[Comprehensive] Obsessive-compulsive disorder

Today's experiment was also very smooth, so smooth that Tsuna could not help but doubt it.While taking off the device on his head, he looked at Shinoi Tatsuno and asked tentatively, "How is the membrane in my brain?"

Shinoi Tatsuno, who was being questioned, just held a lollipop in his mouth, and calmly opened the printed report: "Very good, the current attachment strength has dropped significantly, and it is estimated that it will be completely detached from the cerebral cortex in three days. , shifted to the arm according to the instruction?"

This is good news, Tsunayoshi breathed a sigh of relief, he could still feel whether Shinoi Tatsuno was lying.But then he wondered again: Since the experiment is going well, why is Shinoi Tatsuno's attitude so negative?

Before he could ask again, Shinoi Chenno put down the report, lay down on the table, and waved at him again: "Okay, go out, remember to close the door, I want to rest alone." She always said that Having said that, it was not easy for Gangji to stay, so he turned around and left the laboratory.

Kazama was waiting outside today, when she heard the movement at the door, she raised her head from the pile of books: "It's over?"

"Yeah." Tsunaki nodded, and when he walked in front of Kazama, he realized that what Kazama was looking at was not books, but thick notes. "What are you looking at?" "Sinonoi Tatsuno's research notes." Kazama rubbed his forehead, "I just wanted to read a book to pass the time, but I didn't expect to trigger the illustrated book. It's similar to collecting the seven wonders of Sakura chapters. I have collected the results of Shinoi Tatsuno. I have the potion made by her, but if I can understand these materials, I can also modify it on the basis of the potion, right?"

This involves an academic topic. Tsunayoshi and Kazama discussed it for a while, and felt that there was nothing wrong with it.Just like Bai Lan obtained advanced medical technology from other parallel worlds ten years later, as long as it is not used in improper places, it will be fine.

Shinoi Tatsuno was still in the laboratory during lunch, Kazama and Tsunakichi enjoyed a relatively peaceful lunch, after the meal Tsunakichi was in charge of washing the dishes, and Kazama chatted with him next to him.If it wasn't for the wrong location, it would really feel like home.

"You said Shinoi Tatsuno is very negative recently?" Kazama touched his chin, "It shouldn't be, hasn't she already found the correct way to revive Xiaoyou? As long as it is implemented, her wish will come true soon, right? ? Why are you upset?"

When it comes to "resurrection", Kazama's tone is also very cold.From her point of view, it was not a resurrection at all, it was just a copy of herself, and then she transformed herself into the person she had imagined—it was just a trick of self-deception, sad and crazy.However, Kazama would never sympathize with Shinoi Tatsuno if he said it was "sorrowful", that guy's brain is not normal at all.

"Well, that's what I don't understand." After washing the last bowl, Gangji turned off the faucet and wiped off the water droplets on her hands with a wrung-out rag. , do something bad."

"Is there anything she can't do?" Kazama complained, and after finishing speaking, she began to think seriously, "In short, let's find out the reason for her negativity first? However, I think the reason for her negativity can only be related to the resurrection of Xiaoyou. related."

According to Shinoi Tatsuno's thinking, apart from the progress of the experiment, the only thing that can affect her is related to Xiaoyou.According to what Gangji said, the former went smoothly and there was no problem, so what's wrong with the resurrection of Xiaoyou?Kazama really couldn't think of it for a while.

"What should I do after resurrecting Xiaoyou?" Tsuna guessed, "For example, solve the identity problem and explain why many years have passed?" "In that case, you have to make up a lot of lies." Just thinking about it, Kazama is a little nerve-wracking.

A lie will need countless lies to be rounded up and patched up. If Xiaoyou knows the truth, it will definitely... Kazama pauses suddenly, wait, "If Xiaoyou knows the truth"?She grabbed Tsunayoshi's arm: "Let's go find Shinoi Tatsuno!"

Tsuna was dragged almost unsteadily, but seeing Kazama's serious expression, he stabilized his body and followed Kazama to the laboratory.

There is Kazama's voiceprint in the voiceprint lock, so it is very easy to enter, and Shinoi Tatsuno did not lock the door of the inner room, Kazama and Tsunayoshi soon found Shinoi Tatsuno inside, she was I kept flipping through a large number of documents for a while, and made notes on the computer from time to time.

Even after hearing the sound of Kazama and Tsunakichi coming in, Shinoi Tatsuno didn't look back, but asked casually, "What's the matter?" "After resurrecting my sister, what are you going to do?" Kazama Not approaching her, just staring at the back of her head.

Shinoi Chenno's movements stopped, and she turned around after a while, her feet followed the swivel chair in a circle, she looked light and light, but her tone was much heavier: "You reminded me, why don't you just put this Leave the matter to you."

She pushed her glasses, her eyes behind the lenses were dull and dull: "You are responsible for taking Xiaoyou to a safe place." Kazama couldn't figure out what she said, but she instinctively felt that Shinoi Tatsuno might do something. A bad choice was made.

Tsunaji took up the conversation: "What about you? Don't you want to be with your sister?"

