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Chapter 19

"Would you like to come to my room?" Ran Qingyin thought that Xiao Muran hadn't entered her room yet, but she had entered her room many times by teaching her to write and learn other knowledge.

"I want to go back to my room to read." Xiao Muran is still more interested in the books in his hand, at least more attractive to her than Ran Qingyin's room.

"Just for a while, come on." Ran Qingyin took the arm of Xiao Muran who was walking out, and walked out with her.

"Then I'll read the book for a while before going." Xiao Muran's tone was not so firm, he relaxed and read the book and went to Ran Qingyin's room.

"Now, right now." Shaking Xiao Muran's arm, Ran Qingyin said pitifully, Xiao Muran couldn't bear to refuse like that.

But just go to her room, that's all.

Xiao Moran found that his attitude could easily follow Ran Qingyin's emotions. When Ran Qingyin was serious, he was of course serious, but when Ran Qingyin's tone sounded coquettish, he couldn't help wanting to accommodate her.Just like when she makes herself laugh more, she can't help but act according to her ideas.

Ran Qingyin looked at Xiao Muran's look of being forced by herself, and felt really indescribably wronged.With my own identity, how many people squeezed their heads and wanted to associate with me?This ancient man was fine, letting her come to his private domain felt like he was going to guillotine her, and he coaxed her to come in by coaxing himself to act like a baby.But why do you act like a baby so naturally?He didn't want to do this at all, so he acted like a baby to Xiao Muran naturally.

"What do you want me to do?" Xiao Muran asked after entering Ran Qingyin's room, could it be possible to let me see the furnishings in her room?The layout is very similar to my own room, and there is nothing new about it.

"Xiao Muran, why are you so old-fashioned? I wonder if anyone would talk to you in your previous life? It was no fun at all..." Ran Qingyin closed the door and walked in front of her, saying something serious , isn't it more interesting to be close to yourself than those books?

"At that time, I don't need anyone to talk to me, I just need to do my own things well every day." Xiao Moran put the book on Ran Qingyin's desk, and was attracted by the book that was open on her desk, but when When she was about to read it carefully, a hand covered the book.

Looking up along the white arm, it is naturally Ran Qingyin who is dissatisfied.

"Can you look at me? Why do you keep looking at these? It's a large piece of paper, don't I look better than these papers?" Ran Qingyin didn't understand. Wasn't Xiao Moran tired after watching all day?And at the beginning, I asked her to learn more modern languages, instead of asking her to find books to read when she was free, and to see what books she was reading now?It's all classical literature, and if you look at it again, you may have to become an ancient person again.

"Okay, then it's up to you." Xiao Muran really put his eyes on Ran Qingyin's face until Ran Qingyin's expression became a little unnatural, and his eyes no longer met his own.

Xiao Moran couldn't help but smiled softly, Ran Qingyin was less and less serious when getting along with her, it seems that there has been such a change since the day the two walked home together, she must not have noticed that just now The squeamishness in the words, this kind of Ran Qingyin really makes me feel very cute.

Ran Qingyin looked at Xiao Muran's gentle eyes because of her smile, and thought of her calm eyes when she just woke up, what kind of things have she experienced to make a person with such gentle eyes smile so softly? Without the slightest ripple, why did she make up her mind to give up her life?Could it be related to the poem I have seen?Is it because the country is ruined and the family is destroyed?Or is there another secret?

"Xiao Muran, I really want to know what you have experienced, but I also think of the look in your eyes when I saw you for the first time. Your past must be something you don't want to touch again." Ran Qingyin did not hide that she wanted to know Xiao Moran. Moran's desire/desire for the past, not only did she not want to hide her affairs from Xiao Moran, but she also wanted to know Xiao Moran's past.But she didn't want to see the deathly silence in Xiao Muran's eyes again when he recalled those things, she didn't want to, and she didn't want to.

"Actually, I don't know why I told you that." With a helpless smile, Ran Qingyin pulled her hair behind her ears, "Probably because I want to make you happier."

Xiao Muran looked at Ran Qingyin in surprise, and soon her eyes regained calmness, but there was a little softness that she never had before. This was the first time she heard someone say they wanted her to be happy.Her identity in her previous life allowed her to get almost anything she wanted, and her father would try her best to find and give it to her even if she took a second look at it.

Her mother said: "Moran, the mother wants you to be better than all the princes and princesses."

Her father said: "My son, my father will give you the best, and you will become my best daughter."

But no one ever said to her, "I want to make you happy."

Everyone who treats her well has expectations, and while giving her the best, she also requires her to be the best.She also always felt that since what she enjoys is the best, she should naturally do her best. Before she committed suicide, she did not follow the rules. She did everything that her father and mother asked her to do. Things, including marrying the general, but the only thing that didn't go well was probably not being able to give birth to a child. In the 25 years of life, there was not a single moment in which I was living to achieve those goals, and there was not a single moment in which I lived for myself. Even death was for the country, for loyalty and filial piety.

"In a few days, I'll tell you everything about me." If it was Ran Qingyin, Xiao Moran would be willing to share all those pasts with her, even if the past didn't make him feel a little bit of happiness.But this is definitely not to make Ran Qingyin unhappy with her, but to accommodate Ran Qingyin's thoughts and let her know herself better.

"Actually, I can't say I don't want to think about it. Except for the day when I killed myself, I didn't have any great joy or sorrow." Xiao Muran recalled, except for seeing his father and mother committing suicide first, and the enemy army entering Miyagi later, those things in his previous life The life was really well-behaved, nothing sad happened, let alone something that made me particularly happy.

