Lin Shilang Gu

"It's okay, mom is here."

Ran Qingqing was distressed, she was called by Lin Yuewei, and Lin Yuewei gave her a brief overview of the situation on the phone, some things Lin Yuewei didn't know the details, but it was enough to explain the ins and outs.

Gu Yanqiu stayed in Ran Qingqing's arms for a while, a little embarrassed, looked at Lin Yuewei, Lin Yuewei had a face of "I didn't see it, you continue".

She couldn't go on anyway.

Gu Yanqiu took two steps back, looked at Gu Feiquan who was sitting in the shadow of the lamp, but kept silent all the time, and walked towards him slowly.Lin Yuewei subconsciously took a step forward, then took her steps back.

She glanced at Ran Qingqing, and Ran Qingqing shook her head at her.

The Gu family's affairs have to be resolved by themselves, and it's not easy for them to intervene.

Gu Feiquan's eyes were black and blue, and he looked up at Gu Yanqiu who was walking over. Either he didn't want to stand up, or he was too tired to move.

Gu Yanqiu put his hand gently on the top of his hair, and whispered: "Brother."

Gu Feiquan let out a low sob from his throat.

Gu Yanqiu sat down beside him, hugged his head, rested his chin on the spinner on top of his head, and said: "Both of us are children who shouldn't be born in this world."

Gu Feiquan's body trembled slightly.

"But we still have each other, you still have me." Gu Yanqiu stroked his hair and said again.

The most innocent people involved in the grievances of the previous generation will always be the next generation. The two of them have done nothing wrong. The things in this world cannot be explained clearly by "reason" and "should".

Gu Feiquan couldn't bear it any longer, and wept bitterly on her shoulder.

After the brother and sister's emotions calmed down, Lin Yuewei booked a box near the restaurant of the hospital. First, he needed to replenish his energy after staying up all night, and second, he needed to discuss the future. The discussion was mainly between Gu Feiquan and Gu Yanqiu. Lin Yuewei Watching with Ran Qingqing, occasionally raising a point or two.

Gu Yanqiu told Gu Feiquan everything Gu Huai said, and Gu Feiquan raised his brows with joy, but after a moment, he quickly became sad: "Is this useful? Even if Aunt Shen didn't do it on purpose, she did lie to my mother and hurt her. gave birth to me."

Gu Yanqiu also had a sad face, and sighed faintly.

Lin Yuewei always felt that there was something weird, and whispered to Ran Qingqing.

"Mom, why do I feel a bit like hate because of love?"

"Me too." Ran Qingqing's eyes were complicated.

"I'm not talking about the love of love."

"Neither did I say that."

"..."

Regardless of whether it is love or not, He Songjun must have liked Shen Huaiyu back then, otherwise he would not have been deceived so easily. It should be that the other party gave her a sense of trust, which made her believe in an illusory promise, so that in the end Shen Huaiyu gave birth to Shen Huaiyu. The combination of deception and betrayal made her hate her for so many years.

There is no way to solve this situation, Shen Huaiyu is already dead, if she is alive, the two of them have a face-to-face talk, whether Shen Huaiyu kneels or apologizes, let He Songjun have a way to vent, now that there is no one, how can she be right? Let someone vent.

Gu Feiquan was worried about this.

The dead horse was treated as a living horse doctor, so he went to see He Songjun again the next day.The detention center is not a good place. He Songjun squatted here for a day and a night. His face, which was not too plump, was thin and haggard visible to the naked eye. There were dark circles under his eyes, and his eye sockets were sunken. He looked at Gu Feiquan with gloomy eyes.

Gu Feiquan was not used to this kind of He Songjun. He didn't cut to the chase, and said miserably: "Mom, I drank some porridge this morning, but I couldn't eat any of it. I felt sick, and then I vomited it all."

As expected, He Songjun's expression loosened, and his face was no longer gloomy, and he returned to the little woman that Gu Feiquan was used to seeing.

He Songjun said hoarsely, "Eat well."

