Tutoring colleagues - doomed

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I can finally mark these three words!

Recommended song: Hesha——standupforlove (theme song of "The Fugitive Lawyer")

In order to recommend songs, I put the author's words on it.

Because of the author's work problems and the unprecedented writing burnout period, the time span of this article is extremely long. The pit opened in 08 was completed in 12 years (of course not only this article, but also other pits), four years is enough Let a girl with a youthful heart evolve into a nerd with a plastic heart.I'm sorry, girls, for wasting your youth...

This is my first article, which of course is full of various slots, and because I have been writing intermittently for four years, I suddenly want to write some chapters and overthrow the previous chapters. This kind of thing is not uncommon. The revision of the second volume is typical.Of course, if I have time, I will still make minor revisions to the first volume, although I dare not read what I wrote four years ago.

Thanks to the girls who have supported me for four years, especially thanks to the water bottle and Sprialya, your comments full of love are the motivation for me to update!Because of you, even if I die on the way, I can achieve a positive result! TvT

PS: New tricks or something, I would like to open the tutoring pit of the hero of the skylark (because the outline of this article is written the most. Get out!), and there are also a VK zero hero and a magic forbidden book catalog fan ( male lead perspective).As usual, the outline is full, but the text is still blank.But I will try my best to save the manuscript!

"As a result—I still didn't understand what was going on in the end."

Ten Wu sat on the hospital bed, gnawed on the apple that Alice brought, and looked at the baby in the black suit standing on the railing at the end of the bed, who was in charge of all the shady scenes, hoping that he could give an answer.

At this time, half a month after the end of the war, Peng Gelie's Italian headquarters took over the follow-up work, and the non-logistic personnel? The real disabled Togiri and Murasaki's family who were guests were sent back Penguin Headquarters.Although I really want to end it directly with the sentence "the princess and the princess live happily together from now on", but this is too cheating, so I will borrow some space to add it here.

And then begins the conversation at the beginning of this chapter.

"If I say that the most important 'results' have already come out, and the process is already a trivial matter, I think you probably won't accept this statement."

To Li Baoen's half-smile words, Tomogi nodded and admitted, "I really can't accept it. Since you said 'the result has come out', it's okay to explain the insignificant process, right?"

Seeing Shiwu gnawing the whole apple, Li Baoen said slowly: "Then what do you want to know?"

"If I say 'all', you will definitely be very impatient, so I'll just pick out a few key points that I don't understand." Seeing that Bourne didn't say a word in Ten Mists, he assumed that he was acquiescing, so he started asking questions, " First of all, what is the 'covenant' mentioned by Lancelot and Yadu?"

"Isn't this easy to understand? I think you should also be aware of it. The so-called covenant is just a scene played by Peng Gelie and Lang Luofusi together." Ignoring Token Wu's wide-eyed eyes, Li Baoen shrugged his shoulders and continued, "It's not quite accurate to say it's acting. Since Ah Gang didn't clearly say 'just acting' when he made the request to 'become an enemy of Peng Gelie', then Lancelot It is understandable to really spare no effort to launch an offensive. Take a step back and say that Lancelot's approach can confuse the enemy even more. Since A Gang can make this request, he must have already been mentally prepared. What's more, Lancelot It doesn't seem to be too serious, except for the large loss of combat power in Japan, Italy, the key firepower area, is simply an exercise battle."

Tomogi rolled his eyes inwardly.Yeah, that guy seems to be doing the most serious and hard work to play her to death.

"You said he was playing... because he was too leisurely?"

"If Lancelot really wanted to destroy Pengo Lie, he would not have paid attention to other strongholds at the beginning, but would concentrate all his strength on the favorable premise of 'attacking them by surprise'. He would definitely not give Any time for us to react will not give us any chance to breathe, and we don’t need to hide behind accomplices like Mirufiore. Without a leader, it’s not too late for other small shrimps to clean up slowly.”

"Sounds like he's going to be tricky, I mean if he's really the enemy."

Riboun was noncommittal.

"Then... what is the relationship between Pengo Lie and Lang Luo Feisi now?" Speaking of this, Ten Wu was a little worried, "Although Lancelot and Mirufiore attacked Pengo Lie It is true, but the premise is that the leader of the tenth generation asked him to betray, so Lang Luofusi has betrayed or not betrayed?"

