I may be helpless

Having had enough of the gun, he obediently returned it to the monk.

"How about it, do you have the urge to fight devils with it?" The monk rarely teased Lin Bai, and it was obvious that he was really excited when he got the gun.

"...No." Lin Bai answered truthfully. Before the monk's face tensed and he wanted to give her a political and ideological lesson, she continued, "I'm just a support staff.".

"Why are you so lacking in ambition..." The monk hated iron for being weak, took the gun back from Lin Bai's hand, and kicked it into the holster on his waist, "I won't tell you anymore, I'm going to report to Political Commissar Zhao, so you can Stay safe in the backyard."

..Didn’t you just say that the genius was on duty? Lin Bai saw the monk walking away, so he had to sit back on the threshold and continue to watch Qi Qi cut firewood.

The whole logs that were piled up have now become scattered firewood, and Qiqi is also dealing with the last few pieces.

"Brother Xiaolin."

"Ah?" Lin Bai, who was in a daze, raised his head when he heard Quan Qi calling her.

"Brother Xiaolin has a good relationship with that monk, you two are from the same village?" Qi Quan asked.

Lin Bai shook his head, "No, we just met." Then he explained to him how he picked up the monk.

"Oh...that's it." After chopping the last piece of wood, Quan Quan straightened his waist. "That's really a fate between you two. I think this monk is very vicious, and he treats Brother Xiaolin pretty well. It turns out that there is still this level of kindness."

Kindness... Actually it's not kindness. Lin Bai touched her nose with a little guilt, but she didn't explain it. Anyway, she deliberately led everyone to think that the monk owed her a kindness, so that she could hug her thigh confidently. No.

On days without war, even in the team, it is much busier than Lin Bai thought.

As her palms healed day by day, she felt ashamed to be lazy when others were busy doing things, so she got up early and followed Lao Zhang to cook for the soldiers. He went to collect firewood with Quanquan, and when he came back, he was holding a big ax that weighed a thousand catties to chop wood. Lin Bai couldn't lift it at the beginning, but now he can swing it twice, although every time Quanquan is afraid that the ax will kill him. Lin Bai himself.

She felt like she had gained muscle.

Anyway, Monk Qiquan and they all said that Lin Bai looked a little stronger than when he first came.

Strong... Lin Bai expressed that he did not want to respond.

The weather is still not getting warmer, and the snow is falling one after another. Lin Bai is also used to the feeling of the vastness of the world. After dinner in the afternoon, the sky has not yet completely darkened. The soldiers have after-dinner entertainment, in twos and threes They gathered together to chat and talk, or make gestures, but she preferred to sit on the threshold of the back room and stare blankly at the door.

"Hey, what are you doing?" The monk appeared out of nowhere, his stubbled forehead was like a kiwi... Lin Bai looked up at him, the sweat on his face hadn't been wiped off.

"... Sit down." Lin Bai replied as a matter of course.

The monk raised his sleeves and wiped the sweat from his face, "I'm just asking what you're doing sitting here, don't you know? Those people are all competing at the entrance of the village, why don't you go and see?"

Fighting, one of the favorite after-dinner entertainments of young fighters, is usually to show off one's combat value, to gain the envy and admiration of peers.

And this is also the reason why the monk can get along with everyone the fastest. He is good at martial arts, Li Yunlong has praised him in front of everyone, and he was naturally dissatisfied by the young and energetic fighters, provoking, knocking down, provoking, knocking down, After a few rounds, it was already No. 1 in force recognized by the whole regiment.

As for Lin Bai...Although she looks fair and pleasing to the eye, except for a few acquaintances in the logistics, other soldiers don't have much affection for her.

Probably in their eyes, lack of force and a chicken are synonymous with Lin Bai.

To some extent, she can feel that she is not likable, so Lin Bai seldom joins the soldiers. She respects those people, but those people don't like her, so why does she want to be annoying?

But in this regard, the monk is much duller, he can't see the slightly stiff atmosphere of Lin Bai and the soldiers.He just felt that Lin Bai was a bit too boring, and he seemed to be full of worries every day at a young age. This was not good, and it was not conducive to the physical and mental health of soldiers.

"I've seen it, you guys played very lively." Lin Bai lied shyly, not wanting to dampen the monk's enthusiasm.

"Really? Did you see the scene where I beat them to the ground?" the monk asked enthusiastically.

"Yes." Lin Bai opened his eyes and said nonsense, "It's quite powerful."

"That's right, don't even look at who I am."

….Lin Baiheixian, "Then why don't you play with them anymore, what are you doing here?"

"Oh, I forgot if you didn't tell me." The monk slapped his forehead, "Did you know that our regiment wants to recruit a cavalry battalion, and I'm a guard now, so I can't go, but you can try it."