"Hey." Gu Feiquan responded, and his eyes became wet, "Mom, you look like this, how can I eat it?"

He Songjun was even more moved, and said softly: "Mom is already like this, you should live your own life better, just pretend not to be my mother."

Gu Feiquan said: "But you haven't seen me marrying a wife and having children."

He Songjun raised his head, looked at the ceiling, and fell silent.

Gu Feiquan said: "I must save you, I went to the Gu family's father and daughter yesterday..."

The handcuffs "cracked" and Gu Feiquan panicked for a moment, and quickly comforted her with a voice in advance: "Mom, don't get excited, I haven't finished talking, you listen to me before you get angry."

He Songjun gave him a dark look.

Gu Feiquan thought he was untenable, but he still bit the bullet and said: "Luo Yu didn't deliberately deceive you back then, she liked women, she didn't like Gu Huai at all..."

He Songjun showed disbelief in his eyes.

Gu Feiquan had hope in his heart, and continued: "So she said at that time that she would not have children with Gu Huai. It was true. She also planned to divorce Gu Huai shortly after marriage, but she got drunk by accident. I got Gu Yanqiu by accident. She originally wanted to kill the child, but Gu Huai disagreed, and said that she made up her own mind and would never recognize our mother and child. She failed us first and didn't want to disappoint Gu Huai again. After she got down, she has been living in regret for the rest of her life, she—”

He Songjun cut off his voice, raised the corners of his mouth, and sneered: "Drunk?"

Gu Feiquan moved his throat awkwardly and said, "Yes."

He Songjun suddenly raised his head and laughed, not the kind of sarcasm or self-deprecating smile, but a normal smile, but it made Gu Feiquan's hair stand on end.

He Songjun stopped laughing abruptly, and raised one corner of his lips indifferently: "No wonder when I questioned her back then, she faltered and refused to tell me the truth, and only apologized to me. Drunk? Thanks to her for doing it."

Even if Gu Feiquan had a filter, he wouldn't think that Shen Huaiyu did the right thing, but the most urgent thing to do was to release He Songjun. He stammered and said, "But at least it means that she didn't deceive you on purpose, didn't it?"

He Songjun snorted, and asked back, "Is there a difference?"

Gu Feiquan was speechless.

The results have already been caused, and it is too late to say these now.

He Songjun looked back at him unwaveringly, and said with pity: "Don't worry about it son, your mother's life has been ruined, and she will be dying wherever she goes. After you go back, you should eat, drink, and don't eat." Miss me any more."

Gu Feiquan looked at her pleadingly: "Mom..."

The corner of He Songjun's mouth twitched slightly, as if he was thinking about something, and after a while, he said: "That daughter of the Gu family, I know you like her, if you really want to have a younger sister, mom has no objection, just live a good life outside. "

He Songjun squatted here, thought a lot, and reflected a lot, let the grievances stop here, 30 years, how many 30 years are there in life, some of their old bones have been buried in the soil, and some of their bodies have been buried in the soil , The younger generation has the life of the younger generation, and it should not be imposed on them.

"Also," He Songjun looked at Gu Feiquan and said, "Mom wants to say sorry to you. When you were young, your mother forced you to hate the Gu family and provoked you. It was my fault. You are right, many things I am not for your own good, but for myself, I am very incompetent as a mother."

He Songjun looked up at the surveillance camera, and the police officer on the surveillance side pressed his hand down. Two criminal policemen opened the door and came in, taking He Songjun away.

***

After Gu Feiquan came out, he shook his head at Gu Yanqiu, and Gu Yanqiu sighed softly.

She almost died. She should have hated He Songjun, but after knowing everything, she couldn't hate him. There is something pitiful about a hateful person. If her mother hadn't made a mistake back then, He Songjun wouldn't have spent more than thirty years because of it. To the point where it is now so paranoid.

Somewhat causal meaning.

If He Songjun can abandon the past and live a good life, Gu Yanqiu will naturally bless her and even help her.But right now, it has fallen into a dead end, like a big airtight iron cage, with no windows, only a big iron door, He Songjun is hiding in a dark corner, the only person who has the key passed away more than a year ago .