"Actually, what you want to ask is how to deal with Lancelot?"

"Even if you know it, don't say it!"

"Alliance, revenge, deception and anti-deception, aggression and anti-aggression, in the final analysis, are all the most normal dramas in the mafia world. There is nothing special to treat. It is different from the situation in Mukui. The Avengers will not Let's take care of the 'normal exchanges' between the mafia. Of course—" Li Baoen glanced at Tomogi with a look that seemed to see through people's hearts, "he's in 'that state' now, and it's not too bad monitoring measures."

Tomogi rolled his eyes inwardly again.

Well, she admits she cares about that, but not that Lancelot rot.

Because of his relationship, many people have suffered misfortune, such as herself, the maids of Murasaki's family, Peng Geli and even the members of Langluofeisi, and of course - Yiya who was hurt the most.Not to mention disappearing from this world, if Lancelot can just disappear from Yiya's life, Tomogi really thinks it would be great.Although it may be painful at the beginning, in time, Yiya will be able to get rid of this guy's curse and get a normal relationship.

But now it seems that something is not good...

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Today is also a fine day with clear skies.

But the mood is not as refreshing as the weather.

The medical department smells like medicine, and it is very quiet. The building is equipped with sound-proof facilities, and the outdoor noise can hardly come in. Even the soft soles of indoor shoes knocking on the floor can be heard clearly. smell.Outside the window, the medical staff were busy coming and going, and when Shiwu found Yiya, she sat on the edge of the landing in the corridor and watched them quietly.

Yiya has not worn a kimono since she came to Pongolie for recuperation. Today she is wearing a loose shirt and trousers, and the plain style suits her unexpectedly.

"Yiya, how is your body today?" Shiwu sat down next to Yiya and handed her a cup of hot water.

Yiya took the water glass but didn't touch her mouth, just holding it with both hands on her knees.She lowered her eyes and smiled slowly: "Thank you for coming to see me. I feel much better today, and my hands and feet have regained strength. It seems that I can return to Japan in a short time."

Seeing the faint smile on Yiya's face, Tomogi felt a burst of depression in his heart.It's just that we haven't seen each other for two weeks, and I almost don't recognize who she is.It is more appropriate to say that it is a forced smile than to say it is relieved.

But Ten Wu could only echo with a smile: "Really? You are much better than me, and I still sometimes wake up from the pain when I sleep."

Speaking of this, Shiwu suddenly paused, as if hesitating for something, and after a few seconds, he asked tentatively, "Lancelot... don't know what's wrong?"

"He should still be receiving treatment at the base camp of Langluo Feisi. After all, he was seriously injured and nearly killed. I don't know...whether he can wake up. Moreover, even if he wakes up, he probably won't be able to leave within a few years. The hospital bed, in the future... the physical function will also be greatly reduced."

The smile on Yiya's face did not change at all, and she said calmly.But Tomegiri felt that her whole body became stiff when she heard that name, and her hands holding the water glass were also clenched so that the knuckles turned white.

Her only special skill is being able to smile smoothly at all times. Originally, she used this special skill and pride as a weapon and used it as an armor to survive till now.It is really the best way to deal with the current situation. Smile quietly like enduring the worst torture, try not to feel anything, spend today and tomorrow, spend tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.

The two of them just sat there quietly, passing by the courtyard at the end of winter silently.

"Sorry……"

Words of apology suddenly rang in his ears, and Tomogiri turned his head in surprise, "No, that, I should—"

"Do you hate me very much?"

"what……"

"When you got caring companions, a not-so-safe but warm place to belong, and could finally laugh, I put you in danger, hurt you and everyone else, and you hate me It's a matter of course."

"How come? What nonsense are you talking about?!" Ten Wu hurriedly denied.

"I'm sorry... I'm really sorry..." As if she didn't hear Shiwu's words, maybe she didn't need anyone to respond, Yiya continued, "I've been thinking these days, if I hadn't Accepting him in this way, instead of dragging it until now, or even leaving him at that time, even if I die in his hands, it doesn't matter. But, at that time, if I said it like a joke, I didn't I don't know, it turns out that it will be such an important thing..."

"Yi Ya..."

