Big breaker

At the same time, in the underworld coexistence area, on an open-air step.

Zhu Yan sat behind Fu Li, watching Fu Li holding the beer can for a while, the corners of his mouth twitching, his expression tangled, hesitant to speak.

He was still holding a can of beer in his hand, and the ring hadn't been opened yet, but Fu Li had already drank a long line, and the green and empty beer cans were lined up beside him, like an array, Zhu Yan patted He patted his bare forehead, opened and closed his lips, really didn't know what to say after thinking about it, so he simply went to count the beer cans next to Fu Li, counting from one to nine, seeing that there were still three to finish. Fu Li happened to drink another wine jar, and threw it away, and the jar landed steadily, just at the end of the line. Zhu Yan was slightly taken aback, and said silently, Thirteen.

Looking at Fu Li again, he had already taken out the No.14 can of beer from the plastic bag on the side, pulled the tab open with a "wipe", and began to stutter at the mouth of the can again.

Zhu Yan looked at the little beer left in the plastic bag, then at the unopened can in her hand, sighed, silently put the can back into the bag, and turned her head to look again. Fu Li paused endlessly, and sighed again. Although he knew it was useless, he couldn't help persuading him: "It's all right, don't drink. What to do if you drink to death."

"Will he come to my funeral if he's drunk to death?" Fu Li asked without thinking.

"Huh?" Zhu Yan was taken aback when he heard the words, and replied uncertainly, "It should be."

"Then drink to death." Fu Li said without thinking, raised his neck, and continued to pause.

Zhu Yan was terrified when he saw him, and couldn't be persuaded, so he simply grabbed the beer can and asked patiently, "What's wrong with you?"

Fu Li glanced at him, then turned around and took out another can from the plastic bag next to him.

Zhu Yan snatched it from him again, and continued to ask: "You dragged me out in the middle of the night to accompany you to buy wine and drink, you must give me a reason? Otherwise, it would be too unreasonable, right?"

Fu Li didn't even look at him this time, he just turned his face away and went to pick out the beer in the plastic bag.Zhu Yan simply rushed ahead of him, took away the entire plastic bag at one go, stretched his arms and threw it back, and continued to ask Fu Li: "Where is that Hua Fei? Why isn't he with you today? I'll call Will he come to pick you up?"

It's good that he didn't mention Hua Fei, but when he mentioned it, Fu Li's face sank.I saw Fu Li biting his cheeks tightly, as if he was enduring something, and saw him tilt his head, showing a contemplative expression, and after a while, he hesitated in a low voice: "...Break up... ..."

"What?" Zhu Yan's ears moved, with a look of disbelief.

"I said, I was broken up." Fu Li repeated it reluctantly, "Hua Fei doesn't want me anymore... In your terms, this is a 'breakup', right?"

No, why did you break up again after being so well-behaved?Zhu Yan was at a loss, didn't she still hug her when she left during the day today?

"He hates me." Fu Li said lazily, "Because I'm the one he hates."

Zhu Yan: "..."

Although I don't know how you developed to that point.But from this logic alone, there seems to be something wrong?

And he really couldn't bear to tell Fu Li that people like him usually don't call it "breaking up" but "getting dumped"...

"So you came here to drink?" Zhu Yan looked back at the plastic bag she had thrown away, "You are also very good, you can't even get drunk like this."

"What is drunk?" Fu Li pursed his lips, reached out and poked a beer can beside him, watching it roll down the steps, "I watch people on TV, when they are unhappy Both. I drank a lot, but I didn't get happier."

"If you're not happy, stop drinking." Zhu Yan sighed, and then patted Fu Li on the shoulder, "Then how did you come to find me?" The two of them should not be good enough to drink together and talk about broken love Bar?Although he did take the initiative to talk to Fu Li about his lovelorn experience, but the meaning seems to be different, right?

Fu Li looked back at him honestly: "Hua Fei said, you specialize in taking in homeless people."

