Tutoring colleagues - doomed

boom--!

Ten Wu was pushed so hard that his back hit the wall directly.There was a loud sound, so strong that it seemed that the whole room was shaken by it.Yiya, who brought her out of Toori's room, closed the door, leaned against the sliding door with a gloomy face, and stared at Togiri.

"What did you say?"

Yiya's cheeks were tense, Tomogi knew that this sentence would definitely make her very unhappy, but she said it anyway.

"Actually, you are really just like Miss Juzhi said, you are a gentle and kind boy."

After a tired laugh, Yiya said in a low voice, "...Do you have a brain problem or a hearing problem? Didn't a single word of what I said before enter your dull brain? My most I hate Juori-sama, Murasaki's family, and you. For those who are always smiling on the surface, while laughing at me ugly in the bottom of their hearts, even so, they have to pretend to be a good person, and have been pestering me You guys really hate and are so bored. Do you understand?"

Yiya crunched the wooden frame of the sliding door, she was twisting her face at this moment, her eyes were shining with hatred.

Seeing her like this, Tomogiri was convinced that her thoughts were not wrong.She spoke slowly with a feeling of conviction: "I understand. You are a kind and gentle boy."

Yiya's body stiffened instantly. "you……!"

"I think I have to apologize to you first." Ten Wu hurriedly took the lead before she could speak again, "I said just now that I saw through that you were a liar. Since entering Cun Zi's house, I lost the ability to see through people's hearts. However, even if I don't have this ability, your heart is still transparent in front of me."

"Stop commenting on other people's affairs in a tone that you think you know!"

But Shiwu took the gnashing of teeth as a deaf ear, and continued: "I hate me and can't get along with me, but it's because my situation is very similar to Miss Shizhi. You can see the shadow of Miss Shizhi in me, right? It is true that there were insults to Ms. Juzhi in the previous vent, but what I heard was not the case. In fact, the object of your hatred is yourself, right?"

Yiya didn't say anything, but the hatred in her eyes became even stronger.She raised her jaw and straightened her body, as if in a defensive posture to deny anyone from touching her heart.

"When you vented your dislike for Miss Juzhi, Murasaki's family, and me, I vaguely felt that something was wrong. After seeing the scene where you suppressed Miss Juzhi who was tortured by backlash, I finally understood how I felt at the beginning. What's the incongruity I've seen - that is, you've been lying and the real truth is the exact opposite of what you're telling. All the 'facts' I know are what came out of your mouth It's just that you took advantage of my ignorance of the situation and subtly replaced the real thing."

...No, not a replacement, but she "really" thinks so.

Because Yiya has always misunderstood that Togiri still has the ability to read minds, and if she tells a lie, she will be seen through immediately, and Yiya, who has a high self-esteem, disdains doing such a thing, so now there is only one explanation left—— I'm afraid she's been deceiving herself subconsciously all this time.

"It must be done." "It's okay not to think so."

In the first few days, my conscience will be disturbed because of holding this kind of thought; after a few months, I may occasionally think of my real self.A few years later, this kind of thinking has been deeply ingrained, and even I think it should be like this.

"Not only did you deceive others, you also deceived yourself. It's like brainwashing."

"You don't know anything!" Yiya suddenly yelled at Shi Wu, "You don't know anything about me! Do you still want to teach me with that hypocritical face?!"

"You're not finished yet!"

Ten Wu suddenly shouted, stepped forward quickly, and pinched Yiya's jaw suddenly.Yiya's face was pinched tightly, his jaw couldn't move a bit, and he couldn't say anything.

"It's up to you if you want to say that, and it's up to you how you decide on me, but don't use your own unilateral thoughts to direct me. My mood is not up to you to decide."

The face was forcibly fixed, and the eyes could not be avoided.Kazuya frowned tightly, as if disgusted by the fact that she was being watched by Togagiri's piercing eyes.

"Looking at Miss Shizhi living in such pain and not even being allowed to die, those adults have one thing in mind and another in their mouth, but they can't really help Miss Shizhi in everything they do, allowing her to continue to be tortured .You must be disappointed in other people? But what about yourself? There's really nothing you can do but disdain what those people do."

A shock flashed across Yiya's face, and it wrinkled as if it was about to collapse.

