After the awards ceremony, the backstage was a bit chaotic and noisy.
Li Chengyan didn't like such a noisy environment, frowned slightly, strode through the crowd towards the exit.
As soon as he reached the corner, the voice of someone calling his name came from behind him.
Li Chengyan paused, thinking it was a colleague or the director, turned around politely, and saw a familiar yet unfamiliar face.
The moment the two people's eyes met in the air, it seemed that ten years had passed through, and everything in the past suddenly became clear.
Everything around became blurred, and the eyes of the two only reflected each other's figure.
However, in fact, these are just Zhao Feng's own fantasies.The reunion of broken mirrors, dry sticks and fire, tears in eyes, and hugs and weeps that he thought of, all of which did not happen.
Li Chengyan looked at him calmly, without any ups and downs, as if he was just a stranger.
Zhao Feng panicked and quickly walked over.He stood in front of Li Chengyan, showed a gentle smile, and stretched out his hand pretending to be calm, "Senior, long time no see."
The drooping eyes glanced at his hand lightly, but Li Chengyan didn't shake it back, and even said in a cold tone, "Hello."
This overly alienated attitude instantly doubled the panic in Zhao Feng's heart. On the surface, he pretended to be calm, and continued to congratulate with a gentle smile: "Senior, congratulations, you have won another trophy and become a well-deserved actor." , The dream of the year has been fully realized.”
Whoever congratulates so much, Li Chengyan will politely reply thank you.But at this moment, he was silent without any words, neither angry nor annoyed, and had no reaction.
Zhao Feng moved his lost fingers, and twitched the corner of his mouth in embarrassment, "Senior, do we really need to be so unfamiliar with each other?"
Li Chengyan didn't speak, and was silent for a while.The light pouring down from the ceiling cast a warm yellow halo around his body, softening his sharp and deep facial features, making people mistakenly think that he is an easy-going person.
If you look carefully, you will find that his expressionless face seems to be coated with a layer of frost, and his eyes are also cold, without a trace of warmth.
After a long silence, Li Chengyan let out a sneer, "Since when did the two of us know each other?"
"Senior..." Zhao Feng called eagerly, but the rest of the words were stuck in his throat, as if he was wrapped in a huge boulder and fell into his chest.The rough stones on the surface made my throat hurt from scratching.
He opened his mouth, but no sound came out.
Li Chengyan turned to leave, and he rushed to the front to block the way, with tears in his eyes, choked up and said: "Senior, I'm sorry, I'm back, the two of us..."
"We didn't have any relationship at the beginning, and we won't have any relationship now." Li Chengyan interrupted him, speaking calmly, without the slightest fluctuation in emotion, "In the future, there will also be no relationship."
"Are you so cruel!?"
Wailing voices of questioning came from behind and echoed in the corridor. Li Chengyan had already strode away, and his figure quickly disappeared at the end without stopping.
"Brother Yan, are you not going to the reception?" In the car in the parking lot, the manager Wang Cheng asked suspiciously.
Li Chengyan sat in the back row, leaning lazily on the back of the chair, raised his hand and pressed his temples, a little tiredness appeared between his brows and eyes.
He didn't expect to see Zhao Feng again... But it doesn't make any difference whether he sees him or not.
When they were in college, they both went to the same department, and Li Chengyan was a class higher than Zhao Feng.
Li Chengyan was relatively late. Although he realized that his sexual orientation might be different from other people in high school, it was not until his sophomore year that he realized that he liked men.
At that time, he was young and energetic, and finally determined his sexual orientation. Like many classmates, Li Chengyan wanted to have a relationship in college.However, at that time, there was no one of the same kind that interested him, so he just thought about it.
Later, in the second semester of sophomore year, at a school party, Li Chengyan was forcibly dragged by several senior students from the student union to be the host, and happened to meet Zhao Feng, who was performing the show.
From then on, Zhao Feng would appear in front of Li Chengyan almost every day, shouting from senior to senior.
Half a year after the two met, Zhao Feng and Li Chengyan confessed their love.
At that time, Li Chengyan didn't have any obvious feelings for Zhao Feng, but his friends around him were all in love, so he wanted to try, so he agreed.
Unexpectedly, the two had only been together for a week, and before they even held hands, Li Chengyan discovered that Zhao Feng was not the only one who was still flirting with his ex-boyfriend, and even planned to have a room with him.
Li Chengyan couldn't rub the sand in his eyes, so he directly proposed to break up, but Zhao Feng stalked him, crying and unwilling to break up.
After being troubled, Li Chengyan restrained his tough attitude a bit, and did not confront him head-on. He asked for leave and went home, intending to use the space distance to keep the two of them calm.