"Ten Wu, I have long thought that there will be such a day." Yiya slowly raised his head, staring quietly at Ten Wu and said, "He and I are actually very similar...Lancelot always Bringing misfortune to others, even if I have self-awareness, I can't stop the vortex of misfortune from appearing, and I have been living a curse-like life since I was a child. But I, living in the village purple house that is itself a curse, everything is full of death. Qi, if you hadn't appeared, I might have just rotted in that mansion. Although I have got rid of that quagmire now, the stains on my body can no longer be washed away... Ordinary people approach our end, or run away , or it will... be swallowed by us. I... really hope to have someone who can always be by my side."

Tomogi couldn't respond to her.Because she knew that she was not the person Yi Ya expected.

Although Yiya didn't cry, her voice was trembling, "Although I never admit it, the 11 years with Lancelot have been really happy..."

Being with him made her feel like a normal person.Be gentle like a lover, quarrel like brothers and sisters, get along warmly like a family, and keep each other warm like -- like the same kind.

She likes this feeling and Lancelot who brings this warmth.However, if everything is cleared up, will it fall apart?She didn't want their relationship to break down, and even though their relationship was beginning to feel unnatural, she tried desperately to maintain the illusion.

Looking back now, I feel that I was really deceiving myself.Unnatural is unnatural, and what is false can never become true.The family game will come to an end one day, but at that time she never thought that this was their last chance.

The harsh reality took away all happiness, and she had to return to the cold place where she was alone, which made Yiya shaken like never before.She originally thought that she had become stronger than ordinary people, but she didn't expect that she was still so weak.

If it's family --

If they were real family—

Yiya shed tears so big that her hands could hardly bear them.

"Are we too late? No chance? No going back?"

Tomegiri could only hug tightly to Yiya who kept crying, but Yiya didn't resist, but instead hugged Tougiri.Her body was weaker than Togo Wuri imagined, so slender that it would break if she folded it.

"It's not too late at all!" Ten Wu stared into Yiya's eyes, and said slowly but firmly, "You definitely still have a chance!"

Kazuya stared straight back at Togiri.

"The Yiya I know always holds his head up high and fights not to be overwhelmed by the world. Since when did you become like this? Don't give up so easily. Could it be that the family motto of Murasaki's family is 'you should give up as soon as possible. Human virtue'? Don't give up so early, this world and destiny are actually quite random, there is nothing we can't do."

Through blurred vision, Yiya stared at Shiwu with a gentle light shining in his light brown eyes.

"That guy Lancelot's obsession with you can reach heaven and earth. If your image is projected upside down in the world, he can definitely turn the world upside down. Even if you don't believe him, you must believe me. "

Tomogi looked at Yiya who was full of tears, put his hands on her shoulders, and declared without hesitation, without wavering, as a matter of course:

"The bond between you will not just collapse like this."

The crazily beating heartbeat calmed down miraculously, and Yiya's head gradually regained clarity from the blankness that could not be thought.

"……I believe you."

Although there were still tears in the corners of her eyes, she did smile.

"Ten Wu, you have to work hard. Don't be like me. It's too late to regret it now."

——It’s only now that I regret it...

"Of course I understand this kind of thing very well..." Ten Wu sighed while walking on the boulevard.

It's just because I understand too much that I'm troubled.

Breaking the balance maintained at this time, the ambiguous relationship between them will definitely come to an end, it will become closer than it is now, or the distance that was finally brought close will be drawn to infinity.

However, if she has been harboring the negative thought of "I will definitely be rejected, don't confess, so that I can stay with him for a while longer" and at the same time is afraid of it, then no matter how much she likes him, can she The only thing you will get is more and more pain and depression.

A dog who has been burned by a stove will never go near a stove again.The only people who will approach the stove are those who think that there are roasted chestnuts in the stove.They just can't forget the sweet taste.Even though I expected how painful things were waiting for me there, or thought that there might be nothing there, I still couldn't help stretching out my hand.

That's because there is hope in my heart.

Looking forward to what's waiting for you there.

What's more, she has already understood that she must not lose him.Now whenever I recall Liu Dao Mukuro's "Future of Death" I have seen, my heart is still cold.

"...Sure enough, you should confess?"

After talking to himself, Tomogi immediately blushed.Okay, so embarrassed!How could she say such a thing!

"Huh?" Shi Wu suddenly saw a figure not far from her approaching slowly, because the sunlight outside the boulevard was too dazzling, she had to squint her eyes to barely see clearly.Then, the moment he saw it clearly, he was frightened.

