Roommate Daily Research Report

The two went directly to the Wanshu community.

After waiting for others to swipe their cards, Shu Yang walked around to Xu Sizhang's building and went up to the top floor according to the memory of the last time.

Finally, standing still in front of a door, Cheng Xinyi asked, "Is this here?"

Shu Yang was silent for a while, and replied: "Yes, I won't remember wrongly."

As soon as the voice fell, the door suddenly opened.

Both of them were startled, Shu Yang took a step back and bumped into Cheng Xinyi, Cheng Xinyi raised his hand to grab his shoulder, and wrapped his other hand around him to wrap his arms around him.

Zhang Bo froze on the spot with the garbage bag in his hand. Two seconds later, he put down the garbage bag against the wall by the door, stepped back, and opened the door: "Please come in."

Shu Yang and Cheng Xinyi looked at each other and stepped into the room.

"There's no need to change your shoes." Zhang Bo said a little tiredly, "I didn't clean it anyway."

Cheng Xinyi said, "What a coincidence."

Zhang Bo was very calm: "It's not a coincidence, I've been living here all this time."

Shu Yang suddenly said mockingly: "Aren't you all married? Where do you live here and where does your wife live?"

Zhang Bo didn't speak.

After a while of silence, he raised his hand to signal the two to sit down, got up and went to the kitchen to pour two glasses of water.

Shu Yang looked at the water glass, and asked again: "Aren't you married yet? What are you doing here? Is it a funeral? How long do you plan to stay here? Three years?"

Cheng Xinyi patted him on the back: "Brother, don't get excited."

Shu Yang: "I'm not excited, I'm very calm."

Zhang Bo took off his glasses, wiped his face, and said after a while, "I love him."

"You don't need to pretend to be affectionate when you're gone." Shu Yang said, gritted his teeth and swallowed the more ugly words.

Zhang Bo smiled self-deprecatingly.

Shu Yang took a deep breath and said, "He left me a letter before he left."

Zhang Bo looked at him suddenly: "Where is the letter?"

Shu Yang: "That's a letter for me."

Zhang Bo paused: "I'm sorry, I want to know... the letter..."

"It's about you." Shu Yang interrupted him, and simply replied, "Otherwise, how do you think I would know that you are married?"

Zhang Bo's eyes suddenly turned red: "What did he say?"

Shu Yang: "Do you really want to know? I'll give you 2 minutes to think about it. After you know it, you may regret it, if you have a conscience."

Cheng Xinyi hadn't even read that letter, seeing Shu Yang like this now, he couldn't open his mouth, so he had to hold his hand tightly.

The three sat upright in a strange silence, Zhang Bo finally said: "I want to know."

Shu Yang smiled: "Listen well, he told me not to tell you about his suicide, because he didn't die for you."

Zhang Bo was taken aback for a moment, and Cheng Xinyi also straightened up.

Shu Yang glanced at Zhang Bo: "Before he died, all he wanted was not to make you feel guilty. Zhang Bo, you have been together for seven years. I don't know how sick he is, so I have always felt guilty. Then you know Have you ever? Have you ever experienced how much he misses you?

If I were you, I would definitely not be like you now. I would either hold on to him and not let go, or I would completely ignore him after I got married. Life or death has nothing to do with me. "

"It's a pity." Shu Yang couldn't help tightening his grip on Cheng Xinyi's hand, and said, "You have to stand in the middle, you can't go forward or back, so if you suffer, you deserve it."

After he finished speaking, he stood up and led Cheng Xinyi towards the door: "Farewell."

When he walked to the door, he turned around, looked at Zhang Bo who could no longer control his emotions, and said, "But you'd better not be in pain, or he will feel guilty."

Cheng Xinyi grabbed Shu Yang's shoulder and opened the door to let him go out first.

The moment the door was closed, Shu Yang heard a hasty cry from his chest.

It wasn't until he walked out of the gate of the community that Shu Yang's expression softened.

Cheng Xinyi asked softly, "Brother Sizhang..."

Shu Yang was a little at a loss, turned his head and asked in a low voice: "Did I go too far just now? Will Si Zhang blame me for hurting the person he loves?"

Cheng Xinyi put his arms around his shoulders: "No, Brother Sizhang knows that you are good to him, and the news of his death cannot be hidden. Zhang Bo himself would have thought of this."

Shu Yang frowned and took a breath: "Oh, I don't know what's wrong, it's just..."