Unexpectedly, Zhao Feng found out his home address from nowhere, and ran to the door and told Li Chengyan's parents directly that he was his boyfriend.
At that time, Li's father and mother were still looking forward to holding their grandson. How could they accept that their son liked men, and they were so frightened that they passed out and were sent to the hospital.
Enraged, Li Chengyan broke up with him forcefully, never went back to school, and strengthened the security measures at home.
After that, the two didn't have much contact with each other, and Li Chengyan only heard someone say that Zhao Feng had gone abroad.
Face to face, Zhao Feng left almost no traces in Li Chengyan's heart. After so many years, he never thought of this person again, but now he suddenly appeared...
He didn't have any other feelings except lamenting how fast the years had passed.
Consciousness broke away from the memory, and the face that appeared in Li Chengyan's mind gradually changed to Jian Xu's white, tender and beautiful face.
With his chin raised, the tip of his nose red and his eyes wet, he looked at him aggrievedly.
Li Chengyan's heart twitched, as if there was a hot current flowing in his heart.
He whispered: "No, go home."
When Wang Cheng stepped on the accelerator and drove the car out, a strong desire to see his children suddenly rose in Li Chengyan's heart, and he immediately shared the joy of winning with him.
But things never went as smoothly as expected. On the way home, Li Chengyan received a call from the doctor and immediately asked the driver to turn around and go to the hospital.
In the empty ward, there was a strong smell of disinfectant in the air.Li Huan was leaning against the head of the bed in a loose hospital gown, his face was as pale as paper, without a trace of blood.
There were red and swollen fingerprints on her cheeks, and bruises at the corners of her mouth. It looked like she had been beaten.
After Li Chengyan stepped into the ward, his face was terribly gloomy, his whole body was blushing with cold, his eyes were gloomy, and his anger floated, "Did he beat him?"
Li Huan didn't answer, but reached out and grabbed his brother's sleeve, begging, "He didn't do it on purpose, don't blame him."
"Sister, he doesn't deserve you at all!" Li Chengyan roared, the burning anger in his eyes couldn't be restrained at all, "Is it considered a man to beat a woman?"
Opening his mouth, Li Huan couldn't utter a rebuttal. The facts were before his eyes, and all verbal explanations became powerless.
She touched her belly, her eyes became gentle, "My child, can I live without a father?"
"Yes!" Li Chengyan grasped the railing beside the bed tightly, restraining the urge to beat someone up, "Even without my father, I can live a very good life. With you as a mother, and me and my elder brother as two uncles, who is better than him?" How are you, scumbag father?"
That being said, women are always cautious and sentimental when it comes to feelings.
Li Huan's silence made Li Chengyan helpless, "Sister, think about it carefully. Someone will take care of you in a while, so I'll go home first."
It's useless for him to stay in the hospital as a big man. At this time, Li Chengyan's heart is like an arrow, all the burning anger in his heart is extinguished when he thinks of Jian Xu's wet eyes, and his heart becomes soft unconsciously.
Li Huan didn't intend to inform him of his arrival from the beginning, but when he heard this, he immediately urged him to go home to rest and pay attention to safety on the way.
When he got back into the car and was driving towards home, Li Chengyan looked at the best actor trophy in his hand, and smiled with a slight curvature of his mouth.
Wang Cheng glanced at it from the rearview mirror, and was a little shocked. No matter which award he had won before, he had never been so happy.
In the small villa, the awards ceremony broadcast live on TV had already ended. Jian Xu was still sitting on the sofa in a daze, staring at the TV screen. Be serious.
The auntie nanny came back from the phone call, looked at the TV, and looked at him again. She always felt that something was wrong. She stepped forward and waved her hand in front of her face, and said happily: "Xiaoxu, you also like watching anti-Japanese war movies. Let me tell you. ..."
Auntie felt the excitement of finally finding a bosom friend, which startled Jian Xu who came back to his senses. In order not to destroy his soul, he ran away, "Auntie, I went upstairs to rest."
The nanny and aunt who loved anti-Japanese drama watched him leave reluctantly, and sighed heavily: "Young people these days just don't know how to appreciate it."
In 5 minutes, Jian Xu appeared in the living room again, wearing an extra coat.As soon as his butt touched the sofa, the aunt's excited voice sounded again, "Xiao Xu, I knew you were good at something."
Jian Xu: "..."
He just wanted to wait for Li Chengyan to come back in the living room, cub, daddy will tell you a story, let's not listen to the TV.
