused, and took a deep breath.

Chu Zhiyao was full of distress, maybe others would think that rebirth is a lucky thing.But no one will understand how difficult it is when you are reborn and carry the pain of the previous life.The so-called ignorance is meaningless, the first experience in the previous life, all kinds of pain and darkness, maybe at the moment of dying, there are more regrets and unwillingness.

But starting from the beginning again in this life, I clearly remember how tragic the ending of the previous life was. The details of the process are vivid, and every time I think of it, it is like being cut by a knife again.What is even more torturous is that you have a strong desire to fight back but are not sure whether you can succeed. If you fail, it means that you will experience the pain of the previous life again.

"Actually, I myself wouldn't believe this, but only when it really happened to me, did I understand the feeling of wanting to cry and laugh at the same time." Ji Rufan spoke again, this time in a better tone than before .

"Well, I understand." Chu Zhiyao didn't say much, but held Ji Rufan's hand tightly to keep her from feeling cold.

When Ji Rufan recalled, not only was his hand sweating, but he was also holding Chu Zhiyao unconsciously.She didn't know why she chose to let Chu Zhiyao be her first listener, maybe the only one.But apart from facing Chu Zhiyao, she couldn't let go of her usual strength in front of anyone else, and she didn't want to mention the memories that even she was afraid to face.

The corners of Chu Zhiyao's mouth were tense. She knew that Ma Wang was a wicked person, but she didn't expect him to be so vicious.Thinking about it now, fortunately Ma Wang was not present when he was detained in the cottage, and fortunately Chong Gang arrived in time, otherwise the consequences would be disastrous.

Looking back at the scene at that time, it turned out that the princess was suffering such torture, but he was still inviting her to chat at night, saying some irrelevant words.At that time, I didn't see any clues, I was immersed in the so-called heartbeat.In comparison, my concentration is far behind that of the princess.

"Princess, don't worry, we will not lose this time. Because you have me, I will not let you lose." As a listener, Chu Zhiyao can feel the horror of that experience, let alone the present What about this former witness?

Ji Rufan's eyes were red. During the process of recalling, she had been trying her best to control her emotions.Try to let yourself finish in one breath, otherwise I really don't have the courage to add bit by bit in the future.Maybe this incident was so unbelievable to Chu Zhiyao, but to her surprise, Chu Zhiyao didn't have the slightest surprise or doubt, but instead kept comforting and caring for herself, giving herself timely warmth.Only then did I be able to retell the memories that I didn't dare to face up to.

"Chu Zhiyao, thank you." Ji Rufan's voice was choked up, almost too hoarse to speak.

Chu Zhiyao let go of his hands, opened his arms, leaned forward, and warmed Ji Rufan with a softer embrace.At this moment, nothing can beat a sincere hug.Ji Rufan leaned over without hesitation, resting his head on Chu Zhiyao's not-so-broad shoulders. His thin body was a typical female figure.But it gave Ji Rufan strength like a mountain, and gave her warmth like the sun.

"If you want to cry, just cry." Gently raising his hand, Chu Zhiyao stroked Ji Rufan's bun.Such dignified and heavy hair accessories can only be combed in the palace.It not only represents a unique identity, but also represents a heavy pressure.

"Wooooow." Chu Zhiyao didn't try to comfort him, nor did he keep reminding Ji Rufan that everything was over.She just listened carefully and accompanied quietly.

When Ji Rufan was in a trance, use the actual existence to keep her, to awaken Ji Rufan's consciousness, so that she would not be taken away by the past.Such a bond made Ji Rufan feel nostalgic, secure, and willing to rely on.

Maybe it's been suppressed for too long, maybe it's been carried by one person for too long, maybe it's because one person is gritting his teeth carefully, and walking this road of revenge is too tiring and bitter.The bitterness that had been stuck in his throat finally had a chance to vent.

Chu Zhiyao's embrace was gentle enough, and Chu Zhiyao's voice was soft enough, Ji Rufan let go of the last trace of stubbornness in his heart, and burst into tears.All the grievances and sadness of the previous life were completely vented at this moment, the sobs gradually became louder, the choked voice kept rising and falling, and finally turned into howling.

