President, don't tease me

Su Yi was sitting on the sofa in the living room. She wanted to leave immediately, but what was on her mind was whether Xu Jingyan had returned to her original life as Mrs. Xu had promised.

If I didn't care about anything just now, I couldn't hear all the sounds, I couldn't see all the things, and I just hugged her wholeheartedly, wouldn't this be the case now?Then would she not give her tenderness to others?

Su Yi felt that she was thinking too much. No one knew whether Xu Jingyan had any affection for her.

Xiaoshan looks like three or four years old, so she should be born about a year after I left, and when Xu Jingyan decided to give birth to her, she might really still have herself in her heart, but after five years, time will pass It is not only the memory that is diluted, but also the feelings.

If Wang Xinyi had been by Ash's side all these years, wouldn't it be natural for Ash to accept her and fall in love with her?

In Su Yi's mind, there was a picture of lifting her legs and leaving here, but her body seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and her brain couldn't control her limbs at all, and she remained motionless.

She was waiting, waiting for Xu Jingyan to come downstairs to see her, even if she wanted to leave, she had to have a clear answer.

Su Yi threw the self-imaginings out of her mind, and began to observe Qiushui Villa.

The furniture from five years ago is still there, probably because it has been well maintained, it doesn’t look old at all, and the placement hasn’t been moved.

"Is Aunt Su looking at Feng Shui?"

A crisp voice came.

Su Yi looked up the stairs, Xu Jingyan didn't come down, the person who came was Xiaoshan.

Su Yi stood up immediately, and now that she knew that the child in front of her was Xu Jingyan and her own child, she didn't know how to face it.

Xiaoshan is a clever child, she knows how to hide.Obviously knowing that she may have an unusual relationship with her mother, but she still pulled her to play with her without showing any emotion.

For this child, Su Yi is complicated.I have an inseparable blood relationship with her, but I have never participated in her growth.

Without Xu Jingyan's permission, Su Yi would not blindly tell the child the truth.

"Xiaoshan can make cakes at such a young age, it's really great."

Su Yi couldn't think of what to say, so she could only say something harmless.

Xiaoshan walked up to Su Yi step by step, she flashed two smart eyes, "Aunt Su, mom just took Aunt Wang to the guest room, because Aunt Wang's bag is there, and the driver uncle is already preparing a car for her." gone."

Did Xiao Shan say that he was afraid that he might misunderstand Xu Jingyan?

That's right, Xiaoshan knows her existence, so she probably also knows her former relationship with Ash.But for such a young child like her, speaking such mature words is a bit against the law.

When I thought that Xiaoshan was more sensible than ordinary children because of the family environment in which he grew up, he felt full of guilt.

None of this would have happened if I hadn't made that decision in the first place.

Su Yi knelt down and touched Xiaoshan's head, "Xiaoshan is really good, it's Aunt Su's fault."

Xiaoshan didn't show any annoyance with her behavior, which made Su Yi feel at ease, she actually wanted to hug this child very much, this is her daughter with Xu Jingyan.The most regrettable thing is that I didn't bring a gift, so I must prepare a gift for her next time.

"Aunt Su, you haven't answered me yet, will you go back to your mother?" Xiaoshan asked persistently.

Su Yi's heart skipped a beat. This child asked this question before. At that time, I was anxious to ask her how she knew, and she ran out of the car as soon as she got home.

Asking this question now, Su Yi still wanted to know how Xiaoshan knew.

"Xiaoshan, the matter between me and your mother is a bit complicated. You are still young and can't understand it. Then can you tell Aunt Su how you know me?"

Xiaoshan seemed very distressed, "Aunt Su, you are also my mother, and mother and mother should live together, just like other children's parents."

When she heard the phrase "Mom", Su Yi felt like a warm current flowed through her heart.She was surprised that the little child knew everything, and accepted that her hometown was different from other children's hometowns, but she was even more excited because her heart longed for this child.

Just as Su Yi was about to speak, she was interrupted by someone on the stairs.

"Xiaoshan, go back to your room."

Xu Jingyan stood on the steps of the stairs with a serious face, giving orders to the child.Standing beside her was Wang Xinyi who had been staring at Su Yi.

