The enemy of rebirth is always playing tricks on me

This is an inconspicuous residential building at the edge of the city center of T City. It is the hard work of Jane's father and mother who have worked together for most of their lives. Now they don't want to come back here. This is a sad place that broke their marriage.

Now Jian Lingling took Gu Yixiao to stand in this place where she no longer wanted to come back no matter what.

The reason why she is still willing to return to this place without relatives and warmth is only because of Gu Yixiao's words "I am willing to accompany you".

A seemingly inconspicuous sentence, but it makes people feel warm for no reason.

Now they are braving the cold wind in the early morning, standing next to the crossroads downstairs of the residents, and not far away, the cries of Grandma Wang come to their ears, which makes this cold winter a little warm.

"I'm going to buy some buns, wait for me."

After saying this to Gu Yixiao, Jian Lingling quickly ran to Grandma Wang's booth, and familiarly picked up a few buns and put them in a small transparent plastic bag. When paying, Grandma Wang slapped her head, Greeting with a smile: "Isn't this Lingling! Why haven't I seen you for a long time? Grandma's eyesight is not good, so I recognized you. Don't blame me..."

"Where is the matter, how can I blame you, grandma, your body is still as strong as before." Seeing that Grandma Wang couldn't bear her enthusiasm, Jian Lingling responded generously with a smile.

Grandma Wang smiled until the wrinkles on her face deepened. She waved her hand: "No, no, no, I'm getting old and my memory is not good. How are your parents?"

Hearing this, Jian Lingling's expression darkened, and then she put on a hearty smile: "Grandma, you forgot, they have been separated for several years."

"Oh, that's it...so, I'm sorry, grandma is getting old and can't remember...they had such a good relationship back then...just like me and my old man." Grandma Wang seemed to be caught in some good memory In the middle, she stared at a corner and was stunned. Seeing this, Jian Lingling suppressed the sadness in her heart, and quietly retreated without disturbing her.

Grandma Wang's wife passed away several years ago.

And her parents, although they are still alive, they don't see each other anymore, as if they have nothing to say.

The saddest thing in the world is not parting from life and death, but caring for each other without saying a word.

Jian Lingling carried a few buns and returned to Gu Yixiao's side, took out one of the small bags, and handed it to Gu Yixiao.

She never eats buns stuffed with mushrooms, and she doesn't like to eat buns stuffed with red bean paste, etc. The only thing she likes to eat is vegetable buns, and Jian Lingling knows that.

Gu Yixiao looked at the small bag handed over, took it wordlessly, and after taking a bite, a bright color gradually spread in his eyes, and then chewed like a hamster in small bites.

The wooden anti-theft door blocked her eyes like a cold wall, reminding Jian Lingling that this home is no longer as warm as before. It is no longer a "home", but a formal house.

She took out the key she had taken in advance, inserted it into the lockhole, and turned it twice.Surprisingly, the door was opened smoothly, and the place that was locked when she left could be easily opened after turning around.

Someone is back.

This was her first thought.

Jian Lingling choked for breath, and suddenly felt an urge to turn around and leave immediately.However, the door had already been opened, and 80.00% of the people in the room could have heard the noise she made, so in desperation, she had no choice but to bite the bullet and push the door open.

On the sofa in the house, sat a middle-aged woman wearing a dark gray turtleneck sweater, her hair combed neatly to her scalp.

The two people who entered the room stood at the door together, and after a few seconds of silence, Jian Lingling called out: "Mom."

The woman sitting on the sofa looked at the two people who entered the room, obviously she didn't expect Jian Lingling to come back at this time, so she couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed, so she replied dully: "Yes."

With a stiff face, Jian Lingling only had one thought in her mind.

How should she get along alone with her mother whom she hasn't seen for several years! ?Still in such an awkward atmosphere!You must know that she never came back to this home after she worked in her previous life! !

Then she immediately thought, oh, there is Gu Yixiao.

Gu Yixiao was pushed by Jian Lingling, and followed her into the door without realizing it. After entering the door, she greeted her with the most warm, sincere, indifferent face and smile in her life: "Hello, Auntie."

What does Jane's mother think is wrong with this name?But I can't tell what's wrong.

Seeing the two people clasping fingers in front of her, Jian's mother got up and wanted to pour a glass of water to relieve her embarrassment, but was stopped by Jian Lingling.

