The enemy of rebirth is always playing tricks on me

After the door was slowly closed, there was silence in the room.

Jian Lingling, who had just finished work, went to Ling Wei's bed and sat down, looking into her clear eyes, not knowing what to say.

It was Ling Wei who laughed first: "Sister Ling, you don't have to look at me so worriedly, I've already thought it through, I'm fine now."

"Why would you want to commit suicide? No matter how difficult it is for a person, you shouldn't think of death... Do you know?"

"Well, I know." Ling Wei nodded, "Sister Ling, I have experienced this incident and have seen through it a lot."

This time, after Ling Wei was discussed by her parents to be sent to an educational institution with inhuman treatment, she felt extremely desperate. She thought of death in an instant, and swallowed the only half can of sleeping pills left at home. , Many things flashed back in her mind like a revolving lantern.

When I was young, my parents were waiting for me at the gate of the kindergarten. When I grew up, my father reprimanded me because I failed the exam and then secretly turned to sigh. My mother insisted on cooking for me every night even if she came home late during the high school entrance examination... …

One piece, one pile, like a black and white silent film, is projected in front of the eyes, lingering.

In the end, the faces of parents weeping in silence appeared in their minds.

Suddenly, she didn't want to die. If she could do it all over again, she didn't know if it would be too late.

The simple thing is that God gave her this chance, and didn't let her close her eyes and leave this world forever.

She woke up again, surrounded by her weeping parents and the doctor who spoke earnestly.

"You are young, there is nothing you can't get through."

Yes, all living beings are suffering, it’s just that individuals live in different ways.

Ling Wei smiled, and suddenly said seriously: "In the future, I will live seriously, even if the road ahead is unknown, I don't want to disappoint the person who loves me, what I want, I will use my ability to fight for it .”

"Children's family, that's all I think about." Jian Lingling couldn't help but also laughed, stretched out her hand and rubbed the top of Ling Wei's hair, her brows that had been wrinkled for a long time finally eased away, and she looked like a warm The sun shines into the hearts of the people.

It seems that Ling Wei is really a blessing in disguise this time.Not only is he no longer as decadent and world-weary as before, but he has also made up his mind to open up with his parents, which is really a surprising change...

"You're not much older than me..." Ling Wei stretched out her hand to smooth her rumpled hair, and suddenly stared at Jian Lingling's face seriously and said, "It's the first time I found out..."

"Ok?"

"Sister Ling, you look so pretty when you smile!" Ling Wei laughed while talking, and leaned forward to kiss her on the cheek.

Jian Lingling, who was caught off guard by the kiss, covered her face in a daze, and then rubbed Ling Wei's hair in retaliation after a while.

"The children are pretty good at talking..."

"Are you done messing around?"

As soon as they heard this cold voice, the two turned their heads at the same time, and saw Gu Yixiao leaning against the door with his arms folded, with the word "indifference" written all over his face.

"Well... finished." Jian Lingling stood up, rubbed her sore knees, and said to Father Ling and Mother Ling who came in: "It's time for us to go, excuse me, uncle and aunt."

Ling's father and Ling's mother nodded, and when they saw Ling Wei showing off her face and smiling, she also smiled a little comfortably.

They just received news this morning that the relative's son had a mental test problem.The family of relatives went to the school to inquire, but they were beaten up, saying that it was because they did not have a good education.

While Ling's father and Ling's mother were terrified, they were extremely glad that they hadn't made the wrong decision to send their daughter into the fire pit.

This time Ling Wei would commit suicide, which they did not expect. After experiencing this incident, they suddenly felt that as long as their daughter could live in peace and happiness, the prejudices of the world and the eyes of the outside world were nothing.

In order to understand their daughter, the two elders, who already had a lot of gray hair, went to a psychiatrist, and learned from there that homosexuality is not a disease, but just a common sexual orientation.

Although they don't understand very well, they are also working hard to adapt and tolerate everything about their daughter.

Seeing the smiles on the faces of Ling's parents, Jian Lingling quietly pulled Gu Yixiao up and fled out the door.

"Give them some alone time, they all need to slow down."

"What about us?"

Gu Yixiao suddenly rushed forward, hugging Jian Lingling, and with a paralyzed face, said in an aggrieved tone: "That Ling Wei just now, how could she be so casual."

After realizing what Gu Yixiao was talking about, Jian Lingling stroked her back, thinking a little funny in her heart, she never thought that Yu Jie in her previous life would have such a childish side now, somehow she felt... a little cute?

