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The sound of friction between skin and clothes was clear and harsh in the silent night, but the heavy panting did not resonate with another seductive whimper. Instead, the sound of violent pushing and low sobbing echoed the voice in the empty space. There was an unusually distinct gasp in the room.After all, the sound of clothes being torn was more exciting and frightening than the panting. What was exciting was what was about to happen, what was frightening was that she didn't want such a thing to happen, and what was even more powerless was that she didn't want to happen but couldn't escape.

"Let me go... Please, let me go..." The girl's voice was full of despair and helplessness, and the breath in her chest seemed to be squeezed out of her body along with the tears in her eyes, making her breathless.All beliefs and hopes were thrown to the ground along with the torn clothes. When the tearing pain spread to every corner of the body, and the faint smell of blood overflowed with the severe pain, everything disappeared. It doesn't matter anymore.

"Let me go... let me go..." Even in the dream, this raving was still full of strong fear, as if this dream was not an illusion, but a real experience of such a thing.This dream was a mixture of hot pepper and salt water that was sprinkled fiercely on the wound, sour, bitter, spicy, and painful, all in her mind like a projector, allowing her to relive the despair at that time again.When the playback reached the most desperate point, she finally woke up from the dream, and her eyes, which were always looking at the person in her heart with nostalgia, were still in shock, and they were extremely bright in the dark.

Luo Weining felt her face was a bit sticky, and when she wiped her face and pillow with her hand, a large area of ​​tears was wet. Her face was as pale as a crumpled white paper, and her lips were bloodless because of fear.After such a long time, she still couldn't let go of this matter, and even became more concerned about it after living in a person in her heart.How can you not care?She wants to give the best of herself to that person, she wants that person to get a clean self, but it is impossible, the more she likes, the more she wants to get closer, the closer she gets, the more inferior she is, she is so dirty that she can't even look in the mirror I would like to see myself more.

This dream was like a revisited movie, allowing me to experience the despair of that night again. When I woke up, my heart was full of the woman who was so gentle to me that I could wring out water. She missed that woman's gentle voice. In this eerily quiet night and when she woke up from the nightmare and hadn't calmed down her fear, she wanted to hear that woman's voice crazily.

Luo Weining picked up the phone and dialed the familiar number. She didn't know if Mu Yihan would answer her call. She left Mu Yihan's house so resolutely that day, and took care of what Mu Yihan had done for herself with all her heart. all behind.How could Mu Yihan indulge such a cruel self?

The voice of "Di, Di..." waiting to be connected was like a bottomless abyss, devouring Luo Weining's hope little by little. A silent wry smile spread on his lips. Just as he was about to hang up the phone, the voice suddenly stopped , It was replaced by a piece of silence, but Luo Weining could hear it, the sound of breathing as light as a feather seemed to hit her ear through the phone.

Mu Yihan is still working in the study, with a pair of gold-rimmed glasses on her nose, she looks a little more wise. Since she was rejected by Luo Weining two days ago, she has spent more time on work, forcing herself not to to think about that.That woman Ran Qingyin looked like she was just beginning to fall in love, she hadn't cleared up the matter with Xiao Muran, and there was another Luo Junhui pestering her, she was the one to suffer, don't talk about listening to yourself, let's clear up her matter Not bad at all.

Luo Weining's call was unexpected by Mu Yihan. Seeing the familiar name and number displayed on the screen accompanied by the vibration of the phone, Mu Yihan answered the call almost subconsciously.But she hesitated in the end, she couldn't forget Luo Weining's panicked back that day as if he was running away from something terrible, since he wanted to run away, why did he call himself?

The affection for Luo Weining overcame reason, and Mu Yihan finally connected the phone when the shock was about to calm down.The environment on the other end of the phone was very quiet, only Luo Weining's shallow breathing intertwined with his own through the phone.It's so late, Luo Weining should have gone to bed early, and calling herself at this time, could it be that the miss when she dreamed back in the middle of the night made her uncontrollable to make this call?

The doubt and coldness in Mu Yihan's heart were half taken away by the vibration of the phone, and the other half was taken away by Luo Weining's breath at this moment, leaving only the tenderness shown to her from the beginning to the end And concerned, "Weining, why are you still awake so late?"

"Sister Mu..." Luo Weining didn't expect that Mu Yihan didn't mention what happened that day, and her tears seemed to flow even more because of these words.If after that incident, I couldn't bear to make my father sad and chose to continue living, then now I am greedy for this life to have Mu Yihan's love, and I have never thought about ending this dirty life. Yihan would rather give up his life than admire Yihan.

Mu Yihan heard Luo Weining's slightly hoarse voice, which seemed to be crying, which made her heart tense, and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong? Are you crying?"

"No, I just woke up and my voice is a little hoarse." How dare Luo Weining let her know that she was crying, with Mu Yihan's temperament, she would definitely ask herself what happened.She was afraid that Mu Yihan would show disgust in his eyes when he knew about it, and she was also afraid that Mu Yihan would ignore the past, but compared to being disgusted by Mu Yihan, she could not accept such a dirty self by Mu Yihan's side, like a piece of The black spots stuck to Mu Yihan's body, it was a kind of stain.

