I just want to tease the master

It was cold and windy late at night, and the chill hit people.

The sky was drizzling. Not long after Lin Yinuo walked out of the gate of the community, the black coat was covered with fine rain and mist. When illuminated by the cold street lamp, it seemed to be covered with a thin layer of white gauze, with broken hair and eyelashes hanging on his forehead. Crystal water drops.

There is no umbrella, and there is no need for an umbrella in this little rain.

She stood at the intersection and looked around. The empty road was dead silent, with occasional cars speeding by, and there was no one on the bus platform not far away. Even in front of the exit of the subway station, there was only an announcement to remind that there was no such thing. Passengers, pay attention to safety.

The cold wind got into the neckline, Lin Yinuo couldn't help shivering, wrapped her coat tightly, she decided not to take the car, walked back to the dormitory, blowing the cold wind to wake herself up.

Passenger plane after passenger plane flew overhead, their engine wakes piercing the dead sky with thunderous noises.Jiangcheng is a fast-paced big city, and the airport is extremely busy. No matter day or night, there is an average flight taking off and landing every two to three minutes.

In the past half a month, she has also appeared in the interval of these two or three minutes.

She must have been too happy these two days.

He performed well during his shift, and was given positive comments by the captains who worked with him. And because he lives with Shu Qing, he always feels that work and life are smooth sailing, and he is about to usher in a double harvest of career and love.

Today she was willful, bold, and gambled once. She is still young and still has the chance to try and make mistakes. Even if she is rejected or insulted, there is nothing to be discouraged.

At least expressed it, happy.

Shu Qing doesn't like her...he doesn't like her.

--nausea.

The heart that was finally put together was broken again, Lin Yinuo was still comforting himself one second, but shook his shoulders and cried the next second.

She wiped her tears as she walked, and wiped more and more. The cold wind blew her long black hair and slid across the tears on her face, which was full of bitter taste.

About ten kilometers away, Lin Yinuo walked for more than three hours. When she returned to the dormitory, the hands of her watch had just passed zero, and her phone rang out one after another. For a moment, she imagined that it was from Shu Qing.

Apologize?

She felt that Shu Qing did nothing wrong, and she didn't say anything wrong, because she was really disgusting, too disgusting, how could she have such thoughts about her master.

It's all her fault.

Opening WeChat with hope, Lin Yinuo only remembered the happy New Year's Day words sent by friends in groups, and Lin Yinuo remembered that it was past midnight and it was a new year.

Her legs were numb with pain, and her fingers were cold and stiff. She stared blankly at the small room of just over 30 square meters, smelling the strange smell in the air that had not been lived in for a long time, thinking that this was all she had.

She took off her coat, tidied up briefly, took a hot bath, then sat down at the desk, and opened the diary covered with a thin layer of dust.

The last time I wrote a diary was three months ago, when I first met Shu Qing, her mind was filled with the joy of her six-year dream come true, and the lines between the lines were full of unrealistic and naive fantasies, childish and ridiculous.

one by one hiss

She tore up the page.

Pick up the pen again, and write a few words on the latest blank page with a sense of ritual:

【A big dream, infinite loneliness】

The originally correct handwriting was so scribbled that she couldn't see the shape when she finished writing. Her lowered eyes were filled with water mist, which gradually blurred into monotonous black and white, and finally she lay down on the table and cried loudly...

Work is the best medicine for broken love. Lin Yinuo put all his energy into work, and finally felt alive on the day of salary payment.

The basic salary is 57, and the hourly fee is 7000. I flew [-] hours last month and got more than [-] in total.After she received the pitifully small subsidy for three consecutive months, this was the first salary in her life.

Money is her Nine Turns Resurrection Pill.

What a lovelorn, what disgusting, what a fart!

Lin Yinuo called his best friend out to eat hot pot, and the two ordered a large table full, and started the crazy complaint mode.

"I just changed my computer, and I'm almost dying of poverty. As soon as my salary is paid, I pay it back. I don't dare to order meat when I eat Lanzhou ramen!" Chopsticks.

"It's really my good sister who saves the suffering!"

Lin Yinuo pushed the two big plates of fat lamb rolls over, "Eat, eat as much as you want, if you don't have enough, I will treat you today."

"It's great to get your first salary! It's much more than I was back then. I was only [-] in the first month of my probationary period. I survived by eating dirt, alas."

"I understand now that only money is real." Lin Yinuo poured herself a glass of juice. She has a flight mission tomorrow, so she can't drink.

Zhuang Yu stopped his chopsticks, wiped his mouth with a paper towel, and said solemnly: "I have to blame you for this. You are not sure, so what are you saying? Kissing and hugging can't explain anything, you want to tease her I can't live without you, if you confess your love again, let's play hard to get!"

"Come on, it's the same as you talked about."

"Why haven't I talked about it? Although men and women are different, experience can be used for reference." Zhuang Yu rolled his eyes and lowered his tone, "But we still broke up..."

Lin Yinuo thought of her sister-brother relationship, and felt that it was the negative energy brought by him, so he changed the topic and said: "Hey, speaking of making money, our company has recently picked up two new planes and collected money on Weibo. Painting, the bonus is [-] yuan, do you want to try it?"