Nestled on the sofa, although Jian Xu's gaze fell on the TV screen, he actually didn't see it at all, and was silently telling the baby the story of the little duck in his heart.
As the night darkened, the TV series ended, and my aunt yawned and went back to her room to sleep.Jian Xu opened his eyes wide and pretended to be in good spirits. His aunt urged him to go upstairs to sleep, but he said he was not sleepy yet.
As a result, as soon as his aunt left, he was like a leaking balloon, and instantly withered.Curled up sleepily, leaned on the sofa and fell asleep in a daze.
The sound of a car engine came from the yard, and Jian Xu woke up suddenly, sat up so hard that she almost fell over.
He threw the pillow in his hand, rushed to the door in his slippers, leaned against the door frame, and tried his best to maintain his composure.The fingers hanging by his side were already nervously half clenched into fists, and his palms were covered with hot sweat.
Hearing the sound of footsteps, Jian Xu took a deep breath, pursed her lips tightly, all the drowsiness was dispelled by the tension, and the only thing left was the thought of retreating at the door.
No, you can't back down, or you won't have the trophy.
Jian Xu clenched her fists to cheer herself up.
When Li Chengyan came over, he happened to see him standing at the door muttering something, his mouth was moving, so cute that people wanted to rub him into his arms.
"what are you saying?"
The sudden sound startled Jian Xu, her eyes widened, and she froze for two seconds before shaking her head like a rattle.
All the hostility in Li Chengyan's eyes was automatically hidden the moment he saw him, only his eyes were full of tenderness, "Don't shake it, you will faint if you shake it again."
Jian Xu stopped her movements obediently.
Li Chengyan asked, "Are you waiting for me?"
Jian Xu nodded, then shook her head again.
"Huh?" Li Chengyan smiled, "Isn't it?"
Letting go of the clenched fingers hidden behind her back, Jian Xu pointed to the trophy that Li Chengyan was holding in his left hand, "This, I want it, can I change it for you?"
Li Chengyan looked at his delicate eyebrows, raised his eyebrows, and said with a smile: "What do you give in exchange? Do you want to promise yourself?"
"No." Jian Xu shook his hairy head, grabbed the hem of the clothes with his drooping fingers, hesitated for a while, as if he had finally made a decision, gritted his teeth fiercely with puffed cheeks, and slowly lifted the loose T-shirt on his body, Showing a slightly raised belly, "Take this."
Li Chengyan didn't like such a noisy environment, frowned slightly, strode through the crowd towards the exit.
As soon as he reached the corner, the voice of someone calling his name came from behind him.
Li Chengyan paused, thinking it was a colleague or the director, turned around politely, and saw a familiar yet unfamiliar face.
The moment the two people's eyes met in the air, it seemed that ten years had passed through, and everything in the past suddenly became clear.
Everything around became blurred, and the eyes of the two only reflected each other's figure.
However, in fact, these are just Zhao Feng's own fantasies.The reunion of broken mirrors, dry sticks and fire, tears in eyes, and hugs and weeps that he thought of, all of which did not happen.
Li Chengyan looked at him calmly, without any ups and downs, as if he was just a stranger.
Zhao Feng panicked and quickly walked over.He stood in front of Li Chengyan, showed a gentle smile, and stretched out his hand pretending to be calm, "Senior, long time no see."
The drooping eyes glanced at his hand lightly, but Li Chengyan didn't shake it back, and even said in a cold tone, "Hello."
This overly alienated attitude instantly doubled the panic in Zhao Feng's heart. On the surface, he pretended to be calm, and continued to congratulate with a gentle smile: "Senior, congratulations, you have won another trophy and become a well-deserved actor." , The dream of the year has been fully realized.”
Whoever congratulates so much, Li Chengyan will politely reply thank you.But at this moment, he was silent without any words, neither angry nor annoyed, and had no reaction.
Zhao Feng moved his lost fingers, and twitched the corner of his mouth in embarrassment, "Senior, do we really need to be so unfamiliar with each other?"
Li Chengyan didn't speak, and was silent for a while.The light pouring down from the ceiling cast a warm yellow halo around his body, softening his sharp and deep facial features, making people mistakenly think that he is an easy-going person.
If you look carefully, you will find that his expressionless face seems to be coated with a layer of frost, and his eyes are also cold, without a trace of warmth.
After a long silence, Li Chengyan let out a sneer, "Since when did the two of us know each other?"
"Senior..." Zhao Feng called eagerly, but the rest of the words were stuck in his throat, as if he was wrapped in a huge boulder and fell into his chest.The rough stones on the surface made my throat hurt from scratching.
He opened his mouth, but no sound came out.