"I think she may be dead-hearted, and she is more suitable for becoming a monk." Lin Yuewei was delayed in Yanning for two days because of Gu Yanqiu's accident, but she couldn't delay indefinitely. Her crew was still waiting for her to start filming, so in I flew to the set last night.Now that the day's filming is over, I sit on the bed and video with Gu Yanqiu after taking a shower.

"Why are you talking nonsense?" Gu Yanqiu laughed for a while.

"I'm not talking nonsense," Lin Yuewei explained to her earnestly, "Do you know why she has lived in such pain for the past 30 years? Is there anything wrong with her? I didn't wash your mother just because you are my wife. What Bai meant. First of all, she thought that Gu Huai could be tied up with a child. If she was determined, your mother would say whether she should destroy the flowers or not. It was a mistake. If it were me, I would The child was aborted, and I beat your mother out. I broke up and you let me keep the child. What is your intention? It doesn't matter to me if you can't have a child. Am I a surrogate or a free womb?"

Gu Yanqiu: "..." Thinking about it carefully, Lin Yuewei's words are not nonsense.

Lin Yuewei: "After your mother had you, she kept her hatred in her heart, and she didn't react at all except breaking up the relationship. She continued to accept the rich material conditions provided by the Gu family. After your father knew that He Songjun had given birth, the money he gave There are too many, let alone raising a child, it is more than enough to raise a small fresh meat. Or, have a bit of backbone, take the child away from this evil... that couple, stay away from it, stop the loss completely, and then have a bit of backbone A little bit, or a bit extreme, you took revenge back then, why did you wait until today? She didn't, after all, she was cowardly, she accepted the other party's support with peace of mind, and at the same time held a grudge, took the bowl to eat, put down the bowl and scolded her mother, this is a mistake two."

Gu Yanqiu opened his mouth and said, "I think..."

Lin Yuewei has a straight temper, and hates to be muddled when dealing with things. In her opinion, none of the older generation is innocent, and there are many mistakes. Each one is more self-righteous than the other, and they are all caused by themselves.

She now hopes that Gu Yanqiu can completely ignore this matter and live her own life well, but there is no way, Gu Yanqiu is kind, there is her family there, so she can't ignore it.

She raised her eyebrows: "What do you think?"

Gu Yanqiu glanced at her and said slowly, "I think what you said makes sense."

Lin Yuewei smiled suddenly, leaned forward slightly, and said in a low voice, "Baby, you are so cute."

Gu Yanqiu let out a "huh" and continued to speak slowly at the sloth's speed: "I know I'm cute, you don't need to emphasize it."

Lin Yuewei laughed.

Gu Yanqiu resumed speaking normally, and said, "Then what you just said about becoming a monk?"

"That's what you understand. Buy her two Buddhist scriptures, either Taoism or Christ. Let her cultivate her mind, it's a dead end. You say it doesn't make sense. You can only let her let it go over time. It’s like this. There’s nothing to do in prison, so chanting sutras is the best thing.”

"..."

"I'm serious, I'm not joking." Lin Yuewei emphasized.

"I know." Gu Yanqiu still felt a bit unconventional, "But..."

Lin Yue spread his hands slightly and said, "Do you have any other ideas?"

Gu Yanqiu shook his head honestly: "No."

Lin Yuewei said: "That's it. You tell Gu Feiquan the idea I came up with and let him make a decision. I've consulted with a lawyer, and I've been sentenced to ten years for abetting attempted murder. There's nothing I can't let go of."

Gu Yanqiu wanted to say that her mother had been studying the scriptures for more than 20 years, but she still couldn't let go.Finally, he swallowed the sentence back.

Gu Feiquan actually thought about this proposal seriously.

Gu Feiquan frowned and said, "I'll send her two scriptures next time? For beginners, which scriptures should be read first? Could it be that they don't understand?"

Gu Yanqiu: "..."

