The Palm Jade of the Red Chamber

On February [-]th, Niu Gulu, who had been ill for almost three months, suddenly fell into a coma, and Daiyu went to Kunning Palace to serve the sick.

Shuya and Daiyu stood guard on the edge of the bed, both of them were silent, the huge room was so quiet that not a single sound could be heard.

Niu Yulu's face on the bed was pale and bloodless at all, which reminded Daiyu of Jia Min's appearance when she died of illness, Shuya wept silently, Daiyu looked at Shuya slightly sideways.

Shu Ya is Niu Yulu's biological younger sister. Their facial features are [-]% similar, and their ages are almost ten years apart. Shu Ya is only two years older than Daiyu. She is just like Daiyu. I often go to the palace, but one is to go to the Palace of Compassion and Peace, and the other is to go to the Palace of Yanxi Palace.

"I have no children in this life, my sister is just like my child."

Daiyu remembered that Niu Gulushi once said this to her. Niu Gulushi, who has been in the palace for so many years, has seen many women conceive and give birth to children. Even though most of their children cannot be kept, they have all experienced the process of being a mother , They all once had that kind of happiness, but she could only feel such happiness from her own sister.

Daiyu blinked, the wetness on her face made her open her lips slightly in surprise, she stretched out her hand to touch, looked at her fingers with confusion in her eyes.

"Why did you and sister become friends?" Shu Ya's voice sounded at this moment.

"I promise your sister that I will keep a vigil for her for seven days." The answer was irrelevant, but this was also the beginning of frequent exchanges between them.

"yes?!"

Shu Ya held Niu Gulu's hand, frowned and looked at her sister, seven days of vigil?

When the former empress passed away, my elder sister kept vigil for her for seven days. At that time, she was obviously not in good health, but her stubborn elder sister refused to listen to her persuasion and insisted on guarding for the ex-empress for seven days. Now I heard With Daiyu's answer, Shuya felt that she had caught something.

One day passed, and the imperial physicians looked at Niu Gulushi again and again, but in the end they all shook their heads. Kangxi was furious: "What use is it for me to support you!"

"Your majesty, it's true that your mother has already run out of fuel, and the servants are really helpless."

Running out of oil?

Kangxi took a step back, sat weakly on the chair, raised his head, so that no one could see his red eyes.

Shu Ya and Dai Yu could hear clearly from inside, Shu Ya lay on the bed and wept silently, holding Niu Gulushi's hand tightly with both hands.

Scenes of being with Niu Gulushi flashed before her eyes, the songs sung by her sister when she was a child; She is far away, in the future, who else in this palace will pamper her like her?Who will be by my side?

Tears fell on the back of her hand, Daiyu looked down at the water stains on the back of her hand, her vision began to blur.

Xiaobai in Daiyu's sea of ​​consciousness lowered his eyes halfway, resting his head on his paws, surrounded by mirror frames one after another, which contained all the memories of Daiyu and Niu Gulushi, Xiaobai did not tell Daiyu that it Recording every bit of her life, it has no habit of recording.

[Then if Xiaobai leaves me one day, for a long, long time, will Xiaobai forget me? 】

【If there is something that can make Xiaobai never forget me! 】

It took the three-year-old child's words seriously, and it was from that time that it began to record Daiyu's every detail, but it never told Daiyu that this was just its own memory.

Whether it is a human or an animal, every creature in this world has its own memories.

Memory is the most important part of a life. Throughout our life, we keep creating and recalling memories, and then this life is over.

Kangxi waved his hand to let the imperial doctors go down. Concubine Tong walked up to Kangxi's side and held Kangxi's hand to comfort her silently. The words of the imperial doctor made her excited, but at the same time there was also an unknown sadness. She raised her eyes to look at the inner room. There are two of her greatest opponents, one is dying now, and the other is in full bloom.Then she looked at the woman standing outside, with sorrow on every face, but she knew very well that they were as happy as she was in their hearts. The queen died, and the position of the main palace was vacant again, so anyone could .

In the entire harem, there may be only two or three people who are sad for you, but you are luckier than me, at least there is Daiyu, a woman who has nothing to do with you, who shed tears for you, but I don’t even have one. There are no friends to talk to.

If there is gain, there must be loss. Who and who in this harem will be sincere?You two are nothing but outliers!

"Go away!"

Kangxi waved his hand wearily, telling all the women in the room to go back to his palace.

"Take care, Your Majesty." Concubine Tong stood up, took another deep look at the inner room, then turned around and left first, followed by Concubine Yi, Concubine Hui and others.

Kangxi closed his eyes, put his hands on his own, and tightly grasped the armrest of the chair with one hand, he gritted his teeth to prevent himself from howling in grief.

Shu Ya's faint crying could be heard in his ears.

His queen, the woman who had accompanied him through the difficult years, was also leaving him now.

He had liked her, had doubts about her, and even owed her.

