[Comprehensive] Obsessive-compulsive disorder

The three people in the living room got along friendly, while Sawada Nana in the kitchen patted Sawada Iemitsu's hand, and asked in a low voice, "That child's name, isn't it Wendy?" When he opened his mouth, Nana had already said, "Is it called Kazama Sato?" Hearing this name, Jiaguang knew that his son had told Nana about it, but obviously he hadn't shown her his face.

Should it be a woman's intuition, or something else?Jia Guang wanted to laugh, so he simply nodded and said, "It's her."

How could they be husband and wife? Just from Jiaguang's words, Nana could tell that Jiaguang knew about Tsunayoshi and Kazama.She became excited all of a sudden: "It's really that child! I had a vague feeling when I entered the door! It looks like a good child!"

Nana's mood was directly reflected in her next actions - her attitude towards Kazama was very friendly in the first place, and when they had lunch together, if it wasn't because there was Bagir at the table, she would definitely be more enthusiastic.

However, even if he restrained a little, Kazama was flattered by Nana's kindness.On the contrary, she became dull in this regard, and Tsuna Ji saw something. After the meal and Kazama finished washing the dishes, he immediately grabbed Kazama's hand, made an excuse, and went to his room.

Kazama still felt a little impolite: "Wait a minute, isn't it weird for you to do this? Pulling the girl I just met..."

"Mom, she recognized you." After Tsuna finished speaking succinctly, Kazama was stunned. After a while, he became nervous and his face flushed: "There is nothing wrong with my performance just now! I won't be caught Hate it? Shouldn't it be better?"

Seeing her flustered appearance, Gang Ji squeezed her hand tightly: "Don't be nervous, Mom likes you very much."

Hearing what Gang Ji said, Kazama breathed a sigh of relief: "But it's not good to just run away with you..."

"You're too nervous, don't worry too much." Gang Ji raised his hand to touch Kazama's hair, and accidentally pushed her bangs away, only to notice the scar still occupying her forehead.Up to now, Kazama himself doesn't care about it anymore, but Tsuna is still a little shocked when he sees it.

It has nothing to do with beauty or ugliness, but I always feel that it represents her past pain, so I don't want her to recall it.

"This scar, Pengo Lie should have a solution, right?" Gang Ji put down his hand and asked seriously.

Kazama touched the scar, the slightly protruding rough touch was the same as before, but the strange thing was that she didn't feel the slightest bit in her heart.She replied: "I can do this myself." Gangji was silent: "Cut off this piece of skin first and then treat it with the flame of sunshine?"

"Hmm..." Before Kazama nodded, Tsuna had already curled up her fingers expressionlessly and gave her a "chestnut".

"I'm joking!" Kazama covered the place where he was knocked, "How can I let go of the pain!"

Gang Ji paused, and suddenly laughed after a few seconds, and then gave her a hug with Kazama's bewildered expression.He won't be cruel to himself. He was able to jump off a building back then, and it has really changed a lot—he likes this kind of change.

In the evening, Gangji and Bajir went to sleep in the guest room, and Gangji’s room was reserved for Kazama. In addition, Bajir strongly urged Gangji to sleep on the bed and sleep on the floor by himself.Gang Ji couldn't convince him either, so he discussed with him to take turns sleeping on the bed, and Bajir reluctantly agreed.

Before school started, Kazama settled down at Sawada's house, and when Iemitsu left, she also left immediately.Although she returned to her own home to live alone after she left, she couldn't be the only one staying.Nana knows that Gui knows, it's another matter if she keeps it.

During Kazama's stay at Sawada's house, Tsunayoshi also remembered that she hadn't explained what she did in the first week of summer vacation, but thinking that Kazama must have her own reasons, she didn't ask much.When Kazama left, in fact, he didn't feel bad after leaving school for less than a week.

After returning to the Kazama of his home to pack up his things, he ran to find a certain detective who was waiting for a deal.

Akigase was lying comfortably on the sofa blowing on the air conditioner, and when Kazama entered, he quickly told her to close the door: "The cold wind has gone away!"

Kazama closed the door smoothly, took a stack of papers, put them on Akigase's chest, and just sat beside him and didn't care about things.Akase looked down at the paper lying on her body, grabbed it before getting up: "What is this?"

"Various document contracts that need to be signed by your guardian." Kazama replied.Akigase raised her eyebrows, then sat upright, carefully flipped through the documents, and understood them in a short while.He held the stack of papers and patted the coffee table: "Have you considered it?"

"Yes." Kazama sat upright, looked directly at Akase or said, "Whether it is the current decision or the future path, I have thoroughly considered it. It may be very difficult, but I want to talk to Tsunayoshi Let's walk together."

Akase looked at her for a while, and suddenly said: "You were originally a child who didn't depend on anyone, was overly self-reliant, and only knew how to be reluctant, but now you have made the completely opposite choice. Wouldn't the gap between this cause a burden? ?”

