Blame me, I don't want to be separated from you!

Since that day, the relationship between the two of us has become very delicate. He always wants me to be under his protection and not to be hurt again.He stopped calling me Bucky and called me Jess, the female name his father changed from Jess to.I know that he doesn't want me to go, and doesn't want me to go back to the dangerous front line, but I want to avenge my comrades and I want to be with him.

My tears that day scared him, and I haven't cried since the death of my father and mother.My mother told me to be strong. It is difficult for a girl without parents to live alone, even in the United States that advertises freedom and equality.

Jess, you don't need to protect me from now on, I can protect you now.He keeps telling me that these days.But I don't need his protection, I can fight side by side with him, I am also a soldier, an experienced sniper, the Nazis still have a bounty on my head, my life is still worth something.

I was drinking at the bar and chatting with the soldiers on the side.Steve has found our players.

"Jess, is it still hurting?"

"It's all ready, do you want a cup?" When he was about to take the cup I handed him, I didn't give it to him, drank it in one gulp, kissed his lips, passed it to him, and asked him "OK drink?"

Looking at his instantly flushed face and hands that had nowhere to rest.I smiled and looked at him, why did I feel like my aunt was bullying Zhengtai? It seemed that I had drunk too much.I leaned on the table and held my forehead.

"Jess, Jess?"

"Um, what's up Steve?"

"us..."

"Steve, Howard... oh, it looks like I'm here by accident"

"Peggy, what's the matter?"

"Who is this, Steve?" A beautiful girl, I looked at her, and I liked her lips very much, making people want to kiss her lips.

"Carter Peggy" she stretched out her hand to me, I held it up, maybe I looked at her a little too enthusiastically, she frowned

"Jess Barnes, you can also call me Bucky"

"Steve told me a lot about you"

"Really? I want to be more careful..."

"Jess" Steve changed from holding my hand to putting his arms around my waist, looking at me with his eyes

"what's wrong?" i asked

"nothing" he said "what's the matter peggy"

"Howard has prepared a weapon for you, let you go and see it"

"Okay, I'll be there in a minute"

I watched Peggy leave

"Jess!"

"Sorry, I'm used to it" I seem to understand what Steve is worried about

I saw him pluck up the courage to say to me, "Can I just look at me like that in the future? Can I just treat it as a man's unreasonable request to his girlfriend?"

I touched his cheek with both hands "Of course, my dear soldier"

After that, I never saw Steve again during the day. Uncle Burton knew about my decision and gave me a special training for my life.Most of them are for agents to learn. I don't understand why a soldier on the front line should learn these things.But I wisely didn't ask. Soldiers must obey their superiors, especially this superior is still the uncle who cared about you since childhood.

Every night when I returned to the tent with my tired body, I insisted that Steve sleep with me.He blushed when he heard this request for the first time, and he didn't know what he was thinking.I just want a good night's sleep, and it's peaceful with him next to me.

Today is the last day of special training,

"Sir, what is this?"

"It's the first time I've heard of it. I'm also curious. This is a method they just researched. In order to prevent important information from being disclosed, they haven't tried it yet."

Build a barrier in the depths of consciousness, put important information in, and then manually forget them when passing important information, leaving a few familiar faces, pictures or tools to finally open the memory.In order to prevent the agent who passed the information from being caught and hypnotized, he would say everything.

The days of special training are finally over, and I also learned from Peggy that night that Steve actually kissed a little nurse.I don't know what to say about him in my heart, and I really want to punch him, but his muscles are too hard now, and it hurts my hands.

"Jess, I really didn't mean it, it was her"

"Are you trying to say that she molested you?"

He nodded subconsciously.Silly boy, I believe in you, but I am very angry that you are so easily taken advantage of by other women.We must give him some suffering and let him keep his integrity.So I kicked him out of my tent.

"Goodbye, Mr. Rogers" threw his shield out, and I picked up the silver-white M1911A1 on my waist and hit the open space in front of Steve.

"Jess, Jess! Bucky! Listen to me, I'm really not... oh. Jess, are you going to kill your boyfriend?"

"I don't remember having a boyfriend, Mister Rogers"

I don't know what this silly boy was thinking, but he didn't care about anything else when he heard this sentence, he rushed into the tent, hugged me and kissed me.

"Now you should remember, Miss Barnes"

"Well, I still don't remember, what should I do Mr. Rogers" Since you can't keep it, how about I keep it for you?

