Himemoto's interpretation

It was a long way back to Haicheng, and after leaving Huaicheng, the bitten part of her lip no longer hurt or burnt. Facing Hu Yixuan's almost cramped exploration of the relationship between the detective and the assistant, Xingqi could also face it. Don't change color, and gradually pick up the stable assistant shelf.

The detective went to the co-driver alone, leaving her to face Hu Yixuan alone, the intention was self-evident.

Hu Yixuan is a young girl who is very good at talking. She is not very old, she is not too young, she doesn't have a lot of eyes, and her brain is very active. When dealing with this kind of person, you should never follow her lead.

So every time Hu Yixuan stopped talking, she asked, "Where have you been these few days? What are you doing?"

After getting down several times, Hu Yixuan was physically and mentally exhausted, leaning on the back of the chair with her hands crossed, her head resting on the car window, watching the rapidly receding scenery outside the window, without saying a word.

The one who persevered was replaced by Xingqi.

"You and your brother separated from Jiating Hotel at Huaicheng Railway Station. Where did you go and what did you do?"

"He's not my brother." Hu Yixuan said flatly, "I'm an orphan, with no father or mother, no grandpa or grandma, no brothers or sisters."

"Where have you been all this time?"

"You're bored."

Hu Yixuan plucked her short hair irritably. When she first saw Xingqi, she thought her short hair was refreshing and neat. Signs of adhesions.

"Where? What?"

"At my grandmother's house, as a child bride."

Xingqi asked again without moving a word.

"At the farm in Wangping Village, it's okay to help people with farm work?!" Hu Yixuan said weakly, "Don't ask me."

Xingqi found out the map, Wangping Village is in the northeast of Huai'an Town, more than 20 kilometers away from Huaicheng.

"When are you going to go back to school?"

Hu Yixuan tugged at the drooping overalls.

The canvas overalls didn’t fit well, maybe they were worn by people from the farm in Wangping Village temporarily. When she was standing, the overalls were loose and loose, but when she sat down, the hard fabric was hard to soften and fit. The girl doubled in size, but it made the unopened face even more immature.

Xingqi continued to repeat the machine mode.

"I don't plan to go back." Hu Yixuan looked out the window, her eyes were flickering, but her expression was calm and even silent.

"why?"

Before asking the second time, Hu Yixuan replied straightforwardly: "I don't want to go."

"for……"

"Can you change the line?"

"You study very well. The school has bursaries and scholarships. You don't have to worry about life. Why don't you go to school?"

In fact, Xingqi wanted to tell her that according to the regulations, all of Hu Xingjun's relics and inheritance would be transferred to her name, at least it would be no problem for her to finish college.

But seeing Hu Yixuan's resistance to her brother, she knew it was best not to say anything.

Hu Yixuan looked at her with incredible eyes, "Are you hard of hearing? Didn't I tell you that going to school is useless and boring. I am an orphan, and no one has the right to control me whatever I want to do."

"Sorry, my hearing is okay, but my memory is not very good." Xingqi smiled, and then asked, "Why do you think that going to school is useless and boring?"

Hu Yixuan wanted to kneel to her, stomped on the plastic soles several times, and the car was covered with carpets, and she stepped down to gravity, but the sound of thumping was dull and imposing, and her arrogance of resistance/non-violent non-cooperation was stepped on the soles of her feet .

"It's really boring." It was not only an answer to the detective assistant's question, but also an insinuation that she was boring.Hu Yixuan slid down, found a comfortable half-lying position for herself, and squinted at Xingqi, "It's really useless."

Xingqi pointed to her ears, which meant "listen all ears".

Hu Yixuan glanced at her, afraid that she would turn on the repeater again, so she said quickly: "I have been doing very well in my studies since I was a child, and I am not bad now, top [-] in the sea."

"Ah."

Xingqi had seen Hu Yixuan's wall of awards, and the old director of Huai'an Town said that she was the top student in Huaicheng's high school entrance examination, and she was specially recruited by Haicheng Middle School.

"But the carp jumped the dragon's gate, and its origin is still a carp."

Hu Yixuan withdrew from the corner of her eyes that was full of greenery along the way, and when she spoke again, she changed into a stereotyped tone like memorizing a text that she had never done before.

"And even if there are dragons and phoenixes among people, so what, otherwise we have to live in this dirty world."

Hu Yixuan has been intelligent since she was a child, and this spirituality is not only in reading and studying.Her parents passed away due to an accident, she has memories, and she can barely understand what is the fate of human beings, and the meaning of death.

Knowing that I can no longer cuddle in my mother's arms, listening to her recite Tang poetry and Song Ci, ABCD, Xiao Hu Yixuan cried and made a fuss.

But like Hu Xingjun, it didn't take long for her to get out of her grief, and she could innocently say "we have a grandpa" in the face of the concerns of old folks.

Children in remote rural areas have no food and clothing, no right to be sad, and no time to spare.

Bearing in mind their mother's teaching that "reading can change one's destiny", all the siblings can do is study and study.

Hu Yixuan couldn't remember exactly when Hu Xingjun gave up.

I just remember that one night my grandfather smoked old cigarettes all night. At dawn, he smashed the old cigarette rod with a brick and scolded Hu Xingjun: "If I don't smoke cigarettes, I will pay for your children to go to school!"

The white-haired man sends the black-haired man, and the grandfather has an almost religious attachment to the study of the brothers and sisters.

