Special Social Situation Administration

After Candy was born, Nie Wenxi fell ill.

He suffered from a disease that he had never even heard of before—postpartum depression.

During this period of time, it was his normal state to be depressed, and he was indirectly worried, timid, irritated, irritable and irritable...

All in all, he doesn't seem quite like him anymore.

After Ming Wei learned of his diagnosis, she was worried: "You will get this disease, probably because you were overthinking during pregnancy."

Nie Wenxi doesn't know whether this statement is true or not, but the matter has come to this point, there is no point in entangled with the cause, the important thing is how to recover as soon as possible, and live a happy life with his little princess.

Fortunately, his symptoms were not particularly serious, and he realized that something was wrong with him, actively sought treatment and followed the doctor's advice.

But there is one thing that I don't know whether it is good or bad - because of his special situation, he was treated in a hospital set up by the Social Intelligence Bureau in Huacheng. That is to say, he went around and returned to the supervision of his ex-boyfriend. Down.

With the help of her ex-boyfriend, Nie Wenxi has gradually improved, and she can even take care of her children independently. Of course, that is only when Candy is not crying.

As soon as his little candy princess cries, he's completely lost.

It's not that he didn't force himself to be patient and try to coax him, but the baby cried more and more. He cried until he had chest tightness, shortness of breath, dizziness, and he didn't throw the baby aside.

He couldn't coax him, so he felt very wronged in his heart, and when he was wronged, he would lose the golden beans.

Ever since, once the baby starts to cry, the ending will often evolve into one big and one small cry together, one is more wronged than one, and one is louder than one...

This day was no exception. The little candy lay in Nie Wenxi's arms and cried so hard that she couldn't breathe. Nie Wenxi looked at her daughter's wet and red face, and couldn't coax her or feed her. There is no way...

As soon as Xie promised to enter the house, he heard a duet in the bedroom.

He put down his coat and bag, and walked quickly into the bedroom, only to see one big and one small crying terribly. When Nie Wenxi heard him enter the door, he raised a face covered with tears, and looked at him eagerly, as if Is looking at a savior.

"Savior" sighed softly, stepped forward, and pressed one big and one small into his arms.

The cry that belonged to Nie Wenxi in his arms suddenly stopped - Xie promised to hug the child before taking him away.

He blinked and forgot to continue crying in an instant.

Xie promised to fish out the candy skillfully from his arms, and then freed up a hand to gently wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes: "Stop crying."

Nie Wenxi's heart suddenly softened.

——Whether this man loves him or not at the moment, but he loves Xie Xu, deeply loves the man in front of him.

Even if his pride and dignity did not allow him to be humble and cowardly in this relationship, how could he resist such tenderness.

Seeing that he stopped crying, Xie promised to go out with Candy in his arms. From Nie Wenxi's perspective, he could clearly see that he skillfully changed Candy's diaper, prepared milk powder, tested the temperature, and then fed him...

Yiran looks like a mature father.

Candy quickly returned to its original cute and cute appearance in Xie Xu's hands. When she was not crying, she looked like an angel, but once she started crying, Nie Wenxi looked at her like a devil.

After the father and daughter left the bedroom, the bedroom returned to its original calm.

But Nie Wenxi was attacked by Tangtang's cries for a long time, and couldn't hold back the boredom in his heart for a while, so he turned around and turned back into a white fox.This is his original shape, which can give him the greatest sense of security; he is squatting in the middle of the bed, listening to Xie Xuxu's deliberately low tone outside the door, and slowly falling asleep.

Nie Wenxi didn't sleep well these days, always dreaming endlessly.Some dreams are wild and unconstrained, with plot settings that he can't catch up with when he wakes up; some are extremely real, and they are all things he has really experienced.

But today's dream seems to be somewhere in between.

He dreamed that before he broke up with Xie Xuxu, Xie Xuxu was sitting on the sofa reading a paper, and he turned into a little fox and jumped onto Xie Xuxu's lap.Xie promised not to push him away, but in this posture, he used his slender knuckles to comb the hair on his body bit by bit.

He was combed comfortably, turned over, and buried his head in the arms of Xie Xu. He was very happy, but tears rolled down for no reason.

Xie promised to erase the golden peas from the corner of his eyes, and asked him softly: "What's wrong?"

"I dreamed that you didn't like me..." said the white fox.

"Dreams are always reversed." Xie Xu comforted him while hugging him.

A feeling of sourness flooded his heart, Nie Wenxi suddenly realized that this was just a dream, but he didn't have the courage to wake up actively.

He had to face it—he really damn liked Xie Xuxu.

During the period when they just broke up, Xie Xuxu always took the initiative to come to him, showing his attitude and sincerity, and wanted to repair the relationship.

His self-esteem did not allow himself to accept such a charity-like relationship, but he was afraid that his heart would soften, so he simply shirked it.In order to get rid of the roots and prevent future troubles, he even searched the Internet for many questions and answers such as "What is it like to marry someone you don't love?", and sent piles of them to Xie Xuxu.

Xie promised to give him a dumbfounding expression every time, but he never gave up his redeeming gesture.

Just like that, one of the two refused to turn back, and the other refused to let go, so they were deadlocked.