Shiwu ignored her reaction, and continued to dig Yiya's wound with words: "Are you feeling annoyed because you can't do anything for Miss Shizhi? Why are you so determined to protect Miss Shizhi, but you can't bear it?" Do you feel disgusted by the self who shrinks back in fear of the terrible appearance of her enduring the pain of backlash? Do you despair that you cannot inherit the Murasaki family without special abilities?"

"——The only thing I can do is to pray to God to let her die soon, isn't it!"

Kazuya broke free from Togiri's hand with all her strength, and shouted loudly.The pair of eyes staring at Shigiri were no longer ice-cold, but burning fiercely like flames.After all, Yiya at this time was only a 14-year-old child, and she did not yet have a strong heart that would not be shaken by any cruel and sharp words.

"If I have that kind of ability, as long as I inherit the inheritance, Master Shizhi can be freed from the infinite pain! But, I don't have it, I don't have any ability at all! I can't inherit the inheritance, and I can't kill it with my own hands. Without her, what else can I do except pray to the heavens for Master Shizhi’s death! So, I was thinking, will my wish come true if I pray to the heavens? Lord Shizhi is such a kind person, as long as I kept praying that God would be merciful and let her die immediately!"

Her body vibrated with anger.His eyes were bloodshot, his teeth were clenched, and he looked very painful.Even the roar was choked with sobs.

"I was really happy when I knew that someone wanted to wipe Murasaki's house down. Finally, someone was willing to kill Master Toori. I actually didn't want to do anything, and I even wanted to stand by when I went to greet you... But, Shi Master Zhi told me that the person who came would end everything, and even though he was desperate for everything, he still couldn't help but have a glimmer of hope, I'm so stupid and ridiculous..."

Confession like a confession.

No matter who has seen the scene when Juzhi suffered a backlash, he will definitely become speechless.Why is she still alive?Why is she still alive?Master Juzhi who knows her thoughts will definitely not forgive her.Not forgiving her is the most correct way.Because even she couldn't forgive herself.

but why?Would Master Juori still look at her with such tender eyes?

"You must not understand this kind of mood! You don't understand at all!"

Sorrow pressed against Yiya like a wave, and his throat seemed to be stuck, as if he couldn't breathe.Tears rolled down my cheeks, and my neck and kimono collar were wet.Yiya cried so badly that she knelt down by the door.

"That's right." As if he didn't care about Yiya's wailing, Tomogi said very calmly, "I don't understand your mood at all."

Yiya suddenly raised his head, the burning anger in his eyes seemed to want to burn Shiwu to nothingness.However, what Tomogiri said next extinguished this anger all at once.

"I don't want to understand the feelings of a coward like you who ran away after being hit by the cruel reality. Don't change your feelings into someone else's without authorization. Miss Juzhi is really desperate for the world as you said , all you feel is pain?"

Yiya's shoulders shook slightly.

"It's not... like that, right?" A trace of sadness appeared on Shiwu's face.She couldn't help but squat down, and gently patted Yiya's back, "Miss Shizhi doesn't hate you, nor does she hate this world."

Yiya looked up, his eyes were no longer filled with anger, but with a kind of sadness that he didn't know what to do, and he said in a hoarse voice as if he wanted to blame Touwu: "How can you understand when you lose your ability?" Other people's inner thoughts?"

"Didn't you already tell me the reason?" Facing Yiya's puzzled eyes, Togiri said with a smile, "How could Ms. Toori, who has the ability to see through people's hearts, be blinded by superficial things? She has already seen it clearly. Did you really not feel anything when you suppressed Miss Shizhi who had seizures countless times in the past? In so many memories, Miss Shizhi's heart must have been conveyed to you .”

...What is this person talking about?

Yiya let out a short sneer in self-deprecating manner.

How could such a thing as being forgiven happen...

Reason told her that this was impossible, but another picture floated up deep in her memory.

A room of dark and light gray, gently swaying light golden spots, leaves outside the window swaying with the wind, making a rustling sound.The young self knelt in front of Lord Juzhi's bed.Just the two of them, the morning room.

That was several years ago. Asahi-san had just passed away, and Toori-sama was like an empty shell, and this situation lasted for a long time.One day, when she was only ten years old, she was called to Lord Toori's room.