Gu Yixiao didn't get a response from Jian Lingling after a long time, so she let go of her hands in a fit of anger, and turned her face away, as if "come and coax me".

"Pfft, why are you still acting like a child?" Jian Lingling stretched out her hand to shave her face, suddenly felt a little too intimate, then withdrew her hand, pretending to cough reservedly.

This way of getting along actually made her feel like she was back in the past, even if it was just a subconscious move.

Gu Yixiao had already returned to her usual indifferent image, held her hand, and said in a calm voice, "When are you willing to go back with me?"

When she said this, her expression was unusually calm, but her heart was already trembling slightly, for fear that she would not get a definite answer to this question that she dared to ask after thinking for a long time.

Hearing Gu Yixiao suddenly ask such words, Jian Lingling was startled, she was about to blurt out "I'll go back with you", but then she thought of her promise to Gu's father, and felt that these words were a bit unjustifiable exported.

Seeing her hesitation, Gu Yixiao felt a little bitter in his heart, then suppressed it, and said lightly: "It's okay, if you don't want to now, I will always wait for you until you are willing to go back with me."

It's like... the waiting of a person in the previous life.

When Jian Lingling heard this sentence, her brain became hot, and she couldn't help cursing: "What are you waiting for me for? You can wait for me for ten or twenty years!"

"What's wrong, anyway, it's not the first time."

The cold voice responded extremely quickly, but people still caught a clue.

Jian Lingling was stunned for a moment, and suddenly remembered Gu Yixiao's abnormally lost look when she died in her previous life, her heart beat faster unconsciously, and then she suddenly came to her senses.

Everyone can choose their own life, right?It's just that some people are destined to take more detours before they can get on the right track of life.Some people...are destined to experience parting in order to cherish each other more.

With a smile on her face, she held Gu Yixiao's hand back, her pale eyes were shining brightly, just like back then, and said: "Don't wait."

Gu Yixiao grabbed her hand nervously: "You want to go?"

Jian Lingling replied, "I'll go back with you."

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Sitting in the taxi, Jian Lingling began to regret what she had just said.

Back to yarn!There are so many people involved and so many things involved, so you just go back as soon as you say it? !

I'm afraid I'm not a fool...

She arrived at the studio, finished handing in the manuscript, and received a text message from Gu Yixiao: [I will pick you up tomorrow, and we will go through the formalities for resuming school together. 】

What to pick up, I am such an adult, do I still need someone to pick up when I go back to school...

The point is, she hasn't figured out how to face those people yet!And Papa Gu, does he really not mind his daughter running around to find a lesbian like this? !

Although Gu Yixiao said that she had already dealt with the school affairs, Jian Lingling was still not very confident in her heart.

To go back to such a place where she once belittled herself, and get along with such people, she refused to be honest.

Shang Hui saw that her expression was not right, she was a little strange, and asked, "Lingling, what's wrong with you?"

Today's studio has already expanded a lot compared to the original one, and some newcomers have been recruited. Even so, Shang Hui still retains the habit of calling her at the beginning.

"Xiaohui, I might not be able to come tomorrow." Jian Lingling hesitated to tell Shang Hui that she might resign.

"Ah? It's okay. Anyway, our working environment is very relaxed. You can come whenever you want."

"No, I may not come here in the future."

As soon as the words came out, Shang Hui was stunned for a while, and asked tentatively, "You... want to change jobs?"

"I'm going back to school." Jian Lingling scratched her hair irritably, thinking about how she should tell Zhan Yuan about this matter.

"We welcome you back anytime."

The sudden sound startled both of them, Shang Hui hurriedly called out "Sister Yuan" and then cast her eyes on Zhan Yuan.

Zhan Yuan stroked her hands and said with a smile, "I hope to see you in this field in the future."

Jian Lingling smiled politely, packed her things, and explained the last thing to Zhan Yuan.

Her future does have infinite possibilities, but she shouldn't stop here.

Before leaving, Shang Hui looked at her pitifully and said, "Don't forget us."

"Will not."

There are many detours in life, and you have to go through them one by one by yourself.

And on these roads, some people have helped me and cared for me, and they will leave indelible marks in my heart, such as Shang Hui, such as Zhan Yuan, such as... Gu Yixiao.

"Who are you thinking about?" Shang Hui resumed her smile and said, "Looking at you, it seems that you are wandering again."

"I'm thinking about a very important person." Jian Lingling responded with a smile.

She is an indelible presence in my life.

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