Xiaoshan pursed his lips, lowered his head and slowly went up the stairs, and looked back at Su Yi with an aggrieved expression every three steps.

Su Yi wanted to go forward and say something, but Xu Jingyan stood there like a door god, and Su Yi was too scared to move.

Liu Ma came in and helped Wang Xinyi out. During this period, there were obviously four people in the living room, but it was as quiet as a virgin forest.

Su Yi looked at Wang Xinyi's back, obviously walking as dignifiedly as before, but Su Yi always felt that something was wrong.Specifically, I can't say.

Finally, only Su Yi and Xu Jingyan were left.

Xu Jingyan said, "Come up with me."

Su Yi followed behind, looking at Xu Jingyan's back, she became more determined than before.Recalling what Liu Xingxing said, in the past five years, she has not had a happy day.

Thinking of this, Su Yi's heart ached.

In the study room, the two sat facing each other, with a desk between them.

Xu Jingyan's current appearance was nothing more than the door god sitting down, she closed her lips tightly and looked at Su Yi.

Su Yi was a little embarrassed by her, but it was Su Yi who spoke first, "Ah Xu, Xiaoshan, is she the child we agreed upon at the beginning?"

Even though he already knew the truth, Su Yi still wanted to ask Xu Jingyan personally.

It seems that Xu Jingyan admitted it herself, and she has a bottom line in her heart.

This time Xu Jingyan didn't ignore her anymore, but she didn't answer her question, but asked a question: "Is this time to sign the contract?"

Su Yi nodded honestly.

Xu Jingyan continued to ask: "Now that the signing is over, are you going to go back?"

Su Yi knew where she was going back to. For Xu Jingyan, her home was already the country of America.She must have guessed it after seeing her suitcase. Obviously she should continue to nod, but she couldn't.Even, at this moment, she didn't want to leave at all.

Su Yi asked back, "Do you want me to leave?"

Xu Jingyan sneered, "I was the one who was abrupt, and it's my fault for asking a client such a personal question. Ms. Su, please don't take offense."

Or should I pretend that I don't know myself like this? Su Yi seemed to take a gamble in her heart, and blurted out, "Ah Xu, don't call me Miss Su."

Xu Jingyan sneered even more, "Oh? Then what should I call you?"

Yeah, what should it be called?Call yourself A Yi like before?

Her indifference hurt Su Yi bit by bit, but Su Yi understood that it was all her own fault.Thinking of Xu Jingyan being hurt by being abandoned by her, what is this indifference?

"Ah Xu, how have you been these past few years?" Without an answer, Su Yi's questions were still like passing a ball in an arena, one after another.

Xu Jing answered this question without changing her face, "In what capacity are you asking? My client? Or someone related to Xiaoshan?"

There was surprise in Su Yi's eyes, she thought Xiaoshan should be a secret, at least to herself, but Xu Jingyan didn't think of hiding it at all.

That's right, a person like Ash doesn't bother to hide anything.

"I'm asking in the capacity of Ah Yi, in the capacity of Ah Xu's Ah Yi." Su Yi said.

Xu Jingyan seemed to understand what she was thinking, and did not deny their past, "Xiaoshan knows your existence, that's what I told her, people should have the ability to accept all reality. Also, these years, I have lived Not good. What, is there anything else you want to ask?"

Su Yi looked at Xu Jingyan in astonishment. The other person's face was still serious, but she was wearing such a face that people could not guess her heart, and she spoke the truest look of her heart without any concealment.

"Why? You shouldn't." Better off?Su Yi returned eagerly, and braked in a timely manner. She couldn't ask such a question. It was her own wishful thinking that made the choice for her back then, and she chose to leave.Turning around, "Ah Xu, do you still want me?"

This is the question Su Yi wants to know the most. Xu Jingyan is not living as well as she imagined. She is not even happy at all. Su Yi should have known that her original decision was not only a big mistake, but also hurt herself deeply. The person who cares most.As long as the other party still wants me and is willing to want me, then I will stay by her side for the rest of my life and make up for my mistakes with love.

Although no matter how low she is, the person she loves in her heart is her, but now she finally understands that only the love that accompanies her is enough to heal a wounded person.Companionship is the most intuitive way to tell the other party that you love her.

