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Luo Weining didn't know how she got back to her position, Xiao Muran's words kept echoing in her mind, and she just stood there until she got off work.Today, her mentality is different. It seems that there are two villains fighting in her heart. One is urging her to follow Xiao Muran's persuasion, while the other is telling her not to confess. Why come.

But the picture in front of her at this moment can't help her to think about it, because at the gate of Mu's house, Mu Yihan's car is parked beside, and beside the car are two women who are kissing, she can see at a glance that one of them is It's Mu Yihan.

Luo Weining smiled, what is he still struggling with?To give up is to give up, isn't that what I have always wanted?

As soon as Mu Yihan pushed Xia Yiyun away, she saw Luo Weining holding the key to open the door. The way she ignored her made her annoyed because of being forced to kiss her even more intensely. Her normally gentle eyes were now radiating a cold color, as if she was in a hurry. Staring at Xia Yiyun, who was still unsatisfied, as if a layer of ice had formed.

"You can leave after you pay back the money. I hope this kind of thing won't happen again." Mu Yihan paused, then said in a deep voice: "Otherwise, I don't mind destroying your company. I don't care about money."

"Yihan, listen to my explanation, I really know I'm wrong..."

After Mu Yihan finished speaking, she ignored Xia Yiyun, got into the car and drove straight into the garage. She hurriedly got out of the car and ran into the house, only to see her parents sitting in the living room, one reading the newspaper and the other watching TV. She didn't bother to say hello. He hurried upstairs again, with Mu Yuanbai and Zhuo Sujie whispering their guesses behind them:

"Husband, what's wrong with these two children? One is more anxious than the other, running so fast..."

"Watch your TV, don't make trouble if you want to hug your grandson..."

Mu Yihan ran to the door of Luo Weining's room, or should be said to be the door of her own room. She had been living in the guest room for the past few days and gave up the room to Luo Weining. This was her first time since Luo Weining moved in. She took the initiative to come to this room once, and she clearly wanted to give up, but when she felt that Luo Weining would misunderstand her, she still didn't want to let it go.

Knocking on the door, Mu Yihan knew that Luo Weining probably wouldn't open the door for herself at this time, she twisted the doorknob on her own and entered, Luo Weining was packing her luggage with his back to her, his movements were orderly, without any It was not obvious that it was because of the scene she saw just now that she wanted to leave for the first time after staying here.

When she saw that scene, she felt that even this place no longer welcomed her existence, but compared to the home she hated so much, she was even more unwilling to face this place, and it was more difficult for her to accept than she imagined. Mu Yihan's giving up, especially when that scene was so clearly in front of him.

"Weining, you want to go?" Mu Yihan grabbed her hand, not letting her keep packing.

"I should go, the matter is almost settled, I shouldn't bother you any more." Luo Weining's words trembled imperceptibly, and if it wasn't for Mu Yihan's proximity, she definitely wouldn't be able to see her talking Sometimes trembling lips.

"You're jealous, aren't you? I didn't want it just now, she kissed me suddenly, and I refused." Mu Yihan was delighted by this discovery, still holding Luo Weining's hand, and staring at it intently. She hoped to hear the answer she expected from her mouth.

"It has nothing to do with me, let go." Luo Weining looked at Mu Yihan holding his hand tightly with a cold face.

The smile in Mu Yihan's eyes became more and more obvious. She turned Luo Weining's body completely to face her. The girl in front of her was indeed a person who was not good at hiding her emotions. She clearly wanted to stay away from her. Pushing away, clearly emphasizing repeatedly that he doesn't like himself, but at the moment when the emotion can be verified the most, the reaction he shows is the most concerned.

"I'm not a scourge." Mu Yihan smiled, reached out and poked Luo Weining's cheek lightly, "Is it so difficult to admit that you like me?"

For some reason, after hearing this sentence, Luo Weining's eyes were already filled with tears. She stared at Mu Yihan in front of her, and bit her lips tightly.

"Yes, I like you, are you satisfied?" Luo Weining's voice seemed to be squeezed out word by word from her throat, and the tears in her eyes also slid down, leaving traces on her face. Two crystal tears.

Mu Yihan's smile hadn't faded, and before he even had time to respond, Luo Weining smiled with tears in his eyes, "Don't you want to know why I lied to you? I'll tell you now."

All her thoughts were kept in her heart by herself. She was afraid of being known by others, and even more afraid of being known by Mu Yihan. But after she heard Xiao Moran's words, she realized that she most hoped to be able to confide Mu Yihan is the person who loves him the most, and the person who wants to comfort him most is also Mu Yihan, but the person who can't accept this matter is probably Mu Yihan.

"No, I don't want to hear it..." Mu Yihan was a little flustered, "Let's just pretend that those things didn't exist, and let's stay together, shall we?"

Luo Weining's eyes are too decisive now, even a little bit like "seeing death as home", so Mu Yihan dare not listen to the reason.Just admitting that she likes herself, Luo Weining's emotions are so agitated, if she confesses that matter, the reason why Luo Weining rejected her repeatedly, she is afraid that Luo Weining will collapse even more.

"How could it be possible that what happened didn't exist?" Luo Weining's heart was too calm at the moment, she looked at Mu Yihan's eyes full of concern and panic, and said softly: "I'm dirty, I was raped/ Violent."

Mu Yihan grasped Luo Weining's hand and froze there, her concerned eyes were suddenly overwhelmed by astonishment, her heart seemed to be pierced by a knife, the sudden pain made her lose her ability to speak , can't say a word.

"I'm not as clean as you imagined..." Luo Weining's face was as pale as a piece of paper, and even her lips were bloodless. Her tears continued to flow down, but she still kept smiling, in front of Mu Yihan, The smile is as pure and beautiful as when we first met.

