Zhu Yilong--A Warm Smoke

"I don't think you are so good. It will be a matter of time before he regrets it." Zhu Yilong praised Song Nuan unabashedly, "Sister? No wonder you never call me brother, you never mention it, and you never forget it. Does this address mean to you? Has a special meaning?" Zhu Yilong pretended to be angry.

Song Nuan pushed Zhu Yilong away, "Stop teasing me, don't you think there are few people who call you brother? Seeing you groaning every day, you are very happy to agree. However, I never called your brother, it's really because of him .”

Zhu Yilong bit his lip, his eyes were full of strong thirst for knowledge, but he said, "Can I not listen to this story?"

Song Nuan pointed to the floor mat again, and said with a smile, "You can ask, you can ask."

Zhu Yilong laughed, "How many secrets do you have?"

"What do you mean?"

"I'll last long enough to reveal all your secrets." Zhu Yilong really planned to do plank again.

Song Nuan couldn't bear it long ago, and hugged him, "There are many secrets, are you willing to listen?"

"my pleasure."

Song Nuan took a deep breath, "In the beginning we worshiped a brother and sister in front of Zhong Jing's statue in a very old fashioned way. We called him brother because he was really my brother at one point. Chang Yuannan and I have very similar personalities. I will think that this is a love match, and it is destined. So when I broke up, I was very painful. In fact, most of this pain is the illusion I added to myself. I think that in the future we will be happy like in a fairy tale. According to this line of thinking, separation will become It became a very cruel thing. So I did a lot of unreasonable things at that time. In the past few years, I have matured and understood some truths, and then I began to understand my childishness back then. I hate this relationship and I hate myself , hate everything related, including the title brother and sister. We have come to a dead end, there is only hatred, and it is impossible to get back together. In fact, I am very reluctant to mention people and things related to Chang Yuannan, which makes me feel humiliated." She said in It is extremely calm when telling these, as if reading someone else's story.

"Are you escaping?"

Song Nuan denied, "No, I just don't want to mention it. I really want to erase this dark history. It's not the same as the hairy monkey."

When Zhu Yilong heard Maohou just smiled, he frowned slightly, "Then when we were on the set, you didn't hesitate to bring out this piece of history just to make me quit in spite of the difficulties, how much you don't want to be with me."

Song Nuan didn't expect Zhu Yilong to hold grudges so much, "Please, I love you so much, I don't want you to go into troubled waters, you think I want to expose my scars."

Zhu Yilong looked at Song Nuan, his eyes were peaceful and reassuring, and he asked: "Then I'm even more curious, what did you do at that time to be so secretive, it's impossible to run downstairs and cry and make a fuss, right?" .”

Song Nuan sneered, "Probably only Jia Dongdong can do that kind of thing."

"This seems to be another story. However, I am only interested in yours."

Song Nuan intends to make it clear at once, "It's nothing, I didn't dare to make trouble at that time, for fear of being bored by Chang Yuannan. I lay on the bed for three days and lost more than a dozen catties. At that time, my three views collapsed and I was completely irrational , I don’t care even if it’s an underground lover. I wanted to resign immediately to find him, but was stopped by the director. What else should I look for? If raw rice is used to make mature rice, he will probably still be responsible for me.” Song Nuan casually talked about the absurdity of the past, these things had been buried in her heart for a long time, she thought she had long forgotten.

Zhu Yilong hugged Song Nuan tightly: "Our Nuan family has suffered a lot. Sorry, I came too late."

Song Nuan rested her head on Zhu Yilong's shoulder comfortably, "It's nothing, it's actually very painful for everyone to lose love. What about you, have you ever lost love?"

Zhu Yilong didn't want to mention his relationship, he just said: "Of course, I didn't feel too sad, so I went to work."

"That's all right. Work is our most loyal companion."

"Hey, you want to cook raw rice, have you never succeeded?" The corners of Zhu Yilong's lips gradually curled up.

Song Nuan lowered her head into Zhu Yilong's arms, and laughed softly, "That's right, at that time Chang Yuannan thought I was a poisonous snake and beast, and didn't want to see me at all. I really couldn't do anything. Besides, I really couldn't get that Plant medicine."

"It's a good thing you can't prescribe medicine, or you can't think about it for a while, so you took sleeping pills." Zhu Yilong felt a little scared. Being abandoned by the one he loves is really hard to bear. Song Nuan is a passionate and sexual person, so he will definitely be a fool thing.

Song Nuan laughed, "Then you are wrong, I don't have that kind of medicine, but I can still open a bottle or two of Diazepam and Jialeding. At that time, I always had them in my pocket." It had been filled with stable drugs for a long time, and she didn't know what it was for.