He remembered her flamboyant smile when he saw her for the first time, she told the imperial grandmother that women are not necessarily weaker than men, and her heroic figure when she was riding a horse.

He remembered the first day she entered the palace, she said that although she was not a wife, she had no regrets being able to be by his side.

But he is at a loss!

She is Oboi's righteous daughter, he suspects her, even though he likes her, but he dare not trust her.He qualifies all women to be mothers, but disqualifies her.

Zhang Yang's smile gradually became graceful, her restless temperament calmed down, she began to change, she became reassuring to him, and became strange to him.

Aobai died, she asked him: Can she be trusted now?

He didn't answer her.

Can it be trusted?

can!

But for Baocheng, she has the status of a queen, but she is still not qualified to be a mother. He can't let Baocheng's status as the first son be threatened. He gave her all the rights and favors, but he can only give her these. .

He thought that he would make up for her in this life, and no matter what she wanted to do, he would support her unconditionally.

But the reality made him not have enough time to make up for her!

What he owed her was still what he owed her.

Four people, one sat on a chair all night, one lay unconscious on the bed, one fell asleep crying on his face, woke up and then cried, one quietly leaned against the edge of the bed, looking at the The pale face was in a daze.

Before dawn, Kangxi, who had been sitting all night, got up, went into the room to look at Niu Gulu, Daiyu glanced at the emperor, and held back the sarcasm she wanted to blurt out.

The emperor finally went to court, and Shu Ya asked Hui Lan and others to persuade her to go down and rest.

"I'm staying with her." Daiyu didn't want to leave at this time, and didn't want to be disturbed, so she let all the waiters go down.

The temperature on Niu Gulu's hand was gentle, and she held her hand, which was familiar to her.

She leaned over and lay on Niu Gulushi's body, with her ears pressed against her chest. The beating of her heart was weak, and it hit her chest, faintly and a little painful.

She twitched the corners of her mouth, showing a smile that was uglier than crying, and tears fell down her cheeks onto the quilt.

"I'm still so incompetent!"

After her mother passed away, Xiaobai was powerless, and she was also helpless. After all these years, she thought she had grown strong enough. She had the Plane Mall, and it was obvious what a heaven-defying existence it was, but the person she wanted to keep was still powerless.

Obviously she can change the fate of others, why can't she change hers?

Because she is the queen!

Xiao Bai sighed, they would not get any rewards for changing this person's fate, after all, this is not a character in the story, but would have to pay a heavy price, Xiao Bai is not willing to make any sacrifices for her.

not worth it!

Xiaobai made such a judgment.

"You promised me, and you will break your promise."

She touched her belly with her hand. She once told her that she would make little clothes for her child when she waited for her child to call her Queen Mother!

When Shuya was around, Daiyu never cried aloud, but at this time, no one was around, she began to cry wantonly, her voice was weak and heart-wrenching.

Niu Gulushi, who was in a coma, opened her eyes. She raised her hand with difficulty, and finally landed her hand on Daiyu's back. She gently comforted Daiyu again and again, and Daiyu's crying stopped abruptly.She raised her head, with tears in her eyes, and saw Niu Gulushi who was smiling at her, blinked, and the eyeballs hanging in her eyes fell directly, and her vision became more blurred.

"Why... are you crying so... so ugly?" Niu Gulu's voice was as loose as a thread, as if in a trance, it would cut off in a second.

"You don't count what you say," Daiyu accused.

"I'm sorry." Niu Gulushi apologized, still patting Daiyu's back with his hand.

"You don't count first, so I won't kneel down for you."

"Stingy ghost." There was a faint light in Niu Gulu's eyes.

"I'm sad, very sad."

"I know, I'm sorry."

"I do not want to hear."

"I know, but I can only say these three words to you."

"Don't you have something to tell me?"

"You know what I am worried about, and you understand what I want. I am at ease with you." Niu Gulushi believed in Daiyu, and this kind of trust accumulated over time, and it was also an indescribable intuition.

"...Do you want to see him?" Daiyu asked.

Niu Gulu's smile was unnatural for a moment. She thought for a while and said, "I don't know. If he comes, I will see him naturally. If he is late, I will naturally not see him."

"Nothing to say to him?"

"Yes?!" Niu Gulu answered uncertainly, she didn't know what she was going to say when she saw Kangxi, at least she didn't know at all right now.

Daiyu got up, then carefully helped Niu Gulushi up, held a pillow for her to lean on, and went out without saying a word, she said to Huang Nai who was guarding outside: "Your Majesty is awake, medicine and porridge Bring it up."

"I'm going now, servant girl." Huang Momo happily replied, Kunning Palace seemed to come to life, the maids and eunuchs were busy, the imperial physician also went in to check Niu Gulu's pulse, and Hui Lan and the others Then go to inform Shuya and the emperor.

Daiyu stood there, the palace people came back and forth from her side, she straightened her back, Niu Gulu looked at Daiyu helplessly, and finally turned into a helpless sigh.

She has accepted her fate, but Daiyu does not admit it!