"Where?!"

"As far as our company's official Weibo is concerned, put that at the top."

The power of money made Zhuang Yu give up the mutton in the pot, and picked up her mobile phone to open Weibo instead. After carefully reading the requirements of that blog, her eyes were locked on the 3 yuan bonus, and she was in trouble, "But I have no experience in this area..."

"Didn't you work for half a year? You also have project experience in hand, otherwise why were you working overtime every day a while ago?"

"Please, that's not the same as the paint design..."

Lin Yinuo took the boiled mutton into her bowl, as if afraid that she would not be full, and comforted her: "It's okay, let's join in the fun and practice your hands. If you have money, you won't lose it. Besides, With me, an insider in the industry, as your reference, what are you afraid of?"

"It's really my sister!" Zhuang Yu pouted, "Then I'll try, maybe I can meet the handsome little brother of your company."

"What does this have to do with Pao Shuai?"

Zhuang Yu stuffed a big mouthful of mutton, and said vaguely: "If I'm lucky and the livery I designed is requisitioned, the handsome guy who drove that plane thought, ah, it's so beautiful! Then our story will begin!"

Lin Yinuo: "..."

She knew that her best friend was joking, and such bloody things would only appear in novels, just like her and Shu Qing, after the bloody life, it was time to be severely whipped by reality.

For so many days, she hasn't received any news from Shu Qing. Of course, she shouldn't have expected it. From the first day she confessed her feelings, she had prepared for the worst.

The worst is like now, strangers.

After eating very late, Lin Yinuo took the subway back to the company alone, walked all the way from the exit, and saw a locomotive parked in front of the building from a distance, the flight crew got off one by one, and the captain walked in the front. The amount is like a woman.

She didn't care, and walked over with her hands in her pockets. The music in the earphones just changed to the next one. The prelude was soft and slow, so when she passed by strange colleagues, she heard someone calling her.

"Nono..."

This nickname, this voice.

Lin Yinuo wanted to pretend that he didn't hear and continue walking, but his legs stopped involuntarily, and he didn't dare to turn around.She thought that she could easily accept the transformation from master and apprentice to a stranger, and she also thought that she could turn around gracefully as if nothing had happened.

But with just two words, the woman defeated the defense she had built up with great difficulty.

The shadow under the street lamp stretched very long, coming from the back to the front.

"Nuo Nuo." Shu Qing grabbed her wrist, pulled her to a corner where no one was around, and took off her earphones on her own initiative, "I shouldn't have said that last time, it was really too much, I apologize to you, sorry."

Lin Yinuo clenched his teeth and turned his face away.

Every word this woman uttered was pierced into her heart like an awl. She hurt, but she was still reluctant to pull it out like a self-abuse. She called herself cheap, and she was cheap.

Disgusting one by one.

Shu Qing thought she was just arrogant and angry, with a gentle smile on the corner of her mouth, she coaxed softly: "Nuo Nuo, I know I was wrong."

As a result of experience, the little apprentices like this one the most.

Lin Yinuo suffocated slightly, her lips trembling, "Pilot Shu, don't worry, if Yaoyao wants to play with me, I will not refuse or talk nonsense, this matter has nothing to do with the child."

"I did not mean that……"

"Go to bed early, good night." Lin Yinuo gently shook off her hand, and walked towards the dormitory with a dull head.

"Nono!"

She quickened her pace.

The moment he turned around, tears rolled down, the scorching temperature stimulated the face that was blown cold by the wind, ice and fire intertwined, numb the senses.

She remembered a sentence she read in a book:

One by one you smiled at me like that, how could I not forgive you, anyway, I was the most irrelevant person.

Lin Yinuo hid back in the dormitory as if fleeing, and felt completely safe the moment she closed the door. She slid on the ground with her back against the door, buried her face in her bent knees, and hid her shameful crying rise.

She shouldn't have gone out to play back then, she shouldn't have been on that plane, she shouldn't have been rescued by Shu Qing, she shouldn't have had any unreasonable thoughts about that woman, she should have been left in the cabin, and she should have been blown to death.

Blood came out of her lips being bitten, and the tip of her tongue tasted a bit of fishy sweetness, which made her excited, and suddenly realized a more desperate thing.

Shu Qing clearly felt that she was disgusting, so he wanted to apologize to her, smile at her, and coax her.

why?

Because she needs her licking dog.

Such as blocking guns, such as coaxing children, for example, many, many, but not the kind of emotion she expected, even a little bit.

It happened that she loved it so much that she rushed to it.

Not only disgusting, but cheap.

The phone in his pocket vibrated, Lin Yinuo raised his head, wiped away his tears indiscriminately, imagined for a second that it was a message from Shu Qing, and then opened WeChat.

Yaoyao: 【When will you come to my house】

In the dark, the light from the mobile phone screen was particularly dazzling, reflecting her ghostly pale face and the flash of self-mockery in her eyes.

The author has something to say: "You smiled at me like that, how could I not forgive you."

[ps: I suggest you watch the update early, preferably before nine o’clock, because you don’t know when you will be locked up for inexplicable reasons. I really didn’t write anything that can’t be described yesterday, maybe it’s ugly, alas]