Later, I regretted it.I don't think I should mess with him. I was fine before. At most, he didn't cook for me, didn't let me into the kitchen, and let me lie on the sofa hungry and weak, begging him.Now I can't get out of bed.

"Sorry Jess"

What's the use of saying sorry now, I turn my back on Steve and don't want to talk to him.His handsome face suddenly appeared in front of my eyes, with two big dark circles under his eyes, and I couldn't help laughing.

"Now you should remember that you have a fiancé named Steve Rogers."

"What? Where did the fiancé come from!"

"You promised me last night!" With a rascal expression on his face, he looked so familiar

"I do not have"

"How about I help you think about it?"

"No! Get out!"

"I'm not going out. What if Miss Barnes forgets me when I go out?"

"Jess, when I was a child, I always thought that if I was strong enough, you wouldn't have to stand in front of me when I met those gangsters, but you could hide behind me like other little girls, and let me protect you from those gangsters. Punks, I could spend the whole day with them"

"I'm the Steve you rescued" I kissed his lips

"Jess, but I don't think it's enough. You have protected me for so many years, and I should protect you later."

"En." I was fascinated by the scenery in front of me, touched his strong chest muscles with both hands, and agreed in a daze

"So let's get married when the war is over"

"Um"

"Jess, you really promised!"

I wake up from the stupor "What did I promise?"

"If you have promised, you can't go back on it"

"Steve take it easy"

------Memory finished

Sure enough, he can't be mixed with Howard Stark, I can't stand it anymore.

The author has something to say: By the way, a bug was found. Lieutenant Colonel Philip, Jess’s father’s comrade-in-arms, was not the same person as Colonel Philip of the SSR in the US team, so he changed his name to Burton.It doesn't look easy

☆, extra episode 1

My name is Steve Rogers and I'm a little guy from Brooklyn.The doctor judged that I would not live to be 16 years old, but I still lived tenaciously to 20 years old.

I grew up with Jess, she was very strong in front of outsiders, and often got into fights with other people because of me.She can't see anyone saying a bad word about me.For me, she blocked the fist for me, and received many fists, not bullying girls is bullshit in the eyes of those gangsters.Later, they were frightened by Jess, and they began to laugh at me for always hiding behind girls. Jess felt that it was her duty to take care of me, a lifelong duty entrusted to her by my mother and Aunt Barnes.

Some girls who can't understand her joke that she will never get married if she does this.She came back and joked with me that if she couldn't get married, and I couldn't find a girl, then she would marry me, and I agreed with a smile.

I watched her clumsily pick up a knife to cut vegetables in the kitchen. She often cuts her hands when she is not concentrating. She is very afraid of pain, and she will cry in pain at any wound.Only then did I realize that I still have a little use for it.

Sometimes she will play childish, and when she is in a bad mood, she will go to the street to find someone to fight with.Every time I bring her back from the street at night, I can see the wound on her face.In the past, my aunt often said that she was born with the wrong gender, so she should be a boy if she is so naughty, so Uncle Barnes gave her a boy's Christian name - Bucky.

Jess's father, Uncle Barnes, had a good comrade in arms and wanted to take her away and adopt her when my aunt died, but she refused, and I moved in with her.

Although we have lost our parents, we still have each other.I don’t know when I saw her chatting and laughing with other boys, and I felt a little uncomfortable, feeling that my things were taken away.I know that I am not worthy of her. I don't know how long I can live with this dilapidated body. I can't drag her down.

She's getting prettier and more troublesome.Because I lived with her, many unreasonable boys who admired her came to warn me to stay away from her.There are also some boys who ask me to send her love letters, and also give her the plums she likes to eat.Of course I will give her these, but I will give you eye drops.

Fortunately, Jess didn't care about these things, she threw the love letter aside without even reading it, and picked up the plums to eat with me.She is more interested in whether I can date girls, and she also teaches me how to pick up girls, and tells me which ones she has used and the results are good, and which ones she has not used, so that I can try.God knows why you still pick up girls, Jess, is it because of me?I don't want to date them, I just want to date you.Not sure if these are of any use to you?I still remember when you said to me: I will accompany you to the end.

Jess later studied medicine and became a doctor after she came out. She said that being a doctor is good for making money.But I know that she wants to cure my illness and my dilapidated body.

World War II broke out, and I wanted to be a soldier. When Jess found out, she also signed up with me.She said she wanted to take care of me, we were together, she took my hand naturally.Later, she passed and I lost the election.But I am not reconciled, she went to the battlefield, I am afraid I will never see her again.I have been to various recruitment sites in New York, and I have made false information, but I still haven't passed one time.