...Listen, how long have you been here, just 'our group'?Brother, you came from the Central Army, and you changed your mind too quickly... While complaining from the bottom of his heart, Lin Bai glared at the monk with dead fish eyes.

"...how did you know that I wanted to be a cavalryman?"

Quanquan has also told her about this, and recently Quanquan has been running to the recruitment office, it seems that he is very interested, but...she didn't!Not at all!

The monk shrugged, "You can't always be in a place like logistics, can you?"

Yo, what do you mean by this, you look down on logistics?Lin Bai rolled his eyes, "Why not?"

"How can that work?!" Upon hearing Lin Bai's words, the anxious monk stood up from the threshold where he was sitting. Woolen cloth?!"

This is what I said, Lao Zhang is not here, if he is, see if he beats you.

Seeing people became impatient, Lin Bai couldn't sit still anymore, she stood up, looked at the monk's brows raised in anxiety, "It's not the first day you know that I have no ambition, why are you angry at me?" Originally After she said this, her calm tone suddenly seemed to explode. The grievances and uneasiness accumulated for so many days seemed to burst out in an instant. Lin Bai clenched his teeth to restrain those negative emotion.

"What's wrong with logistics? Logistics is also very important. Soldiers can only fight when they are full and warm. Otherwise, who can fight if you are hungry?"

"Also, if you want to be a cavalryman, you can go to the head of the regiment to apply for it yourself. Don't just encourage me. I have a good stay in the logistics, and I am willing to be a cook. It's none of your business."

Open the door, walk in, and slam the door shut.

Lin Bai took a long breath, and the knot in his chest was pulled out, which seemed to be a little painful.

Fuck his grandma, cursed secretly in his heart, but his ears were still pricked up to listen to the movement outside the door.

"...What are you getting angry about?" The monk muttered and kicked the door, and found that it had been plugged in from the inside. He gradually walked away, and his voice came along the cold wind, "It's not for his own good." In the words Full of complaints, it can be seen that the master is in a bad mood, maybe... a few more fighters will be '□□'.

For her good.

Lin Bai covered her face with a pillow, and she knew it was for her own good.

In the team, everyone is talking about the cavalry battalion. It can be seen that the head of the team has spent so much effort on this battalion, and the wide road ahead of this battalion. Almost everyone is honored to be able to enter the cavalry battalion, so the monk will Come and encourage her to try.

Good opportunity, I really can only use the word good opportunity to describe the expansion of the cavalry battalion this time.

If she is the male protagonist in Qidian's novel, then maybe this cavalry battalion is the first step for her to conquer the world and establish her own kingdom.

But she is not, she has no ambitions, she is timid and cowardly, she really, really doesn't want to take a little risk with her life, even in this revolutionary age of living and earning, she doesn't want to burn Own.

Forget it, why are you wronged, Lin Bai wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, she has already made a choice, hasn't she?Take a deep breath, turn over and lie flat on the bed, close your eyes, and wipe out the bits and pieces of the previous life in your mind. She can only live in today, not yesterday.

After the fight with the monk broke out, when the monk came back, Lin Bai was still asleep, but she didn't speak, and neither did the monk.

The other two people in the same room also felt the different stiff atmosphere between these two people. Old Zhang gave Quanquan a wink, and Quanquan swallowed what he wanted to say. The four of them took off their coats and went to bed in silence, and blew out the candles. Closed eyes.

The next morning, the monk went out early, Lin Bai also sat up, looked at the neatly tidied monk's bed, Lin Bai sighed a long time, his thigh hugged him, the thief felt aggrieved.

On the other side of the kang, Lao Zhang was wearing his own coat, and he disappeared without knowing when.

"Xiao Lin, did you quarrel with the monk?" Lao Zhang asked, he was nearly fifty years old, and now he was playing the role of an elder.

Lin Bai nodded.

"I guess it's about the cavalry battalion?"

Lin Bai continued to nod.

"You don't want to go?"

"...how do you know all about it?" Monk doesn't seem like a talkative person.

Lao Zhang listened to Lin Bai's rhetorical question and smiled, "Xiao Qi has been very hot about being a cavalry these two days, and he keeps talking to me every day, but I don't think you have said it, I guess you don't want to go .”

"...I don't want to go, but everyone seems to think I should." Lin Bai twitched his lips.

I always feel that she who doesn't want the country to contribute herself is like committing a heinous crime.

Lao Zhang tidied up the last button, "Oh, in this day and age, it's good to have your own ideas. Don't blame Lao Zhang for being talkative. I can see that you, and them, are both no the same."

After speaking, he got up and left.

Lin Bai was left alone, with a black question mark face.

After hearing this sentence, her first reaction was to look down at her clothes, they were tightly wrapped, and they were still so flat...

What does Lao Zhang mean?Looking at the closed door, Lin Bai couldn't figure it out.

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QAQ looked at the data of the lowest novel on the list today, and looked at my own. I feel so desperate.