Zhu Yilong--A Warm Smoke

Shen Nian disagreed, "Why can't this person be you?"

Song Nuan laughed, "Didn't Mr. Zhu tell you about the medicine I took? Who am I? Auntie, we are not in the same class. It's impossible. I still have some self-knowledge."

Shen Nian shook his head, "What medicine do you take? You have good height, appearance and personality, you have a high degree of education, and you have a stable job. I don't think you are worse than those celebrities. I heard that you are also good at playing the piano, good at drawing, and good at writing. Well, I’m still writing novels online.”

Song Nuan murmured in her heart, did Shen Nian know about her depression?Why didn't Zhu Yilong talk about it.But when he was praised suddenly, he didn't have time to think about anything else, so he couldn't help covering his smiling face, "Auntie, where did you hear all this nonsense? You don't know how bumpy my blind date journey is, and those local men can't see it." Come on me, not to mention Mr. Zhu. If, if I had stayed in Beijing ruthlessly and worked hard to make progress, and now I have done well, I might be able to match Mr. Zhu. Auntie, think about it, when two people are together, they always hope to get better and better. Well, what can I give Mr. Zhu, can I help his career, or communicate with him spiritually, or make soup for his hands? What can Mr. Zhu give me, is that I can accompany me to see the world's mountains and rivers , you can still have a romantic Valentine’s Day with me, or you can pick up your children in the future. Auntie, we can’t be so willful just because you have a minor illness. Mr. Zhu is determined and has his own principles. I know I can't force it. He is so filial, why make things difficult for him."

Shen Nian couldn't help sighing, "I was worried about Zhu Yilong and thought he would have a good place to go, but I also really like Doctor Xiao Song, you saved me, I always wanted to thank you, but you don't need anything, I'm also embarrassed to withdraw money."

Damn, you can throw a lot of money at me, Song Nuan groaned in her heart, but she had to try not to look so wretched on her face: "If I said that to save you, I cut a piece of liver and a kidney, even if you pumped A bone marrow, it can barely be regarded as a life-saving grace. But I work in the hospital, and you fell in front of me. It is only natural for me to help you. How can I say how noble I am with the cheek. "

"You can start as friends." Shen Nian insisted on his own ideas.

"Okay, Auntie, I am a loyal audience of Mr. Zhu, and I have always been a friend. Look, it's past eleven o'clock, we have to go on stage, and the experts are all ready. Don't look at what the doctors said It's scary, but in fact, your operation is very simple, so don't be nervous at all, I've experienced it, so you listen to me."

Shen Nian was amused by him: "Where did you come from?"

Song Nuan felt sore in her heart, she felt a dull pain from this sore sting, and she couldn't help feeling a kind of pride, she slowed down her speech: "Although I am young, I have had three operations, each time the attending doctor directly contacted me Talking and signing, the first time I was in college, I was so nervous that I got local anesthesia again. The second time, before I could get nervous, the doctor in our hospital turned me over with an injection, and it was too late to say a word. The last time I was Calm down, I did the operation by myself, and I drove home after the operation. So Auntie, you can sleep in a while, have a good dream, and you will be fine when you wake up."

Shen Nian was in a daze when she heard it, she was dizzy from Song Nuan's words, she seemed to have the illusion of being fooled, she had long forgotten to be nervous.

"I'll call a doctor for you. Let's anesthetize first." Song Nuan struck while the iron was hot.

"Okay, I'm sorry to trouble you." Shen Nian smiled, gentle and calm, but how Song Nuan felt, in fact, Shen Nian didn't believe her nonsense at all. Although he gave his heart, in their eyes, he was still a child Literally, it's just ridiculous.But everyone has obsessions, and she never forces them.

Sending Shen Nian into the operating room, Song Nuan was sitting on the side of the nurse's station in a daze. She was about to get off work. She had no appetite. When the alarm clock rang, she was in a bad mood.As soon as the medicine was taken in, she wanted to cry. No matter when and where, taking medicine was not a pleasant thing, which made her feel helpless of being forced.It was a bit cold, Song Nuan folded her arms to keep warm, and planned to go back to the department for dinner within a minute of hurting the spring and autumn.She can't make herself look too pitiful, and doesn't want to indulge her hypocrisy of self-pity.

"Doctor Song." Someone called her.

Song Nuan raised her head and saw Zhu Yilong standing in front of her, with a pair of big eyes shining, this person likes to look into other people's eyes, always so sincere.

Song Nuan was stunned for a moment, then responded with a smile: "Hello."

Zhu Yilong sat down beside her, "Doctor Song, thank you for coming."

"You're welcome." Song Nuan was a little uninterested in saying those nonsense words that he didn't even believe. "If we meet again, can we not say thank you?"

"I try my best."

"Okay, I'm leaving." Song Nuan stood up, "I wish Auntie a smooth operation, I'm leaving."

Zhu Yilong followed her to stand up and said, "I'll take you back."

Song Nuan glanced at him again, tilted her head and smiled, then turned around and waved her hand: "No, I'm not far back to the department."

Zhu Yilong waved, "Goodbye."

Waving is like greeting, but also like goodbye.

Perhaps it is to save us who are not good at words.

Waving is really a direct emotion and gesture. In fact, there are too many emotions that I don't know how to express at the moment.