...So you actually came here to beg for shelter?

Finally sorting out the black lines on Fu Li's logical Zhu Yan, he touched his bare head and stood up from the steps: "Okay, since you're here to beg for shelter, then you can stay with me tonight. Do you mind sleeping in Ole's room? It happens to be vacant today..."

He took a step down while talking, but Fu Li just sat there motionless, staring blankly at the front.Zhu Yan followed his gaze and saw nothing except the dark night and scattered lights.

"Hello, Mr. Baldhead." Fu Li said suddenly, and called Zhu Yan, "You said before that I don't love Hua Fei, right?"

Zhu Yan turned to look at him, exhaled, and pressed her forehead helplessly: "That's not what I said... I just think that your situation is very similar to mine, so I just want to remind you."

"Why do you think so?"

"Because of the feeling." Zhu Yan sighed, "There are some feelings that cannot be explained clearly. But when it appears, you will naturally feel it and feel it."

"It's an indescribable feeling." Fu Li nodded thoughtfully, and suddenly looked back at him, "Then, in your opinion, like and love are also inexplicable feelings?"

"This, be it." Zhu Yan frowned, and was about to say something more, but she heard Fu sternly said: "Since love is not clear, then why can you judge that my feelings for Hua Fei are not What about love?"

He turned his head and continued to look at the dark night in front of him, his tone gradually lowered: "Whether it's you or Hua Fei, why do you think it's not the case?"

Zhu Yan was silent when he heard the words, and after thinking for a moment, he asked, "Then do you think so?"

"I don't know." Fu Li replied honestly, "I only know that when I saw Hua Fei, something was wrong here."

He looked down at his chest, hesitantly raised his hand to caress it, but suddenly remembered that the ring that Hua Fei disliked was hidden here, so he quickly took it off, thought for a while, and said slowly: "Just It seems that someone put a small bug in it, starting from the innermost part, bit by bit to empty it out, just like gnawing on an apple. I didn’t feel anything at first, but sometimes it felt itchy and numb, and sometimes It will be a little sad, but slowly, it feels more and more wrong, until one day, when the bugs have eaten all the place, I found that this place is all empty. It is empty, like a big hole, wanting to be filled I want him to fill me up. Missing him well, wanting to see him well, wanting him to be good with me, can this feeling really not be considered love? If this is not counted, then what is it? Is it? Everyone of you said no to me, and no one is willing to give me the correct answer, why are you people here so annoying?"

Zhu Yan squinted at him and fell silent.After a while, he stroked his head and opened his mouth again: "So you mean, you've started to hate Hua Fei, don't you?"

"Of course not." Fu Li denied it without thinking.Zhu Yan said "Oh" and nodded lightly: "You answered that question very quickly."

"Because I know I'm not." Fu Li frowned, affirming, "I won't hate Hua Fei."

"This feeling is very certain, isn't it?" Zhu Yan turned her head and looked into Fu Li's eyes.Fu Li looked back in puzzlement, looked into his deep eyes, and faintly felt that he understood something, but couldn't articulate it clearly. Before he could figure it out, he heard Zhu Yan say again: "What I said to you earlier , It’s just a reminder from someone who has experienced it. If this has caused you confusion, then I am willing to apologize for it. But if you insist on me giving you some precise answer or judgment criteria, then I really don’t have it. I can For you, it’s still the same sentence, some feelings, you can’t explain it clearly. But when it appears, you will naturally feel it and feel it.”

"I have a feeling, I have a feeling." Fu Li murmured and repeated these two sentences, and lowered his head, he felt that something was churning in his heart, like clear waves rippling the moonlight, or sea water washing over a dam.

"I think I like him." After a while, he said this, his voice was not loud, but he was very firm, his fists were clenched unconsciously, as if he was using all his strength to affirm and prove something , "I think... I love him. I just love him."