In fact, what she wanted to ask the most was "Do you still love me", but Su Yi didn't dare to ask.

Xu Jingyan smiled lightly, "Heh." She continued, "I don't want to."

Su Yi smiled wryly, she should have thought of it long ago.But the position of the heart still hurts uncontrollably.

Now that the other party has expressed his opinion, there is no reason for him to stay any longer, and if he stays, it will only annoy the other party.After looking at the time, after such a toss, I have already missed the flight.I also thought of the prematurely sensible child, no matter what, I should mention it.

"I understand. Xiaoshan her."

The voice was interrupted, "Xiaoshan's surname is Xu, I can tell you that when I decided to have her, I really couldn't forget you. But that was five years ago, and now, you are just a partner for me. customer of."

really.

Su Yi got up and pulled a smiley face, "I understand." The legs that were about to walk out of the room were still motionless, "But what I want to talk about is Xiaoshan's education. She is different from ordinary children now. It's useless to be sensible and to encourage the growth of seedlings."

Xu Jingyan's contemptuous expression still hurt Su Yi, "That's something I should care about, it has nothing to do with Miss Su."

Su Yi lowered her head, "I understand. I can't catch up with today's flight. Tomorrow, tomorrow I will definitely leave Hangzhou, and I will never appear in front of you again."

Su Yi cried, she didn't dare to look up.

After Su Yi finished speaking, she turned and left.About to walk to the door, Xu Jingyan behind her said, "Su Yi, do you know that what you said today is funny? Did you forget that you were the one who left first. You left me behind."

The author has something to say: Su Yi will not leave, she will clearly understand her heart.

Chapter 90

The question behind her, which was obviously not loud, but hit her heart hard, broke up Su Yi's last lucky expectation.She stopped and picked up her steps again.With his head down, he was still pushing the brand new suitcase he just bought, and left a bit disheartened.

It was already past six o'clock when we left Qiushui Villa, and the originally scheduled flight at 45:[-] was too late.

After not eating much food for a day and going through a lot of grief, Su Yi was a little erratic when she returned to the hotel. She felt a little dizzy when she first entered the hotel gate. She hurriedly pressed the suitcase beside her and stood still.

The woman who was waiting on the sofa hurried forward to support her, "Xiao Yi, how are you?"

The eagerness of the tone made it clear that the two knew each other.

Su Yi shook her head and glanced at the woman beside her, a little surprised, but her tone was still weak: "Aunt Hong, why are you here?"

Aunt Hong frowned, she hadn't seen her for a few days, and this girl made herself look like this.

She supported Su Yi to sit on the sofa in the hotel lobby, "Let's not talk about this, it's only been a few days, and you've become this haggard look, what happened?"

Su Yi shook her head, and said only: "I just forgot to eat, maybe a little hypoglycemia."

What Su Yi said was simple, but Aunt Hong knew it was more than that.She took Su Yi to the hotel restaurant for dinner, and didn't say much during the whole process, just caring about her body as if she was in America.

In order not to worry Aunt Hong, Su Yi finally had a complete dinner.

After the tableware was removed, Aunt Hong began to explain that she had actually arrived at the hotel a long time ago, and the purpose was to arrive before Su Yi left.

Su Yi regained some energy, and was a little curious when she heard this, "Is there something wrong?"

"I'm here to tell you that I won't be returning to America in the short term," Aunt Hong said.

Su Yi's nerves tensed again, "What happened?"

In the past few years, Aunt Hong has already become her relative in this world, so Su Yi is naturally afraid of what will happen to her relative.

Aunt Hong put her hand on her shoulder and comforted her, "Don't be nervous, nothing happened. It's just that after I arrived at my hometown, standing in the place where I grew up with your mother, I wanted to be here with you." I think about the quiet life there. There are only some old people left in that place, young people either go out to work or settle in the city, and it is really quiet there.”

Su Yi couldn't understand Aunt Hong's expression, but she supported Aunt Hong's approach, "Then I'll accompany you." I was still worried that Aunt Hong would live there alone. It's a little inconvenient, and it's necessary to run errands, so I don't worry if I accompany you.

