The Palm Jade of the Red Chamber

How old was she when she entered the palace?

Time seemed to pass too quickly, she had already forgotten what time it was, and too many memories had already been buried with time.

12 years old, yes, she entered the palace when she was 12 years old, thinking of that grand wedding, she can't help laughing, she is his wife, and the only one he married into the palace like this, so She is special.

In September of the fourth year of Kangxi, there were many months of disputes in the court, and finally Xiaozhuang overwhelmed Oboi. She married into the palace and became the emperor's queen. Shi, the winner is her, not Niu Gulu.

They got married at the age of 12, and their small life was not as imagined at the beginning. Ao Bai was pressing every step of the way. Even though there were not many women in the palace, she was still allowed to live cautiously until finally Ao Bai was eradicated. Bye, and she finally gave birth to the eldest son Chenghu.

What a well-behaved child that is!

She has been looking forward to and waiting for so many years, and she often fantasizes about what her first child will be like, is it a lovely daughter?Will he still be a wise son?

After being pregnant, she feels the changes of the baby in her womb every day. She always wants to share the joy and excitement in her heart with the emperor, but watching the emperor go to other people's palaces every day makes her feel sad and jealous, but she can't. She is a queen, and she is married to the royal family. Even if she is not from the royal family, which man will wholeheartedly accompany her pregnant wife? !

Cheng Hu's birth made her less stressed in this palace. Cheng Hu's intelligence also made his father shift more attention to himself. She loves this child, incomparably, incomparably Love, but it's a pity that the mother-child relationship between them is so superficial. Her child died of illness, and it was fine, but suddenly disappeared.

pain!

I don't know if it's the pain in my heart or the pain in my body.

At that time she hugged the little Chenghu and cried uncontrollably, but her husband was not by her side. She endured the grief and held Chenghu's funeral, and her husband was not by her side, what's more, her Chenghu was sick When she was looking for Ama, her husband was not there.

She kept telling herself not to complain, not to hate, but the uncontrollable resentment still went to Xiaozhuang. If she hadn't been sick at that time, if she hadn't gone to Chicheng to recuperate, wouldn't her Chenghu not have died?

"My lady, don't close your eyes, my lady, you have to think about my little elder brother."

Who is talking in her ear, think about her little elder brother, her little elder brother is dead, who else is she thinking about?

No, she still has a child, that's right, she can't sleep now, she wants to give birth to this child safely, she has prepared so much and prepared for such a long time, just waiting for this child to be born safely.

But tired, really tired.

Over the years, it seems that she has never slept peacefully. There are so many things to worry about and jealous every day.

Xuan Ye, where is Xuan Ye?

What about the emperor?

Where is her husband?

Was it with another woman?

Is it Niu Colu's?

Or Tong Jiashi?

"Your Majesty, the Empress Dowager is coming, Your Majesty."

Xiao Zhuang hurried over with Xiao Hui, the situation in Kunning Palace didn't look good, the emperor was going to court at this time, so he couldn't come here at all.

"Empress Dowager, I'm afraid something will happen to Empress Dowager." Doctor Li came up and said anxiously.

"No matter what method you use, Aijia, you must keep the queen!" Xiaozhuang sternly said.

"Yes." All the imperial physicians lowered their heads. If they wanted to keep the queen, they might have to give up the child.

"Your Majesty, with the Empress Dowager here, you will be fine, Your Majesty."

will be all right?

Her sanity has long been unclear, and what supports her now is only her worry about the child and her obsession with the emperor. After hearing Yuan Chun's words, her nerves were stimulated, and she suddenly gained strength, grabbing Yuan Chun's hand hand, said: "Protect... protect my child... protect the child!" She no longer has a child, and she can't lose this child again!

"Empress, don't worry, you and elder brother will be fine!" Yuan Chun comforted the queen, the queen looked at Yuan Chun, but stopped talking, she knew her own body, she might not be able to make it through.

Giving birth is a trip to hell. Last time she survived, but this time she didn't have such luck. She looked outside, and in a haze, she didn't see the emperor's figure. At this time, he I'm afraid it's going to court!

Does that man love himself?

She didn't know that he was kind to her, respected her, and respected her opinions. None of the concubines in the palace surpassed her, but she was always so unreliable to him. What is grasped on the ground is water, no matter how firmly you grasp it, it will not help.

She suddenly wanted to know, what would happen to him if she died?

It will be sad, right?

But will you miss it?

Would it be better for her child?

Tears started pouring out inexplicably. She bit her lip and kept working hard. The pain of her body being torn apart was no match for the pain in her heart. She had always been a cranky person, since she was a child.

On the day when Xuan Ye first came to the throne, she saw him. She followed behind her mother and saw the little emperor who brought a large group of people to the Palace of Compassion and Peace from a distance. He was small and had a fleshy face. Yes, but she pretended to be serious with a sullen little face, which was very cute. Later, her father said that he would be her husband in the future, so she subconsciously cared about him.

Even when she knew that she would become his queen, she fantasized about the days when she would be in harmony with him. She wanted to give him two sons and a daughter. He would be a strict father who would teach their children by hand. Watching her daughter, she will raise her daughter well, and when her daughter grows up, the two of them will choose the best husband in the world for her daughter, and her son will protect her sister from being bullied. .

Look, she is such a cranky person.

We are all poor people!

