Blame me, I don't want to be separated from you!

Tony Stark stopped playing it when he saw me being pulled off the machine because it was just the beginning.They looked at me with more pity, I don't need this kind of thing.

I know that I have killed many people, but I don't know who I killed, and my memory is slowly recovering.I was indeed too addicted to Steve's tenderness. Steve was afraid that I would suffer from the past, so I followed Steve's heart and found an excuse for myself to escape.He said that he was ready, but in fact, hey.

I don't know how today's incident will affect, after all, there are more than a dozen cameras broadcasting live.Hydera is using these waste pieces to expand its influence.

Steve and I watched Karpov kill himself, got back my nightmare, the red notebook, burned it, and watched it turn to ashes.

The two of us ran fast, knowing that it would be difficult to escape if we were surrounded by reporters.And the military will take me away. Such a big moth before the trial is over, which makes the government very ashamed. You are the perfect soldier.Everything you do is advancing the times.If it is breached, there must be people from Hydera inside, and the government is also purging internal members.

Steve never took his eyes off me all the way home.It's coming again, I can't stand him looking at me like this, I will always compromise with him.Those videos today scared him. He thought it was his fault that I fell into the ice valley, but today he saw those again. His reaction now is pretty good.

When we got home, he pushed me against the door, biting my lips with extra enthusiasm, as if I would disappear if he didn't pay attention.Even the kitchen, which he never let me in. . .I knew he was afraid, afraid that I would leave.Even if I feel unwell, I still respond to him, let's indulge once, I don't know what will happen tomorrow.

It felt like I had just fallen asleep and it was still dark.Steve just called me to wake me up.I'm so sleepy, my stomach hurts, I don't want to exercise in the morning, I want to sleep, I'll be fine after a night of sleep.Drowsy, he opened his eyes and looked at him, then looked at the blood on the bed, closed his eyes, his eyelids were too heavy to open.

When I opened my eyes again, he was sitting by my bed in a ward, flipping through the book in his hand.Seeing that I woke up, I put down the book and grabbed my hand.

"Jess, how do you feel, is there any discomfort?"

"I don't feel anything. Maybe it's been a long time since yesterday. My whole body hurts." I should practice my skills at ordinary times. The comfortable life of the past two years has made me slack off. "What's wrong with me?"

"Jess, let's get married." Steve looked into my eyes and said to me seriously.

"What?" I looked confused, "Steve, tell the truth, is it because I don't live long, and you want to give me an explanation?"

"How come, we will always be together, we should have married Jess, you promised me 70 years ago"

I have to find a way to fool him, he mentioned it almost every one or two weeks in the past two years, I don't want to drag him down.The things that Hydera transplanted in my mind were controlled by someone at some point, and I did something that I regretted.

"Steve, you haven't told me what's wrong with me"

"You, Jess, you..." Steve blushed, held back for a long time, but didn't say anything

"Soldier, I can only say congratulations." Natasha, who had been at the door the whole time, came in and looked at me enviously. I also felt the strangeness under my body and the pain in my lower abdomen.

"I really can't see the stuttering of the cap. The cap called me early in the morning to ask you what's going on. Your unconsciousness and the rough waves frightened the cap completely. He called Tony I went there, if he didn’t know the situation outside, he would have called 911 a long time ago.”

"What? Shouldn't I be like you?" How could Hydera let me go.

"Probably because you had a miscarriage once, coupled with the long-term freezing, they observed that you would not have women's 'little problems', so they didn't give you this 'gift'"

"abortion?"

"Uh, cap, didn't you tell Jess?" Natasha was surprised that I didn't know about it.

"Steve!"

"Jess, I, I didn't mean to hide it from you, you trust me." Steve glared at Natasha, which I saw.Natasha left the room and closed the door for us intimately.

I don't care about Steve, I frowned thinking back, did I still have a child with another man in Hydera?This is impossible, if this is the case, if Hydera finds out, I will be the same as Natasha.I seem to know something. When Hydera changed my arm, I woke up several times. What I felt was not the numbness of the arm, but the pain in the lower abdomen.

"Jess" Oh, here we go again, I can tell what Steve is thinking just by the look on his face.When he came back from Siberia two years ago, he kept something from me. Now, I finally know what it is.

"It's okay, Steve, as long as you are here, I have nothing but you. It used to be like this, and I still have nothing to do now." I comforted him

"You have to lie down for a few more days. After all, this is the first time in more than 70 years. I will always be with you." He kissed the back of my hand.

"Want to drink water?"

"In no mood"

"Let's drink some more, your mouth is dry"

"Um"

"Want some chocolate?"

"In no mood"

But Steve has ripped open the wrapper, put it in my mouth, well, I'll eat it.

"Would you like some plums?"

"want!"

"No, you can't eat this now"

Then why do you still ask me!

One afternoon, all afternoon, I was going to be driven crazy by Steve.The first time when I was a teenager, you calmly went to the convenience store to buy sanitary napkins for me, why has it become like this now.He didn't want to lie on the bed anymore, he wanted to go down for a walk, he thought I was a fragile glass doll nervously.I finally survived these few days and returned home. I took the medicine at home with a bitter face, and he stared at me.

"give it to me steve"

Holding the file in his arms, Steve hesitated whether to give it to me or not.

"I always have to pick up my past and face it, don't I?"

I took the files from Steve, and the mess of files was much more than the few tasks I could only think of in my mind.There is a decades-long blank in my memory, and I don't know what I have done in these decades.

In the top file, there are no shocking pictures, only long paragraphs of reports, and the notes and annotations of those who want to re-investigate the case over the years.The last page of this file has photos of the scene attached, but it is also almost impossible to see anything due to the age.The blood stain on the photo is just a small black spot. If you don't pay attention, it can easily be misunderstood as mildew.

I looked at each copy, from beginning to end, carefully, and saw some people annotating on blank pages, this is the most perfect assassin I have ever seen.

The perfect assassin?No, I am a soldier.I remembered what Pierce once said in my ear, everything you do is to promote the times, for Hydera, for world peace.

Steve watched me from the sidelines, observing my every move, afraid that I would be irritated again.

I put down the file, close my eyes, and lean against the head of the bed.A scene gradually emerged in my mind. The hostess brought a pair of children, waiting for the host to return from get off work. The girl's red dress was extraordinarily bright and beautiful, and the boy was wearing a small suit. He looked very cute pretending to be an adult.And under the lawn in the small courtyard are the explosives that I have placed a few days ago.The host's car stopped at the door and got off.I shot the explosives and made the man watch his wife and child die in front of him.Finally, I aimed my gun at the man again.It was a retaliatory attack by the Soviet Union, and I carried it out.I can't remember what year it was, and I can't remember who gave me the task. I only remember the little girl's red dress, submerged in the flames of the explosion.