Aunt Hong refused, "Don't worry, I was born and raised there, no one is more suitable to live there than me, and I just stayed there for a while. What's more, when I come back, there are more important things to do." tell you about it."

Su Yi knew that if Aunt Hong said she didn't need to accompany her, she would definitely not let her accompany her.Aunt Hong's company probably doesn't allow her to stay there permanently.Thinking about it carefully, it was the beauty of the two of them, and I shouldn't have entered it.

Quietly waiting for Aunt Hong's next words.

Aunt Hong pressed Su Yi's shoulder again, "Xiao Yi, I've thought about it for a long time, and I think I should encourage you as an elder. You should bravely fight for the matter between you and Mr. Xu."

With just this one sentence, Su Yi's eyes turned red, and he muttered, "Aunt Hong."

The smile on Aunt Hong’s face is really similar to the sports meeting when she was a child. The encouraging smile from her mother before the run is very warm.

"My miss with Wen Yan was not caused by a misunderstanding, but because of my disappointment. I stood in front of the classroom where we used to sit together, and remembered that Wen Yan used to be a brave man who pursued everything he wanted. I think if your mother is here, she must also hope that you are also a person who has the courage to pursue. In the past few years, you have quit the entertainment industry and started writing. You have arranged your life to the fullest, but you have never dared to To touch your own feelings. I remember one year at Christmas I dragged you to a party where a guy asked you to dance and I saw you say no in a panic and for the next few days you I was in a daze, and I understood that the relationship between you and Mr. Xu will always be a hurdle that you cannot overcome. If so, why don't you express your feelings to her?" Aunt Hong's eyes darkened, and she continued: "I I don't want you to be like me, to be the one who failed in love."

Su Yi didn't expect that her sensitive aunt Hong all these years knew that in this relationship, the person who betrayed her was herself, and it was a foregone conclusion.

Su Yi's eyes were red, and as soon as she shook her head, tears came down, "It's impossible for me and Ah Xu, and she has already said that she doesn't want me anymore."

Su Yi told Aunt Hong everything about seeing Xu Jingyan again these days, including about Xiaoshan and Wang Xinyi.

Aunt Hong was so shocked that Su Yi couldn't just give up, "Xiao Yi, she even gave birth to a child, so you still want to be a coward? She said she doesn't want you, so you go and want her. Xiao Yi, you If you don’t fight this time, you will regret it for the rest of your life.”

Aunt Hong felt that she was also a sinner in this broken relationship. She never thought that someone like Xu Jingyan would have such a hard feeling for Su Yi.Even if the other party left, she insisted on giving birth to a child related to Su Yi.

Su Yi's heart was flustered again, she remembered the last words Xu Jingyan said just now, she said that she left first, that she abandoned her, she said that she no longer wanted herself.

The decision just made has become vacillating again.Should I still go to save her?She must still laugh at herself for being sentimental.

Xu Jingyan doesn't want her anymore, but she wants her.From the previous life to the present, it has been more than ten years. In these ten years, I only have Xu Jingyan in my heart.So why, don't fight again.

Seeing that she didn't speak, Aunt Hong thought she was still thinking, "Xiaoyi, you have to know, this time you went to fight, and you will have one less regret in the future. Go to fight, and the worst result is to go back after failing. The United States is different from returning to the United States now. Ah Xuan and I will always be your retreat."

That's right, if you fight for it, you'll have a 50.00% success rate, and the worst outcome is the same as now.

Su Yi, who figured it out, suddenly felt that her previous cowardice was really stupid, no matter what A Xu said, she should bear it.She was disappointed in herself and stopped loving, so she let her continue to love herself.

Wang Xinyi may not be a good match for Ah Xu, otherwise, there has been no news at all these years.What's more, there is Xiaoshan, if he leaves, Xiaoshan will definitely hate him.

Su Yi made a decision: fall in love with Xu Jingyan again, start a family, and never leave her for the rest of her life.

Aunt Hong left the next day.Su Yi looked at Aunt Hong's back again, and felt that her loneliness seemed to deepen.This may be the result of the role of the betrayer in a relationship.

Su Yi gave herself a day's rest, sent the couriers for the gadgets she bought, ate meals on time, went to a spa, and seriously went to the mall to pick out gifts.