Cheng Xinyi rubbed his shoulders: "Why don't you go home and go directly to see Qian Genyi? She is over half a year old now, and I only saw her once. We can still remember the day of our first kiss."

Shu Yang burst out laughing: "Go crazy with red wine."

"I like you to be crazy." Cheng Xinyi said.

Shu Yang nodded and said, "Then go, or Qian Dakun will talk about me. I came back yesterday and haven't gone yet."

Arrived at Qian Kun's house in the afternoon.

Shu Yang made a phone call before getting off the subway, and after walking a few steps towards the community, he saw Qian Kun and Wei Shuyan waiting by the side of the road with their daughter in their arms.

Shu Yang and Cheng Xinyi walked over quickly.

"Boss, Shuyan." Shu Yang smiled.

Cheng Xinyi also shouted: "Brother Kun, Sister Shuyan."

Qian Kun agreed, looked at Shu Yang with a frown, and raised his finger to point at him.

Wei Shuyan patted on his arm, Qian Kun then put down his hand, and after thinking about it, he couldn't be reconciled, and slapped Shu Yang hard on the back twice.

Shu Yang accepted it, glanced at him, raised his hand to tease Qian Genyi, and said with a smile: "Daughter."

Qian Genyi is already half a year old and still doesn't recognize his birth. She laughs at everyone, and when she sees Shu Yang smile, she also laughs, reaching out to hug Shu Yang's index finger.

Cheng Xinyi said nervously, "Sister Shuyan, I want to hug her."

"Okay." Wei Shuyan smiled, and handed the child forward.

Cheng Xinyi took Qian Genyi over carefully, and stabilized her back with his broad palm. He suddenly became excited, as if he had discovered a new world, and he grinned silly.

He sighed: "Oh my god, it's so soft!"

Shu Yang touched him lightly on the shoulder: "You can hold it firmly."

Cheng Xinyi said: "Don't worry, if you fall, you can't fall her."

Several people laughed, Wei Shuyan said: "Come in."

Everyone entered the community together, and Cheng Xinyi walked beside her, hugging Qian Genyi securely while talking to her in a low voice.

Qian Genyi looked at him with round eyes motionless and giggled.

Cheng Xinyi turned to look at Shu Yang: "Brother, she is just like you, her eyes are black, black, white, or white, so beautiful. Our Genyi is really a beautiful doll."

"You're talking nonsense again." Shu Yang smiled, "Why is it that her parents are here like me?"

Several people laughed again, and Cheng Xinyi walked to the front with Qian Genyi in his arms.

Already such a tall and tough man, holding a little white girl in his arms, Shu Yang looked at Cheng Xinyi's figure from behind, and felt that this scene of rigidity and softness colliding together was indescribably awkward, awkward but very awkward So cute, it makes my heart soften.

He looked at it, suddenly pursed his lips and lowered his eyes.

Qian Kun asked in a low voice: "Are you two going to adopt a child in the future?"

Wei Shuyan interjected: "Is it more difficult to go through the formalities now?"

Shu Yang originally thought that Cheng Xinyi didn't hear it, but he turned around immediately and said, "No need to adopt, anyway, we have roots and yangyang, and in the future there will be brother Mingyuan's children, and Qingqing's children, there are so many of them." Children. We don't want children."

Qian Kun joked: "What if the family says that homosexuality is up to you, and you have to hand over the little tadpole in exchange? What will you do?"

Cheng Xinyi replied, "Whoever of them loves to have their own birth should go."

Shu Yang couldn't help laughing: "I also don't think we need to adopt. I will go to a nursing home when I get old. Gen Yi can just come and see us when he is fine."

Wei Shuyan nodded: "It doesn't matter if you don't adopt. In fact, it's the same. When the child grows up, he will have to live his own life."

Stay at Qian Kun's house at night, still in the same guest room.

Lying on the bed after taking a shower, Cheng Xinyi whispered, "Actually, when I said I don't need sex during the day, I wanted to say..."

"You want to say that you are my child?" Shu Yang asked with a smile.

Cheng Xinyi took his hand with a smile, and kissed the back of his hand: "No, I want to say that you are a child. You are my baby, and there is no need for other babies."

Shu Yang smiled and stroked his lips: "I saw that you liked Gen Yi so much this afternoon, I lost my eyes laughing."

Cheng Xinyi grabbed his finger: "Don't feel sorry for me, you can't have children because of me, so should I say sorry too?"

Shu Yang: "Then you owe me and I owe you."

