I just want to study hard

Monday.

Early in the morning, Qin Huan was woken up by a phone call.

As soon as Qin Huan pressed the call button, Ye Xiaoxiao's loud voice came from the other end of the phone, which could be heard two meters away.

"Brother Qin, something serious has happened. Get up quickly and check the link I sent you on WeChat!"

He didn't touch his homework for two days on the weekend. Qin Huan did his homework until after two o'clock last night, and now he was terribly sleepy. He sat up and checked the time, and it was not yet six o'clock.

Qin Huan's voice was a little hoarse, and he said, "If it's not a big deal, you'll be dead today."

"In short, Brother Qin, take a quick look. Don't worry about the front, just turn to page No. 17." Ye Xiaoxiao said, "You must thank me after reading it." After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone.

"What's the matter?" Qin Huan frowned after staring at the phone for a long time, got up and washed his face, and finally regained consciousness.He clicked on the link Ye Xiaoxiao sent him.

This is a link to a post in Yizhong Tieba.

Qin Huan looked at the title and was puzzled.

The title of the post reads: The landlord of this sports meeting is satisfied, the girl's heart is full, this pair of SZ is so handsome!

This building has been built to more than 2000 floors, and it is directly refined on the home page.

Qin Huan's eyes left the title and slid down a bit, and then saw the photo of himself and Xiao Mo crossing the finish line hand in hand.He went on to read the text description of the main building.

Finally realized that this is the cp building.

SZ, double fried.

The famous cp name is not bad.

Qin Huan was not sleepy at all, and he was in a good mood to save the photos all the way, and saved them all in the new album. After saving more than half, he remembered Ye Xiaoxiao's words, temporarily gave up saving photos, and turned to page No.17 first.

Floor 1543: Isn't this Xiao Mo?hehe.

Floor 1544: I said why there is no news from Xiao Mo. It turned out that he was transferred to No. [-] Middle School, and he seems to be doing well.Is No. [-] Middle School about to fall, why does everyone accept it?Are those people upstairs chasing and shouting "so handsome, so handsome" all blind?

Let me give you some popular science, this Xiao Mo not only has poor grades, poor character, specially hinders the class, but also hits the teacher, by the way, his father is also a perverted murderer, and his mother is mentally ill. Do you think such a person is handsome?I'm afraid everyone is stupid.

……

There are many similar remarks in the back, every floor is full of yin and yang, cynicism, and exposes Xiao Mo's past.

The smile on Qin Huan's face froze.

He hastily flipped through the content of this page, put away his phone and began to get dressed, spent another minute brushing his teeth, then picked up his schoolbag and rushed out of the room.

Qin's mother called him, "Huanhuan, breakfast!"

Qin Huan bent over to put on his shoes, and quickly replied, "I don't want to eat."

Then, there was the sound of the door being closed.

Qin Shi came out of the room rubbing his eyes, "Mom, why did brother leave so early?"

Qin's mother shook her head, "I don't know, I'm in a hurry."

She said again: "It's past six twenty, go wash and change quickly, or you'll be late."

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After Qin Huan left the apartment gate, he directly hailed a taxi to go to the school. When he got to the school gate, he called Xiao Mo.While on the phone, he walked to the dormitory.

The school opens at 06:30, but it is still early, and no one comes over, but there are quite a few residents who live on campus and go out to buy breakfast.

Qin Huan also met Jiang Huai.

"Brother Qin?"

"Did you see my tablemate?"

"Xiao Mo? No." Jiang Huai said, "Probably still in the dormitory, it's still early, he may have just woken up."

"Thank you." After leaving these words, Qin Huan turned around and went upstairs.

Quickly climbed to the third floor, and ran to the door of 302, Qin Huan took a deep breath and raised his hand to knock on the door.

It took a while for the door to open.

Let Qin Huan come in sideways, Xiao Mo did not speak, his mobile phone was placed on the table, and the page was still stuck on the post on the post bar.

Qin Huan asked softly, "Did you see it?"

Xiao Mo nodded.

He returned to the chair and sat down, his tone returned to the indifference of the first meeting, "You know everything, why do you still come here?"

Qin Huan laughed, "Why don't you come here?"

He pulled a chair and sat down in front of Xiao Mo, "None of your parents and your past can represent you now."

Xiao Mo looked at him, "My dad...killed someone."

Qin Huan asked: "So?"

Xiao Mo stated blankly, "I am the son of a murderer, and I beat the teacher. If no one stopped me at that time, I would continue to beat him..."

"Xiao Mo."

Qin Huan interrupted Xiao Mo's words. It was the first time that he directly called out Xiao Mo's name in front of Xiao Mo's face, instead of his deskmate.He looked deeply at Xiao Mo, with a serious tone, "You are you, your father is your father, you are not alone, and you are also different from him."

"Aren't you afraid?" Xiao Mo recalled the words of his former classmates, his fingertips were trembling, but he said in an indifferent manner, "They all said that I am the son of a murderer, and my mother has depression. I must have inherited it." Parents will also get sick and kill people in the future..."