Even though he knew it happened in the past, Zhu Yilong still broke out in a cold sweat, "Did you not eat?"

"No, the medicine is too bitter. Although I am depressed, I have been controlling myself."

Zhu Yilong breathed a sigh of relief, "Fortunately, you still have reason."

"But I cut my wrist before." Song Nuan said indifferently.

"Are you really daring?" Zhu Yilong gasped, immediately picked up Song Nuan's two wrists, and put them in front of his eyes.

Song Nuan smiled: "I can't see it for a long time. I was in the Tangtang dormitory at that time, her knife was not fast enough, and she was discovered too timely. The blood loss was very little, but it was too painful." Thinking of the despair at that time , she still couldn't help shivering.

Zhu Yilong raised his hand, "I think the pain is too light, I want to hit you, believe it or not."

Song Nuan quickly drew back her hand, hugged Zhu Yilong's waist from the front, and said coquettishly, "Wrong, wrong, don't be angry."

Zhu Yilong was really willing to beat her, hugged her in his arms, and sighed deeply: "I can't be so willful in the future."

"I know, I promise, it was all impulsive. You see, Chang Yuannan didn't even want to look at me when I made such a big commotion. It's a pity that I couldn't see clearly at the time. I always thought that he had some difficulties for me. Good." Song Nuan laughed at herself.

Zhu Yilong simply asked, "What's the official reason for his breakup? He wouldn't just say that he fell in love with someone else."

Song Nuan shook her head and sneered, "Sure enough, men understand men. You probably can't guess the reason. He said he had an incurable disease, chronic kidney failure, and he didn't want to delay me. It's ridiculous that I wished I could replace my body and cut off a kidney Put it on for him. Who knows, he's going to get married soon, and Tangtang told me. It's like it was broadcast on TV, and I was really the last to know."

Zhu Yilong hugged Song Nuan even tighter, "So you knew he was sick at the time, even though it was a fake, you still wanted to be with him?"

Song Nuan didn't deny it, "It's strange, after he got sick, I loved him more and wanted to be with him even more. For Chang Yuannan at that time, maybe my stubbornness really caused him great trouble."

"Our Xiao Nuan is very kind."

Song Nuan squeezed Zhu Yilong's waist, "That's why, I feel strange, we have already gotten into such an unbearable situation, how could Chang Yuannan still seek to get back together? Could it be that he was really fooled by Jia Dongdong's stimulation. This is illogical. "

Zhu Yilong felt itchy, wanted to hide but couldn't dodge, so he patted Song Nuan's hand, "Don't make trouble. He must have planned it beforehand, otherwise he wouldn't have come to work in your department."

Song Nuan chuckled, and moved to another place to grope around, "It's reasonable, Chang Yuannan's parents are teachers and doctors of our school and affiliated hospital, and their hometowns are all from Gu Cheng, so they are somewhat similar to the dean and director. It’s related, if you don’t want to stay in Quancheng, it’s reasonable to come to our hospital, and he has the same major as me, so it’s a good match. Ah, I know why he asked to get back together.” She suddenly remembered something and sat up straight Body, knocked on the head.

"what reason."

"Because I'm single."

"Ahem." Zhu Yilong cleared his throat.

"I'm single in their eyes. The head nurse introduced me to someone, but I refused. I always agreed before, but now I can't explain the reason. Chang Yuannan probably thought that I couldn't forget his old love. God. Ah, I'm so narcissistic, why didn't I notice it before." Song Nuan repented and should have slapped him twice more.

Zhu Yilong felt quite apologetic, "It's for me, I'm sorry."

Song Nuan felt that Zhu Yilong had also started to be affectionate, "What does it have to do with you?"

"I should take you by the hand and tell them that you are my girlfriend, so there will be no such misunderstanding." As a public figure, Zhu Yilong has indeed brought a lot of inconvenience and trouble to himself and to Song Nuan and the people around him.

Song Nuan took the opportunity to blackmail her, "Then how do you think you will compensate me?"

"what do you want?"

Song Nuan begged, acting like a little bird, "I want to go to the bar, okay, I promise not to drink."

Zhu Yilong tapped Song Nuan's forehead and readily agreed, "Okay. It's a reward for you."

"Reward? It's a misnomer."

Zhu Yilong looked solemn, "I think you did the right thing about beating Chang Yuannan."

Song Nuan smiled and bent over, "Haha, the plot is wrong, it should be, huh, no matter what, hitting someone is wrong. You should apologize to them. Haha."