Finally, while watching "Future" with her, I signed up again, and this time I passed.A doctor wearing glasses passed my medical exam.Jess, I can find you right away.

Later, I realized that this was a plan, an experiment, and in the end, I succeeded.But Dr. Erskine is dead, and I'm the only super soldier Colonel Phillips won't let me go to the front.I followed the senator's wishes and sold securities in tights.

I saw Jess from the newspaper. She changed from a field doctor to a sniper. I read reports on the front line every day, and watched her become an ace sniper step by step.I know her hardships. On a battlefield full of soldiers, it is not easy for a female soldier, just like Peggy.She was also named a role model for women during World War II by women's magazines.

This time I finally got to the front line, thinking I could see her, but when I heard Peggy's bad news, the 107th Infantry Regiment was captured, and most of the soldiers never came back.

I ran to Colonel Phillips and asked him about Jess, and the Colonel said he had signed her letter of condolence.I feel like I'm going to collapse, she won't just leave me so easily.Didn't she say she was captured? She said that her life was hard.Colonel Phillips isn't going to save people, so I'll do it myself.

Peggy helped me, and Mr. Howard Stark flew me into the forest not far from the enemy camp.Maybe after I get Jess out, I can ask her out for the fondue that Howard talked about?

Finally, I found Jess in the place where the soldiers said they never returned. I saw her eyes were confused, she was tied to the laboratory table, and she looked at me blankly.My Jess, finally found her.She actually hugged me and cried, she said she was in pain.I wiped the tears from her eyes, hugged her up, and found that she was much lighter again, she must have been picky eaters again and couldn't eat well.

In the future, you don't have to stand in front of me, I will put you behind to protect you.You don't have to pretend to be strong anymore, my body has grown from a small one to a big one now, enough for you to rely on.

She and I found Schmidt, Red Skull, Hydra's head, and the little doctor with glasses when we left the base.They ran away in the end. I came back to save Jess. I grabbed Jess's hand and we escaped from a base that was about to explode.Who knew that they almost ruined my Jess in the end.

We went back to the camp and she collapsed as soon as she entered the tent, I don't know what she went through in the lab, asked me if it hurt.Did Hydra do something to her again?I just want her to be by my side, I don't need other girls, as long as you are good, she promised me to keep my hair up.

Later, the two of us were together.I formed my team, and I didn't want Jess to go to the battlefield with me, but she didn't agree. I knew she was an experienced sniper with strong strength, but I just didn't want her to come.As long as she's safe and sound.Of course, I will not refute her wishes, she still joined, the only thing that can comfort me is that she will always be by my side and accompany me.

Seeing her having a good chat with the soldiers around me made me feel very uncomfortable, so I went up to hold her hand. I still liked her kissing me in the bar in public, so that others would know that she was mine. .I still wanted to say something to her, and Peggy came, and I noticed that Jess looked at Peggy very differently.God, do I still want to guard against women after guarding against those soldiers?Jess seemed to understand my concerns and agreed to my request, and she could only look at me with that look in the future.

She went to her father's comrade-in-arms, now the lieutenant colonel's Uncle Burton arranged for her to train.You insist on pulling me to sleep with you when you come back at night, are you inviting me?hint me what?In the end, I realized that I was thinking too much. She was just too tired. Only when I was by my side could she sleep peacefully.

Howard told me a lot of techniques for picking up girls. I listened carefully, thinking that I might be able to use it on Jess. He joked that I haven’t got Jess yet, and I blushed. I can only do it after I get married. of.Howard said, as long as she agrees to your marriage proposal, there is nothing she can't do.And let me relax, girls don't like me being so shy.I thought about it carefully, yes, then find a time to try it?

At the end of her last day of training, Peggy actually told her I kissed a little nurse, how could I do you wrong, Jess.She actually kicked me out of her tent, saying she never had a boyfriend.

I was really angry when I heard this sentence, and rushed into the tent.She looked at me with a smile, and I knew I had been fooled again. To punish her, I kissed her lips to let her remember that I was her Jess Barnes' boyfriend and future husband.She actually said that she still didn't remember it, really, it seems that I'm going to try out what Howard taught me, and of course what you taught me, Jess, how does it feel to be cheated by yourself?

In the end, I gave her my military badge, hung it around her neck, and told her I would exchange the ring for it.