Things turned around after Xia Xinyue joined the job.This girl is a very miraculous existence, she is exquisite in all aspects, and has topics to talk to everyone, including Nie Wenxi, who was in deep emotional crisis at the time.

Nie Wenxi remembered that when they first chatted about him and Xie Xuxu, Xia Xinyue was doing handicrafts. She was trying to make a beautiful storage box for herself with cardboard and hot melt glue. I can't remember the outline, and I can't remember how we talked about Xie Xuxu.

Looking into those clear eyes, many words that could not be said were just uttered.

Xia Xinyue put down the things at hand, and looked at him without blinking: "Sometimes, I also encounter situations where I don't know whether my decision is right or wrong. At this time, I will ask myself, after making this decision , will I breathe a sigh of relief?"

The girl looked down at the semi-finished product in the storage box on the table, and said slowly: "I like a dress that is beyond my financial ability, should I buy it or not? Is it worth eating instant noodles for a month for it? Buy it." Or did you breathe a sigh of relief the moment you decided to give up? If not, then boldly choose the opposite option!"

"Did you breathe a sigh of relief when you gave up on this relationship?" Xia Xinyue frowned, "Life, it's so difficult to meet something you like, to meet someone you like. You didn't let go of everything to try your luck. Put it, who can be sure that the future will not regret for life."

"Anyway, you're still young, so there's nothing wrong with fighting for someone you like, isn't it?" Xia Xinyue asked him back with a smile.

That day, Nie Wenxi took the initiative to meet with Xie Xuyue for the first time, and they made an appointment in the canteen of the Social Security Bureau of the Bad City. At 03:30 in the afternoon, the canteen was empty, and they met just like that.

Although the two of them were not without contact and communication during this period, and they even sent each other messages on WeChat from time to time, it was the first time since they broke up that they met in such a serious manner.

Both of them were a little embarrassed.

In the end, it was Nie Wenxi who spoke first: "Xie promise, since you don't love me, why do you have to save me?"

For the first time, Dr. Xie, who was always calm, was a little irritable when asked. He frowned deeply and didn't speak for a while.

Nie Wenxi thoughtfully provided him with an answer: "Is it because of responsibility? Because you think you are responsible for me and the child in my stomach."

"...I don't know." Xie promised to say so.

"Don't know?" Nie Wenxi was extremely surprised, "How could you not know?"

"Because I feel like maybe I'm doing it not just because of duty."

"Maybe?" Nie Wenxi was taken aback.

I only heard Xie Xuxu continue to say: "You broke into my life, and then we had this child. Although it was just an accident in the final analysis, you were included in every step of my next plan."

"You said it was only because of responsibility. I thought so too, so I never figured out why I would be so upset after you left me and didn't need me to be responsible."

"Until not long ago, the personnel of the General Administration contacted me and offered me a promotion opportunity. The position is very good and the development prospect is better than that of Evil City, but if I accept it, I will leave Evil City." Xie Xu promised with a wry smile. "I just found out that I couldn't be happy at all. This sudden news disrupted all my plans for the future. I realized that I couldn't cope with this change. Although I lost you, I didn't adjust accordingly My plan."

"In my next day, I still have a place reserved for you."

"The first thing I do when I wake up every day is to look at the place where you used to sleep. There are always dishes you like in the dishes I'm used to ordering. If it's just because of responsibility, I don't have to do this. I may not have met you. As affectionate as you'd hope, but definitely not as emotionless as you'd think."

"I originally thought that I would spend my whole life with academics. I never thought of adding a warm and cold person by my side. After you chose to leave and choose not to let me fulfill my responsibilities, I thought I would breathe a sigh of relief and return to my In the normal life track, but in fact it is not like this, I am not used to it... So, I belatedly realized that our definition of this relationship may have been skewed. Whether it is out of responsibility, Or because of the feelings that I still can't figure out, I don't want this relationship to end in regret, so I hope to save you."

Nie Wenxi didn't know whether he should cry or laugh for a while.

He thought about it, and he didn't want to ask Xie Xuxu if he loved him. He just asked, "If I didn't have this child, I would pursue you as the leader of the technical team as a member of the action team. Chance?"

Xie Xu was stunned for a moment: "...It doesn't mean that there is no chance."

At that moment, Nie Wenxi answered Xia Xinyue's question in his heart: "Yes, I'm still young anyway, so there's nothing wrong with fighting for someone you like."

He cried and laughed: "Since there is a chance, I will give you a chance too."

That day, they said everything openly and honestly, but they didn't resume their relationship immediately, but chose to maintain a slightly ambiguous way of getting along.

They are all trying to make a correct positioning of this relationship, this relationship.

The relationship became closer day by day, but no one opened their mouths to pierce the layer of paper.

Until he gives birth, until he gets sick.

Xie promised to take him back home in the end, and everything seemed to be back to before the conflicts occurred. Those conflicts that existed had been smoothed out by time and their efforts.

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The little fox on the bed turned over in a daze, and fell asleep again on the big bed that belonged to them.Xie promised to walk in lightly holding the candy that had cried enough. He first placed the candy on her small bed, then gently lay down on the big bed in the middle of the bedroom, and embraced the little furry fox among.

He lightly placed a kiss on the little fox's forehead, and before Candy woke up next time, they could seize the time and sleep together for a while.