Li Chengyan turned to leave, and he rushed to the front to block the way, with tears in his eyes, choked up and said: "Senior, I'm sorry, I'm back, the two of us..."
"We didn't have any relationship at the beginning, and we won't have any relationship now." Li Chengyan interrupted him, speaking calmly, without the slightest fluctuation in emotion, "In the future, there will also be no relationship."
"Are you so cruel!?"
Wailing voices of questioning came from behind and echoed in the corridor. Li Chengyan had already strode away, and his figure quickly disappeared at the end without stopping.
"Brother Yan, are you not going to the reception?" In the car in the parking lot, the manager Wang Cheng asked suspiciously.
Li Chengyan sat in the back row, leaning lazily on the back of the chair, raised his hand and pressed his temples, a little tiredness appeared between his brows and eyes.
He didn't expect to see Zhao Feng again... But it doesn't make any difference whether he sees him or not.
When they were in college, they both went to the same department, and Li Chengyan was a class higher than Zhao Feng.
Li Chengyan was relatively late. Although he realized that his sexual orientation might be different from other people in high school, it was not until his sophomore year that he realized that he liked men.
At that time, he was young and energetic, and finally determined his sexual orientation. Like many classmates, Li Chengyan wanted to have a relationship in college.However, at that time, there was no one of the same kind that interested him, so he just thought about it.
Later, in the second semester of sophomore year, at a school party, Li Chengyan was forcibly dragged by several senior students from the student union to be the host, and happened to meet Zhao Feng, who was performing the show.
From then on, Zhao Feng would appear in front of Li Chengyan almost every day, shouting from senior to senior.
Half a year after the two met, Zhao Feng and Li Chengyan confessed their love.
At that time, Li Chengyan didn't have any obvious feelings for Zhao Feng, but his friends around him were all in love, so he wanted to try, so he agreed.
Unexpectedly, the two had only been together for a week, and before they even held hands, Li Chengyan discovered that Zhao Feng was not the only one who was still flirting with his ex-boyfriend, and even planned to have a room with him.
Li Chengyan couldn't rub the sand in his eyes, so he directly proposed to break up, but Zhao Feng stalked him, crying and unwilling to break up.
After being troubled, Li Chengyan restrained his tough attitude a bit, and did not confront him head-on. He asked for leave and went home, intending to use the space distance to keep the two of them calm.
Unexpectedly, Zhao Feng found out his home address from nowhere, and ran to the door and told Li Chengyan's parents directly that he was his boyfriend.
At that time, Li's father and mother were still looking forward to holding their grandson. How could they accept that their son liked men, and they were so frightened that they passed out and were sent to the hospital.
Enraged, Li Chengyan broke up with him forcefully, never went back to school, and strengthened the security measures at home.
After that, the two didn't have much contact with each other, and Li Chengyan only heard someone say that Zhao Feng had gone abroad.
Face to face, Zhao Feng left almost no traces in Li Chengyan's heart. After so many years, he never thought of this person again, but now he suddenly appeared...
He didn't have any other feelings except lamenting how fast the years had passed.
Consciousness broke away from the memory, and the face that appeared in Li Chengyan's mind gradually changed to Jian Xu's white, tender and beautiful face.
With his chin raised, the tip of his nose red and his eyes wet, he looked at him aggrievedly.
Li Chengyan's heart twitched, as if there was a hot current flowing in his heart.
He whispered: "No, go home."
When Wang Cheng stepped on the accelerator and drove the car out, a strong desire to see his children suddenly rose in Li Chengyan's heart, and he immediately shared the joy of winning with him.
But things never went as smoothly as expected. On the way home, Li Chengyan received a call from the doctor and immediately asked the driver to turn around and go to the hospital.
In the empty ward, there was a strong smell of disinfectant in the air.Li Huan was leaning against the head of the bed in a loose hospital gown, his face was as pale as paper, without a trace of blood.
There were red and swollen fingerprints on her cheeks, and bruises at the corners of her mouth. It looked like she had been beaten.
After Li Chengyan stepped into the ward, his face was terribly gloomy, his whole body was blushing with cold, his eyes were gloomy, and his anger floated, "Did he beat him?"
Li Huan didn't answer, but reached out and grabbed his brother's sleeve, begging, "He didn't do it on purpose, don't blame him."
"Sister, he doesn't deserve you at all!" Li Chengyan roared, the burning anger in his eyes couldn't be restrained at all, "Is it considered a man to beat a woman?"
Opening his mouth, Li Huan couldn't utter a rebuttal. The facts were before his eyes, and all verbal explanations became powerless.