***

Two days later, He Songjun was told that someone was coming to visit. She thought it was Gu Feiquan, and when she entered the room and saw the man sitting opposite, she turned around and was about to leave.

"Mr. Song!" Gu Huai called to stop her.

He Songjun: "Officer, I want to go back."

Gu Huai: "I have something to tell you."

The criminal police looked between the two of them, and He Songjun said, "Forget about the police officer, I'll talk to him."

He Songjun didn't have a good face towards Gu Huai, he was an accomplice, his face was torn apart anyway, his brows were so wrinkled that he could pinch a fly to death, and he asked in disgust, "What are you doing here?"

"Come and see you."

"Stop being hypocritical." He Songjun scoffed.

"You can say whatever you want. I'll listen. I haven't listened to you for so many years." Gu Huai said slowly.

"What are you playing now? Is it a bitter trick? Or are you thinking of that bitch's last wish, and come here to give your noble sympathy? I don't need it!"

After Gu Huai heard He Songjun address Shen Huaiyu, his brows furrowed, the veins on his forehead twitched, and he didn't make a sound.

He Songjun sneered: "What? Distressed? I told her that you will feel distressed. Where were you when I was dying of pain in the delivery room?"

Gu Huai lowered her head: "...I'm sorry."

He Songjun: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, do members of your Gu family only say this? Luo Yu said sorry to me, and you said sorry to me too. If I'm sorry, would I be locked up here? I heard these three Words are disgusting."

Gu Huai said to himself, "I'm sorry."

He Songjun said angrily: "I said I don't want to hear it, can't you hear me?"

Gu Huai still said, "I'm sorry."

Sorry, I'm pregnant.

I'm sorry, but Gu Huai doesn't want to divorce.

Sorry, I may not be able to do what I promised you.

Sorry, I didn't expect things to turn out this way.

I'm sorry, how else can I compensate you?

I'm sorry, you can do whatever you want to me, do you want my life?I can give you a word.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, a series of I'm sorry, it seems like a reincarnation nightmare, pulling He Songjun back to those days again.

Shen Huaiyu hadn't come for a while, and He Songjun was worried that something had happened to her. Little Gu Feiquan was also crying and clamoring to find his aunt. He Songjun coaxed his son while waiting anxiously.She can't go to Gu's house, it's a wealthy area, and it's not easy for her to wait at the gate of the community.

A month later, Shen Huaiyu knocked on her door.

After closing the door, He Songjun pulled her up and down to check, and finally heaved a sigh of relief: "You scared me to death, what happened?"

Shen Huaiyu was so overwhelmed by her gaze that she couldn't lift her head, and after a long time, she said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I'm pregnant."

He Songjun thought he heard it wrong: "What did you say?"

Shen Huaiyu repeated it, and He Songjun shook violently and fell into the sofa.She didn't rush to question loudly, but asked softly: "Aren't you unable to give birth? What's the matter?"

Shen Huaiyu glanced at her, hesitated to speak: "I..."

He Songjun suddenly became violent, and slapped her hard: "Didn't you say that you would not have children with him?"

Shen Huaiyu said, "I'm sorry."

Little Gu Feiquan burst into tears in fright, and stretched out his small hand like a lotus root to Shen Huaiyu. Shen Huaiyu hugged him, but He Songjun yelled "Go away", carried little Gu Feiquan to the bedroom, and closed the door.

She couldn't remember how many times she apologized to Mr. He Song that day. After that, Shen Huaiyu came several times. He Songjun sometimes saw her, and sometimes thanked her behind closed doors. Later, she gradually became pregnant. Shen Huaiyu's pregnancy reaction was very severe, and she became haggard a lot , she is very thin, she will fall down when the wind blows, and the belly that stands out is so big that she can't support it, and she looks frightened.

Sometimes Shen Huaiyu would vomit while talking to her. He Songjun thought of all the care she had taken in the past, even if it was false, that was the best person in the world who had treated her the best. He Songjun hated and pitied her, and couldn't help He served her tea and water and gently stroked her back.