"It's wrong, it's wrong, I want to pamper you if I'm wrong." Zhu Yilong didn't want to stand on the moral high ground to educate Song Nuan, he thought that Song Nuan had suffered a lot, and there was really no need to be wronged because of Chang Yuannan.

"Thank you, Teacher Zhu." Song Nuan kissed Zhu Yilong's face, "I finished explaining my question, can I ask you?"

Zhu Yilong hesitated, "My story?"

Song Nuan nodded again and again, "Mmm, is that okay?"

Zhu Yilong tilted his head and pointed to the fitness mat where Song Nuan was sitting.

Song Nuan wailed, "No, if you let me go for another 5 minutes, I won't be able to beat you. Besides, I don't have any bargaining chips anymore. I can't afford to lose. Please help me."

Zhu Yilong suppressed a smile: "I won't bully you, if you last for 3 minutes, I will answer all your questions."

"Really?"

"real."

"Okay!" Song Nuan went all out, her highest record was 2 minutes, and with mental stimulation, 3 minutes is not impossible.

So Zhu Yilong sat on the side drinking water leisurely, occasionally glanced at Song Nuan who was working hard for the gossip, about 2 minutes later, Song Nuan visibly began to tremble, she felt her arms were sore and heavy, her forehead began to drip sweat, and she was meditating Counting down, I suddenly felt warmth on my waist, someone lifted my waist up, and the pressure on my arms was immediately relieved.She turned her head slightly, and saw Zhu Yilong kneeling beside her, hugging her waist with both hands, helping her cheat.

Song Nuan looked into Zhu Yilong's eyes, for some reason, she felt her whole body go limp, her hands lost all strength, and she fell straight onto the mat, Zhu Yilong let out a groan, and pulled Song Nuan into her arms with strength. He fell to the ground on his side.

Song Nuan got up and looked at the time first, "Oh, is it 3 minutes?"

Zhu Yilong shook his head, "The plot doesn't seem right." He felt that the two of them fell to the ground together, and this was the time for romance, but it didn't turn out to be emotional.

Song Nuan focused on the gossip, looked at his watch and said, "Two minutes and 58 seconds, rounded up, three minutes. Mr. Zhu Yilong, please sit up and answer the question, no denial is allowed."

Zhu Yilong didn't care about Song Nuan who was playing a rogue, he sat up straight, put his hands on his knees, "Excuse me."

"You are in this posture, as if I am interrogating you."

"I'm just a little nervous."

"How long has it been? I still get nervous when I mention it."

"I'm nervous about you." Zhu Yilong didn't hide his emotion.

"This love talk is perfect, don't worry, I won't eat old vinegar." Song Nuan was a little embarrassed.

Zhu Yilong smiled, he liked to see Song Nuan's shyness and embarrassment when he wanted to tease him but was teased, "Just ask."

"Then I asked." Song Nuan leaned closer to Zhu Yilong, looking straight into his eyes, "Did you feel sad at that time, was there anyone with you?"

Zhu Yilong was stunned for a moment, of course he understood what Song Nuan was asking, of course he was very sad, frantically accepting dramas, going out on trips, hanging around on Weibo, blocking all related people and things, he also abandoned himself and hated himself, and sometimes stayed up all night Smoking and missing, even cried.

"It's okay. I have Guanying to accompany me." Zhu Yilong didn't mention the hardships of those days, but only said that it was okay. When he finished saying these two words, he was really relieved. Looking back, it was indeed okay.

Song Nuan nodded and asked again: "Then, are you happy now? Will you still be unhappy about the past?"

"Happy, no." Zhu Yilong answered quickly and calmly. The joy Song Nuan brought to him was real and wonderful. It was different from the past. After meeting her, he suddenly wanted to have a stable home instead of spending all his time with Focus on your career.

Song Nuan stretched her brows and eyes with a smile, "That's good."

Zhu Yilong sorted out his inner emotions and asked, "What else?"

Song Nuan spread her hands, "No more, I'm done asking."

Zhu Yilong was at a loss for words, he lay down on the ground, looked up to the sky and laughed.

Song Nuan crouched in front of Zhu Yilong and asked with a smile, "Hey, you are stupid."

Zhu Yilong covered his face and sighed, "I seem to have lost. I shouldn't be petty and ask you so much."

"No, you won. You were concerned about my state of mind."

Zhu Yilong embraced Song Nuan's shoulders with both hands. Song Nuan was caught off guard and pulled into his arms, "Hey, broad daylight, what are you doing?"

Zhu Yilong didn't care about that, he tightened his grip on Song Nuan, and whispered in her ear: "Did I ever tell you that I love you very much?"