She touched her belly, her eyes became gentle, "My child, can I live without a father?"
"Yes!" Li Chengyan grasped the railing beside the bed tightly, restraining the urge to beat someone up, "Even without my father, I can live a very good life. With you as a mother, and me and my elder brother as two uncles, who is better than him?" How are you, scumbag father?"
That being said, women are always cautious and sentimental when it comes to feelings.
Li Huan's silence made Li Chengyan helpless, "Sister, think about it carefully. Someone will take care of you in a while, so I'll go home first."
It's useless for him to stay in the hospital as a big man. At this time, Li Chengyan's heart is like an arrow, all the burning anger in his heart is extinguished when he thinks of Jian Xu's wet eyes, and his heart becomes soft unconsciously.
Li Huan didn't intend to inform him of his arrival from the beginning, but when he heard this, he immediately urged him to go home to rest and pay attention to safety on the way.
When he got back into the car and was driving towards home, Li Chengyan looked at the best actor trophy in his hand, and smiled with a slight curvature of his mouth.
Wang Cheng glanced at it from the rearview mirror, and was a little shocked. No matter which award he had won before, he had never been so happy.
In the small villa, the awards ceremony broadcast live on TV had already ended. Jian Xu was still sitting on the sofa in a daze, staring at the TV screen. Be serious.
The auntie nanny came back from the phone call, looked at the TV, and looked at him again. She always felt that something was wrong. She stepped forward and waved her hand in front of her face, and said happily: "Xiaoxu, you also like watching anti-Japanese war movies. Let me tell you. ..."
Auntie felt the excitement of finally finding a bosom friend, which startled Jian Xu who came back to his senses. In order not to destroy his soul, he ran away, "Auntie, I went upstairs to rest."
The nanny and aunt who loved anti-Japanese drama watched him leave reluctantly, and sighed heavily: "Young people these days just don't know how to appreciate it."
In 5 minutes, Jian Xu appeared in the living room again, wearing an extra coat.As soon as his butt touched the sofa, the aunt's excited voice sounded again, "Xiao Xu, I knew you were good at something."
Jian Xu: "..."
He just wanted to wait for Li Chengyan to come back in the living room, cub, daddy will tell you a story, let's not listen to the TV.
Nestled on the sofa, although Jian Xu's gaze fell on the TV screen, he actually didn't see it at all, and was silently telling the baby the story of the little duck in his heart.
As the night darkened, the TV series ended, and my aunt yawned and went back to her room to sleep.Jian Xu opened his eyes wide and pretended to be in good spirits. His aunt urged him to go upstairs to sleep, but he said he was not sleepy yet.
As a result, as soon as his aunt left, he was like a leaking balloon, and instantly withered.Curled up sleepily, leaned on the sofa and fell asleep in a daze.
The sound of a car engine came from the yard, and Jian Xu woke up suddenly, sat up so hard that she almost fell over.
He threw the pillow in his hand, rushed to the door in his slippers, leaned against the door frame, and tried his best to maintain his composure.The fingers hanging by his side were already nervously half clenched into fists, and his palms were covered with hot sweat.
Hearing the sound of footsteps, Jian Xu took a deep breath, pursed her lips tightly, all the drowsiness was dispelled by the tension, and the only thing left was the thought of retreating at the door.
No, you can't back down, or you won't have the trophy.
Jian Xu clenched her fists to cheer herself up.
When Li Chengyan came over, he happened to see him standing at the door muttering something, his mouth was moving, so cute that people wanted to rub him into his arms.
"what are you saying?"
The sudden sound startled Jian Xu, her eyes widened, and she froze for two seconds before shaking her head like a rattle.
All the hostility in Li Chengyan's eyes was automatically hidden the moment he saw him, only his eyes were full of tenderness, "Don't shake it, you will faint if you shake it again."
Jian Xu stopped her movements obediently.
Li Chengyan asked, "Are you waiting for me?"
Jian Xu nodded, then shook her head again.
"Huh?" Li Chengyan smiled, "Isn't it?"
Letting go of the clenched fingers hidden behind her back, Jian Xu pointed to the trophy that Li Chengyan was holding in his left hand, "This, I want it, can I change it for you?"
Li Chengyan looked at his delicate eyebrows, raised his eyebrows, and said with a smile: "What do you give in exchange? Do you want to promise yourself?"
"No." Jian Xu shook his hairy head, grabbed the hem of the clothes with his drooping fingers, hesitated for a while, as if he had finally made a decision, gritted his teeth fiercely with puffed cheeks, and slowly lifted the loose T-shirt on his body, Showing a slightly raised belly, "Take this."
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