"I'm not afraid, you are you, just yourself." Qin Huan looked into Xiao Mo's eyes with an unprecedented seriousness, "And what I see and know is a Xiao Mo who is helpful, cold on the outside and warm on the inside. , you are normal and kind."

Xiao Mo suddenly laughed at himself. He drew back his feet, hugged him with both hands, and rested his chin on his knees, "You are the first to say that."

"In the second year of junior high school, after my father had an accident, my friends, the best friends, were the first to stay away from me." Xiao Mo lowered his eyes and said softly, "Their parents didn't let them be with me. Playing, worrying that I will spoil them, others will not dare to contact me."

When saying these words, Xiao Mo still had no expression, he was very calm, as if he was telling other people's stories.

Qin Huan doesn't know how much Xiao Mo has gone through to be able to be as peaceful as today, and he can't even imagine how Xiao Mo came here these years, he is still so young.

Why didn't he get to know Xiao Mo earlier?

If he could get to know each other earlier, he would definitely protect Xiao Mo.

Qin Huan was so distressed that he couldn't help but leaned over and hugged Xiao Mo, "I'm different from them, Jiang Hang, Xunzi, Ye Xiao, Luo Yin, Tu Xue, monitor, school committee... and many more People, each of them likes you very much, and sincerely wants to make friends with you, but none of us will take pictures."

Qin Huan's voice was very gentle, "Don't worry, don't be afraid, this matter will not affect anyone's opinion of you, when you are in class, everyone will still greet you with a smile, how to get along, or how to get along, It won't change."

Xiao Mo pushed Qin Huan over, "You are just you, you cannot represent everyone."

Qin Huan thought for a while and said, "Okay, then I don't represent them. You can see for yourself."

Afterwards, he sat with Xiao Mo, and no one took the initiative to speak again.

The morning bell rang.

Xiao Mo said, "Go to class."

"Are you going?" Qin Huan didn't move, "I'll go if you go, let's go together."

Xiao Mo fell silent again.

go with?

not going?

Xiao Mo turned his head and glanced at the photo frame on the table. Inside was a group photo of them in the amusement park. Everyone was smiling happily.

Even he was laughing.

What if it was the same as before?

Xiao Mo clutched the corner of his clothes with his hanging hand, feeling very uneasy.

"At the same table." Qin Huan called Xiao Mo, and at the same time his hand stretched out, took Xiao Mo's hand, and held it tightly.

Xiao Mo turned to look at him.

"Would you like to tell me about your past?" Qin Huan's voice was very soft, and he looked at Xiao Mo with soft eyes.

Xiao Mo didn't respond, he just sat quietly.

He didn't withdraw his hand either.

Being held in this way can offset the uneasiness and fear of being rediscovered in the past, Xiao Mo feels very at ease.

He could clearly know that there was someone by his side.

Not alone.

Qin Huan thought for a while, and then said: "It's uncomfortable to keep things in my heart. If you want to talk, I will listen. You can treat me like a tree hole or a trash can, and say what you want to say. You want Swearing, cursing, whatever you want."

Xiao Mo lowered his head, and after a long while, he finally responded softly.

Qin Huan smiled, with a star in his eyes.

Sunlight shines on the ground through the glass windows, reflecting the mottled tree shadows outside.

The breeze blows, and the rustling of leaves can be heard outside.

Looking at the sunshine at his feet, Xiao Mo slowly opened his mouth, "That year, I was in the second year of junior high..."

That year, there was a very bad case in Y city. A female college student was killed in her apartment, and the murderer's methods were very cruel.

The female student was stabbed seven times in a row in the chest.

After neighbors reported the incident, the police quickly intervened.

The murderer was caught shortly after - he was Xiao Mo's father.

Xiao's father has a special status, she is the teacher of a female student, so after being arrested, the case was quickly exposed by the major media.

The abuse on the Internet is overwhelming.

Neither Xiao Mo nor Mother Xiao believed that Father Xiao would kill someone.

Xiao's mother sold the house, asked people everywhere to find connections, and found the best lawyer to defend Xiao's father, but the evidence was so abundant that she couldn't find an entry point. After the first trial, Xiao's father was sentenced to death with a two-year reprieve .

In the same year, Xiao's mother suffered from depression.

Her mental state is not good, but she is still running around about Father Xiao's affairs, and worrying about Xiao Mo.

When the results of the first trial came out, Xiao Mo was already in the third year of junior high school, but because of Father Xiao's incident, he was isolated by the class, and no one wanted to contact him anymore.

Although Xiao Mo didn't say anything to Mother Xiao, she knew everything.

Xiao Mo lost his smile, and became a loner at school, and during the parent-teacher meeting, the surrounding parents and students talked behind their backs, and the teacher stopped talking.

Each and every piece made Mother Xiao blame herself. ,sad.

Mother Xiao's condition is getting worse day by day.

The last straw that crushed Xiao's mother was the result of Xiao's father's second trial—suddenly changed from a suspended death sentence to an immediate execution.

After Xiao's father died, she lasted until Xiao Mo finished the high school entrance examination, and finally couldn't stand it anymore.

At that time, her depression was already very serious. She couldn't sleep or eat. She often had hallucinations and auditory hallucinations. When she saw sharp knives, she just wanted to stab into her body, and she wanted to jump down when she stood on a high place.