He didn't say who would be a burden, but Kazama knew it well.She squeezed her fingers tightly, took a deep breath and said, "I trust him." She also knew that she was overly dependent on Gang Ji to a certain extent. For others, this kind of dependence might be difficult to bear, but that It's Tsunayoshi.There was a brisk smile on her face: "If Gang Ji said it, she will take it seriously."

"Besides, I still have a long time to adjust my mentality." Kazama pressed his heart, blinking his eyes with a smile, "I'm still young, and so is Tsuna. Others can please, just like you."

Yes, she is still young, whether in her previous life or in this life, she still has a lot of things she doesn't understand about this world. Even if she says that she is ready now, there is no guarantee that she will not be hit hard by difficulties in the future.But this is normal, she is just a human being, and her wisdom and experience are limited, so it is only natural to make mistakes, as long as she corrects them later.

The person she relies on is indeed Tsuna Ji, but she also knows many capable people, and she can completely rely on them.Only when people communicate with each other can they be called normal interpersonal relationships. It is wrong for one party to blindly give and blindly take.

Just like Qiu Lai, he is not a detective who plays her guardian, but a guardian who gets along like a relative all year round.She used to distinguish all the relationships too clearly, but now, it's just a little blurry, and it's normal to have a temper occasionally and be a little willful, isn't it?

Akigase laughed, but didn't say a word, she walked to the desk with the stack of papers, took out the signature pen and began to sign one by one.If there are a few clauses that are unclear, he will ask Kazama in detail. If Kazama doesn't understand, he will just let it go and not sign it.

Kazama held his chin to watch him sign: "If I leave, will you be lonely then?"

"No." Akigase answered very simply, noticing Kazama's swollen face, he smiled, and then said solemnly: "In this world, the distance in space can't explain anything." He used the pen cap Pointing to Kazama's heart, "The point is here, as long as the hearts of two people remain the same, then they are together." Akigase pointed to his heart again, and smiled: "The past ten years have been together." I didn't open your heart well, but now that someone else has done it, I wonder if I can live in it with a little bit of light?"

He doesn't have close contact with his family, and his relationship is relatively weak, which may have something to do with the observer of God.But Akigase still really cares about Kazama.After Kazama ran into the detective agency back then, he saw her abnormality at the first sight - this child is not from this world.Out of interest, he solved her troubles, and with compassion from who knows where, he voluntarily acted as her guardian.

Maybe it's because her "light" is too strong, so he hopes she can live well in this world.

If he wanted to describe it, he found a dandelion seed, which was shriveled and seemed to be blown away by the wind at any time.But after being blown away, the seed might just rot and weather, so he planted the seed in the ground, expecting it to grow.

He's not a good gardener, and he didn't help with anything other than the initial "planting".The seed did, however, now produce leaves and modest but lively flowers.It is the "sun" that makes the buds that have been unwilling to bloom bloom.

Isn't it a bit cheeky to run to rub the light of the "sun" and want to appreciate the beauty of flowers when they bloom?

Akigase scratched her cheek, feeling a little embarrassed.However, he immediately heard that Kazama said in the same solemn tone: "Okay, brother." The sudden change of address made Akase stunned for a moment, and only saw Kazama's smile: "I have always been with me Terrible guy, thank you." She is not close to Akigase or just the legal guardian and ward.

But if someone hadn't been guarding that seed, expecting it to bloom, it wouldn't have worked hard to grow out in response to that person's expectations.After all, it is a seed that feels extremely inferior to itself and does not think that it has any value.

Therefore, for Kazama, whether it is father or elder brother, Akigase is family.

"You bastard..." Akigase might want to laugh, and pulled the corner of his mouth, but lowered his head slightly, and pressed hard on the top of Kazama's head again.

After learning his true identity, he thought that even if he had friends, he would not be able to live like a normal person in this life.He observed everything in the world and became a well-known detective, but he didn't know whether he was fulfilling his ideal or fulfilling his duty.

But now, apart from the God Observer, he has a new identity - Kazama from the cognition that is completely separated from the "world".This person is not the object of God's observation, because she is not a real resident of this world at all.

So he was observing her out of his own volition——it was really the same as back then.However, thinking about it this way, there's no need for him to be entangled so far. It's just a different week, he is him, Akase or, and this will not change.Since he proved his will well in the previous week, why bother to prove the "conclusion" again?Pure waste of time.

Akigase might laugh out loud, but Kazama was even more at a loss. The former withdrew his hand, shrugged and said, "I just found out that I got into a dead end in something, and I would like to thank you for helping me out." The road ahead , will probably be more open?

The author has something to say: as I write, I feel that there is still the Akigase line to go...【远目】

In fact, I think Akigase in Paradox may have perfectly demonstrated her own will.

But here is Akigase who only inherited the memory of the third week, so it is impossible to fully integrate the feelings, and it is not impossible to find a dead end.