Shen Huaiyu's body is weak, and her face is often pale due to the torture of pregnancy, and she could have a miscarriage just by pushing her lightly and falling to the ground.He Songjun had such vicious thoughts, but finally gave up, and he treated her as repaying her for being with him for two years.

Shen Huaiyu probably had the same idea herself. She failed He Songjun's mother and son irretrievably, and she couldn't face the man who loved her so much. She felt so guilty, so she handed over the choice to He Songjun.

After Gu Yanqiu was born safely, He Songjun moved to a new home and severed his relationship with Shen Huaiyu. Since then, he refused to see her again and chose to hate her wholeheartedly.

She wanted an explanation, and always felt that Shen Huaiyu owed her an explanation. Shen Huaiyu had said all the sorry in the world, but she didn't know that this sorry was not what she wanted.

***

"Enough!" He Songjun broke free from the memory, his chest heaving violently, and shouted loudly.

Gu Huai shut her mouth according to her words.

He Songjun was panting heavily, with a thin layer of sweat on his forehead.

He Songjun swallowed, and Gu Huai said to the surveillance camera, "Can I get her a glass of water?"

Two glasses of water were brought in from outside, and one was given to Gu Huai considerately. Gu Huai nodded and said, "Thank you."

With handcuffed hands, He Songjun took a sip from the glass with difficulty, let out a breath, and closed his eyes: "How...how did she die?"

"what?"

"I heard it was an illness." He Songjun opened his eyes and looked at Gu Huai.

Looking back Huai understood, he nodded and said, "It's a death."

"Suddenly." He Songjun looked down at the water glass in front of him and said, "Although her body is a little weak, hasn't she been well nursed these years? Is it a problem left over from giving birth? When Gu Yanqiu was in her stomach There was a lot of trouble."

"No." Gu Huai hesitated for a while, and told her the truth, "She... her ex-girlfriend passed away in a car accident. She became ill from depression, and her health became seriously ill, and she died of depression."

"She has been married to you for so long, and she always thinks about others? In the end, she died for others?" He Songjun asked sarcastically.

"……Yes."

He Songjun lowered his head and smiled inaudibly, not letting Gu Huai see her expression.

Gu Huai said some more words, and He Songjun listened calmly. He didn't have another attack during the whole process. After the visit, he was escorted back by the criminal police.

three days later.

Lin Yuewei made a video call with Gu Yanqiu again, and Gu Yanqiu looked at her with a strange expression, with a hint of probing.Lin Yuewei touched his face and asked, "Is there something on my face?"

"No." Gu Yanqiu still had the same expression, and asked while holding his chin, "Are you a half-immortal?"

Lin Yuewei: "Huh?"

Gu Yanqiu answered her question: "Didn't you ask Gu Feiquan to send Buddhist scriptures to his mother before? Before he said anything, He Songjun proposed it on his own initiative. Do you think it's miraculous?"

Lin Yuewei applauded herself: "It's amazing." But she also had doubts, "Has He Songjun found his way back?"

Gu Yanqiu said: "I don't know. I heard from Gu Feiquan that his mother has calmed down a lot, and she is no longer hysterical. She met and talked with the lawyer, and her attitude is very good. Anyway, it's quite abnormal, and it's very different from before."

Lin Yuewei said worriedly: "It can't be intentional, I'll mess with it after I come out."

Gu Yanqiu laughed at her unreasonable worries: "No, she is so old, and she won't know what she will look like outside the prison for a few more years. Whether she is pretending or not, you will know in the past few years."

"Preferably." Lin Yuewei snorted softly, showing no sympathy for He Songjun.

"This matter has been settled satisfactorily, you don't have to worry about it anymore." Gu Yanqiu said.Lin Yuewei has been filming on the set for the past few days, so naturally she can't let go of her mind. The psychological shadow of the incident last time has not dissipated. Let Wang Yuanyuan ask, in short, report the itinerary to her from time to time.

"What do you mean don't worry, I'm worried, are the bodyguards following?" Lin Yue gave her a sideways glance.