However, not long after that, his grandfather accidentally broke his leg when he was going to sell vegetables in the city at night. Hu Xingjun would rather be beaten to death by his lame grandfather than read.

When his grandfather was walking, Hu Xingjun left Mengping Village to help small workers in the town, and then went to Huaicheng, all the way to Haicheng.

Hu Yixuan worked hard with her brother's share.

The top scorer in the high school entrance examination depends not only on talent, but also on hanging beams and stabbing thighs, gouging walls to steal light.

After receiving the notice from Haicheng Middle School, the teachers of various subjects in the junior high school specially held a celebration banquet for her, saying that a student like her going to Haizhong to enroll in Haicheng is equivalent to stepping into the door of a key university in advance.

Hu Yixuan was very proud, and because of this, she didn't shed a single tear in front of her grandfather's grave.

She thought going into the sea was a turning point for a change of fate, and it was.

She thought that entering the sea opened the door of hope that fate belatedly belated, but she was wrong.

The top scorer in the high school entrance examination sounds like a glorious family, but in fact, she was only in the middle of the class in the first entrance examination. At that time, Hu Xingjun comforted her. Don't be too nervous.

However the second time was worse.

In the third test, he almost fell out of the key class.

What makes Hu Yixuan even more disheartening is that those ranking far above her, in addition to studying, music, art, language, programming... everyone can show one or two specialties.

The tablemate who was ranked up and down like her and occasionally at the bottom was actually the owner of an online store with a monthly income of six figures.

Only her, nothing.

The teacher never expressed disappointment to her, and the classmates often helped her and encouraged her.But this strange concern made Hu Yixuan feel like walking on eggshells.

She realized the gap between people and worked hard to cope with her studies and the seemingly harmonious relationship between her classmates.

When did you force yourself to face up to the bad things in the world?

Oh, about one day she finished her English listening comprehension, took off her headphones and looked up, and found that half of her classmates were communicating with each other and watching the live broadcast of "Three Idiots in the Sea".

Naked|Naked spicy ridicule, and classmates yelling, instructing everyone to send letters to younger brothers and sisters who are also entering the excellent class in junior high school, asking them to encourage and support the "three idiots in the sea" face to face, so that they can continue to enjoy the "Three Idiots in the Sea" Attract attention and continue to be a clown.

At that moment, Hu Yixuan felt cold all over her body.

Did the proud son of heaven join forces behind the scenes to let her continue studying and feed her some poisonous chicken soup, so that one day her head would bleed and she would have to admit that she was a child from the countryside? , No matter how hard you try, you will eventually fall behind.

Just like in the live broadcast, these three are said to have a rich family background, and they don’t buy brand-name clothes, just a sports car or a yacht, aren’t they still treated like monkeys jumping up and down for fun?

The precocious girl suddenly gave birth to the Zen idea of ​​"all living beings are suffering".

Seeing Hu Xingjun in Xun Youyou's live broadcast, and hearing her say this was her boyfriend, Hu Yixuan couldn't believe her eyes and ears.

After calming down, "all beings are suffering" became "like a dream, like dew, like electricity".

She found a reason to give up.

She didn't recognize her talent and family background, and she didn't recognize her elder brother who bowed his knees to the three idiots in Haizhong who were made fun of by the whole school.

She has worked hard, very hard, but even if she has learned the way, what can be changed?If the parents and grandfather can be resurrected and Hu Xingjun's past can be erased, will there be a smooth road in the future?

No.

Neither.

Then why bother to study?

"no."

The assistant detective on the opposite side shook his head like a rattle.

She has the kind of good-looking features, with ponytails, very general "elegant", because she has no special features, only a pair of eyes that are almost round, but lacking in spirit, she often wanders around in a daze, and she is not very attractive.

There was a red and swollen mark on her lips. When she got in the car, she pursed her lips without silver 300 taels, worried that she would see and laugh at her, but she still saw it and laughed as much as she could all the way.

But at this moment, those eyes flashed with an urgent light like "there is a fire here, put out the fire quickly", and suddenly, the whole person lit up.

"No," repeated the assistant detective slowly but firmly. "You'll learn."

Hu Yixuan has been studying at the desk all year round, and has practiced the unique skill of not listening to things outside the window and only reading sage books.

She was tired from speaking, and just half-closed her eyes, and was about to close her hearing, planning the ultimate goal of going to become a monk after solving Hu Xingjun's affairs.

But suddenly, she was awakened by the two clusters of lights, thinking, listen to it, or it will be very annoying to repeat the machine again.

"You have to learn," Xingqi scraped her forehead with her knuckles. The back of her head didn't hurt, but her forehead was throbbing. She was unconsciously regurgitating Hu Yixuan's information mixed with too much personal emotion. "Everything you have experienced in the past will give you Branded to become your—well, skills, they'll show up when you need them."

She also spent a period of time in a daze, at least for a year and a half she didn't have any memory, not only because the old mobile phone was broken, but also because there was nothing worth remembering during that period of time.

On the other hand, during her one-week studio as a detective, every day was very fulfilling, and there were things she thought must be remembered every week, and she also took great pains to write down the content.

She also discovered skills that seem useless but will come in handy one day—for example, in order to coax Ha Xiaoer's leap of faith, she showed her hand in the live broadcast, at least Hu Yixuan ran away without seeing her, and even cooperated with her into the hotel.

"If you learn more, you will have more choices in the future. It's not about letting others choose you, it's you who choose others." Xingqi murmured, "And then one day you meet the person you think is who you are, and you can put everything together." Give it all to her."