"Since you are willing to call this feeling that way, then it is." Zhu Yan nodded, "This is your feeling, and it should be named by you." As long as you don't regret it, that's fine.

Fu Li blinked and stood up abruptly.Zhu Yan looked at him curiously: "What, you figured it out? Are you finally willing to go back to sleep with me?"

"No, not yet." Fu Li shook his head, bit his lips, his eyes showed a trace of entanglement, but soon a layer of determination was covered, "I'll go back and find him."

"Ah?" Zhu Yan raised her eyebrows in surprise, "Who are you looking for? Hua Fei?"

"En." Fu Li nodded.

"But you're not..." They were kicked out...

"I have to let him know." Fu Li's tone became a little anxious, but determined, as if what he was going to do was a very correct and very urgent matter, "Hua Fei doesn't know yet... I, no matter what, want him to know quickly..."

Zhu Yan squinted at him for a while, with a look of confusion on his face.In fact, if you want him to say, he doesn't suggest that Fu Li rush back to Hua Fei's side now, after all, it's early in the morning, maybe he is still resting, not to mention that the other party may still be angry... But looking at Fu Li's pair of Shen Ye With eyes like eyes, he felt that he couldn't say a word.

What else?As he himself said, some feelings can only be understood by the person involved, and only the person concerned can understand it.The same goes for some of the so-called irrational, irrepressible impulses.

"Okay, okay, go, go." He sighed, turned sideways to let Fu Li out of the way, and waved his hand as if to drive someone away, "If you are kicked out again, go directly to my community to find Me, don't drag me out to drink anymore." Although the sword is stainless, it is too old to withstand such a toss.

Fu Li had long lost the intention to listen to him, and only after hearing the second sentence, he jumped down the steps, walked forward for a while, and suddenly turned around as if remembering something.

"Hey, Mr. Baldhead." He asked Zhu Yan again, not caring about the other person's veins suddenly popping out because of the word "Mr. Baldhead", "Why did you think at that time that you had feelings for that scabbard?" , isn't it love?"

After hearing this, Zhu Yan was stunned, and after a moment of dejection, she smiled lightly: "If it's not, then it's not, what's the reason? Didn't I say it, I have a feeling that it's up to the parties to decide."

Fu Li frowned and glanced at him, opening his mouth as if he wanted to say something.Resisting it again, after a few seconds of silence, he finally stopped entangled in this issue, only said goodbye to Zhu Yan, then turned and left quickly.

Zhu Yan was left alone, guarding a row of empty beer cans, staring at the dark night and scattered lights in the distance in a daze.After being stunned for a moment, he turned back and picked up the plastic bottle that fell on the steps, took out a can of beer from it, sat down slowly, pulled it away, and drank slowly.

"Yeah, why?"

He asked himself in his heart, the old sourness in his chest, and a silent answer.

"That's probably because, if you think 'no', it will be easier to live here."

after an hour.

The door of Hua Fei's residence was suddenly knocked heavily, which startled Hua Fei who had just returned from the research institute.He exchanged a glance with Qi Fan, walked cautiously to the door, let out a gust of wind from the crack of the door to check, after distinguishing who was coming, he frowned, hesitated for a long time, but still chose to open the door.

As soon as the door was opened, Song Zhi's preoccupied face was the first thing he saw.

"What's the matter?" Hua Fei looked at him angrily, raised his right hand slightly, and there were already a few wind ropes lingering between his fingers.For this guy who led himself to awakening step by step, he really didn't bother to hide the fact that he didn't like him.

"...Well, something happened."

After seeing the threat he hid between his fingers, the latter obviously froze for a moment, struggled for a moment, but still bite the bullet and said, "It's a very urgent matter. It's about Fu Li."

Hua Fei let out a "hmm" and frowned even tighter: "Be clear, what's going on?"

"To put it simply...he was caught by Lord Baisha." Song Zhi paused, gritted his teeth and continued, "If that thing can really be counted as Lord Baisha..."