"Luo Junhui was drunk that night, and he threw my clothes on the floor. I begged him not to, but it was useless..." Luo Weining's voice was filled with death, as if he no longer had any interest in life. Nostalgic, empty eyes looking through Mu Yihan, recalling what happened that night: "Later...later...he..."

"enough!"

Mu Yihan's eyes were red, and the whites of her eyes were bloodshot, as if she had stayed up late for many days without resting, her lips were pursed into a line, and she was holding Luo Weining's hand tightly, with more force than just now Much bigger, like crushing Luo Weining's bones.

"enough……"

Her voice was trembling, her body was trembling, all her emotions merged into one place, shock, remorse, heartache, anger, her heart was like a dynamite keg that was ignited, and it was detonated in an instant. All the complaints she had about Luo Weining were blown to pieces.

What Luo Weining couldn't say, of course Mu Yihan knew what it was, and asked someone who had experienced such a thing to tell what happened at that time, and how stupid she was, that she insisted on knowing these things?

She never thought that it was because of this reason that Luo Weining rejected her in every possible way. Only now did she realize how hurtful things she had said, in Luo Weining's dormitory, at her father's birthday party, what she had said Like a knife, it not only reminded Luo Weining of the pain he had suffered, but also pushed Luo Weining further away again and again.

"Sister Mu, do you understand now? Just like you said, I'm a piece of trash..."

"I shouldn't have said that, I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." Mu Yihan hugged her in his arms without hesitation, whispering in her ear, hot tears rolled down his cheeks, dripping on Luo Weining's cheeks neck.

After confessing everything, Luo Weining no longer resisted the familiar atmosphere and the hug she had always wanted. She hugged Mu Yihan back, greedily absorbing the strength that could support her to live.Only she knows that the reason she doesn't end her life is the woman she loves but has to stay away from. She is afraid of being known by Mu Yihan, but she is nostalgic for every time when Mu Yihan is there, even if it is each other. Even hurt, she feels satisfied.

"I'm sorry, Weining...I'm sorry..." Mu Yihan didn't care about herself, while she was talking, she lovingly kissed Luo Weining's tears, swallowing all the pain that had accumulated for a long time into her throat, She held Luo Weining with her other hand all the time, knowing the truth, how could she let Luo Weining bear it alone?

Her feelings have never been born for those high-sounding reasons, let alone withdrawn because Luo Weining has suffered such pain, what she likes is just the girl in her arms.

"In the future, don't reject me anymore, don't leave, don't have any thoughts of leaving me." Mu Yihan finally kissed those tears dry, just after saying this, Luo Weining's tears began to drip on his face again The raging on the Internet made her heart ache even more.

"Don't you dislike me...Are you still willing to have me..." Luo Weining opened her misty eyes, she couldn't see Mu Yihan in front of her at all, she could only see a vague outline.

"Fool." Mu Yihan smiled, and pushed her soft long hair to one side, "I always want you, and it has never changed. No matter what happens, I want you."

"But...I..."

"Don't think about that, don't think about it in the future." Knowing what Luo Weining wanted to remind herself, Mu Yihan immediately interrupted her thoughts, "Don't talk about yourself like you did just now, you haven't changed in my heart."

Seeing that Luo Weining was silent, Mu Yihan wiped away her newly added tears with her fingertips, and said softly: "Everyone will experience more or less setbacks, some are physical, some are spiritual, But at a certain time, there will be someone or something that can heal these setbacks, just like no matter how many days of heavy rain, one day when you wake up, you will see the long-lost sunshine."

Luo Weijing quietly watched her wrap her hands in her palms, her eyes were as gentle as ever, and her smile was still so warm: "I am your dawn."

What is the feeling of being born for love?Luo Weining thought that she would never feel it. She thought that Mu Yihan, who knew the truth, would become indifferent and even dislike herself. But at this moment, she really felt it from Mu Yihan. The sun in reality may not shine Brighten the dark corners, but the dawn of life can drive away the remaining fear and despair in her body.

This light of dawn is soft but powerful, it cannot be rejected, and it illuminates the corners of her body that have been covered by darkness for a long time with love and tolerance.

"Sister Mu, I like you, I like you..." Luo Weining laughed through tears, expressing her feelings hidden in her heart for a long time that she dared not express.

At this moment, what else can Luo Weining say to reject Mu Yihan?No more, I can't say a word, even the past that I dare not face the most, the most afraid of facing, and the most unwilling to face, is tolerated by Mu Yihan, even I look down on myself, but Mu Yihan still loves him affectionately. Tell yourself that she wants herself, and she has never changed.

"Aren't you tired of saying it so many times?" Mu Yihan helped her sit on the bed, stroked her head, and gently kissed her lips, "I knew it a long time ago."

Hugging Luo Weining tightly with a compassionate hug, Mu Yihan kissed Luo Weining's ears lightly from time to time. She knew that Luo Weining's mood was going up and down at the moment and needed a long time to calm down, so she didn't say anything to disturb her. Instead, he used his own actions to resolve Luo Weining's anxiety.

It's just that Luo Weining snuggled into her arms, Mu Yihan's gaze gradually became gloomy. The hand she put behind Luo Weining clenched into a fist, and her nails never let go when they sank into the palm. There are three words silently in my heart.

Luo Junhui.

The author has something to say: finally reconciled, everyone who commented, remember to be careful when criticizing Luo Junhui, because I found that some babies used to speak harshly before, although the character Luo Junhui is not pleasing in the article , but not all men do not respect women, so in order to avoid unnecessary quarrels, everyone must pay attention