Death is calling her in various ways.

The day before Xiao's mother committed suicide, she took Xiao Mo to Linshi to play. That day they climbed the mountain, saw the sea, and even went to the aquarium.

That was Xiao Mo's happiest day after Father Xiao's accident.

But the next day, Mother Xiao committed suicide. She jumped from the balcony of the hotel and died on the spot.

She only left one sentence for Xiao Mo.

——Momo, mom can't take it anymore, but don't be so timid like mom, you have to be strong and live well.

Xiao Mo became an orphan.

After the funeral, Xiao Yuemei adopted Xiao Mo and brought Xiao Mo back to her home.

The results of the high school entrance examination also came down, and Xiao Mo was admitted to Hushan Middle School with excellent results.But after experiencing the death of his parents one after another, Xiao Mo became decadent, and also suffered from serious psychological problems.

He was unwilling to accept treatment and began to give up on himself.

Hushan is a key middle school, and it is famous for its emphasis on grades. In the mock exam at the beginning of the first year of senior high school, Xiao Mo got the last place in the exam.

After several exams, he did not improve.

Xiao Mo was originally assigned to a key class when he was admitted, but his current grades have completely dragged the class back, causing the average score of the class to become even lower than that of the ordinary class. The teacher felt ashamed, and the bonus was taken If not, he poured all his grievances on him.

Because of the teacher's attitude, the students in the class began to have opinions on Xiao Mo, thinking that Xiao Mo made their efforts all in vain.

So the teacher took the lead, and everyone began to isolate and bully Xiao Mo.

The casually discarded homework and books, the casual sarcasm and accusations, the garbage and graffiti on the desks and chairs, and even the existence of Xiao Mo have all become mistakes.

Every class, the teacher would make excuses to ridicule Xiao Mo and ask him to stand up or stand outside.

Xiao Mo ignored them and didn't want to, just immersed in his own world, he was always sleeping.

Until the mid-term exam, Xiao Mo came last again, and the teacher pointed at Xiao Mo's nose and cursed: "The son of a scumbag is indeed a scumbag!"

He was still puzzled, and continued to curse: "If you think of a scum like your father, it's good to die, and if you continue like this, you will become like him sooner or later. No wonder your mother didn't want you and ran to commit suicide. I, I also choose to die."

This time, Xiao Mo threw the chair on the teacher's head in front of his classmates, and then swung his fist hard.

Xiao Mo hit him hard, without mercy.

This incident alarmed the principal, and Xiao Yuemei was invited to the school, but after understanding what had happened in the principal's office, Xiao Yuemei mercilessly raised her hand and slapped the teacher across the face.

After that, he pulled Xiao Mo and left the principal's office without looking back.

Xiao Mo was actually expelled from school, but later Xiao Yuemei lost a lot of connections and changed the dropout in his file to suspension of school, and with the help of Xiao's father's former mentor, Xiao Mo was successfully transferred to No. [-] Middle School.

And for nearly a year, Xiao Mo went to see a psychiatrist, and under the guidance of the doctor, he gradually came out.

"I don't believe my dad would kill people." Xiao Mo said in a hoarse voice, "My dad is a good man, sometimes he knows that those people are pretending to be beggars and cheating others, he will give money, and he also sponsored several students, saying When they go to college, I will go to see them...

Once, he ran into a robber. He was obviously weak, but he rushed straight up, and was stabbed in the arm. "

"He knew that I like painting, and he also promised to send me to the art center to learn painting... The day the female student was killed was my parents' wedding anniversary. He ordered a cake and called me when he was picking up the cake. He said he wanted to give my mother a surprise and let me cooperate with him..."

Xiao Mo covered his face, then raised his head again, not to let the tears fall, "He is so kind, loves us so much, and every time he talks about his students, he always looks proud. How could such a teacher kill himself? Student, he was stabbed seven times in a row so cruelly..."

Xiao Mo choked with sobs, his whole body was extremely fragile.

Even after so long, he still couldn't let go and couldn't accept it.

Qin Huan held Xiao Mo's hand, pulled him into his arms, and hugged him tightly.He patted Xiao Mo's back lightly, and opened his mouth again and again, but he didn't know where to start to comfort him.

For the first time, Qin Huan realized that he had not learned enough.

He cannot form words.

After thinking for a long time, Qin Huan said: "At the same table, do you remember what I said before?"

Xiao Mo leaned on Qin Huan's shoulder and replied in a low voice, "Yes."

"In this matter, you have nothing wrong with you. Such a teacher is not worthy of being a teacher." Qin Huan stroked Xiao Mo's head gently, "But it has passed, we must look forward together, and we cannot be influenced by them arrive."

"Now you are in No. [-] Middle School, a member of our No. [-] Class. Your class teacher is Cai Zhen. She is a good teacher."

"Your future is still very long, you have enough time, you will have friends, relatives, and lovers again."

Qin Huan suddenly let go of Xiao Mo's hand, and put it on his shoulder instead, looking at him intently, his eyes filled with gentle light.

"At the same table, the road ahead, would you like me to walk with you?"