"Mom...you are back, is...what's the matter?"

Maybe everyone thinks that with Jian Lingling's lively personality and her family's background, she should be someone who doesn't know the world and doesn't care about the family, but she knows in her heart that no matter how she pretends not to care on the surface, no matter how No matter how she wanted to leave this home, she still longed for her parents to talk to her, instead of burying everything in her heart and treating her as a child who didn't understand anything.

"It's nothing." Jian's mother glanced at them for a few times, and finally stopped her mouth, hesitating to speak. There are some things that are too heavy for the child, so they should not be said.

Jian's mother was carrying a red bag, looking at it now, it reminded Jian Lingling of the past life, she said calmly: "You have to leave again, right?"

Mother Jian, who was about to take out the things in the bag, paused when she heard this, and then took out the stack of things while sighing.

It was a stack of money, some bank cards and various certificates.

"I'm just free in the afternoon. You and I go through the transfer procedures of the real estate. This house will be yours from now on."

She handed the stack of things to Jian Lingling, but Jian Lingling didn't take it.

"Are you going to abandon me again?"

At this time in the previous life, both father and mother had formed their own families and were about to have their own children, so it was inconvenient to take care of her, so they let her go out alone, but she was still kept in the dark, thinking and looking forward to that day. Both men and women come back, looking forward to the return of the warm home when they were young.

Mother Jian's hands trembled a little, she took them back, and put those things on the side table: "Lingling, your father and I can't go back now...why don't you understand. "

"How did you get to where you are today?" Jian Lingling could hear her own voice and calmly asked this sentence, but her heart was desolate. There are still some things in this world that cannot be changed by external forces. It's like the parting of her parents, but she wants to know how her parents came from being so loving at the beginning to where they are today.

Gu Yixiao at the side held her hand tightly, giving her a little courage.

The pair of old black wedge-heel women's short boots in front of her came to her eyes, and then Jian Lingling felt a pair of hands gently caressing her head, just like the warmth that had long been blurred in memory.

"Your father and I used to be in love."

When Jane's mother said these words, she didn't have the slightest sadness or nostalgia. Instead, she spoke in a very calm tone, as if she was describing such an ordinary thing as "have you eaten today?" After years of scrubbing, there is no emotional marriage left.

This indifference surprised the two people on the side.

The calm tone tells about a love that originated more than [-] years ago. Jian Lingling has never known in her life for more than [-] years that her father and mother, who are now tired of seeing each other, once loved so fervently.

Back then, Jane's father was the son of a rural family, and Jane's mother was a female teacher who went to the countryside to support education in the rural love drama.

She is full of dreams and wants to give the children in this small village a good education.

But the flower that poor boy Jane's father picked childishly one morning made her forget the reason for her hard work for a while.

Because of their love, the two got together logically, and also received the blessings of the villagers logically.

After becoming pregnant, Jane's mother received the news of her parents passing away unexpectedly. This was an opportunity for her to decide to return to the city.

In order to take care of his wife, Jane's father followed her back to the city and started his own career.

The ridicule of the relatives around did not make Jane's father give up his love for Jane's mother, but the passage of time and the accumulation of mutual incomprehension eventually caused a gap between the two.

Because of being busy with work, Jane's father, who was neglected by the family, began to come home late, smelled of alcohol from time to time, and fell asleep as soon as he got home. Jane's mother, who had just given birth and was busy taking care of little Jian Lingling, finally chose to be patient. For the sake of the family, And the so-called love, she couldn't bear it.

When Jian Lingling was young, the family would occasionally go out to play together, and celebrate birthdays together, like a happy family.But as time passed, the topics between the two people who didn't understand each other gradually decreased, and gradually developed into a cold war.In the end, a divorce agreement was signed.

"When I think about how I felt at that time, I still feel very regretful. Why was I so impulsive...why didn't I communicate with your father?" Jane's mother's expression finally fluctuated a little, but she recovered quickly. Calm, as if you have never been sad about it, "However, the past is the past. I am very happy now. I will never go back to the past again, and try to change it."

Hearing this, Jian Lingling raised her head and took a deep look at Jian's mother.

Mother Jian didn't understand the meaning in her eyes, she put down the things in her hands and went into the bathroom with a sigh.

"I absolutely, will not repeat your mistakes."

Behind Gu Yixiao's ears came the soft but firm words of the people around him.