Shinoi Tatsuno glanced at him, then leaned back in the chair, the swivel chair creaked, feeling overwhelmed just like the aura she exuded at this time.Shinoi Tatsuno closed her eyes: "Although I don't want to admit it, the way I deal with memories cannot guarantee that Xiaoyou will never remember what happened back then. Sooner or later, she will remember that she is actually dead."

For Kazama and Tsunayoshi, there is no need to know what happened back then, because Shinoi Tatsuno went on to say: "I will erase all of Xiaoyou's memories, and she won't know who she is. , if it is completely erased, it will no longer exist.”

How wonderful, a completely new Xiaoyou, even if there is no name, no past, everything is blank, "Xiaoyou" does exist.As long as this is enough, she will not appear in Xiaoyou's future life - after all, they have already merged into one.

Kazama, who understood it, felt baffled: "Then the person you resurrected can still be called Shinoi You? You are too irresponsible!" She also knew that "Xiao You" was actually Shinoi Tatsuno , but in terms of memory, isn't that a new life?

"It is precisely because I am responsible for Xiaoyou that I made such a decision." Shinoi Tatsuno crossed his fingers and pressed on his abdomen, looking extremely calm, "Because my existence is only for Xiaoyou. It will be an obstacle." She stood up abruptly, and opened her arms wide, "Look here!" Her tone suddenly rose, "You can't know what kind of person I am, can't you?"

Kazama's lips moved, but he didn't speak.Of course she knows that Shinoi Chen is a dangerous person, and the crimes she committed alone are enough to be sentenced to death, even if there are research results so outstanding that they can be called miraculous, as long as she is caught, she will be a fool for the rest of her life.Either die, or be supervised, and become a tool of the country or power - Shinoi Tatsuno is obviously unwilling to do this.

What she wants is to live happily with Xiaoyou, not run away with Xiaoyou.And as long as she exists, Xiaoyou will sooner or later remember the fact that she should have died, and the existence of "Xiaoyou" will immediately collapse.

It can be said that Shinoi Tatsuno's choice couldn't be more wise - in terms of ensuring the existence of "Xiaoyou".

However, from the beginning to the end, Shinoi Tatsuno's behavior was like a farce to Kazama, which was incomprehensible and unacceptable.

Kazama couldn't accept the thought that so many people lost their lives because of her actions, even Tsuna Kichi was involved by her, and almost lost her memory because of it.She wanted to say something, but Gang Ji grabbed her hand. She looked at Gang Ji, who just shook his head slightly.

"Then, after we send Xiaoyou away, everything will be over, right?" Gang Ji's tone was calm, even cold.

"Yes." Shinoi Tatsuno sat back on the swivel chair, "You don't have to worry about your amnesia, since all memories are going to be erased, there is no need to use you as an experiment, just take out the film after three days. She moved her toes, the swivel chair turned back, and continued to face the computer to deal with the matter at hand. No matter how you looked at it, it was futile. Gang Ji didn't say much, and pulled Kazama out of the laboratory.

After returning to the room, Tsunayoshi let go of Kazama's hand, and she also had a chance to ask: "Do you really want to do it?" Up to now, she can't interfere with Shinoi Tatsuno's choice, but if she really wants to After doing so, Kazama couldn't accept it.

Tsunakichi breathed out: "Santo, you can't accept Shinoi Tatsuno's actions, right? Why can't you?"

"Why... this kind of thing is too distorted? So many people were involved, but it ended up like this..." Before Kazama could finish speaking, he was interrupted by Tsunayoshi's sigh: "Then, Do you want Shinoi Tatsuno to do better?"

"...Eh?" Kazama was stunned for a moment, then raised his forehead, "Wait, I didn't think so?" If Shinoi Tatsuno could do better, I don't know how crazy she would be. She didn't want to see that kind of situation.

"I understand that you think Shinoi Tatsuno's actions are too absurd, and those people lost their lives because of this. These things should not have happened, and they are too unworthy." Tsunayoshi said calmly, "But, Now, no matter what Shinoi Tatsuno does, it doesn't make any difference." He took out the illustrated book, and pointed to another third of the jade's energy to show Kazama, "From the point of view of energy consumption, she just Once again, it advances the future. Next, for that 'Xiaoyou', it would be nice to start over without having to face false memories, right?"

Kazama stared at the numbers for a while, and had to admit that Tsuna Kichi was right.Gang Ji closed the illustration book, and laughed for a while: "If Li Baoen knew my experience in this world, he would be very happy, right?" "What are you happy about?" Kazama was confused.

"It is precisely because Shinoi Tatsuno is too crazy that I can clearly know what I can do." Tsuna looked at his hands, "I may be able to save many people, but sometimes, it is necessary to avoid further losses. It is also a kind of salvation. I have always believed that there is a way to save everyone, and I did. But now I understand that sometimes this is just fantasy."

"It's as if I don't intend to help Shinoi Tatsuno, because I'm sure this person is not worth saving and will never repent." Tsunayoshi said very calmly, and in Kazama's view, saying these Tsuna, who spoke, looked like a "mafia leader" for the first time.

Selectively saving and abandoning, the reality will not be so perfect, but he has found his own position at the junction of black and white.

The author has something to say: The next chapter will change the world, and I will find a girl to spread sugar.