She must really like me [Quick Transmigration]

"Xu Ruo, I didn't do it on purpose, don't be angry, okay?"

The pouting girl tugged at my sleeve and said coquettishly.

I've always been reluctant to be really angry with her, maybe it's because of me that she has become more unscrupulous.

Just as I was about to say yes, a much colder voice came over again, covering the soft voice just now, "Xu Ruo, school has been busy recently, and I won't be back for the next few weeks."

Like a basin of ice water in the heat of summer, it cools my heart.

Ah, it turned out that I recalled the past again, and it was just my own illusion just now.

Also, how could she still talk to herself in that voice?

I looked at the girl's indifferent profile and wanted to ask how busy I was that I didn't even have time to go home for a meal, but in the end I didn't say a word, "...OK."

That's right, before Aunt Pei's accident, Xiaoying would act like a baby.

He can talk to me in a warm voice, and he can also be naughty.

But after that, I seldom see her smiling face again, and even the mischievousness that caused headaches in the past is gone forever.

She seems to have erected an invisible wall, preventing everyone from approaching.Words that were completely inconsistent with her in the past appeared on her: calm, rational, restrained, and also alienated.

Of course, including me.

She was already emotionally clumsy, but after the accident, she completely closed her heart.

I always thought that as long as I was with her, sooner or later she would be able to get out of that haze.

Later, I knew I was wrong.

And the price of knowing this too late is that I saw with my own eyes that Xiaoying had an accident like Aunt Pei, and was hit by a car far away...

At that moment, I regretted so much that I wished I could suffer for her.

You know, she is the least able to suffer.But after suffering, she was actually able to bear it, stronger than anyone else.

When I stood guarding the door of the emergency room in despair, I was thinking, why do I care so much about this little hedgehog?She is just the daughter of her mother's best friend.

Then he laughed at himself, how important are these identities?It's not the elder sister's concern for the younger sister, nor the friendship between childhood sweethearts, it's just liking.

...It turns out that I am such an evil person.

If Xiaoying knew about it, she would be so sick of herself.

But these thoughts are all based on her being alive.

Now, she will never know, right?

Fortunately, my countless prayers may have really been heard by God, and he let Xiaoying go.

"The patient was rescued, but the brain was hit, and there was blood accumulation and damage. It is still unknown whether he can wake up." The doctor said to me.

This news is not good, but I am very happy, because everything is possible only if I save my life.

Xiaoying's father didn't care about her, and was happy to have me take care of her, so he simply handed over the burden to me.

I love it.

I admit that I am not a filial person, otherwise how could I have agreed to a mysterious system to travel across the world to find Xiaoying when I knew my mother was pregnant.

Such a nonsense thing, but I, who is used to being calm, believe it without doubt.

I am really sorry for my mother and father, knowing that when I do this so-called task, I will live in this world in a vegetative state like Xiaoying, but I still go there without hesitation.

Probably because I was lucky in my heart, I always felt that my parents would tolerate and forgive me infinitely.Plus, besides me, they could have someone else, a new brother or sister.

But Xiaoying is different, she only has me.

I know I'm selfish.

Filled with guilt, I closed my eyes.

After waking up, I came to a place of black and white squares.

Unexpectedly, this system turned out to be real, and I actually became a fast traveler, and the main system of this system is the consciousness of the sleeping Xiaoying.

There are only black and white bricks in this place, extending out into an endless corridor, simple and elegant but lonely.

I think I may have guessed where this is.

Then the prompt sound also told me that this is really Xiaoying's inner world.

I feel sorry for her.

This is the girl I put on the tip of my heart, but she has no other colors in her heart.

As here.

I suddenly realized that I hadn't really understood her at all.

I went to see the rooms in the corridor, many of them were related to Aunt Pei, and few of them belonged to her girlfriends or other friends.

The one that occupies about the same number of rooms as Aunt Pei is related to me.

I don't hide my joy at this moment. I am really glad that she cares about me so much. This discovery makes me feel as if I have discovered a great treasure, and it is enough to motivate me to do more things.

When I first entered those rooms, I didn't know their significance.Until I saw that in the room related to me, the pencil case, books, bookcases... and many other things that I had bought for Xiaoying appeared here in a state of time stop, I understood.

It's not that she really doesn't care about others anymore, it's just that Aunt Pei's death has hit her too hard, making her magnify her clumsiness about feelings to the extreme, so that she can't even love anymore.