"Do you know, I worked so hard, I really worked so hard, I was always afraid, it was just a dream. But I was even more afraid, it was just a dream." Ji Rufan cried embarrassingly and thoroughly.

The clothes on Chu Zhiyao's chest were already wet, and it was not clear whether it was tears or snot. The noble Princess Yu was crying in her arms.But how miserable the other party was crying, her heart felt so uncomfortable.She understands what Ji Rufan has endured, because she has also experienced the same.

It's just that the pressure I bear comes from the pressure of protecting the Chu family's business, and the princess has to bear dozens of times more than her.She held her face in tears with both hands in her arms. Even though her makeup was blurred, she couldn't hide her outstanding face.

"Princess, this is not a dream, am I right in front of you? After crying this time, there will be no more nightmares in the future." Chu Zhiyao gently wiped away the tears on Ji Rufan's face with his fingers.

Just as the old tears were wiped away, hot new tears fell down again, and Ji Rufan's mood fluctuated violently again because of Chu Zhiyao's actions.But this time, she felt inexplicably wanting to laugh, to laugh and cry.

"Chu Zhiyao, you are a real person! I cried so embarrassingly in front of you, and you actually told me this in a serious way." Although Ji Rufan complained, a smile slowly appeared in the corner of his eyes.

Chu Zhiyao's mood was affected by Ji Rufan, when the other party cried, she felt uncomfortable; when the other party smiled, she felt happy.Although it is the princess who is struggling to narrate her tragic past life tonight, who can say that she is also experiencing the mental journey after rebirth together.

Ji Rufan patted Chu Zhiyao's arm lightly twice, but he didn't feel any pain.But she still bared her teeth and put on an exaggerated expression, successfully making the princess laugh.

"Hey, I'm finally laughing now. As long as you start laughing, you are not allowed to cry in the future. If you are sad again, just rest in my arms for a while. Princess, as long as you open your mouth, my arms will always be there." Chu Zhiyao Put away the joking expression, and said very seriously.

And Yuan Yiheng, who caused Ji Rufan's pain, did not have a happy life after returning to Beijing.This time he used the reason of going back to Beijing to visit his illness, so he had to honestly stay in the Hou's mansion for a few days so as not to arouse suspicion.Except for the first day of his return to Beijing, he never got the chance to be summoned again.

Compared with the past, this is very abnormal.In the past, when he returned to Beijing from the front line, the emperor always reminded him to spend more time with Princess Yu, so as to maintain the relationship between them.But this time face-to-face, apart from talking about the border war situation, what the emperor cared about was the illness of Marquis Zhongyuan.

As for Princess Yu, nothing was mentioned.

"Grandpa, do you think the emperor has changed his mind?" Yuan Yiheng was a little worried, feeling that the marriage might be unstable.

Marquis Zhongyuan leaned against the head of the bed, looking much better than before.

"The emperor Jinkou promises, and he won't change his mind easily. Look at the sick child of the Song family, how many years have passed. Didn't he almost die the year before last, and now he is still Princess Ze's unmarried son-in-law."

Only then did Yuan Yiheng calm down, but his brows still did not relax.

"You don't have to worry about the marriage, the emperor won't change his words that easily. Plus you're still sitting on the border, and you still have value, so you won't be discarded."

Yuan Yiheng nodded, what Grandpa said made sense.

"However, you can't take the abnormality this time lightly. I don't think the one named Chu Zhiyao is that simple. It's better to ask someone to check it again, and we can't delay it any longer."

Yuan Yiheng quickly said, "I have already sent people to Nancheng."

Zhong Yuanhou was still dissatisfied and shook his head.

"Yiheng, you should understand when you are arranging troops on the battlefield, you can't just look at everything in front of you, it's too limited."

When Yuan Yiheng was dialed by his grandfather, he suddenly understood.

"Grandpa, I'm going to check the background of the ancestors of the Chu family.

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