"Why did you wake up in the middle of the night? Did you miss me?"

The words with a chuckle came from the phone to Luo Weining's ears, and Mu Yihan's gentler voice at night made her tacitly not mention what happened that day, but cooperated with Mu Yihan and responded, "Well... ..."

"What about you? Are you still up so late? Are you... disturbed by me?" Luo Weining asked hesitantly after listening to her breathing that had just calmed down her smile.Although Mu Yihan didn't answer the phone right away, Luo Weining knew from the sleepy voice that she must not be asleep.It was already early in the morning, and I was just thinking that she would answer the phone, but when I knew that she really didn't fall asleep, I felt guilty, maybe my phone call disturbed her sleepiness.

"No, I'm still working. I have a more important case recently." Mu Yihan's voice was flat and gentle, making Luo Weining imagine her appearance at work.Just like the talk shows that once appeared on TV, he still looks gentle, but the shrewdness in his eyes is not inferior to that of his predecessors in the business world. However, he is different from other business people in that he never pretends to be majestic. Let the opponent bow down.

Thinking of this, the fear in Luo Weining's eyebrows and eyes due to the dream just now dissipated a bit, and the nostalgia for Mu Yihan piled up in his chest, and it rolled like a snowball. The backlog of humbleness and unwillingness from the incident that happened in the dream was almost swallowed up.

"Sister Mu, I..." Luo Weining almost blurted out the words that had been buried in his heart for a long time.

"What's the matter? You seem to be a little weird today." Mu Yihan reached out and took the folder on the corner of the desk, and she suddenly remembered that it seemed to be the invitation letter given to her by the secretary today. It seems that he was invited to the speech next month at the Business School of Y University, but it's better not to tell Luo Weining about it yet, a peaceful life still needs some surprises.

"It's okay, I just wanted to call you...Aren't you sleepy?" Luo Weining changed the subject in time, with a natural tone as if she wasn't the one who couldn't help it just now.The tension in my heart about the unspeakable past that was about to be revealed was gradually disappearing. Even if such a dirty past was once covered by stronger emotions, it was only covered, not disappeared.Even if the feelings for Mu Yihan can wrap the past tightly like a big snowball, when it falls to the bottom and is smashed to pieces, those dirty insides can still be seen again, and survive tenaciously as before go down.

"Take a rest after processing, but you, is your homework too heavy?" Mu Yihan asked with concern, took the pen and signed his name under the neatly printed lines in the folder.She remembered that although she was interested in the major she was studying when she was studying, she could not accept the instilled knowledge all at once. In order to catch up with the progress of her study, she read books every day besides normal life.As a result, I can dream of failing the exam and being scolded by my father when I go to sleep at night. The level of sleep and food is terrible when I think about it now.

Schoolwork was not difficult for Luo Weining, who was strictly required since she was a child, and now that she is in her junior year, there are not as many courses as before. When there are no classes, Luo Weining mostly goes to the library except to attend lectures Check the information and prepare for the graduation thesis.

"Well, there are a few." Luo Weining deliberately made Mu Yihan think so, making her think that her homework is heavy is better than letting her know her mood.

"Then go to rest early, after I've been busy for the past few days..." Mu Yihan wanted to ask Luo Weining out, but he remembered what happened two days ago in his mind, and turned around halfway and said, "Appointment Ran Qingyin and Xiao Moran, it happens that Xiao Moran just recovered and was discharged from the hospital, let's get together, shall we?"

She remembered that Xiao Muran was mentioned occasionally when chatting with Luo Weining before. Although Luo Weining didn't have the kind of affection for her when he mentioned Xiao Muran, he could easily hear the respect for Xiao Muran. If Xiao Muran was called Well, Luo Weining shouldn't be thinking as wildly as he did when he was with him that day.But I was not familiar with Xiao Moran at first, I only met a few times at social banquets, because of Ran Qingyin, I and Xiao Moran were just nodding acquaintances.And now, if Xiao Muran is called instead of Ran Qingyin, I think I will be cast a few cold eyes by that woman, so it was originally a meeting with Luo Weining to improve the relationship, but it suddenly became four people.

"Okay, then you should go to bed early too." Obediently agreeing to Mu Yihan, when Luo Weining hung up the phone, he looked at the gradually darkening phone screen and sighed. What is the end of this relationship?The two of them are being careful, and they are even more careful to avoid Mu Yihan from piercing the window paper, but the more they get along, the more reluctant they are, and the more reluctant they are, the more they cherish them, and the more they cherish them, the more they feel that the past cannot be erased.This is the first time Luo Weining contacted Mu Yihan after rejecting her. I don't know how many times I can reject her, and I don't know how many times I will hurt her by being so vacillating. Is this really unsolvable? ?

Mu Yihan looked at the phone in his hand that was no longer on the screen, but he didn't feel irritated by his compromise. Luo Weining might have some concerns, but compared with his own affection, these concerns are so insignificant that they are not worth mentioning .It's not that she doesn't care about Luo Weining's thoughts, she just feels that in the face of feelings, she can clear away any reason and obstacle, unless Luo Weining doesn't like herself, obviously this may not exist.

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