"Okay, tell me if you have a chance." Ran Qingyin smiled, and swept away the gloom in her eyes, "I don't know if it's the same as those princesses in TV dramas. What do you do every day? There are no entertainment facilities, right? Will it be boring? And no matter what you do, the maids and eunuchs will see it, so there is no desire..."

Xiao Muran looked at Ran Qingyin quietly, with a faint smile slowly appearing in his eyes, he stretched out his hand and touched Ran Qingyin's head, "Don't guess, wait until I tell you, isn't it good?"

Ran Qingyin's hair is very comfortable to the touch, as soft as fine silk, which seems wrong, at least there has never been any kind of silk that Xiao Moran can touch for so long.

"How does it feel?" Ran Qingyin didn't reject Xiao Moran, she had to know that apart from her parents and Mu Yihan, the only person who could touch her so intimately was Xiao Mo, and Mu Yihan had never touched her like this before. her hair.

"Very good." Continuing to touch the top of Ran Qingyin's head, Xiao Moran felt that it was really like smoothing the fur of a cute little animal.Although this little animal is a bit cute in nature, it doesn't look very cute. With such a flirtatious appearance, the gradually revealed little girl's temperament did not make Xiao Moran feel that it doesn't fit. Ran Qingyin made herself feel so easy to get along with.

"Xiao Muran..." Ran Qingyin suddenly called Xiao Muran's name.

"Huh?" Xiao Muran's thoughts were pulled back by her.

"It's nothing, I just think it's pretty good." Of course Ran Qingyin would not tell her, she felt that if she had been so close to others in her previous life, maybe the relationship between her and her husband might have been quite complete.But it's not needed now, Xiao Moran can have some slight changes because of himself, and the changes may become more obvious in the future, why not do it?

"Go to the company tomorrow, you wait for me in the office, I'll come to you after the meeting." Ran Qingyin doesn't intend to let Xiao Moran attend tomorrow's meeting, she still doesn't know anything, how can she understand those things?And the main purpose of tomorrow is to let Xiao Moran appear in the public eye, there is no need to seriously attend the meeting, as long as he can host the meeting.

"Ran Qingyin, teach me about the company." After a long silence, Xiao Muran just said this. Ran Qingyin thought she wasn't going to answer her, but she waited for such a sentence.

"Why do you want to learn this?" I can help her, she doesn't need to learn at all, I can ask my father to exchange Xiao Moran's position with hers, and then transfer all her powers to myself, she only needs to hang up a vacant position .

"I want to share some for you. You will be tired if this continues, and this is what this body should do." She couldn't let Ran Qingyin bear everything by herself. She does everything well, she doesn't want to stand behind Ran Qingyin all the time, she wants to become more adaptable to this place, maybe one day she will be needed by Ran Qingyin.

"Okay, I'll teach you slowly." Ran Qingyin paused and continued, "My sister has more power than me, and the day you fully adapt and master it is the day you don't need me anymore .”

Ran Qingyin knows that Xiao Muran has a high level of comprehension and strong receptivity, she must be able to learn those knowledge, it's only a matter of time.So when she is completely integrated with this identity, will he never be able to touch her again?It's not a physical contact, but a spiritual touch, just like what I felt before, being blocked by an invisible wall between me and her, the last time I felt that her heart was blocked by that wall. The wall separates me so that I can't get close, but this time I don't need myself anymore, will those unwarranted trust and unintentional tenderness no longer exist?

"No." Xiao Muran's tone was gentle, but there was an inexplicable force that made Ran Qingyin feel that if she said no, then she really wouldn't.

"I'm just thinking, maybe one day you will need me, I don't want to know nothing." She honestly said that she always didn't want to hide any thoughts about Ran Qingyin, maybe because the only thing she believed in in this place was The person in question is Ran Qingyin.

"It's just for this reason that you want to learn those things?" Ran Qingyin's emotions rose back like a tide. She thought Xiao Muran wanted to be independent, didn't she?

"En." Xiao Muran sensitively felt that Ran Qingyin's mood seemed to be better because of her words.

"Xiao Muran, have you ever molested anyone in your previous life? Have you ever said such things to your younger siblings?" Ran Qingyin felt that Xiao Muran's words were very provocative. It was even more peaceful, but there was an inexplicable feeling of "everything I do is for you".But obviously, the level of Xiao Muran's words is definitely at the high level of this kind of plot, so she has to wonder if Xiao Muran often says this kind of thing, and the number of these words is too high, and she can tease people inadvertently.

"Why do you ask? That kind of behavior was done by a prodigal son. In addition, I have never told anyone except you what I just said, and there is no need to say it." Xiao Moran said seriously, picking up the book in his hand Ready to go back to the room, I don't want to discuss this topic with Ran Qingyin anymore, the more I talk, the more I deviate from the track, let's see what questions she asks?

The smile on Ran Qingyin's lips became brighter and brighter, and the more she said it, the more she couldn't go back. At this moment, she believed that Xiao Muran had never said such a thing.Because with Xiao Muran's staunch personality of resolutely committing suicide in the face of national ruin and family destruction, he naturally cannot accept other people's help for too long, and a person like her has no need to lie, and has never concealed her thoughts from herself .The purpose of her growing up should be to maintain her self-esteem, but what she just thinks is that maybe one day, she will need her too, and she doesn't think that she will not know anything at that time.

The author has something to say: Ran Qingyin looks aggrieved: Sis, are we getting too warm...

Xiao Moran nodded as if something was going on: Well, what should I do?

Ran Qingyin threw herself into Xiao Muran's ear: "Why don't you ask Susu to bring us some essential oils?"

Susu's eyes are bright: yes! ! !

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