"Follow." Gu Yanqiu raised his hand and swore, "Stand guard at the door at work, all brothers in black suits, jumping at [-]."

Lin Yuewei immediately frowned when he heard the words, and said, "What little brother and little sister, don't call them that, who taught you?"

Gu Yanqiu said: "I learned it online myself."

Lin Yuewei said, "You can't call."

Gu Yanqiu made an aggrieved face: "I just yelled in front of you, not in front of other people."

Lin Yuewei said: "I was wrong, you quickly put your mouth back, and I will kiss you again."

Gu Yanqiu is very skinny now: "Come and kiss."

Lin Yuewei was so itchy that he couldn't bear it, and he didn't put out the fire in the end.

Lin Yue gritted his teeth slightly and said, "Did you do it on purpose?"

Gu Yanqiu said calmly: "Yes, yes."

Lin Yuewei said: "You wait for me." She changed her mind and said with a bright smile: "When will you come to visit my class?"

Gu Yanqiu said: "Next next weekend? I'm still picking a date."

Lin Yue smiled even wider: "Okay."

Looking at her exaggeratedly bright smile, Gu Yanqiu suddenly remembered a bad thing: she and Lin Yuewei agreed on Saturday, and according to the agreement, February [-] belonged to Lin Yuewei, so she made a mistake.

I have to say that Lin Yuewei still has a lot of thoughts. At that time, she was planning for a rainy day. Today, she has been on the set for a long time. Gu Yanqiu can only choose the plane on Friday and Saturday to visit the set, and has to go back on Sunday. Those who can do sports There was only Saturday, and she had set Saturday down early.

However, the plan always fails to keep up with the changes. Lin Yuewei was pre-emptively pushed, dazed, and muddled in his own life not once or twice. In the next few weekends, it is still unknown who will die. .

Day by day, Lin Yuewei joined the crew, Gu Yanqiu lived alone with Schrödinger in an empty villa, Ran Qingqing invited her to live in Lin's house at the right time, and spread her overflowing maternal love.

Gu Yanqiu took the cat to Lin's house, and when he entered the door, he called out, "Mom."

Ran Qingqing's expression was as beautiful as if she was about to become a fairy, she couldn't stand it for a while, and then came up with a smile on her face, and changed her address to Gu Yanqiu without authorization: "Qiuqiu is here."

Qiuqiu Benqiu's Gu Yanqiu froze for a moment, and accepted it calmly.

"Qiuqiu, what do you want for breakfast tomorrow?"

"Qiuqiu, what are you having for lunch tomorrow? The company order takeout? Takeout is not healthy. Let me make you a bento. What do you want to eat? I'll go buy it right now. Don't be polite to Mom. Lin Yuewei never knew what it was. polite."

"Qiuqiu, are you off work? Mom made soup for you. Codonopsis and black chicken soup. It's been cooking for a whole day. I just tasted it. It's very delicious. What? Is there a social party at night? It's okay, I'll drink it when I come back , I'll keep you warm."

"Qiuqiu, are you tired from work? You have to work so late, and Mom will make you supper. How can you not eat supper? You are not Lin Yuewei, so you don't need to lose weight, so don't talk anymore, I'm now Just make it, how about the glutinous rice balls? Hand-wrapped, filled with your favorite stuffing, guaranteed to be delicious."

"Qiuqiu, you have to manage two companies now. You're exhausted. You need to make up for it. This is a recipe I found specially... You only drank half a bowl of soup. It's not nutritious enough. Drink a bowl, you can work well if you keep up with your nutrition."

"Qiuqiu..."

"Qiuqiu..."

A month later, Lin Yuewei looked at Gu Yanqiu in the video and said dumbfounded, "Baby, why have you gained so much weight?"

Gu Yanqiu was expressionless, and silently picked up Schrödinger, who was lying on the side of the corpse, and lifted his two paws, showing her Schrödinger's round belly and face that was so crowded that no facial features could be seen.

Lin Yuewei also remained silent for a while, smacked his mouth, and dryly added a sentence: "It's good to be fat, and you are blessed."