President, don't tease me

For the next half month, both of them spent in Qiushui Villa.

Xu Jingyan still had the matter of Su Yi's career change in her heart, and she always seemed to have something on her mind.Su Yi mentioned this matter before, but in a not-so-serious tone, she always thought the other party was joking.After all, it was something she was willing to give everything she had to do.

Later, when Su Yi saw that she was not in a high mood, she repeatedly asked why.After hearing what Xu Jingyan said, she rolled her eyes, and then repeatedly expressed in a serious tone that she really wanted to change careers, and that acting was a profession, not a lifelong interest.

Xu Jingyan was still very worried at the beginning, afraid that the other party would be interested one day, wave her hand, and go see the outside world.Thinking about it later, I made a plan for myself.

During the ten months of filming, I must be by my side. After the filming, I will soon win the Luluo Award. Once the filming is over, I will take her to Ice U Country to get married and have a child.Even if she wants to see the outside world, she has to bring herself with her.

Finally put this matter in the back of my mind first.When the time came, he accompanied Su Yi to live in the house on the Qingqing Grassland, and began a ten-month visit (accompaniment) class life.

set.

As the weather gradually warmed up, Su Yi took a cup of coffee and sat opposite the woman in the outdoor booth.

"I said, are you okay recently?"

The woman didn't answer her question, glanced at her, and said: "Su Yi, I really envy you." Seeing her puzzled look, she continued: "Really, I have envied you since I was a child, Your biological parents love you very much, and there was a handsome bodyguard who accompanied you when you were young, even if you encounter an accident, you can still meet someone who sincerely protects you and loves you. And me, hehe."

Su Yi took a sip of coffee, "Lei Jiaojiao, there's nothing to envy. It shouldn't be difficult for you to find someone."

Su Yi was also drunk. Lei Jiaojiao had a role in all the films she had filmed.This is probably also a kind of fate.

Ever since she thought she was going to change careers, it seemed that the hate elements were no longer so active. Two days ago when she was filming a rivalry scene, she accidentally discovered that there seemed to be some bruises on Lei Jiaojiao's body. She guessed that something bad happened to the other party.

She wanted to ignore it, but this question kept popping up in her mind.After thinking about it, I still come to say hello.

Lei Jiaojiao chuckled softly, "Partner? I may never have a shitty date. I have never been able to compare with you since I was a child. Even when you entered the entertainment industry, you met someone who loves you. And I, First, I met an inhuman manager, and then I met a low-level boss, who had to endure his wife’s bullying and beating at any time, and also endured his perverted sex hobbies.” Her voice had changed when she said this, and she stood up, He murmured "I will never be happy again" again, and left.

Su Yi didn't mention this matter again, she seemed to understand that Lei Jiaojiao didn't like herself since she was a child because of her low self-esteem.

She only heard that her father was a bit patriarchal before, but she didn't know the rest.

Su Yi sighed and went back indoors.

When the temperature slowly rises, that is in July.

On the day when Lei Jiaojiao's personal scenes had all been filmed, she climbed up a tower next to the studio in the film and television city, and jumped down from it.

At that time, when Su Yi heard the news, she went to see it.The bloody look made her buried in Xu Jingyan's arms, and she didn't dare to raise her head for a long time.

Lei Jiaojiao has done bad things, but she really can't die.She said that as soon as she entered the industry, she met an inhuman agent.What she didn't know was that as soon as she entered the industry, she was with the same agent as her, and in the end, she also jumped down.

That night, Su Yi had another nightmare.

"Don't come here."

"I told you to stop being a bitch and set up archways. Your agent told me that you would do anything as long as you play."

"If you come here again, I'll jump from here."

"Smelly, bitch, don't toast and refuse to eat fine wine, I tell you, you have to do it today, and you have to do it if you don't do it. Otherwise, you can crawl out of the entertainment circle by yourself."

Those disgusting words entered her ears.

The world here is so cold and ugly.I am going to a better world.

bang...

Su Yi woke up with a cold sweat.Xu Jingyan had already woken up. She hugged Su Yi tightly, and put her right hand on her back, patting her lightly.

He said in his mouth: "Hey, don't be afraid, don't be afraid."

Su Yi tightly grasped Xu Jingyan's pajamas at the back, and her voice was already crying: "Ah Xu, I should have helped her, I knew she was in trouble, but I didn't help her. It is the person who can understand her experience best, why should I ignore it. It's all my fault, I should help her. "

Xu Jingyan didn't understand where the friendship between the two of them came from. It was obvious that the two of them were not very friendly before.But she could feel the abnormality of the person in her arms.