After entering the palace, the first thing Niu Gulu said when he met her was, poor man, which woman in the harem is not a poor man?

Tong Jia thought she was a smart person, she wanted to grab Xuan Ye's heart, which woman in the harem wouldn't want to grab the emperor's heart?

That stupid woman always thought that she was special, but the ridiculous thing is that she still didn't see clearly after entering the palace here, if she was special, then there would be nothing wrong with Lin Daiyu.

Lin Daiyu will be a poor person in the future. It's not that she doesn't know about some things, but she just doesn't want to take care of them. She has no energy to take care of them. She knows about Xiaozhuang's plan and Tong Jia's ambition, but it's just Knowing is knowing, her only regret now is this child.

She couldn't watch Cheng Hu grow up, nor could she watch this child grow up. Could this be a boy?Or a girl?

What will he look like when he grows up?

Is it like her, or like him?

Will be like his father!But she hoped to be like her more, so that his father would not forget her when he saw him.

No matter how the tears stopped, they couldn't stop.

"Your Majesty, you have seen the head, Your Majesty—"

Her child, without her mother, will her child be bullied?Will her child grow up safely?Would her children resent her as a mother?

Kangxi rushed over from the Hall of Mental Cultivation, and ran over directly along the way, the sweat on his body chilled his body, and at the same time chilled his heart, there was Xiaozhuang in Kunning Palace, there was no chaos, but his personality His expression was tense, and the expression on his face was solemn and sad.

"Grandmother, how is the queen?"

"Xuan Ye." Xiaozhuang sighed and shook his head, Kangxi's body trembled, his eyes fixed on the busy room inside, as if he wanted to see inside, he wanted to go in, but at this time, he couldn't go in, His wife's life and death were unpredictable inside, but he could only watch, Kangxi clenched his hands and pursed his lips tightly.

Outside the palace, Mrs. Niu Gulu stood there, and Mrs. Tong Jia who rushed over stood beside her. At this time, neither of them chose to go in.

"Once today is over, I don't know what will happen tomorrow?" Tong Jiashi took a deep look at Kunning Palace. If the queen died today, she would be the happiest one.

"No matter what, that position is still not your turn." Niu Yulu sneered at Tong Jiashi, closed his eyes and ignored Tong Jiashi, it should have been the warm sun shining on his body, but only felt a little bit of cold , It was like the cold air coming up from the underworld.

Tong Jiashi snorted coldly and didn't say anything else. The two of them just stood quietly, waiting for the final curtain to end.

The emperor is here!

The queen could see the figure of the emperor, and her body became more and more exhausted. She felt that she had no strength to give birth, but she couldn't do it. If she gave up now, what would happen to her child?She couldn't deprive this child of the right to be born, he hasn't seen this world yet, how could he be taken away by her!

Enduring the pain, the queen kept telling herself in her heart that for the sake of this child, she couldn't give up at this time, and she didn't know how long it would take until her body relaxed, and she knew that her child was born safely.

"Mother, it's a little elder brother." The midwife brought the child to her. She raised her head and looked at the crying baby with nostalgia. This child is so similar to Cheng Hu, he will be with Cheng Hu His brother is average, but what to do, she felt even more reluctant to look at the child, as if she knew that the child had been born safely here, and she had already seen the figure slowly approaching.

Inexplicably, the bits and pieces of these years were slowly replayed in her mind, and some long-forgotten memories became vivid. Suddenly, she wanted to meet Niu Gulushi. The two of them had known each other for many years and were young At that time, she started not to deal with it, and she still didn't deal with it when she entered the palace, but at the last moment of her life, she found that the people who knew her best were not her family members, not her husband, but this mortal enemy, and she And the one who knows her best.

Her body became weaker and weaker. She looked at the approaching figure and finally closed her eyes. She thought, she might not be able to see her again, but that's okay, no matter how reluctant she is now, she can only take Go to the Naihe Bridge and wait.

Pale face, bloodless lips, even that smile is so powerless.Kangxi walked to the bed step by step, sat down slowly, stretched out his hand to hold the queen's hand, it was cold and uncomfortable.

The child had already been taken out, and the imperial physicians came in to make a diagnosis one by one, shaking their heads and sighing. His queen fell into a coma after giving birth to the child. Kangxi sat by the bed and whispered a lot to the queen. The child was named "" Baocheng", he will take good care of this child, he will give him the best, he will let him be the prince of the Qing Dynasty, the future lord.

At Shen Shi, the queen who was in a coma had no breathing, and she just passed away painlessly in a coma.

Carefully hugging the queen, Kangxi raised his head to prevent himself from crying, but the tears were uncontrollable. He resisted to let himself make a sound, suppressed like the roar of a wild beast, outside the palace, Niu Colu Shi raised her head and looked at the sky, a bird flew by in front of her eyes, tears rolled down her face, she slightly pulled the corners of her mouth upwards, but she showed a smile that was uglier than crying.

"Fool."

On May 13rd in the [-]th year of Kangxi, at Shenshi, Queen Hesheli's family collapsed in Kunning Palace, and the whole country mourned.

Daiyu's hand paused when she was writing, the big characters she had written were stained with ink, she put down the brush, she said to Bai Ling and the others: "Clean up the things in the house, and put away the brightly colored ones now."

She also needs to change her clothes, and then she will enter the palace to guard the queen's spirit.