Like these tightly shut room doors.

So I secretly decided to let this black and white world be dyed with other colors.

Put a lot of beautiful things that she likes.

The prompt said that due to Xiaoying's sense of self-protection, I may lose my memory in some worlds, or I may not.But even if I don't lose my memory, I can't do anything that causes OOC, such as calling her by her real name, reminding her of related things in this world, and so on.

These will cause that world to collapse.

It's okay, I'll do it.

I hope to see what Xiaoying's wish is.

As long as I have the opportunity, I will try my best to cooperate with acting.

In the first world, Xiaoying is the daughter who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, and I am her little daughter-in-law.This setting is very interesting. I learned for the first time that although Xiaoying looks impatient and emotional, she is actually very gentle.

Also, cute.

This is her from long ago.

It's a pity that even after Su Yingxue died, Xiaoying didn't really like me.

I told myself, don't worry, there is still a long way to go, even if Xiaoying didn't like me, she still stayed with me for the rest of my life.

This is a good beginning.

Then I couldn't help but think, she treats me so well, can I pretend that she likes me too?

I know this is just her "task", but I will inevitably feel a little lost in my heart.

In the second world, Xiaoying is the cold-hearted boss of the company, and I am a small employee in her company who admires her. In this way, the relationship that would never meet has become connected because of the end of the world.

In this world, I saw Xiaoying's cruelty and her understanding of human nature.

I think this may be the shadow left by her father, and what Auntie Pei said was the sequelae of Xiaoying being cheated by some people.

She is stupid and has a passion for people, so she is easily deceived.

Unexpectedly, her world also lied to me once.

I thought with all my heart that I could really cook her breakfast all the time, be her girlfriend, and take her to meet her parents in this world.Then she told me by leaving, no.

The third world is a very happy world. I am happy enough to continue the task. Even if I know that the next task may make my heart ache like the second world.

The fourth world is the world of rewards. As a best friend, I have a better understanding of a part of her heart.I thought at the time that after returning to this world, we would have a common language.

She cried inexplicably when she came out of ktv, and I forgot my appearance for a moment, and used my real tone, which aroused her unconscious suspicion, and that world had to end quickly.

I am so greedy.

In this way, while blaming himself, he began to become truly greedy.I started to have my own plan: If I can control the plot of the world, is it possible that Xiaoying can only be by my side?

Once this idea arises, it seems impossible to stop.

In the fifth world, I began to try to control the world.But maybe she still underestimated her own resentment and petty temper, and there were many loopholes, which made her realize it.I knew I was running out of time, so I made the worst possible decision—dying in her arms.

Will she be able to remember me forever?

I know, I'm really mean.

After leaving that world, I regretted it.

I clearly promised to treat her well, but how could I let her feel that a life was born and died in front of her.

In fact, that corridor, if she hadn't left the world in advance, would have found that it was the corridor in the black and white square.

But I broke her heart, so she didn't even have the idea of ​​going out.I am not as perfect as others see me.

The next world is the world of Xianxia.I quite like the world of Xianxia, ​​after all, she took good care of and accompanied me when I was young.When I grew up and learned the lessons of the last world, I took the world into my own hands, and finally suppressed her by my side for the first time.

It's a pity that I underestimated the extent of my greed. I couldn't help being honest with her before I stabilized my spiritual cultivation and obtained the spiritual power to fight against the world consciousness.As a matter of course, I was forcibly repelled from the world of Xianxia by her subconscious mind.

Fortunately, she also learned to comfort me. After going full circle in the entertainment world, she still married me and stayed together till the end of her life.

Unexpectedly, the last world turned out to be a simulated world in this world.

But it was expected that I would really put me in her position to consider.

So, I put the choice in her hands, and I know that she probably already understands my identity.

She thinks I'm good, but I know how bad I am.

I want her to really like me and be willing to accompany me. For this reason, I would rather take part in this big gamble.

When she stays here, she has the Aunt Pei that I and she imagined, and everything she wants to achieve.

She returned to the present world, and I was there.

But when it came time to let her choose, I still felt heartbroken.

It can be seen that Xu Ruozhen is not a good person.

Therefore, I will never tell the little hedgehog this confession.

Those secrets have also been buried in the past.

There is no need to explain everything clearly to each other, because as long as they are together, it is enough.

——I use the rest of my life as compensation.

[End of the text, there are 4 extra chapters]