She let go of Su Yi slowly, and gently wiped Su Yi's tears with her thumb.

The embarrassment on the other party's face made her heart ache, and she lifted Su Yi's chin slightly so that she could look at her.

"Ah Yi, this has nothing to do with you. That actress can't think about it because of her long-term depression."

Another line of tears flowed from the corners of Su Yi's eyes. She shook her head and said, "No, that's not the case. She jumped because of the man who was with her who abused her. She finally couldn't stand it anymore, so she jumped off."

Xu Jingyan hurriedly wiped away her tears, "That's not your fault, it's the path she chose."

"It was me. If I hadn't rejected Chen Ziran's contract, he would never have returned to the coffee shop, let alone sign with Lei Jiaojiao. If it wasn't for me..." Su Yi didn't finish the rest of the sentence.

Her heart was filled with all kinds of complicated emotions.If she hadn't been reborn, she wouldn't have rejected Chen Ziran, and Lei Jiaojiao's life wouldn't have had anything to do with this filthy circle.

It's as if my current happiness was bought by another girl's life.

Su Yi didn't say anything more to Xu Jingyan, she was afraid that she couldn't help but tell her everything.

And Xu Jingyan had no choice but to hug her tightly and stay with her.Obviously two days ago, they were still discussing whether to raise a white horse or a dark horse, but it has only been a few days, and it has become like this.

Su Yi went to Lei Jiaojiao's funeral alone, and finally met her family.Only then did I learn that her tragic life began at an early age.

At the funeral, she met another high school classmate, and she told Su Yi a lot.

It turned out that Lei Jiaojiao's family didn't ignore this daughter, but directly ignored her.Her only role had already been calculated by her parents.When her younger brother grows up, he will use her gift in exchange for a house to marry a wife.

Even though she was admitted to a university and her parents were still alive, she was still not allowed to go to school, even though she promised repeatedly that she would not spend her family's money to go to school.

She must have hated her family so much.Before she died, she donated all her property to those children who had no money to go to school, and even sold her bags and shoes. When she died, except for the few clothes she carried with her, she was really alone.

Su Yi also understood that suicide was the relief she had long thought of.

Fortunately, because some reporters have been following this matter, Lei's family still held a simple funeral for her for the sake of face.

Su Yi took a last look at the tall, bearded middle-aged man, the woman next to her who had been cursing her daughter, and the boy who happily ran over to ask for a group photo.Su Yi cried, and she cried for Lei Jiaojiao.

In fact, she really wanted to tell Lei Jiaojiao that death is not a relief.To live, to face everything, to overcome all bad encounters is what an adult should do.

Happiness will come too.

Su Yi returned to the crew and returned to her original life track.However, she still often wakes up at night, and she slowly remembers the things in her previous life.Her psychology instinctively closed the door to Xu Jingyan.

After autumn, Su Yi started making up night plays.Xu Jingyan made soup for her every night and sent it to the crew.

As soon as Su Yi entered the lounge, she saw Xu Jingyan sitting upright, neither playing with her phone nor reading documents, just looking at the door seriously.Her heart ached.

He walked over and said, "Ah Xu, you are here."

Xu Jingyan poured the soup on the table and served it to Su Yi.

"Thank you."

Xu Jingyan pulled her face.It was always like this these days, her A Yi seemed to have a gap with her suddenly.

Su Yi drank the soup seriously, she didn't want to, but she couldn't help it.These days, she always dreams about the past life.Lei Jiaojiao's death seemed to be a powerful medicine to restore her memory.

She is sure that she loves Xu Jingyan. This love did not start from her rebirth. She even began to understand that when she was just reborn back then, she chose to find Xu Jingyan again because she didn't want to lose the intersection with her.

Her heart was full of contradictions, and she knew that she had broken Ash's heart during this time.She is waiting for the arrival of the Luluo Award, she is waiting for the day when she will say goodbye to the past completely, and she will never step into the entertainment circle again.

Ah Xu, wait another three months, wait another three months and it will all be over.

Autumn is coming to winter, this drama of Gongxin, which took more than ten months to film, finally started broadcasting after more than a month of post-production.

Surprisingly, it got the first place in the ratings as soon as it started broadcasting, and it stayed in the top three in the ratings for more than a month.With this result, Su Yi, who had been in the heavy rain for a long time, became sunny.

On this day, she finally received the invitation letter for the Luluo Awards Ceremony Gala.

Rarely, she happily dragged Xu Jingyan out and chose a dress that she was satisfied with.She also chose an evening dress for Xu Jingyan.

The author has something to say: Spring Festival travel, have you all bought tickets to go home?