Juori's shoulders were unbelievably thin, and the arms that were exposed outside the unlined clothing were also very thin, and his complexion was a bit morbidly white in the sun.The whole body is emaciated, white and bluish like an inorganic substance, it doesn't look like a living human being, and it doesn't have the demure and beautiful appearance in the impression.

What did Master Toori say to her when Asahi-san was gone?

"I like to look at the city that is sinking to the west, and the lights that light up under the night, but now I feel that the moment when the sun rises in the morning is also very beautiful. 』

The voice that emerged from memory was still so gentle.

"Even though my body has become like this, even though Asahi...is no longer by my side, even though I still feel sad, painful, and want to leave everything behind and follow him, I still want to survive.You see, this world is obviously full of light, no matter how faint the light is, as long as I see it, I will feel very happy. 』

Despite the tears, Master Juori had a newborn smile on his face.

"I believe in hope more than anyone else. 』

For a moment, Yiya felt her throat was tightly tangled, and there was a burst of pain.

How could she keep blinding her eyes and not notice anything?

Miss Juzhi is not the kind of weak person who keeps herself locked in a dream.Although it was true at first, she still sensed her own truth.After the sadness and distress, she still chooses to hide them and smile warmly all the time.

Why does she feel that the world is dark?Obviously, everywhere is filled with light...

Yiya buried her head deeply on her knees, sobbing intermittently from under her hair.Ten Wu didn't know if her words were heard, and it took a long, long time before she got a response.

"...Is there anything else I can do for a person like me?"

"Of course. At least I can do more things than I do." Ten Wu immediately said firmly, "I am not familiar with any situation, whether it is about the Murasaki family, my own affairs, or the enemy's affairs. You know all of these things better than I do. Before the enemy launches an attack, communicate with Peng Gelie's ninth-generation leader again. I still need your help in my affairs. Ah, and don't forget to think about it How to revive the Murasaki family after the war."

"...Do you think...we will win?" Yiya subconsciously said negative words, "Impossible, Lord Shizhi has seen the future..."

"Why are you here again?" Ten Wuwu interrupted her with a rare tyranny, "Your view of the future is too negative! Although Miss Shizhi also said that her death will be three days later, she used ' Originally scheduled', I think she, like me, believes that fate can be changed. The future is not the same as fate. I don't believe that people have a predetermined destiny. The future is changing at any time, and there is nothing inevitable about it. In the end, the future that Ms. Juzhi sees is just a 'possibility'. What determines the future is not fate, but the courage to believe in yourself and your companions, follow the path you have decided, and achieve your beliefs!"

It's not a bad thing that we don't know anything about the future.Man is a creature struggling with fate.Because you don't know, you gamble; because you can't see, you don't know how to panic.

If we knew the ending early in the morning, how many people would dare to go on the vast road ahead?

"……exactly."

The shadows in Yiya's eyes gradually disappeared, as if the long night receded, slowly waking up from a nightmare, and his originally weak expression became firm.

Tomogiri returned with a big smile.

Yiya straightened her lips.What a silly laugh!It's really shameful to be woken up by such a person.

"—The two stupid kids are done arguing."

Both Togiri and Yiya were frightened by the sudden voice, and immediately turned their heads away.In a dark corner where no one noticed, Toori in white single clothes stood there quietly, and Tomogi and Yiya didn't even notice when she came in.

Unlike Yiya who breathed a sigh of relief, Shiwu suddenly became vigilant, staring closely at this woman with a familiar face but a completely different temperament. "……Who are you?"

"Heh. Did you see it? I just ran out to get some air while Juori was resting, and I happened to hear something interesting."

Looking back at Togiri's purple eyes, there was a hint of coldness, she pointed to Tougiri, and a hoarse and unpleasant voice like a cough came from "Juzhi"'s lips.

"Do you want to gain more power?"

—Somewhere in Kyoto—

"Disappear—! Hurry up and disappear for me ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"

The men in black all heard hysterical screams in Vinal's bedroom. Everyone was very familiar with the situation. After a brief shock, they rushed into the Japanese room by coincidence. One of them picked up the communicator and shouted anxiously. .