On a sunny day, Su Yi visited Qiushui Villa again.

It was Liu Ma who opened the door for her. This time, Liu Ma did not show any embarrassment. After opening the door for her, she went about her own business without saying anything.

Su Yi went in without thinking too much. Before entering the room, she heard noises in the side garden. Su Yi thought that Xu Jingyan might not be there, so she walked into the garden with the gift.

Before reaching the garden, she heard Xiaoshan crying, Su Yi hurried over, Xiaoshan was lying on the ground crying, Wang Xinyi was running towards the door, and bumped into Su Yi.

Su Yi didn't care about the pain in her shoulder, and hurried to Xiaoshan's side, and found that her right hand and right leg were bruised and bleeding profusely.Su Yi panicked, she hugged Xiaoshan halfway in distress, and comforted her: "Xiaoshan, don't be afraid, I'll take you to the hospital right away."

Su Yi was about to hug Xiaoshan when she was interrupted by a voice behind her, "What are you doing?"

Su Yi looked back, and Xu Jingyan and a group of people behind her came over. When she saw Xiaoshan in Su Yi's arms, she started to trot. Su Yi just wanted to speak, but was pushed away.

Xiaoshan was still crying, Xu Jingyan quickly carried her away.

Kate, Xu Jingyan's assistant who was following behind, looked at Su Yi on the ground and found that her thigh was bleeding, so she hurried forward and asked, "Miss Su, are you okay? I'll take you to the hospital right away."

Su Yi smiled bitterly and shook her head, "No, I'm fine, just a little scratch and I'll take care of it myself."

Struggling to get up, he walked out with a limp on his feet, and went back halfway.She picked up the presents that had just been placed on the ground in a hurry, and handed them to Ah Kate: "This is a gift for Ash and Xiaoshan, please pass it on."

Ah Kate took it in a daze, and saw that the side of her palm was also bleeding, "Miss Su, your hand is also injured, I'd better take you to the hospital first."

Su Yi insisted on refusing, she came here full of confidence, hoping for a turnaround in her relationship.But now, her confidence has changed from full to negative. After all, Xu Jingyan really doesn't love herself anymore.Otherwise, how could he push himself just now?

Doesn't she look like she is suspecting that she hurt Xiaoshan, but it doesn't help, she is also Xu Jingyan and her daughter, how could I hurt my child.

Su Yi was walking back to the hotel, and she didn't know how long she had been walking. It was always difficult to get a taxi at the Qiushui Villa.

Enduring the pain and walking to the main road, Su Yi finally couldn't take it anymore and went to a community hospital on the side of the road.

Looking at the bloody thighs, it was not very serious. After the nurse disinfected and wiped the potion, there was nothing serious. The most troublesome thing was when the child was pushed down just now. In order not to crush the child, he used one hand to support the ground Sprained my wrist.

The doctor first applied hot compresses for half an hour, and then massaged with water for half an hour. He told me not to use force for nearly a month, and I had to come and massage with water three times a week.

Su Yi gave herself a word, which was a bad start.

The pain in the body is no match for the depression in the heart, and Xu Jingyan's feelings for her are even weaker than she imagined.

But these are all things that I should bear. It's just a bad start once, and I will definitely win the second time.When the hand is ready, you can fight another three hundred times.

Su Yi comforted herself like this, with a rope hanging around her neck and her injured right hand, she stood by the road and hailed a taxi to go back to the hotel.

The taxi was getting more and more wrong. At the beginning, Su Yi thought it was going in the opposite direction to avoid the traffic jam, but now the car was going further and further away from the hotel where he was staying.Su Yi had no choice but to ask: "Master, are you going in the wrong direction?"

The driver was wearing a baseball cap, and Su Yi couldn't see his face clearly from the mirror.

The master driver ignored Su Yi at all, Su Yi had no choice but to pat him lightly, but the driver still ignored her.

Su Yi panicked and told the driver to stop, but the other party kept ignoring her, maybe annoyed by her calling, the driver said in a low voice: "Shut up."

Su Yi finally realized that something was wrong, subconsciously went to open the door, and found that the door was locked, quickly took out her mobile phone, wanted to call for help, but was slapped hard on the neck, and lost consciousness.