[Yang Chan] Fei Tian

People have wisdom, but also have demons.

Precisely because of wisdom, all kinds of emotions are born, intertwined, and entangled, until one knot after another is tied in the heart.

Yang Chan looked at Ye Linlang and thought: But, she is a fox.

When a fox has human feelings and demons, is the fox still a fox?

The boundary between man and fox has become blurred.

Yang Chan thought of her inner demons, she cut off Yi's head without hesitation, and cut off her own too.

At that moment, she only thought of what her second brother taught her when she killed someone for the first time.

……

"Achan, are you afraid?"

"Not afraid."

"Then, hold on to your sword. From now on, your weapon will be used to kill..."

……

The woman's eyelashes moved and she woke up.Yang Chan leaned on the window sill to drink, and glanced here.

Ye Linlang didn't even bother to cover up, lying on the bed, her expression was as dead as death: "You saw my ugliness, so you want to laugh at me, don't you?"

The black air lingering around her body became a little heavier, and she was really terminally ill.If you don't get rid of her, she will become a demon within a few days, and the people with a radius of a hundred miles below the mountain will no longer be able to live a peaceful life.

"Heh," Yang Chan said, "It's not unusual for a demon to become a demon. I've seen many of them. It's just that you did it for a man."

Fox Fox asked back: "Have you ever admired others?"

"I don't know what it's like to be envious, and how could I have envied others."

"Is it……"

"Even if my heart is still there, it is impossible for me to have the leisure to fall in love with anyone," she replied after thinking, "My whole family was killed when I was young, maybe since then, whether I have a heart or not is the same. "

The fox stopped talking.

"At that time, I was burdened with blood and deep hatred, but my second brother only taught me how to live..."

"Your second brother..."

"My kung fu was taught by him. To protect myself..." However, she then changed to correct, "Killing for self-protection. My second brother taught me kung fu just to kill."

"..."

"The first time I did it was when I was eight years old. One day, a child came into the mountain, who was my age at that time, and happened to meet me. I was collecting firewood in the mountain, and since I met him, I sent him back After entering the village, everyone in the whole village saw my face... As a result, the heavenly soldiers who received the secret report came for me the next day."

"Maybe we were lucky. The heavenly court didn't pay attention to the secret report that time, so they sent two heavenly soldiers. They came to us unexpectedly. One threatened my second brother's master, and the other was already planning to do it."

"At that time, a Heavenly Soldier's sword fell to my feet... I don't remember what I thought," she said, and she became overjoyed. It’s just a person with a name in the heaven. I only remember that the sword pierced in so neatly. For the first time, I knew that killing a person is no different from killing a deer. It was as red as blood, the heart was pierced, and it jumped twice! So I raised my sword and stabbed hard again..."

"Stop it," Ye Linlang covered her heart, "Stop it...you did this kind of thing when you were eight years old, aren't you afraid?"

Yang Chan asked, "Why are you afraid?"

"Why can't you be afraid?" Ye Linlang leaned against the head of the bed and sat up, "But any mortal child will be afraid!"

"Then," Yang Chan lowered his eyes and took another sip of wine, "I can only say that I am no longer a mortal."

"..."

"So compared to me, what is your demonic obstacle?"

The fox was stunned for a moment, and asked cautiously, "Have you... ever hated?"

Yang Chan thought for a while: "People's hatred is temporary, and time can always dilute everything. Whether it's father or mother, I can't remember their faces for a long time." She said again: "You, one Fox, why are you talking to me about these people's thoughts?"

Ye Linlang supported the bed rail and said wearily, "Because I am a fox, I wanted to be a human being. I have thought about it for thousands of years, but now it seems that it is just wishful thinking."

"Then, why not just be a fox?"

"In that case... In that case..." She turned her head and couldn't help shedding tears, "Isn't my longing for the world for thousands of years just a stupid joke?!"

Those tears are real.

Yang Chan remained silent, she turned her head to look at the dome of the cave in the mountain, outside the dome, above the sky, there were also many people standing—they used to be humans, but now they have become things called gods.She thought of her mother, a maid in the heavenly court, who violated the rules of heaven and was ransacked and wiped out... Since she loves the world so much, why did she cultivate to become a fairy in the first place?Those gods who are obviously reluctant to part with the world, those who are still cultivating hard in the world, they abandon their emotions and desires when they cultivate immortality, but they want to get them all back after ascending to the immortal throne... Isn't this also a longing for the sky? Is it a joke for several years...

There is nothing so good in the world.

Ye Linlang's illness took a turn for the worse, and she would have seizures intermittently within a few days, each time getting longer and longer, and sometimes when she woke up, she wouldn't even know who she was for a while.

She walked around outside, and Yang Chan followed her every time.Every time the fox took a step, the flowers and plants under his feet withered, and the demonic barrier flowing out of his body became more and more dense.Sometimes Yang Chan would also be polluted by the demonic barrier and see some illusions about herself.

"You're in a daze again, what are you thinking?" After another attack, the fox asked while lying on the bed.

"……nothing."

"You haven't finished your story last time," said the fox. "I want to know, didn't the heavenly court come to investigate when your brother and sister killed two heavenly soldiers?"

"No," Yang Chan said, "In the eyes of the imperial court, the lives of ordinary people are worth nothing; the heavenly court has so many soldiers, it is the same."

"It is the same?"

"But we are not safe in the mountains because of that village. We don't know when the people in the village will go to the heaven again, and we don't know which one is the secret." Yang Chan continued the story slowly, " In that era, the boundary between the human world and the fairy world was not clear, and if the heavens wanted to arrest people, there would be rewards. I knew that some people would go for this, but I didn't expect that it was a woman who had just given birth."

"..."

"I stayed in ambush for three days in the temple of the village, and saw her walking in with her child in her arms. She didn't want much, and only hoped that her husband, who had been ill for a long time, could recover, and then..." She paused, " I went behind her and cut off her head with a sword."

"This……"

But Yang Chan continued: "...I went to her house with her child in my arms, and her husband died of illness after she went out. Now the couple has only this child left. This child has no parents, and there is nothing left for her. There is no one to take care of him, he is still so young, and he is breastfeeding. There are no new pregnant women in the village, and there is no milk for him. Our brothers and sisters are too busy to take care of themselves, and it is impossible to raise him, and the child is also terminally ill like his father. will die..."

Ye Linlang frowned.

"I strangled him to death," Yang Chan stretched out his hand, and looked at it carefully in front of his eyes in the faint fluorescent light outside the window, as if he was looking at the blood that couldn't be wiped off his hand. "I killed a baby. Ordinary people say it's the biggest baby." evil deeds. But in war, such things are common."

"Didn't your second brother stop you?"

Yang Chan avoids Huatou: "...I didn't kill a baby after that—no, I never appeared in front of people again. If I didn't appear in front of people, people wouldn't die because of me. All I killed were Heavenly soldiers, they want to catch me, so I deserve to die. But I know that I am not innocent."

"Your second brother..."

Yang Chan endured it, and replied: "When I strangled the child, my second brother was watching."

"why……"

"He taught me a lesson, because I accidentally showed up and killed two people." She still remembers those words from that day to this day, "He said: 'Achan, remember, from today... Living in the dark is the way forward for us brothers and sisters. If those outsiders see your face, they will all die!'”