"Mr. Weiner has another attack, hurry up and call more people... No, go and call that person!"

"Don't get close to me! Disappear for me—!!" While screaming like crazy, Weiner picked up something and smashed it into the void.

"Mr. Weiner! Please calm down!" The subordinates stepped forward to restrain his hands and feet, but they were afraid of hurting him so they relaxed their strength.Because of this, Wiener easily broke free from their grip.Soon the room was full of mess.

The helpless subordinates looked at each other in blank dismay.

Weiner kept screaming, "Disappear to me—! Disappear to me—!"

Enough - really enough -

A low growl of extreme hatred burst out from between Weiner's clenched teeth.He wished to kill everyone immediately, wished to destroy everything, wished to erase his existence from this world immediately... But this is not allowed.He understood very clearly that before all the hatred in his heart disappeared, such things as giving up his life were absolutely not allowed.

However, he really couldn't hold on any longer.Since "that time", it has been repeated several times, dozens of times, hundreds of times, thousands of times... until the body is completely wiped out.

Can't get rid of this nightmare.

going crazy.

"--What are you crazy about, old man?!"

The sudden mocking voice was extremely impatient, and the old man's raised arms stopped abruptly in mid-air.

The owner of the voice is a gray-haired man with a young face full of confidence and arrogance. He is holding the sliding paper door with one hand. disdain.

"I didn't expect you to be such a boring creature. You are in your seventies and eighties, and you actually make a lot of noise like a child who has lost a toy. I am ashamed of you!"

The others breathed a sigh of relief as if they had seen a savior.

This gray-haired man, Ryo Aizawa, is the only person who has seen that thing besides Shinji Rei, and he seems to be more trusted than Shinji Rei.The others couldn't understand why the old man was so indulgent to the gray-haired man, but they didn't dare to ask because of the old man's feelings.

The gray-haired man walked into the Japanese room, and while walking towards the old man, he cast contemptuous glances at the cadres, "You are too useless, even an old man can't be restrained."

Still no one dared to speak.Seeing this, Aizawa Ryo snorted even more disdainfully.He picked up the cane that fell on the tatami and handed it to the old man with an arrogant attitude that didn't seem like the attitude that a subordinate should have towards a superior.

boom!The porcelain cup hit the doorpost, the broken pieces flew away, and a trace of bright red slid down from Aizawa Ryo's cheek.

Ryo Aizawa wiped his cheek with his hand, the trace of blood red on it made him feel irritable, and he yelled at Vinal: "If you want to go crazy, you old man, let me go crazy like an old man quietly! Be careful, I will kill you !"

Weiner turned around and picked up another porcelain cup, ready to throw it at Ryo Aizawa.At this time, he suddenly saw that Aizawa Ryo's body was covered with blood, and his raised hand unconsciously froze in mid-air.

Ryo Aizawa apparently noticed that Vinal's eyes were on him, and he raked his hair and said, "Smelly old man, see clearly! Today I went to pick a branch of those bastards for the purpose of testing the box, don't think I I'm afraid of you like other wretches, if I hadn't been injured, I would have punched you away!"

Not ashamed.Weiner sneered, but lowered his arms.

"...Before the operation was about to start, you were so stupid as to intentionally injure yourself. It seems that Dr. Vicki should replace your brain as well."

"You are the one with dementia. The action started three days later, right?"

"I've changed my mind. Send me a message, and all the staff will prepare immediately and leave in nine or ten minutes."

Aizawa Ryo tilted his head as if he hadn't reacted.

"Didn't you hear? Or, do you have a problem with my order?"

Ryo Aizawa laughed wildly, "I'm too happy! I don't know if those people are really as powerful as they say, I really want to fight quickly!"

A group of cadres looked at him in cold sweat and left laughing.

From their point of view, Aizawa Ryo is just like an old man, not very mentally normal.Although they seem to be very clear-headed from the outside, normal people will not have their extremely crazy eyes.

"Hurry up, me, him, and the end of Murasaki's family..."

On the side, the old man also laughed sinisterly, and the subordinates couldn't help but change their expressions slightly.Despite their fear, they said nothing, and retreated respectfully.

In the huge and indoor room, only Weiner was left muttering to himself.