"No, it's not that you owe me and I owe you, it's that you have me and I have you." Cheng Xinyi hugged him around his waist, resting his head on his chest, "In this way, no one can escape, and I will never let you escape for the rest of my life." .”

Shu Yang smiled, and said in a low voice: "It's really not going to be a surrogate or a surrogate at that time, your parents and your aunt will hate me again."

Cheng Xinyi replied: "They won't hate you, my aunt... just don't be in front of her in the future. My mother doesn't hate you at all. Aunt Bai told me secretly that she went out for coffee with Aunt Yang Liu , she also said that she would have a meal with you, but I pushed it back, and wait until you are ready."

"Auntie Yangliu likes me, otherwise she wouldn't tell me where you are, and my mother likes you too, so we don't have to be afraid of anything now."

Shu Yang nodded, was silent for a while, and asked: "I never asked, your family..."

Cheng Xinyi pressed his lips with his index finger: "My mother has decided to divorce my father."

"Did the conflict escalate because of our affairs?" Shu Yang asked.

Cheng Xinyi: "No, my dad came back during the time I was locked up at home, beat me up and called me a pervert, and never came back after scolding me. My mother must be completely disappointed this time."

Shu Yang patted his face distressedly.

Cheng Xinyi: "But I won't do anything because of this in the future. Everyone will be relieved, as long as he doesn't give birth to a baby outside for me to raise."

The next day, after dinner and preparing to go home, Qian Kun sent the two of them to the gate of the community.

After saying goodbye and about to leave, Qian Kun suddenly stopped Shu Yang.

Shu Yang turned around: "Huh? What?"

Qian Kun: "I almost forgot to tell you that your mother returned the money to me."

Shu Yang: "What?"

Qian Kun: "Just the 60 you borrowed from me, Aunt Yangliu returned it to me." He patted Shu Yang on the shoulder: "Mom is always a mother, who doesn't love their son. Just be filial to her from now on."

Shu Yang was stunned for a while, finally nodded and smiled: "I know."

Returning to the north of the city in the dark, as soon as Cheng Xinyi entered the room, he slumped on the sofa, stretched his legs, raised his hands high, and said, "Come and count."

Shu Yang: "Two four six seven eight?"

Cheng Xinyi laughed haha: "Come and count what we have to do before we go to work."

Shu Yang thought for a while: "Let's see, Qingqing sent a message yesterday, and she will be reporting in two days. You have to pick her up with me."

Cheng Xinyi: "Also, I'm going to Jiang Yu's bar for a drink. Xiao Zhouzi said that he brought a particularly good set of equipment from there. I haven't played the drums yet, and I haven't drank the wine you mixed. You You have to fool him for me, it’s best to get another piano.”

Shu Yang smiled, stood beside him and grabbed his hand: "Also, sooner or later, I have to see your mother and express my apology for taking away her son."

Cheng Xinyi: "There is one more thing, the most important thing is to go to Yunlai Mountain!"

"Yunlaishan..." Shu Yang looked at him, squatted down by the sofa, and asked, "I saw your circle of friends just now, and you didn't write 123? Can you tell me what 123 means now?"

Cheng Xinyi: "You know everything and still ask me."

Shu Yang smiled: "I don't know."

Cheng Xinyi looked at him seriously, and said: "Some feelings cannot be expressed in words, so I use numbers. I found you in Chengdu and held your hand, and I knew that I could not use numbers."

Shu Yang kissed his fingertips, put his palms on his face, and tilted his head to look at him: "I used to think it was just a sign of your happiness, but later I thought it was your acceptance of yourself."

Cheng Xinyi smiled: "Will you be disappointed with me like this?"

Shu Yang kissed him on the lips: "No way, but you hide it so well, every time I feel like I've caught you, I actually haven't."

Cheng Xinyi smiled hastily.

"The best way to feel insecure is to become a person who doesn't need a sense of security." Shu Yang said, "Is that so?"

Cheng Xinyi: "You are too philosophical bro, it's something that I can't even explain myself."

"Really? Is it because I'm sour?" Shu Yang smiled, "Actually, it doesn't matter even if you can't accept yourself, because you have me."

Cheng Xinyi sat up and opened his arms.

Shu Yang straightened up on his knees so that he could hug her.

Cheng Xinyi hugged him tightly, hugged him up suddenly, and carried him to the sofa.

He buried his face in his neck and said, "So you must not leave me, because I can't change back to the way I was before."

There will be no more numbers in the future, and the mood is the mood.