"How could it be you!!" Shiwu pointed at the visitor with trembling fingers.

The face that is too beautiful for a man is close at hand, the smile on the corner of the lips deepens, and it feels like there is a trace of tenderness in it, and the dark blue hair also tickles Shiwu's cheeks along with the wind side.Tomogi rubbed his eyes in disbelief, and opened them again, the man was still smiling and staring at him.

Tomagiri stared at Liudaokuo blankly, it was so strange, although the sun was so bright, she felt that all the light was concentrated on him.

"What are you doing here?"

Liu Daowao's question made her wake up from the mist for a moment, and then she was frightened again.

Could she tell him how she was figuring out how to confess her love to him?Can't?No way!But...how could he show up here when she was making plans?

...Could it be!

Does God want her to confess to him now? !

let her die...

Tomogi wanted to retreat subconsciously again, but when she realized this, she immediately restrained the urge to retreat.

Can't go on like this!

It is because of this that we should obey our own heart even more.Don't lie to yourself, make the most honest choice!

—she wanted to be with him.

Although I don't know if he likes her or not.

Even if he probably doesn't like her.

but--

Maybe no matter how hard she pursued, she might not be able to be with him.However, if she doesn't act, she will definitely not get it!

"……skeleton."

I thought it was loud enough, but when I said it, I realized that I almost couldn't hear it clearly.The trembling voice made Shi Wu fully understand that she was such a gutless person.

Just saying four words is enough, I should be better at disguising emotions than anyone else, but I can't make a sound.

But—but, ahhhhhhh!

Sooner or later it will be said!Even if it's not today, it will be tomorrow... No, maybe after today, she will lose her courage.Once so, she will definitely despise herself!No matter, go all out!

Tomogiri took a deep breath, and after making up his mind, he looked straight at Liudao Mukui, "Muku, I—"

Liu Dao looked at her determinedly, without saying a word.

Under this gaze, Touwu began to tense up, and the temperature on his cheeks rose.

"I, I to you—"

His eyes wandered around, but he didn't dare to look at him, his heart was pounding.

"I've always been very happy with you——"

Ahhh, it's really embarrassing!

No one knows what Liudaokui is thinking at this moment, and his expression has remained "expressionless", and the only changes that can be seen from the surface are the deepening eyes and the flowing waves.

After waiting for a long time before Shi Wu could "happy", Liu Dao Mu frowned, and then sighed.

"You really are an idiot, why can't you even speak well."

Ten Wus, who was overly nervous, raised his head in a daze, "You call me...a fool?"

Glaring at her bitterly, Liu Dao Mu suddenly put his hands around the back of Togiri's head, and pulled her closer, and immediately felt the person in his arms shiver involuntarily.

What's the situation here? !Shiwu's brain was completely muddled, and her heartbeat was so loud that she was afraid that he would hear it, pounding, pounding, pounding, what the hell was going on!

The warm breath sprayed ambiguously on Shiwu's skin, and the magnetic voice like alcohol beat the eardrum, causing a burst of heart palpitations.

"What an idiot." Liudao Mukuo said again.

"what?"

"You can finish what you didn't finish just now."

Ten Wu was stunned for a moment, and frowned as if he had noticed something. After carefully looking at Liu Dao Mu, his eyes gradually changed from confusion to enlightenment, and then froze into an angry expression.The ten fogs that exploded seemed to want to roar loudly, but they couldn't say anything when they opened their mouths. Instead, they seemed to give in willingly.

Liu Dao Mu felt that her gritted teeth face was more attractive than the warm sunshine at the end of winter.

"You bastard ah ah ah ah!"

With an impulse, Tomogiri rushed forward and hugged him tightly.

Then bit his lip hard.

This woman is an idiot.

He is both timid and afraid of death, his brain is still not clear, he only rushes forward with brute force, and doesn't take his injuries seriously.

Such a fool, he should have firmly grasped the rope tied between them.

However, facing this blushing woman who didn't even know what she was talking about, he no longer had the confidence to hold on to the rope.She was always running around, bumping around, and she would just cry silently on the side when she was hurt. At first, she felt stupid and deserved it, but after a long time, she felt a little pitiful, which made him want to Go and pat her head.

In fact, the distance between them was shortened by her long ago, right?

Just like the hands they held together at this time.

I've been waiting, so hurry up and tell me—

"—Likudaokuku, I like you!"