Yes, please forgive me, I cherish every meeting and every parting.

If you suddenly can't speak, just wave to me.

You will understand me, and I will understand you.

Did you see it?

When I waved to you in the distance, I suddenly understood the meaning of waving.

In 2019, there was a free clinic in Gucheng where 28 doctors came to the grassroots. Song Nuan enthusiastically signed up and was assigned to work in a remote village in the county for two weeks.The dormitory where she lives has no internet access, so she hides in bed holding the computer and chewing papers every night. Sometimes she is busy until one o'clock in the night, and the papers are revised, but she doesn't feel sleepy at all.The weather in Gucheng is weird. From the end of the new year to now, it has failed to start spring six times, and the temperature will decrease by fifteen every time it is 12.When it was warm and cold like this, Song Nuan finally caught a cold, coughed and couldn't sleep at night, and spent the last three days hiding in the bathroom with hanging bottles.Her blood vessels are too thin, and antibiotics are used for Q[-]h, and she often gets four or five injections a day.Sometimes she fell asleep after the infusion, and others couldn't keep an eye on her, and the blood often came back. The little nurse in the clinic always liked to infuse the blood back to her, which made her dumbfounded.

Song Nuan was a little homesick, missed the department, and missed the 24 pieces of land on her farm.

Shen Nian's operation went extremely smoothly. The expert team took care of him for a day and then withdrew. He recovered very well after the operation without any complications. The dean was overjoyed and praised the operating room, intensive care unit and neurosurgery.Father Zhu kept his promise and made two pennants to thank the Department of Neurology and Song Nuan, and hung them in the director's office.It is said that the family members of bed 47 went to the department to look for her one day, but of course they couldn't find her and didn't leave any words.

Song Nuan gripped the phone tightly, there was an unread message in the WeChat address book, it was very short, you don't need to click to open it to see all of it, the operation went smoothly, and I feel very impressed.This person, he was not allowed to say thank you, so he used idioms instead.

How far can she hide, Song Nuan couldn't help thinking, she can't hide her thoughts, she should go back, if she wants to, she can't meet even across the street.

Because of a cold, Song Nuan first went back to the hospital for a chest CT scan, which ruled out lung infection and tuberculosis, and then took two days off to prescribe traditional Chinese medicine and prepare to go home to recuperate.The head nurse put her hips on her hips and complained, "Xiao Song, don't you consider being hospitalized in our department? I'll give you injections every day to ensure that you hit the nail on the head. Can you please stop asking for leave?"

Song Nuan laughed angrily at her, "Sister Wang, you are going to exhaust me to death."

"Who told you to write medical records so quickly? Ten patients a day will be fine. It won't delay our work. Didn't you ask for leave when you were suffering from pneumonia the year before last? .” Wang Xiaoling was reluctant to let Song Nuan rest.

"A group of capitalists." Song Nuan turned around and ran away holding the Chinese medicine, "I will never work with you again."

The traditional Chinese medicine prescribed by Dr. Chen from the Respiratory Department doesn’t taste very good. On the side, he thought she was secretly drinking some unknown drink, and waited for an opportunity to steal a sip.

Song Nuan had nothing to do at home, and she didn't dare to catch up on sleep. As long as she lay down, her throat would itch, and she would cough when it itch. The cough made her stomach ache and her head hurt, it was almost fatal.

"Hey, how about taking the two of you to KFC?" Song Nuan suggested to the two little ones.

"Okay." Ruoxi was six years old, and immediately went to change into beautiful clothes, choose bags and jewelry.

Ruo Xiao is only three years old, and extremely stupid, incomparable to children of the same age, even more incomparable to his elder sister, he just sits on the sofa and shouts loudly, "Auntie, put my shoes on."

Song Nuan had a special urge to spend money. Her family lived far away from the city, and there was no Kaifeng dish nearby, so she drove twenty miles to have a meal with her two children, and bought toy cars, Barbie dolls, summer clothes and shoes.When the money is almost spent, her sense of accomplishment and satisfaction is recharged successfully, and her mood is much better.

"There are too many things, go upstairs and help me carry them later." Song Nuan instructed the two children.

"I take my own things." Ruoxi has always been capable.

"I can go by myself." Ruoxiao said.The implication is that I don't need you to carry me upstairs, this is the best I can do.

Song Nuan couldn't help coughing again.

On Monday, the two babies went to school. Song Nuan finally took a nap. When she woke up at about eleven o'clock, she hadn't slept so deeply for a long time. She estimated that she would be able to go back to work after drinking Chinese medicine for two days. Earn money.

The phone had been ringing for half a minute before Song Nuan lazily picked it up. It was an unknown number in Beijing, so she hung up the phone and was about to catch up on a nap and get up for lunch.Insurance sellers are very dedicated these days, and it rang again. Song Nuan didn't even bother to look at it, and listened to the music for 45 seconds with wide eyes open.When the phone rang for the fifth time, Song Nuan couldn't hold back any longer. When she touched the phone and was about to hang up, she suddenly felt that this number was familiar. Okay, so, I answered the call with peace of mind.

Song Nuan put the phone to her ear, waiting for the person over there to speak first.

"Hello, Doctor Song." The person over there hung up the phone, showing no impatience, always calm and gentle.

A voice I haven't seen for a long time, it's like seeing and hearing it for the first time.